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Becaise I'm tired of seeing this happen to other bloggers & also frequently myself:

If someone talks about being unable to do something without assistance due to a disability, and how that influences their life, how that dependency on others is scary and can be exploited etc. And your only response is "I experience this except I end up doing the thing by myself because no one helps me". and then they tell you "hey, you deserve to get support for this when you need it. but this is actually not the same as my experience because if i do not get help i absolutely can not get it done by myself. Like I'm fully unable to do this." And your response is to get mad / accuse them of trying to be "divisive" / telling them they're dismissing your struggles / blaming them for your feelings about this response essentially / calling them ableist for literally just pointing out the fact that there is a difference between these situations / etc, then you are the problem.

Just for a minute try to imagine what it's like. That you can not do something without assistance. Let's say you absolutely can not drive a car even if your life depended on it. You completely rely on being driven around. You can not do anything that requites a car without another person being physically there the entire time and holding the steering wheel. And tons of people see you talk about that and join in with "yeah I also can't drive in theory, but I still do it because I have to because my life depends on it". That does not feel good. That is a constant reminder that hey! Other people can totally do this even though its hard! If your support vanishes you can not do this thing your life depends on no matter how hard you try! The voices of people who actually experience the same thing as you get drowned out in the flood of these "I totally get it"s from people who do in fact, not totally get it. Because In reality, one of you is sitting behind a wheel and the other isnt and Never Will.

Acknowledging differences is not the enemy. We are not arguing about emotions here. We are literally begging people to see that two physical realities are different. And no matter how often we say that you still deserve support and that we acknowledge that things are hard and exhausting for you and sometimes even dangerous, that isnt enough for you? Every time I try to get one of these people to see reason I tell them: I know this is hard for you. I know this is exhausting for you. I acknowledge your reality. But that's not what they want to hear. So, what more do you want? For me to lay down and say "yeah actually we experience totally the same things" and then watch as the healthcare system out to save every penny tries to dismantle my support system because well, if I try really hard I'll probably get it done myself?

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Thank you for all the interaction and kindness on my last post!

My name is Margaux and I am also known as Retrophiliac. I am Autistic, OCD, ADHD - I have Anxiety as well. I am self employed and an activist and advocate based out of western Canada. One of my pins is even in the Museum of Vancouver's openMOV!

I design pins, patches, stickers, keychains, magnets and so much more.

The items have a disability, neurodiversity, autistic focus - as well as really cute retro inspired designs.

I am on Etsy and I also have my own shop Shop best for USA & Canada.

Etsy will handle VAT, VOSS and IOSS for international orders.

But it's entirely up to you. My shopretrophiliac site has a larger selection including fidgets.

I also post frequently on instagram, facebook and tiktok.

P.S:

I run a few awesome facebook groups:

Made by Autistics Marketplace and Community

Autistic inclusive dating and friends

Neurodivergent Skills Connect

Disabled Entrepreneurs/Self Employed in British Columbia

Thank you <3

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fun little autism illustration from me to u !!! :o)

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(artist unknown, please msg if you know)

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this one is about being disabled but its a drawing this time 👍

image description under the cut bc its long

id: a set of 3 drawings. they are in shades of gray and blue

the first image has a man with long blue hair in the top left corner. he is wearing a t shirt and shorts, and stands while looking down at the ground. the text around him says "i'm quite good at being in pain... its not hard... it's just shutting up about it" [shutting up about it] is in all caps. the middle right of the drawing has a torso-up featureless gray person with two speech bubbles pointing to them saying "i'm told that i'm strong for dealing with the pain and still doing all that i do". the bottom of the drawing has the blue haired man gripping the featureless person's shoulders and scowling. the text says "and i want to scream at them". [scream] is in all caps

the second image features 3 blue squares, decorated with stars. the first one has a stick figure reaching for a moon and says "i shoot for the moon". the second one has the stick figure curled up in the center and says "because once you are in space" [space] is in all caps. the third one has the stick figure lying in the middle of the square and says "it doesn't matter if your legs are broken." the bottom of the drawing says "how much strength does it even take to push it all down? not as much as letting it out... i think."

