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it ain’t bad but it ain’t good, not the one but decent enough idk if it’s worth it lol

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when he ain’t da 1

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ways to start feeling again

sit in the sun without anything to do, feel the heat of the rays hit your skin, realize that this sunlight has travelled a very long way to reach you

walk around barefoot and try to feel as much of the ground under your feet as you can, notice every rock and blade of grass

sit quietly for a while and notice the touch of breath in your nostrils, feel how the air gets cooler as you inhale and warmer as you exhale

drive around aimlessly and blast some of your favorite songs, scream/sing along to them and feel the vibrations of your favorite lyrics as they change the air in your throat and around you, feel that the music is healing you from the inside out

stay away from alcohol or drugs for a few days, try to be as aware and present as you can in every moment, stop trying to numb or dull your senses

eat a few meals without any distractions, notice every bite and taste every flavor that covers your tongue, be grateful for it all

look up at the stars and the moon, understand how small we all are and how immense the universe is, realize what a miracle everything is, let your heart swell with amazement and admiration for life itself

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May I ask, what is the difference between the air signs?

All of the air signs are ruled by the mind. They are intellectual, social, can all have a certain degree of emotional detachment, and they can all be communicative.

But the sign that is the most communicative out of all the air signs is Gemini. Not only can they be the most talkative person in the room but they are good at receiving and relaying messages. It is rare that a Gemini’s message gets misinterpreted. They are associated with gossip and has a need to share stories and information. But a positive, mature Gemini will just be awful at keeping their own secrets but can still hold onto other people’s secrets.  A Gemini can even become stimulated by good and/or intense conversations. When it comes to the bedroom they might get turned on more with sexting, dirty talking, and phone sex than actual touch. They also naturally are in tune with social media. But Gemini though a great communicator has issues with expressing and understanding their own emotions. If a Gemini does become misunderstood it is a lack of identifying and sharing their feelings in a clear way.

The Air sign that is the best at understanding and relaying their emotions is Libra. This sign can be aloof but they usually become distant for a reason. Either they are hiding something, trying to figure something out internally, is preoccupied, or they just need some “me” time. Libra is ruled by the mind but out of Aquarius and Gemini they are the warmest and is moved more by their passions and feelings and can express them well.

Aquarius comes in the win for being out of touch with their emotions, deep side, wants and needs. It is almost as if they don’t have emotions, but they do. Aquarius is a very objective being and a lot of times they push their emotions away believing that their mind knows better. Gemini and Aquarius can commonly connect through this aspect and can explore their deeper side together. Libra can also help Aquarius and/or Gemini get in touch more with their feelings.

Aquarius is associated with technology and usually in an innovative way. They are also associated with chaos, rebellion, revolution, protest, Utopia and radical ideas. Gemini is associated with debate, academia, collecting information, puzzles, riddles, and investigating. Libra is associated with art, culture, balance, unbiased nature, and justice.

Gemini has a need to connect with others and wants to be understood but the trick is others find them hard to understand because they can sometimes not understand themselves and they are also very changeable. Gemini is an independent sign and is okay being alone as long as their mind can be stimulated. When their mind is left empty or dull they can get restless, lonely, or depressed. Libra is highly social and has a huge need to always be around people. This is the sign that can suffer from separation anxiety, they hate to be alone, and might stand for being in bad company just for the company. Aquarius is considered to be the most independent sign. They don’t mind being alone and sometimes requires it from time to time. They are good with people and likes to be in groups but can struggle with one-on-one time. Aquarius is known to have issues with intimacy. While they are okay with being alone they can commonly feel left out, alone, or misunderstood. Gemini has a life quest to explore their inner self, Libra has a need to learn independence and how to be content with just themselves, and Aquarius has to push themselves into connecting with others.

The air signs do not have animals as symbols. While the other signs represent more natural things like Leo with the sun, Cancer the ocean, etc. The air signs represent connections among people. Aquarius is associated with friendship and fellowship, Libra is associated with marriage, partnerships, and teamwork, and Gemini is associated with siblings, cousins, rivalry, but also the brotherly or sisterly bond.

Aquarius easily gets preoccupied with their hobbies, causes, and work. Gemini easily gets preoccupied with people, and Libra gets preoccupied with escapism.

Aquarius can be associated with visions, inventing, and new ideas. Gemini is associated more with the collecting and dispersing of ideas as well as learning, Libra can be associated with dreams and more abstract parts of the mind.

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mutable moons problems: *finds something to be interested in, loses their interest in it and searches for another. Finds another interest or hobby gets a little obssessed with it and then drops it. And it goes on and on*

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do u ever look at someone and just pray to god you never have to lose them

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So tired from crying happy tears. TM 23. 💕 Def seized this night.

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wait i really like this bahahahahah it tickles my insides

When you make a reference and someone actually gets it

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When u eat her ass out can u taste all the shit you put her through

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May recap part 2! Ultimate Brawl 2017! 💕 Thank you Kenny for the flowers 😭💕

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May recap part 1! Road to Bridge Jrs Post UB @ Alex's 🤘🏻

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April recap part 3! Thanks for always being down for spontaneous trips to random places 💕

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April recap part 2! HB vacay continued hehe Pre-fusion shenanigans with the bbs 💕 FUSION HELL WEEK & 1ST PLACE 💕 BYang's bday!

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April recap! Officially coronated! 👑 Catch up with twinny & homies! Gr8 night Caught up with bestie hehe love her soul Boo's snackiessss 💕 Turned in my application for my internship in the fall! ROAD TO FUSION Atlas is my baby Boo took me out to a mini vacay in HB at a nice hotel and I'm GR8ful 💕

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March 2017 recap? (,: Spontaneous Will Singe & Alex Aiono concert with boo

Performed at Soulstice & got compliments from Wong Fu 😭

Newport Beach with boo & his fam at a bomb hotel

Hectic catch up

Shelbus' birfday

Squadamente vacay and it was the highlight of my spring break 💕

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4:01

Literal mental, physical, & emotional break downs in the car ride home because so much fucking stress lol. I thought I could handle but fuck it's a lot. I put all this pressure on myself to do well in school, be a good team mate, be positive, work hard and I feel like it's just so fucking hard lol and I want to cry ok das it sad rant over it'll be fine in the morning it's a new day now literally lfg.