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Image: digital drawing of an adult Double-Dee fictive from the OP’s system. She’s sitting with her arms posed up like they’re resting on the back of a sofa, and her legs are crossed. She’s staring at the camera.

GODDDD I missed drawing my alters / myself.

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This is so niche but a while ago an ex-member of the EEnE server got pissy abt ppl using autism as a fun word (like “this is so autism”) and said that it was like comparing autistic people to animals?! Completely contextually detached and purposefully meanspirited.

Anyways, despite the obvious problematic element to it, the phrase “autistic animal” has unfortunately been absorbed into my psyche bc I am. I bark and growl and howl and desperately want to walk around on all fours. I despise being human at times. I am the most autistic animals you’ll ever fucking meet.

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Haven’t posted in a while. Here’s some alter art I never posted! Based on watching Jurassic Park, we were a bit overexcited and ended up talking a lot over it. (Dinosaurs are cool!)

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Very vivid p-mem struck me earlier of a picnic & I wanted to draw her :]

(Dee/Amber uses he/him & she/her)

(no kin/id tags, this is art of an alter in our system)

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One of us is definitely some kind of lycangender/werewolfgender and Im not too sure who. I‘d suspect the (wolfdog alter? I think she’s an alter?) but I’d have to ask, and she’s a pure wolfdog, not a shapeshifter of any kind. There’s a “cursed human” mood whenever whoever feels this way shifts in. Hmm.

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Trans people who are in systems and struggle with their non-cis identity because of it:

You are valid.

Yes, you are a part of a whole. And maybe that does affect your relationship with gender, who knows?

But your relationship with your gender is still just as valid and just as deserving of respect as everyone else's.

Trauma doesn't invalidate you, being a system member doesn't stop you from deserving support.

I see you. I hear you. You've got this.

(exclusionists and ableists dni)

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I don’t think the star piece has been shared anywhere on any of our Tumblrs, but our memory had been exceptionally shitty with art lately

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Some older alter art by Eddy.

Ive been debating where to post this for the longest time, since I rlly liked this piece. Here’s probably the best place.

(Don’t tag either as any sorta kin/me tag, this is art of alters in our system.)

( “Jem” was the name we used for our old kin blog.)

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I needed to draw some cooldown art before I drew something else so here’s the local transgender velociraptorkin

(She/her or he/him)

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Behold, a featherless biped.

(me, older fictive, rbing screenshots with canon 12-yr old us) hehe baby photos -Eddy, CN City #🚐🦖🍬

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Every day I have a new fear that paralyzes me half to death and currently it’s that when I get married I’m going to be the wrong person and I won’t even realize until I look into his eyes and see they aren’t brown. They never were. I’ll take this one special moment away from Moon and she’ll never have it back and I can’t even help it.

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when you meet someone for the first time and one (or more) of your alters are suspicious of them

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Trying to remember what the BH shirt she wore was like ~16

There’s a Blood Moon motif but I can’t remember it exactly. Maybe a blood moon & the hat is the dark side of the moon, making it a crescent? Hmm.

Color of Flug’s shirt with the Blood Moon? (the shirt here is too dark but Contrast is better against the red)

I think he did have a hand-me-down shirt from Flug though. I think this bc he’s next to me and remembering shit as I write.

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None of the other alters post bc we never fucking stop thinking abt Ed Edd n Eddy

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“You’re so mature!” I’m 5 years older than the body.

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Gay-ass is affectionate here

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Recently we’ve felt like two different (new) fictional characters and its like haha okay but then chw started talking and. Uh. Raccoon Hours?