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“They never actually got married even though they told everyone they did”

WAIT WHY

Mom is a very strong independent person who isn't afraid to speak her own mind. Like when she finds out she's pregnant with Hattie, she's not nervous or worried what Quinn will say, because with or without him she's got this, thankfully Quinn was all in on babygirl.

Quinn and Mom were always going to get married, that was the plan: get drafted, get engaged, finished school/play in nhl, get married, move to Vancouver, have a family, win a Stanley cup. They accomplish 1 ½ of those things before they found out about Hattie. Quinn already had an engagement ring picked (Luke and Jack helped him ☺️) so he moved up his proposal date. Mom said yes and they started planning a wedding.

They wanted to get married before baby was born, or at least thats what both their parents told them. And as the date got closer and things started to become overwhelming for our strong mom. The thing that set her off was Ellen wanted to add more family and friends to the guest list.

She cried to Quinn about everything. Quinn was shocked, he had never seen her cry like this before. Quinn suggests forgetting the whole big white wedding and eloping instead. They can just cancel the wedding, they don't have to explain anything to anyone, grab a friend and elope. Mom agrees and they plan the next time he's in the states to go to the court house.

But the day of her hormones are getting the best of her again. She's feeling like she's disappointing everyone, especially Ellen by doing this, and everyone's going to be judging her.

They're at the courthouse waiting for their mystery friend, Mom's upset and Quinn takes matters into his own hands. He gives her the band that matches her engagement ring.

"Let's wait Y/N. You're upset, I don't want you upset on your wedding day." Quinn rubbed his hand up and down her arm, calming her down some.

"No no. We can do it now, I want to do this now. We need to do this now, we've already cancelled the wedding. It'll be too late to schedule something else before March." Y/N wiped her eyes with the palms of her hands. Quinn saw how important pleasing his mother and their family meant to her. His happy-go-lucky girl was never like this.

"Or" Quinn took her left hand, and slid the white gold sparkly band next to the big diamond. "we just tell everyone we eloped now. And later once babygirl is born, we can actually elope. Won't it be more fun to include her anyways?"

They believed the lie for so long that they eventually forgot them never tied the knot. Mom legally got her last name to Hughes, and no ever suspected a thing. Though the subject gets brought up in arguments from time to time.

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how many kids do Quinn and mom end up having?

Just 3, two girls and one boy. After their last Quinn promises no more and sticks to it.

Hattie Beatrix

Beck Elias

Eden Rae

Hattie was a college baby, they got pregnant with Beck during the summer of 24, and Eden was a complete surprise, they didn't know about her until Jack and Luke are bringing mom to the hospital

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The first two times mom posts pictures like this in her mid summer photo dump she ends up pregnant by the following summer. Jack caught on and pointed it out in her comment section. Quinn and mom profusely said no way, no more babies ... little did they know who was coming about a month later.

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more Quinn and Mom

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baby duck idea because she is my reason for living❤️. Jamie introduces ducky to Cam. he's like "Ducky we're gonna go see a friend" in her mind she's thinking "yay I get to see uncle Trevor again, it's been way too long" but instead Cam is saying hi to her and trying to give her a toy and a high-five but she's not having it. "YOU'RE NOT MAMA!?" and she tries to run out of the house.

also unrelated thought

Jamie takes her to her first f1 race because of her lightning McQueen obsession. she has no idea what f1 is or where she's at but she knows she loves Charles leclerc because he drives a red car. he came second that race but she some how runs away from Jamie and bumps into him after the race "wow you mcqueen I luv you, you da best"

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"YOU'RE NOT MAMA! YOU YUCKY!" Hence the name Yucky was born.

She's sobbing because she wants her Mama, not this weird guy who's trying to give her a Gritty stuffie, that she doesn't want because Gritty is scary. Her daddy told her the going to go see a guy who was a friend of Trevor's, which she took as Trevor was going to be there too. She really misses him, and his hugs.

Cam is just trying to be nice and Jamie warned him about the orange creature and he didn't listen. Jamie's a bit frustrated and while he's scolding Cam, Kinsley is out the door trying to get the car so they can drive to actually see Trevor.

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I don't know really anything at all about racing or f1 but I love that. Jamie thinks it would be fun to take her watch the race, and she loves it. She wears ALL of her Lightning McQueen gear, she is ready for this thing. She sees the red car and is immediately in love with it.

"Daddy, Daddy look! It's McQueen!" She's pointing at it every time it zooms past. Jamie knew it wasn't actually the animated racing car, but he wasn't about to crush his babygirl's imagination.

