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these decisions I made, is this even right or another lesson? I'm tiredf

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bring back the habits that made you happy as a child. there’s no reason you should ever have to give up harmless things that bring you joy. you don’t have to age out of having fun. finger paint. write mediocre fanfiction and questionable poetry. put chocolate chips in your waffles. sing in the bath, and while working in the yard, and while washing your hands. hammer tunelessly on a piano. spin in circles until you fall down. climb a tree. just because you’re now in charge of your life doesn’t mean you’re expected to give up on the things that make life feel worth living

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“At some point you just have to let go of what you thought should happen and live in what is happening.”

— Unknown

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Look at you, you blooming into your most beautiful, ethereal, authentic, and divine self, you deserve it.

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maybe not this time. maybe.

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Oh, kumusta ka na?

Humihinga pa ba? Kaya pa? Pagod na? Kapit lang. Pahinga ka tapos laban ulit. Kaya natin 'to.

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I love me in all of me

I love when my mind is on a rampage and I squabble to find a place to sleep my thoughts into

I love when I spill my coffee and sigh a heavy burden as I clean it, or the time when I watch a rom-com movie and pathetically sob for the second lead

I love when I try to write something but the feeling never turns into pages so, I frantically search words after words to connect the dots

I love when a random song plays on a radio and I get all nostalgic, mushy and puff, I burst into tears

And I absolutely love when my nearly dead plant sprouts leaf of life, or the way I stumble upon a long lost memory and roll onto the floor with giggles and laughter

I love when it’s cold outside and I am wrapped up in sweater, underneath the blanket, feeling utterly disappointed to raise up, only to close the door

I love when its 3 am and wail of anguish floods form my eyes and I try to brush it off playing cool, surrendering to sleep

I love when some chores on Sunday afternoon become a long session of ballad, while they are just series of puttering on any regular day

And I love it when I get all excited only to forget what I was about to say and fall into slumber of thoughts

But I love all of it even more when I recollect all of life on a warm summer night with a glass of sweet, bitter wine and fill the pages with memoirs.

-uminonami , diary of thoughts

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There will be days when you don't want to get out of bed, sad and horrible days, but please don't give up. Don't give up for the sake of others, but for the sake of us. We've already been through a lot. Rest, calm the turmoil within you, and experience magnificent things once more. Keep in mind that you are adored.

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haha you told me na I just open up to you tapos??? what happened??? pero okay lang I understand naman pero sana mag communicate and be honest sana pero it's fine.

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nakakapagod namana

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“You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart.”

— Louise Erdrich

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hanggang kailan ako magaaral???? tf

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tamang breakdown lang while doing acads

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Learn to be done with people. Not mad, not bothered. Just done.

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I want to talk about what happened without mentioning how much it hurt. There has to be a way. To care for the wounds without reopening them. To name the pain without inviting it back into me.

Lora Mathis, If There’s A Way Out I’ll Take It (via thoughtkick)

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escapes for when you feel anxious

exploring a flowery town with cute villagers

drinking a milkshake in an empty diner at 3am

real life that feels dreamlike

cute sunflower field dates

in love with the universe

softest love songs

living inside an 80s tv show

drinking tea on a cozy raining morning

you’re an angsty teen in a coming-of-age film

summer road trip in the west coast

vacation in san francisco

living in an old French film

stargazing and contemplating the meaning of life

late night drives in a 90’s movie

watching a beautiful sunset over the beach with someone you love

feeling dazed and drifting off under dreamlike sunlight

going to the beach in a camper van in 1960′s california

collecting whimsical music-boxes and taking pictures of clouds in paris

falling asleep on the moon

city lights at midnight

half dreaming,half awake in faded 60s sunlight

remembering someone else’s memories like they’re your own

being the guardian of a snowy forest who befriends wolves and takes care of baby fawns

being in a vintage fairytale

wandering the avenues of vintage New York City

living in a cinematic landscape and watching over a magnificent scenery

exploring an art museum

eating fruit in a small italian seaside town

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escapes for when you feel anxious

exploring a flowery town with cute villagers

drinking a milkshake in an empty diner at 3am

real life that feels dreamlike

cute sunflower field dates

in love with the universe

softest love songs

living inside an 80s tv show

drinking tea on a cozy raining morning

you’re an angsty teen in a coming-of-age film

summer road trip in the west coast

vacation in san francisco

living in an old French film

stargazing and contemplating the meaning of life

late night drives in a 90’s movie

watching a beautiful sunset over the beach with someone you love

feeling dazed and drifting off under dreamlike sunlight

going to the beach in a camper van in 1960′s california

collecting whimsical music-boxes and taking pictures of clouds in paris

falling asleep on the moon

city lights at midnight

half dreaming,half awake in faded 60s sunlight

remembering someone else’s memories like they’re your own

being the guardian of a snowy forest who befriends wolves and takes care of baby fawns

being in a vintage fairytale

wandering the avenues of vintage New York City

living in a cinematic landscape and watching over a magnificent scenery

exploring an art museum

eating fruit in a small italian seaside town