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More Life Many Blessings — I Love You. Forever And Always.

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More Life Many Blessings … Wherever You Are.

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So much has happened over the years. I never thought I would truly leave. But I will say if I could do it all over again, I fuckin’ would, just so we could be with each other.

This is personally my favorite moment I ever captured through the lens. I probably have better ones, sure, but it’s just something about the beauty of the city in the daytime you know. It felt right to use in this moment.

I’ll always remember our hugs, it really was special , especially when we looked into each other’s eyes cus it was like time slowed completely and all we felt was the calm energy of blissful peace and just joy and happiness. It’s more than that but that’s as close of a way for me to describe it.

Even after all these years I miss you, and I’ve been doing my best to stay strong and move forward. My heart still yearns for you. It just does. I miss you so much. I know we grew apart for so long that we are completely different people than we were when we were younger. It’s just, now that we are we could start fresh. Not start over, but truly start fresh. And I truly believe that. I hope you believe it too.

Everything that I do, everything that I am, Its all for God, myself, and for you, my dear.

May God protect you, guide you, and bless you in your journey through life my love. I just want the best for you.

Thank you for everything. I wouldn’t be the man that I am today if it wasn’t for you and God.

I love you, and always will be in love with you.

Keep Calm, Take Care, Live Life To The Fullest. Hope And Faith, Forever And Always.

Hemu.

(Final Post)

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I know you probably won’t see this, but if you do, I am so proud of you and all that you have accomplished so far, and that you continue to prosper in greatness and glory throughout life. Tears of joy as I type this. I’m truly am happy. I love you so much. (Last Post)

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I hope that I have the honor to be your husband my love. I hope that it’s you and I that share each other’s vows, put each other’s rings through hrtil our fingers, and be bonded together in holy matrimony. I hope that we experience life together, having amazing moments and creating new memories that we cherish and share together through our journey in life. I hope that we have kids and start the family we always talked about having, and that we all grow together to manifest our dreams into reality for generations and generations. I could say so much, because there truly is a lot that I have to tell her, but I’d rather do it in person. I wish I could tell it to her in person. It’s really been hard. (Last Post)

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Hope And Faith, Forever And Always,

Ça Va Sans Dire.

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Timestamp : Tuesday January 25th 2022/Wednesday January 26th 2022 Unknowing Of True Proper Time In The Plane On Flight Mode

Feeling A Lot Of Emotions From The Window Seat With Views Down Below And Up Above

By the time I land this will most likely be sent or posted or whatever you call it when I get a signal I suppose.

I wish I could … no fuck that … I want to tell you how much you truly mean to me. How much you inspire me. How much you motivate me. How much happier you make me. How much you change the way I see everything from the moment you came into my life, because everything was brighter than ever. You make me want to live. You really do. And not just for the good, or for the better, and more than for myself. Your energy, your aura, your soul — words can’t begin to describe what an amazing woman you are and how much impactful your presence and shine is on this earth.

I understand how long it’s been and everything is different and nothing was, or will ever be the same. I just have so much in me that I hold it all till I fucking can’t anymore because it’s how my heart is.

Everyone has different various views and feelings of what a soulmate is, and what defines true love within them. After this many days, nights, this many seasons, this many years, is it wild, is it shocking, is it fucking crazy that my heart still beats for you. Yes?! Ducking yes!! I can’t fight against it. My heart still says it’s us. And I can’t fight against my heart cus I feel this inner sickness and pain when go against it that idgaf anymore. Because Everytime, my heart says you’re the one. That even after time apart, My heart says you’re my true soulmate. You’ve always are my one true love.

I want to tell you that your creativity inspires me. You, an amazing visual artist who was able to paint and draw so well, that I wanted to learn how to myself, which helped optimize the way I implement my interfaces. How the colors you brought out in me gave artistic abilities and visual perspectives that my mind couldn’t even possibly reach. I wouldn’t have fallen in love with photography if it wasn’t for you. I know I was alright when it came to taking pictures when we were young, but the fact that we share that love for it, one thing forsure is that bond for digital photography. I’ll never give up. Every picture taken, every moment captured, every digital masterpiece I’ve ever done with a simple click. It’s forever dedicated and honored to you.

