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Dude your post made me 🥺🥺🥺🥺 perhaps love isn’t dead yet for all of us who aren’t Ali and Ash lol

I wouldn’t believe it if it weren’t actively happening to me. That sounds cliche and silly, but it’s true. I’ve sobbed from joy so much in the last two months — it’s a little unbelievable.

also cliche, but equally true, I wasn’t looking for her. And I’ve been authentic with who I am, which I feel is a large departure from my prior relationships. It’s absolutely not dead I promise

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I’m coming back to memorialize this on tumblr. I started writing this story in October 2016. On December 11, 2016, I received this message. It was innocuous, or so I thought.

On October 31, 2020, after nearly four years since our first interaction, I married this woman underneath a banyon tree in south Florida. It was perfect. She’s perfect.

This isn’t gonna end with some revelation because I’m still living our dream and I’m having fun watching it unfold. But hopefully one day I’ll look back at this post and smile.

I am SO digging Baby, Pull Me Closer. Just wanted you to know. One of my favorite things I've read in a long while. Cannot wait for more.

:) Thanks! I’m glad you’re enjoying it! I’m gonna post chapter 10 in abouuuut an hour if I can stop procrastinating. 

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Yeah, esp with AU’s its another world and it’s easy for me as reader to like take them as new characters I haven’t read before. bpmc was so good, but beside the basics that was all your creation. It is pretty funny how many writers gave them a frenchie tho and them bam enter Logan at 110lbs 😅

Hahaha big ass Logan.

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Ohhh come on!! We love your writing give us more!!!

Lol you had to wait too long. I promise someone better than me will come

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I don’t know about new fics. I very much enjoyed your writing. But it was different when we knew nothing personal about them. They actually felt like fictional characters back then. But with them being so open about their personal lives now it’ll definitely feel like real person fic instead of AU’s like it used to. You know what I mean? It would feel extra creepy now.

That’s exactly how I feel. I did the 5 and 1 because it was a sweet thing and I felt it was a culmination of my time writing about them. They may have started as the characters in bpmc but very quickly they became their own characters and I felt comfortable manipulating them. I definitely can’t write rpf again and I might find new characters altogether.

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Girl! We need you back! Write a new A team fic, it’s so sad out there, no good fics with them. Even if it’s baby pull me closer one shots..... pretty please!

I’m waiting for inspiration to strike.

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Can u do a one shot based off the on her turf newlywed game video? Maybe something similar to how you did five & one? Were you go into little flashbacks based on their answers?

I honestly can’t even with all of this content. We don’t even need one shots anymore! We know how they fuck! End game y’all.

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Well you called it right in bpmc — Ash always running late

She just had that vibe man

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You never did Rom-com. Baby Pull Me Closer was just angst and that’s it. The comedy in that fic even felt depressing. Felt like years for updates just to get more angst and more angst. So no, you have never done a legit rom-com. 😂

Probably fair. I was going through some shit. As annoying as it is, that stupid story was ridiculously integral to my life. I was working through some shit and you guys got to read my catharsis.

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I still wonder why Ali had to have sex with Knox. You made them fuck for an hr. They were supposedly buzzed/kinda drunk so that seems like too long of a time for a quickie. Did she suck his dick, let him finger her/eat her out, then fuck her pussy and cum in her ass? I don’t get it. Still pissed she fucked him tbh. Ruined the entire story for me. Sure Ash and Ali had problems, but their connection was so deep for Ali just to go and shit on it by easily spreading her legs for some cock.

That’s reality though. People are flawed and shitty and impulsive. I we do stupid shit and marvel when we have to suffer the consequences. We both take sex for granted and hold it in highest reverence. As fun as it is to pretend that we always make the right choices, sometimes we make the absolute wrong ones.

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We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. - Sam Keen

Baby, Pull Me Closer

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/8571073?view_full_work=true

Full Soundtrack:  https://open.spotify.com/user/rasharoo/playlist/1QGvNN9VYHpEb0nPL5bzrE?si=gf7DwpTeQD6_j2oRntiBjA

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When are we getting new fics? Please please please

I actually had a dream about a fic last week when I was on vacation. I had one built out but I decided it was trite and horrible. I don’t wanna do rom com again so I’m looking for genre ideas.

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Don’t want or need context. Gonna dream about them being wives forever k thx.

i didn’t realize i needed a video of carla gugino and lena headey spooning until now.

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Don’t write checks your ass can’t cash.

Hilarious.

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Ali looked like a puppy who’s owner was dragging it through a crosswalk away from another dog it wanted to play with walking the opposite direction as the light was flashing

That’s literally it

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Ali going wild, and Dawn is right there telling her to continue warming up!!!

via uswntandali IG

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Christen Press’s goal with titanic music