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You're my queen. I love my queen to be honest. I haven't spent a decent night with her in days. Exactly, in a good way. For me to find out? I'll take that as a challenge and find it out. 

Can someone throw a party?

That’s right.  I’m your queen.  You do what the queen says!  I’m scary in a good way thought, right?  How do I?  Well, that’s my secret.  For me to know and for you to find out.

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I know shush. You suck at it too but I'm sorry either way. Friends now? 

I’m trying to apologize in case you haven’t noticed. 

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Mehh...nothing much man, I might spend the night in. I don't know. Dude, this place is boring. You, what are your plans for tonight? 

@Austin

thanks man.. so whats up?

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Dude, 's okay. Forgotten already. Really. 

@Austin

sorry for that thing that happened before can we just forget it? 

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I'm trying to apologize in case you haven't noticed. 

Your enthusiasm is breathtaking. 

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Well I met you, how could it not? Going, master. Going. I know dude, you're scary. You're always right, how do you even do that? 

Can someone throw a party?

Yes, it was.  It was the very best day of your life!  And don’t you forget it!  Okay, get your ass back home as we can head out.  Two things that you should already know, babe.  I know everything- and don’t ever act like I don’t.  And two, I’m always right.  Even when I’m wrong, I’m right.  

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Sorry. 

Sure. It was giving me headache anyway. 

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can we just...stop this...now? 

Drink Bleach.

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It kinda sorta really was. All credit goes to you though. Yes, exactly, that's what we should do. Ehhh...yes I do, how did you know that? 

Can someone throw a party?

She can, too!  She’s crazy.  You better remember, it was kind of the best day of your life.  Okay, now come on.  We can go out into town, buy some booze and doritos and shit and it’ll be great.  You need to get your mind off of things.

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Honestly, just do whatever the fuck you want. 

Honestly, I just do anything to get the fuck away from you.

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Uh...yeah, yeah I do, constantly actually, why? 

Saturday night people.

do you ever get the feeling that you’re just tired of everything?

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Have you ever heard yourself before? You think everyone's annoying but you don't actually realize that you annoy most people. It's impossible because you can't let go! You hold on to all the fucked up shit that happened to you as if that's gonna take you anywhere! Well fucking newsflash, it won't. I was ten! How the fuck was I supposed to know! I had no idea! Because there is no other way of dealing with that than doing drugs, right? You can't blame us all, blame a fucking bunch of twelve year olds for a decision you made on your own. And just so you fucking know, I might be fucking jerk, but I would never, NEVER walk out on you. And I'm not even your family or your mother, or father, or brother. But I would never walk out on you. You just keep pushing me away and blaming me for shit that happened ages ago. 

Of course you did, Austin, Of course you did. Fuck, You're annoying. You aren't my friend, and never did I say you were. I wanted to get to that stage, but I knew it was impossible. Holding a grudge? Are you fucking stupid? You were ten, not stupid. You knew exactly how much it was affecting me from the fact that I sat alone every day. Its because of you and your fucking friends that I started doing drugs at the age of twelve. My dad died and my mom walked out on me and I didn't care because of the drugs. So excuse me if I blame you and all those pre-schoolers for ruining my life. Pointing out your flaws? If I was to do that, i'd be there for years.

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I don't care? Dude, you're my best friend, what's wrong? 

Saturday night people.

It doesn’t matter… you don’t care anyways no one does

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I know dude, I know. That's why I always have some hidden. Dude, Alyssa can find that stuff in the blink of an eye so yeah, no. I had to hide them. Of course I remember. Exactly, that's the spirit babe. Besides it's Saturday night. We should do that kind of things. 

Can someone throw a party?

It’s hard.  Hard.   I need some, okay.  I’m not kidding I need them.  Joints remind me of when we first met, remember?  Nothing can be better than that.  We can drink too much, do things we regret and either way it will only be us so it doesn’t matter.

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I honestly don't wonder why you won't fuck me because I stopped giving a fuck a long time ago. A friend? You seriously tell me I'm your friend? You don't hold grudges when you're a friend, you don't keep fucking reminding them of something they did when they were fucking ten years old. You don't point out your friend's flaws every fucking moment you get. So excuse me if I have my doubts when you go "I want respect from a friend."

Saturday night people.

Wow, okay. You’re an ass. You wonder why I won’t fuck you. You wonder why for the past ten years the only person I wanted to avoid was you. I want respect from a friend, not some guy that wants my body. Change of subject? How about goodbyes?

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Bonding time || Austin and Natalia

Austin hadn't spent some quality with his sister in a while. Honestly, they had never been the kind of siblings that fought over random stupid things, or hated each other just because their presence was annoying. In fact, they got along pretty damn well. He didn't mess with her nor went on snooping on her business and neither did she. They kept their boundaries and their boundaries were that kept their relationship so nice. Of course they did have their little arguments though, every pair of siblings did. They fought sometimes and cursed but honestly, Austin really did love Natalia and was quite protective over her, just not in a creepy and obnoxious way of course.

That day, they had decided to go shopping. No, actually, she was going to go shopping while he waited for her and tried not to get bored to death as she tried on shirt after shirt or pant after pant. Besides, he had promised her that he was going to buy her sometimes. Austin had had that on hold for quite some time now, ever since her birthday so now he was finally going to buy her something, sort of like a very late birthday present. So he went out of his dorm, looking decent as he always did, and made his way towards Audrey's dorm.

The moment he got there, he didn't even bother to knock, he just opened the door and went it. "'Sup sis, you ready?" He asked her as he flopped on her bed and waited for her. 

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You don't? Dude, you're...pissed off aren't you? 

Saturday night people.

eh I don’t give a fuck any more do what you want with her