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Part of surviving is being able to move on.

Alexandra Bracken

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Im so desperate, desperate for peace, for calmness, for my mind to be rested. I want everything to be over, it seems unbearable. Im weighted by the heaviness of my soul. I no longer carry it with me. Each morning i wake up i put my heart aside, i tell it you should rest. The day is long and I can collapse any soon. I hope for million of possibilities but the one im living. I long for everything and anything that would take me away. I’m so ready to give up everything, but then again I’m not. I’m so heavy and I feel like im sinking into slow death, death would be merciful. I’m not meant to be treated delicately. I tell that to myself and we both believe it. Im so heavy i could drown into my bed sheets. I’m so heavy I can’t lift my eyelids. Someone told me I’m a sad soul, pathetic. My heart is heavy, it’s breaking my ribs. I cannot breath.

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Sleepy eyes, heavy heart with busy mind.

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Fate/stay night (2006)

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Heavy heart...

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Poems & Words

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Poems & Words

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“You can only grow if you’re willing to feel awkward and uncomfortable when you try something new.”

— Brian Tracy

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“Cutting people out of my life does not mean I hate them. It simply means I respect me.”

— Unknown

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Fate/stay night (2006)

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by wilderpoetry

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“Sometimes people who need help look nothing like people who need help.”

— Glennon Melton

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Screenshot redraw of cloud painting ✨

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