You made me motivated to work and grind nonstop, because yes working does suck at times, but when it’s doing something you love and when you’re doing something you love for yourself and the people you love and cherish, you brush off the negative side of it and you just keep going till you have the perfect visual platform, interface, design, artwork, and photo thats impressive, useful, genuine, and out of the strength of love. Not gonna lie, sometimes I wish you were there so you can give your output and approval on some of the projects I was involved in over the past few years. I still don’t accept compliments and such for any of my works, cus all the credit really goes to you. Shit I’ve been travelling back and forth over the years now (besides during early CoVid days and whatnot cus no one could travel obviously, even now, and this was the part of the business that kinda sucks when you don’t want to go but you have to, at least I’m coming home rn … nvm) Look, my thing is, If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be where I am today. I don’t deserve any of it. I really don’t deserve it. And that’s just statement facts, and I’ll stand by that fact. Or well, I’m reclined in this seat by that statement as a fact.

I just want to travel with you (not for work) and just fly out and create newfound memories and cherishable moments exploring the world, Together, you and I, doing things like embracing the views from rooftops of big tall skyscraper buildings, or walking along these super soft beaches that when you look at the sea it has that glistening effect, or Going out eating all these different cuisines and delicious foods, and go shopping out here cus it’s really different with foreign outfits. I wouldnt want to do it with anyone else, I simply just can’t.

I want to tell you how much you held it down for us. That together, we push forward through all the bullshit, and hardships, no matter how painful or tough it got that we both will never stop. We can get through got this cus we fucking got this. We’ve seen it all, been through it all, and that together we are strong. These may be just words I’m typing, but I would hold on tight and give it my all. For you, for me, for us, and for everyone.

I want to tell you how beautiful you are. How you stand out amongst a whole ass crowd, even if there were taller than you. Not that you’re short or anything. (I love you I love you I love you). And that you’re a flawless human being. Even if you think you have a flaw, I won’t see it or believe it cus come on now. You know how truly stunning you are. You do, yes you do. I’m dont have to hype you up if you ever do read this cus you already know. I miss looking into your eyes. It’s corny and cheesy to say oh “I could stare into your eyes all day and night” but I mean who wouldn’t. And that cool little scar on your eyebrow. Frfr. Even whenever you smiled, i felt happiness. I want to lock arms and hug you so much because it felt soft and tender, like one of those super plush comfy ass blankets.

I want to tell you how connected it feels when we are together, how our bond made everything in the world feel just right and safe, like nothing bad could ever happen as long as it’s us. That I wouldn’t have understood or known what a soulmate is if it wasn’t for you, and that you are the purest definition of true love to me.

I feel like if I keep going I’m gonna end up sounding repetitive so ima end it off here cus ….. Even after all this time, I still believe, I still hope, and I still have faith, that it’s you and I.

I really want best for you. I want you to shine and prosper. I want you acheive and accomplish everything that your heart desires. I want all your prayers to be answered, and for you to be blessed. Cus I may not deserve anything, but you deserve everything. And I will go above and beyond for you. Anything and everything for my Queen.

Forever And Always

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Timestamp : Tuesday January 25th 2022 3 AM IST. I’m currently at the airport boarded up on my way back home.

It’s been so long, but I always remembered our anniversary being from the 25th - 27th. (I was stubborn to always say it’s the 27th but then I realized I asked on the 25th and you took till the 27th to make a decision to be official LMFAO 😂😅)

Tbh I always wish and pray that you were happy, well happy AND safe (given how the world has been lately lol). But now. I mean damn I wish I we could start fresh you know. Like truly start fresh. Well obviously I will always wish for your happiness, safety, and well being, but I wish we really could start over again.

I really am the biggest dumbass in the world for losing the greatest woman in the world. And a even bigger dumbass for typing this not realizing the captain said “cabin crew prepare for takeoff”.

Well fml … literally fml.

To be continued when I land.

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If only I can share a life with that one person … together.

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No matter where I am, where I’ll be, where I’ll go, and where I stand.

I Still Love You. Forever and Always.

#NovembersFinest

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Chicago by Rob Sese.

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City Lambo (opoline)

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Pelican Bay Blues: © riverwindphotography, September 2015

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More Life and Many Blessings! I hope you have an amazing day and that the stars shine bright on you tonight, I hope all your wishes and prayers come true, and I hope that God and the angels protect you and guide you on the right path to life. 🎉🙏🏼

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