After the race they go down and Kins spots the pretty red car she is obsessed with. She's pulling on Jamie's arm, trying her hardest to drag him over there, but Jamie's not budging as he's to busy talking with someone else. So Duck simply just lets his hand go and wanders away.

She eventually bumps into Leclerc and she gasps staring up at him, speechless. Charles is just like kid you shouldn't be here, where is your person.

"You Mr. McQueen. Wow. I luv you." Charles too doesn't have the heart to tell her he's not McQueen. He goes along with it, making Duck so happy.

Eventually Jamie does find her.

I'm sensing a pattern, Duck is a bolter, a head butter, she likes scaring people and she has bitten before.

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Now that the season is over Trevor’s first act of business is to go see duck. She’s been begging for him, acting out way more than she ever does. She even packed her little “pack pack” aka back pack to take herself to trev because daddy wouldn’t.

oh baby duck. :(

she's had a rough year. jamie's not around as much and having to move away from her people. she's so young, she doesn't understand everything.

the tantrums are on the rise. she keeps telling jamie no and calling him bad mean daddy. she may or may not have head butted him in the core area and it really hurt. time outs are not working (he refuses to spank, he's not gonna hit his child).

But i can imagine that now that it’s the season, trevor’s gonna surprise them before they leave for the summer. (and/or before jamie has surgery).

and duck already has a pack pack packed with her meme (blanky), sheldon, wild wing, and one of jamie’s old phone that she uses as a toy. she is ready to go find him. jamie catches her trying to open the locked door (thankfully she hasn’t figured how unlock it yet), crying ensues.

but trevor is already there knocking on the door. he can hear her crying from his side of the door and it hurts his heart. he knocked harder hoping they would hear him.

jamie opens the door. he’s holding kinsley and her back is to trevor so she can’t see him.

“baby look who it is” jamie cooed smiling. duck shook her head no. she didn’t want to be bothered if it wasn’t mama. “come on chickie look”

“hey ducky” trevor spoke up so she could hear him.

“MAMA!” kinsley whipped her head around so fast and launched herself into his waiting arms, her sadness long forgotten now.

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imagine its a warm sunny day at the lake house. mom and quinn take the paddle boards out for a trip. they find a nice spot to take a rest. quinn makes his way to mom’s board and they just talk -nay mom does all the talking, quinn just listening, giving his input here and there. after a while mom gets sleepy, she leans back and quinn follows suit, he moved aside string of her bikini bottom, placing a kiss on the soft skin there and nuzzling his face between her legs before they both fall asleep like that.

also imagine them being spotted by jack and luke and their friends. they totally believe that quinn is eating mom out while they’re laying there. jack, still being slightly salty, tattles to ellen about they’re doing. and once they get back to shore they’re getting in trouble.

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quinn reads to mom while she takes a bath. they like the quiet time together. it's the only time mom stops talking. she loves hearing quinn talk and will let quinn pick out whatever book he wants. sometimes quinn joins her.

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teenage mom and quinn

the next day at school mom sat next to quinn at lunch. and she immediately apologized for getting him in trouble. quinn's blushing like crazy again and just barely manages to mumble an it's okay before she's talking his ear off about something else

after the bell rang and mom left, brady and josh hound his with questions on how exactly he knows the new girl.

a couple of months go by of these lunch dates and Quinn finally asks if she wants to go out on maybe like a real date, like alone, by themselves, without these losers watching us. she of course says yes.

mom never stops talking, like ever, she can match a few of jack's friends on that matter, and quinn listens to everything she has to say and usually responds with a little hum or a shake of the head, so she knows he's heard her and is paying attention.

mom is really craft and can sew. once they're official, she'll make a few custom items with his name and number that she'll wear to games.

one time quinn tries to break up with her, and she literally tells him no.

jack and quinn get in a fight over her

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Butterflies (t.z)

Continuation of I’m Here

TRIGGERS: self harm, self worth, hinting at other things (if you or anyone ever needs help please do reach out)

a/n: sorry this a year late. but here it is! read with caution.

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"Do you have any sharpies? Or a permanent marker or something like that?" Trevor untangled himself from around your body when he felt the time was right. He didn't wait for your answer before he started to rummage through the drawers of junk that were in the kitchen.

Trevor wasn't about to act like he all the answers in world or like he was going to be the one to fix you. Because in reality that would be impossible, you needed someone trained in that field to help you long term. But that didn't mean that he couldn't help in the moment or at least try.

And he had an idea, something that he had seen when he was younger. A reminder for when your feelings got a little too big for you to handle by yourself. It also a place holder until he was able to help you find the correct help you needed. Because he wasn't going to leave you alone to deal with this on your own.

