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Do you get it now? Without due process, everyone is at risk. How are you going to prove your citizenship otherwise?

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Heart attacks symptoms are different for women. I recently learned this. 

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It was kind of a dick move to create animals that require air, then confine them to the freaking ocean

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“Is there anything better than iced coffee and a bookstore on a sunny day? I mean, aside from hot coffee and a bookstore on a rainy day.”

Emily Henry, Book Lovers

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Reading the book is not enough. I need to eat it.

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Can’t wait for, like, 2025 when we look back on the 2018/2019 era and say “hey, remember when we were all really freaking depressed? That was a crazy time! Glad we aren’t like that anymore”

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This woman paid $5 each for some of the shittiest beer available

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where is that renaissance painting with those two fellers and a giant fucking random skull on the floor that looks like it was accidentally stretched out in photoshop

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I love going viral on tumblr.com. It’s like if you stood in a field and said some of the stupidest shit a human being is capable of and then like fifty thousand crows attacked you

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the temptation every time there’s heavy rainfall to just go out on the street and

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i hate the part of depression that’s like all the things that bring me joy are empty and i can’t do anything. like come on bitch i know you love book can you just be happy about book :/

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sound off everyone what’s the worst texture. just in anything. for me it’s ground beef not even a question

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How do I try to be content with my situation and not dwell on it and make my depression worse without accidentally gaslighting myself into thinking there's nothing wrong with how this country operates?

On the one hand, bitching about not getting a raise in 2 years after only getting a cost of living raise 3 years ago that was half the inflation percentage...bitching about this isn't going to help anything. Stressing about getting my puny 2 days a week working from home taken away for the last month for no reason, and this means I'm spending 16 more days commuting and spending more on gas, doing more laundry, less time with my kids, less time to do household chores.

My lawn is out of control because the only time it's not raining is when I'm in the fucking office. My sprouting plants need my attention, I don't get to cook at home. Less sleep, etc. And everyone else gets to work from home. They all have 2 incomes and either no kids or grown kids.

Of everyone I work with, I'm in the most financially tenuous situation.

I know, I know, comparison is the thief of joy.

But today when I was supposed to be wfh, I woke up with a period-related headache that just got worse as the day went on. Fluorescent lights, dry air with poor ventilation, no easy way to get up and walk around. Didn't have time to pack lunch so I had to have a lunch meat sandwich that cost 8 fucking dollars because I work in a big city.

I feel like I'm wasting my fucking life and giving all my time to this place and still struggling to pay my bills. And I'm away from home so fucking much that I'm basically paying mortgage this month to just sleep in my house and get time there on the weekend.

When I get off work Friday, I'm not talking to anyone or doing anything until dinner time Sunday when I have to drive 45 minutes one way to take my mom to dinner for mothers day. Then I can get home Sunday night just in time to go to bed and do this shit all over again next week.

Fuck my life, fuck this country, fuck capitalism and fuck my job.