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I'm mad and I don't even know what I'm mad about someone kill me

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I am not jealous I am not jealous I am not jealous

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forever that person that gets really excited when the sky is in pretty colours

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I will let u in on a lil secret. i cannot accept the fact that i exist

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I just wanna need to be perfect for him.

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Time is usually blurred to me and in my view, what happened yesterday could’ve actually happened last week. What was years ago could’ve happened a few days ago. And viceversa.

But this is a new low?? Somehow I’m aware it’s Thursday yet I still short circuit and I feel and think it’s Tuesday. I have a freaking exam tomorrow and yet I feel like it’s days away but at the same time not. Now I have to cram everything bc it turns out I terribly organized my time and I just realized.

I’m not living in the present, if that makes sense. Like a limbo. It’s not yesterday but it’s not today, and tomorrow is not tomorrow because it feels like it would actually be the day after tomorrow.

It’s like a perpetual cycle of that feeling you get when you take a “quick” nap, and wake up not knowing if you woke up the next day at the exact same hour you fell asleep, or if you were gone for a few minutes or hours.

Endless “wtf???” situation.

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I love mealspo

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Can someone please just end me

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No matter how skinny you wanna be babies do not open that pack of cigarettes.

The coughing isnt worth it

The bad breath isnt worth it

Cancer isnt worth it

Your head is already spinning why smoke it up with withdrawal too?

I know cigs and skinny go together aesthetically but there are other ways to supress your appetite. Throw a handfull of Dill in your salad. Start a chore that keeps you preoccupied and distracted.

But i beg all of you for the clean air in your beautiful skinny lungs- drink your monsters and throw away the cigs.

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Never mind, someone decided to keep an eye on me =_=

It’s been so long I’ve been able to fast in peace, now that it’s finally happening I feel like crying lol

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Sweet low-cal recipes ✧⁠\⁠(⁠>⁠o⁠<⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠✧

having sugar cravings? got your period and NEED some low-cal sweets?? i got u !

here are some of my favorites sweet snacks that i make :) <3

Banana Chocolat Ice Cream 🍌🍫 (100-250cals) *depends on size/type/amount of bananas, i used 75 g (80cals)

For me, this one is the BEST

- 2 frozen bananas

-1 tbsp cocoa powder

put it all toghether in a blender and thats it !

bonus if u put some walnuts, strawberries (not that much or it wont have a nice texture), protein powder or oats

Protein Crêpes 🥞 (180 cals)

- 2 egg whites

- 1 mashed banana

- 1 scoop of whey (any flavor u want)

- 1 tbsp oatmeal flour

- 1 tbsp vanilla extract

sweetener (optional)

✧put the mixture on a frying pan, but not so much, the mix has to be thin !!

now u can add any toppings u want! i recommend bananas, honey, berries, chocolat and peanut butter :)

Yummy rice cakes 🥜🍫(100 cals for 3 of them)

i HATE rice cakes i only eat them w something on it

you'll need peanut butter and melted chocolat, i made some last week, they need to look like this:

Microwaved Brownies (176 cal)

*on a mug*

-1tbsp peanut butter

-1tbsp honey

-1 ½tbsp cacao powder

-1tbsp milk

-pinch of baking powder

-chocolat chips are optional !

*mix*

✧microwave for a minute !

another bold crêpe recipe but with 3 ingredients only (94 cals)

*blender*

-1 egg

-2tbsp oatmeal powder

-1 cup of milk

(pinch of salt or sweetener)

bonus if add chia seeds

i use this one for absolutely everything, (its very good with chicken)

that's all, hope it helped, maybe i'll do another one soon xoxo

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It’s been so long I’ve been able to fast in peace, now that it’s finally happening I feel like crying lol

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I wish I was born with self control