"Um. I think there might be one in the cup next to the sink." You mumble trying to remember where they were. You knew you had some. "Or else it's in with my art supplies. I don't know. I'm sorry."

"Hey now. There is nothing to be sorry about y/n." Trevor carried you over to your couch and making his way to your art corner to start scrounging around for that marker.

It took him a minute to find your collection, it turned out they were with the art supplies that hadn't been touched in months. He picked out two colors, purple and blue, your favorite color along with one of his.

Returning to where he had left you, he made himself comfortable. He snagged a blanket from the bin and laid it across the both of you. Trevor wasn't

"Give me your arm" He said, not asking. You didn't have the strength to question what his motives were, so you presented him with your wrist full of healing scars. He grimmaced seeing them, wondering how long this had been going on and why he didn't notice earlier.

Trevor took the purple marker starting to draw something. He started off with the body, adding some sort of antenna to what was supposed to be it head. He then took the blue marker and made wings on either side of its body.

"A butterfly?" You question rubbing and tracing over the temporary tattoo with the tip of your finger.

Your friend nodded and explained the simple rules: you want the butterfly to live by letting it fade naturally and reapplying it when you feel that certain urge. Oh and if you do act on those urges the butterfly dies.

You could do that. Or at least try. It seemed easy enough.

"You think she's gonna like it?" Trevor asked peeling off the bandage that once covered his newly acquired tattoo that laid on his right shoulder. He was looking to get something new to add to his collection of art in his body and he chose a butterfly design.

"A butterfly?" Mason scratched his head. He was a little unimpressed and a bit confused. But that's because he didn't know the significance of the creature. "I don't know man, it just seems kind of-"

"Perfect, right?" Trevor finished his sentence. He had grabbed a warm wash cloth to clean the remaining goop off.

"I was gonna say weird. But whatever floats your boat." The younger man shrugged. He didn't care what Trevor decided to put on his body.

Trevor groaned, quickly finishing up his tattoo care so they could go meet up with you. You would like the new ink, he was pretty positive of it. He just needed to show it to you know.

You weren't paying attention to what you were doing. Sometimes you do things and it just sort of happens and you don't really remember it. It was almost like you were in some sort of trance. A trance that had you acting upon some of those heavy feelings that had been plaguing you lately.

"Shit" You mumbled when you heard the knocking on the door. You had completely forgotten that Trevor and Mason were coming over. There was a fresh mark on your arm that you needed to take care of.

You hurried to the bathroom in search of some sort of bandage for your arm. Maybe you could play it off as an accident. You didn't need to tell Trevor what had happened. It would be fine right? Oh god you hoped Trevor wouldn't notice.

You just found a bandage, when you spotted the butterfly you had just drawn on your arm the day before. You panic a little, the drawing didn't have a purpose anymore and had to go. You drop the band-aid to reach for a nail scrubber and start to get rid of the butterfly.

"Come on, Y/n, open the door!" Trevor banged on the door again.

"You think she forgot?" Mason crossed his arms. It wouldn't be the first time it slipped her mind that they were supposed to hang.

"No we were talking about it earlier. I highly doubt she forgot so soon." Trevor frowned unsure what to do. Should he wait for you, maybe you were still getting ready. But he had a sinking suspicion that wasn't the case.

Trevor fished the key you had given him out of his pocket and opened the door. He suggested Mason stay there. Mason had no idea what Trevor had walked into last time something like this had happened, so he agreed to stay put.

Cautiously he entered your apartment and started to look around for you. He found you in the bathroom scrubbing away. He notice the red on your arm and put two and two together.

"Hey, Y/n?" He called out. He wasn't fully sure if you had completely heard him so he tried reaching you again. "Can you hear me?"

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry" You continue what you were doing.

"Hey. Listen to me. You're okay. It happens. I'm not mad." Trevor wanted to grab onto your wrists to get you to stop scrubbing at the butterfly that had already been cleanly washed off, but you swore you could still see a piece of it. Instead he grabbed onto your shoulders and turned you to face him so wrap his arms around you and pull you in close. "It's okay. Wanna draw a new one?"

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Hats Off (a.m)

a/n: this was supposed to be out a long time ago, but enjoy it tonight!

the horn went off again signaling auston's second goal of the evening, putting the maple leafs within one point of the canadiens. minutes later the horn went off again sealing the hat trick and the leafs going into overtime.

you may have cheered a little too loudly, waking up the small child that was snoozing in your arms. otis started crying, confused as to what was going on.

"mama you scured me. why you do dat" otis sniffled wiping tears from his eyes.

"oh baby, i'm sorry." you pulled your child in for a hug. "daddy scored again, a hat trick. see they're throwing hats." you pointed out the people cleaning up the few ball caps that had been thrown on the ice.

