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Donmatelro

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Its time to drink water

Good thing i have my water bottle nearby.

And as for the rest of you......

DRINK YOUR FUCKING WATER KIDS!!! HYDRATE YOURSELVES!!!

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this AND the tags is very. i feel this near constantly

I hope they can hear me. I hope they can hear me when I talk about them or write about them or think about them. I hope they get the messages I send and the drawings I make. I hope they know that I'm safe and I'm alive and that I'm just stuck somewhere else. I hope they know I love them and I miss them all so much.

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reblog this if you're okay with booping spams please !!

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chat i am THIS close to making a shift playlist

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forever wrestling my demons (my tablet charger)

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It feels weird that I'm celebrating today virtually by myself.

Even back then it was a small affair of passing words between Leo and I.

The resistance was more important. Casey was more important.

In an era where hell had come to earth and was trying to wipe us all out, birthdays weren't as important as the fact that every new day was an accomplishment.

But that is not today. That is not right now.

Sigh.

Happy Birthday to you, brother. Mine may physically be today, but I celebrate yours with mine.

As we always did.

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i find a lot of the stuff i do because of this shift is stuff like

"im sad? what made me sad? lets ignore what made me sad so that i dont get sad again 👍"

but then the stuff that makes me sad is missing my brothers

.. so thats something

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qpr means queerplatonic relationship, qpp means queerplatonic partner /info

”Am I weird?”

Supposed to be platonic but can be seen as romantic I don’t really care

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feels kinda weird to discover a person (character) could be a shift trigger

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bro really just lifted a rock and found all the cool kinfam bugs underneath

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me when

Someone tell Tello that I am NOT cute and am in fact a very grown-up manly man

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INTRO WOOOHOO!!

art by @mrsleepytello !

Finally had the balls to finish this!!!!!!! (AUGSHSH i did this so many times aughhh)

Hehehja anygayysss the names Leon!!! (Elijah works too!), fiction kin :0, neurodivergent & mentally ill, tone tags needed sometimes, dm to get to know me more! ^_^

Im just a silly dude tryna make friends / talk to my kinfam (and maybe annoy them but shh/silly)!! Hmu if u mess w any of the fandoms im in :3

Interact man!! I dont bite (or do i?…/j) — No DNI (other than like Basic DNI & Proshippers / TCESTERS), just dont be gross, k?

MY KINFAM!!! (I love you guys so much 💙/fam)

My insomniac twin dressed in purple!! (Donnie :P) -> @don-a-tron9000

Disney Junior!! (Casey Jr :D) -> @apocalyptic-future-boy

Mr. I get no sleep (Uncle Tello :3) -> @aster-in-disaster

Sensei one arm (Older me :0) -> @dis-in-disaster

Very honourable mentions !! (I love you guys eeek!!/p)

[insert nyota & ash when i get their tumblrs]

Retty ^0^ -> @secretlytherealsonicthehedgehog

Casey >:3 -> @d1zsly

Emjay B) -> @randomcerealbrand

Not too proud of this, but thank you for reading !! X3

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i will bite you make an intro post /silly

Chat do i do my intro post or do i procrastinate? 🤔🤔🤔

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20 messages later he said 'aight im done' like he didnt just roast the person to death and then the afterlife lmao

someone tagged one of cj's posts as roleplay and @thebettertwin-obviously just keeps coming at them lmao

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i think i'll put this here too.

its kind of funny how a lot of the more vivid stuff i remember or remember feeling is related to casey. when i was figuring this stuff out i got flashes of when he was younger, and i was reaching down to ruffle his hair.

there was something specific i was remembering and i had to go through.. skimming through the comic again to find the specific panel because i knew it was a panel.

casey waking me up. being small enough to crawl onto my back and not be a bother. on my shell.

theres a lot more.. subtle stuff lately as well.

i miss my brothers. i miss raph a lot. i feel guilty for missing him, almost.

i miss mikey. i miss working in my lab and him coming by to just. check in. make sure ive eaten or drank something recently.

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i was reading something earlier and. something stuck with me.

its. kind of funny how i read about how hamatos and sacrifice kind of. go hand in hand? the weird part is how i kind of had a more visceral reaction to it than before. i dunno.

this kinda ended up longer than i meant it to be. oops.

don out

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imagine having eye bananas