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history is now by natalie holt just came on shuffle and i got emotional whiplash thinking about the loki finale. i’m still not over it. pain and agony.

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anyone got book recommendations like fallout (specifically the post apocalyptic 50s vibes)? been scouring the internet and nothing has interested me so far and i trust tumblr

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living up to my blog name and the fallout show reviving my brain worms. it’s about time i got back into fallout. atomicradiogirl has been revived. *everyone cheers* and yes i am a cooper howard stan what else is new?

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a love letter to myself in 2019

i have serious nostalgia and wistfulness for my high school self (specifically my 2019 self) before covid and depression and health issues and a toxic relationship stole the rest of my adolescence where i didn’t get my freedom back until college. i know she’s still in there somewhere and while i’m happy now there was a long while where i wasn’t. so let me share some things my 16 year old 2019 self loved, just to keep her alive.

i loved the beatles and i would take the subway from my high school to the john lennon memorial in central park during free lunch period and get a hot pretzel from the street vender. i would walk around and listen to music and act like the main character.

i loved the holiday drinks at starbucks where i was a regular every single weekday morning until covid and a stalking. i loved that the baristas knew my order without me even having to say it. i loved having a place to act like an adult when i was far from it.

i loved that one last perfect beautiful summer in the hot humid new york city where i pretended to be a college student and fell in love with psychology. i loved reading on the train every morning and wearing sundresses. i loved getting shake shack (especially the cheese fries) and i so fondly remember karaoke and drag shows and real manspreading hours.

i loved english class. i loved annotating my books and i loved writing poetry for the literary magazine. i loved laughing in first period math class and i loved developing my love for cinema in film class.

i loved the diner almost a few too many blocks away from school where we almost didn’t make it back in time for class. i loved their nachos and their matzo ball soup and i loved their pancakes.

and so many things.

to my 16 year old self, i’m sorry it took so long for you to be truly happy again. you’re still loved and you still love so many things. you still love reading on trains and the beatles and shake shack and diners. you’re still around. i’m still here. we’re okay now.

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ooo yay

last song: linger by the cranberries (you just gotta let it linger)

favorite color: green (but i look best in red)

currently watching: sex and the city

sweet/savory/spicy: sweet

relationship status: single and down bad

current obsession: passing my classes

last thing i googled: nhl bracket challenge cause it’s almost playoff szn 👀

tags!

i don’t have blog names memorized so whoever sees this can join it lol

Tag game! Tag nine people you’d like to get to know better ^.^

I was tagged by @cerberusgirldick ✨ thank you!

Last song:

NIGHTMARE by Cody Ko & Young Nut

Favorite color:

Blue in general, but dark teal especially 💙🩵

Currently watching:

The Hot Chick 💅🏻 I love trashy comedy movies lol. Also been rewatching The Fairly Odd Parents 🪄

Sweet/Savory/Spicy:

I love them all, but especially spicy ❤️‍🔥

Relationship status:

Married 💍

Current obsession:

Horror media (my constant never ending obsession) 👻 also been getting back into playing Fall Guys 🫘

Last thing you googled:

“common owls in Arizona” because I’ve been hearing one outside lately and I was curious to see if I could figure out what type it might be 🦉

Tagging:

@xenonrose @steampunk-ghostxx @ilovedirt @queereldritchgalaxyprincess @blueberryheartache @mad-again @numbingbone @phoenixisnthere & @genderqueer-hippie ✨

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i’m watching sex and the city and holy fuck i am so mad that carrie fumbled him. she fumbled him SO BAD. i was literally blushing and giggling. he deserved better. i enjoy men sometimes okay???

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april 6th, 1917

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my year in hyperfixations (so far):

september: TENET

october: loki

november: loki/tom hiddleston/princess diana

december: house md

january: house md

february: house md

march: dune

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officially married the babygirl malewife harvey on stardew valley sorry leah stans maybe next time he worships the ground i walk on how can i not?

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twenty one pilots wrote next semester for me personally actually

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trying to decide between romancing leah or harvey on stardew valley is so hard for no reason

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i’ve had this theory for a long time and i want to know what others think. do you think james bond is an assigned identity to multiple 007s over the years, or do you think each story resets on 007 when one dies. this is why the other characters reset as well. in other words, is each james bond in their own universe or are there multiple james bonds over the years? this was sparked by skyfall when bond’s parents have the same last name and we learn a little bit of his childhood. orphans make the best recruits so he was chosen by M in this universe. so craigbond wasn’t just assigned the name bond, it’s his real name. but this doesn’t apply to other bonds (to my knowledge). does each bond series follow a different bond in a different universe?

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i hate r/premed why does everyone hate it when i ask a question for advice they’re like “google is free” sorry if i want to use reddit for its intended purpose oh my fucking god 🙄🙄🙄🙄 is it that hard to help someone without being an asshole about it. i would stop using it but occasionally i do get helpful advice on there.

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i feel bad for not being as active here lately but the dune 2 fandom is so dead here and i have exhausted all my house posting ideas also i have been battling my academic demons💀

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being a woman in stem actually sucks so much cause why is it that when i go to female faculty they actually help me and when i go to male faculty they literally tell me i can’t do research because i don’t “seem like the type”!?

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i rewatched dune part 2 i have chills literal chills the hair on the back of my neck is standing up. god what a movie. literally speechless.

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caved and made a princess irulan playlist cause she is the queen of failmarriage