"i wan do that too." otis reached for his hat and was about to throw it but you stopped him as the game had restarted.

the leafs ended up winning that game in a shootout. after the game you and otis went to wait for auston. the first thing otis did when he saw his daddy was throw his blue and while maple leafs hat at him.

confused auston picked up the hat and brushed off the imaginary dirt off it and placed it back on otis's head.

"what was that for odie?" auston asked. otis shook his head and buried his face back in your shoulder.

"he really wanted to throw his hat like everyone else." you explained to your husband why the child was throwing things. you tried to get otis to interact more, but he was too tired.

"well thank you bud, it means a lot." auston tickled his son getting him to at least smile.

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Family Skate

I Baby Duck au l single father!jamie l

Jamie bent over trying to tie the little skates he managed to get on Kinsley's feet. She kept swinging her feet making it difficult. He switched up his stance and continued tightening the laces.

"Alright Ducky ready?" Jamie picked up the little girl, heading for the ice.

"Daddy out there" Baby duck pointed towards the sheet of ice. She wanted nothing more than be held by her favorite person while he skated around. "Out there!"

She always loved when Jamie would take her skating back in Anaheim, but since the move to Philadelphia a few weeks prior, Jamie hasn't found the a good time where he take her for a few laps around the ice.

"Yes ma'am" He laughed stepping onto the ice. Baby Duck giggled feeling the cool air on her face as Jamie skated around the rink.

"Alright little lady you want to try skating?" Jamie lowered Kinsley closer to the ice so she could try skating on her own.

"No. Daddy hold." She really didn't want to. She kept hacking away at ice beneath her while Jamie glided along.

"Kinsley, stop kicking, feet on the ice." He instructed. "Don't worry. I'm never gonna let you go." It took a little convincing, but Kinsley finally did it. She got really excited when it felt like she was doing it on her own.

“Look Duck, it’s Mia” The father point over to the side. He had found Mia taking videos and pictures of the event for the socials earlier and just now was pointing her out to his daughter.

Mia spotted them as well. She smiled waving them over. She had some warm hot chocolate for them and they decided it was time to take a break.

"Bonk" Jamie leaned over to lightly bonk Ducky on the head with his head.

Ducky giggled looking up at her daddy with a big smile on her face and tried to reach for his face but Jamie was quick to move out of the way.

After a few seconds of ducky trying to get Jamie, he places a kiss in her hair. "I love you kid"

“Love you Daddy”

The toddler didn't make it the entire day. Eventually she got tired and on the way back to the car, she fell asleep on her father's shoulder.

In the end it was a fun time.

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how would you guys feel if I moved baby duck over to another blog?

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I’m Here (t.z)

a/n: i’m having big feelings tonight. and yeah. im really sorry for this. most of this is under a read more for a reason that will become very clear. please be careful. It might not be for you. im sorry.

TRIGGERS: self harm, self worth, hinting at other things (if you or anyone ever needs help please do reach out)

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You woke up to the phone ringing, the paper you had gotten for your report sat on the table in front of you blank. When did you fall asleep? You don’t remember doing that.  You needed to keep up on your work, you couldn’t let yourself fall anymore behind than you already were.

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part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4,

"why didn't you tell me?" Did he not trust you?

"i didn't want to worry you" he bit the inside of his cheek.

by now jack had taken bay to the nursery leaving you and trevor alone to talk about this.

"what about the nightmares? the sleeplessness?" the tears started flowing freely now from both of you.

"anxiety, depression, finding out i could be dying, take your pick" trevor looked at the ground, their life wasn't supposed to turn out like this.

a few days later trevor sat in the doctor's office, scared out of his mind again, like he had the first time he was there. The only difference was this time you were there by his side, holding his hand.

he was quiet when the man gave him a diagnosis no one ever wants to here and then when he started going over options and what the next steps were.

when they got got home, he went straight to the nursery. he needed time to think about what he was going to, what better way than to have a conversation with a baby?

"what am i gonna do babygirl?" he rocked her back and forth in the chair that was in the corner of the nursery.

the father observed his sleeping baby as she raised her arms above her head, stretching out, waking up. baby bay spotted her father, reaching up for his face she gave him a gummy grin.

"i'm gonna lose my hair aren't i? im gonna look a bit like you then huh?" he held her up against his shoulder, nuzzling his face against the fuzz on the top of her head.

"what am i talking about? who cares, i'm probably going to die." trevor sighed, bay gurgled and cooed her response to him.

he didn't want to leave.

trevor decided he was going to beat this.

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"I can lose everything, but not you ... Oh God, not you ..."