asoftgoth

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I cant believe I did this to myself

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Any advice for an already chubby trans girl who's about to start E? I wish I coulda just been skinny then gotten fat but I am covered with boy fat 😖

I was chubby when I went on HRT too! Fat redistributes! Making fat redistribute is one of the big things that HRT does! The idea that you need to be skinny to transition (or that trans girls should start intentionally yoyo dieting or whatever) it total bs (invented just to sell more eating disorders)!

My advice is to just take your girl hormones, try not to be so critical of your body (fat bods rule and anywhere you have fat is somewhere that cis girls have fat), and take comfort in the knowledge that you are literally getting hotter every day. One day you're gonna wake up and realize that you're more of a babe than you ever expected!

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Big girl = big shop

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There’s something that absolutely drives me wild about starting off as the sweet, casual enabler the doting lover who always keeps your favorite snacks stocked, who makes sure every craving you have is met without question. Just soft indulgence, every bite offered with affection, every treat an act of worship.

But then… it shifts. Slowly, you become mine. My spoiled, pampered little piglet. Domestic. Obedient. Addicted to being full.

And that’s when I flip the switch.

Suddenly I’m not just feeding you- I’m owning you. Pumping you full of cream, stuffing your mouth while you whimper for more, pushing your limits while I edge you with firm hands and a growl in your ear. You’re still my sweet girl, but now you’re my desperate, messy little foodslut too.

And you love what I’m turning you into.

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You have become the quintessential burden of society in the modern age. The girl who chose gluttony over any ability to function usefully. You waddle around in your cramped apartment waiting for the next DoorDash delivery to help satiate a craving that long ago become insatiable as being full has become an abstract idea that you remember feeling at some point. Once you finally finish your fast food you'll fall asleep watching Netflix for an hour waiting to have enough energy again to waddle to your door again and pick up more food delivered to you. Fullness doesn't happen anymore. Just varying shades of pain and arousal that have lead you to believe that eating more is always better. Your life is an obsession of becoming ever more useless, ever more obese, ever more unhealthy. In twenty years you'll die early being known as a girl too addicted to eating to ever stop. Some probably saw you and thought you could change but your fate is already sealed.

Mean like this?

ya it could be a lil more mean even uwu bless

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More money = fatter feedees. Not sure why people aren’t getting that.

Thank you for this! It’s 100% true! My OF is absolutely how I feed myself. It allows us to keep doing what we do, it’s how we make a living! I’m single, I do not have handouts. I post weekly and go live every Friday in order to pay my bills. This is our livelihood. We are running a small business. Paying for porn allows sex workers to keep creating content for your sexual pleasure.

I think it’s only fair to pay the feedees/fats that help you out with your sexual pleasure, ESPECIALLY right now. We aren’t losing weight during a time when it’s very popular to do so. Thin is in. Fat is out. We don’t have places to shop. We are discriminated against. We are being scrutinized more than ever because weight loss drugs exist. Most importantly, ppl in this community would be LOST without feedee sex workers. These dudes wouldn’t be able to masturbate 10 times a day or fuck their wives without the feedees they obsess over.

‼️You pay for groceries, your Spotify subscription, your medication, your rent, PAY FOR YOUR PORN‼️

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Foxy Roxxie in slow motion is mesmerising af 🥵🐷

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fat upper arms where the underside starts to *blob* over the elbow creating a little roll? insanely hot

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fat women getting fatter

like if u agree

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Sometimes it hits me that im actually not normal sized. Maybe that sounds crazy but I don’t “feel” as big as I am most of the time.

And then I remember all my pants are size 28….. god damn 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

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peachy 🍑

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2000+ calorie breakfast >>>>>>>>>>

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took my estrogen shot 2 days late and missed a day of lexapro and literally started losing my mind 😅

don’t mess up ur hormones and medication gang that shit took me to my lowest spot in months 🥲🥲🥲

I was like pms-ing x100 😭😭

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Source

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Got a hair cut :3

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genuinely couldn’t believe how huge I looked after I took this picture 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