the third image has the blue haired man on the left side, and his mother, a woman with short curly hair wearing a tank top, has her hand on his shoulder. the text around them says "but mostly I hide it because my mother tells me". the mother has a speech bubble pointing to her saying "she doesn't like seeing her son in pain." on the right side of the image there are two hands, with cracks spreading throughout them. the text around them reads "and i cannot bear to tell her there is nothing else to look at"

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Sometimes I see people on here who want to be good allies to nonverbal autistics, but at the same time don't understand nonverbal autism at its core.

Most of us, who are nonverbal "from birth", struggle with language, to communicate, and to understand complex concepts. That's why we never learned to speak at all, ever.

But their strategy is to "hand us the mic" and ask "What are some misconceptions about nonverbal autism you'd like to discuss?" and expect us to respond.

"Misconceptions" is an abstract concept. Most of us can't just come up with an answer; my mind, for example, goes completely blank when I read this.

I wanted to talk about allies assuming that our brain works similar for at least 2 weeks, but it's only now that I am able to write something. 2 weeks!

Sure, there are autistics who can't speak due to apraxia, and who don't struggle with language otherwise, apart from the "not being able to speak with their mouth" part. But that's rare.

Even my ability to express myself well is rare. I am not your average nonverbal autistic. I am very skilled compared to the rest of us.

One thing about "never learning to speak" is that most of us really really struggle with language, and with understanding big words and topics. Not everyone, but many of us. That's why most of us aren't on social media.

Whenever I write "educational" posts, my inbox is flooded with follow up questions I just can't answer without help. Because most of the time I don't understand the text. I regularly have to close my inbox because people assume that I can process the text and respond like everyone else can. But having these abilities is an exception within autistics who never learned to speak from the very beginning. It seems normal, but those people just are the loudest. Because they're on social media and love to participate in discussions.

Most of us can't do that.

I'm glad that I made some speaking friends here who made an effort to understand us thoroughly, and they now often repeat what we think and want "but louder". Listen to them, most of us can't advocate for ourselves. They're not speaking over us, they're helping us to communicate without draining our energy.

And for everything else I have some posts linked in my pinned post because I can't just participate in discussions.

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Wearing diapers, needing a bed pad (chux) or wearing underwear liners for incontinence is actually way more common than a lot of people think. When I started having to wear them, it was really stressful and upsetting until a lot of other people in my life were like "hey, I use those too!"

So if you're having accidents, leaking, having too much moisture, whatever the case may be, try incontinence products. They're totally normal and a part of a lot of people's lives. It's such a relief to not worry about having an accident, you deserve that feeling too.

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Here’s some photos of my painting set up as a mouth artist for anyone interested (Can I call myself an artist? It feels weird)

ID 1: a photo taken from behind showing Echo mouth painting on an iPad which is propped up by a lap tray sitting on a desk

ID 2: if photo of the tablet with a drawing of a dog on it showing the lap tray on the desk / end IDs

I use my height adjustable desk which means my wheelchair fits underneath. On top of that I have a lap tray with a slit to hold a tablet. This is designed to tilt the screen away from you which makes it really difficult to reach the top of the screen so I use it backwards. Because my iPad is in a case I can set it up so that all the usable screen is accessible.

The pens are regular Tablet styluses with the end covered in a silicone smoothie straw cut to length. This protects my teeth and the stylus but also makes it 1 million times easier to control the stylus. When I need a break from using the stylus I tuck it into my wheelchair harness. I got that idea from watching a video where the artist did the same thing with their bra strap so there are other ways to do something similar even if you don’t have a harness/ wheelchair.

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My therapist told me to post this lol

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I've seen this before, but it's been years and it just came across my Twitter in its dying days. The words are from a favorite author of mine, Maggie Stiefvater, and they are the words I most need to hear when it comes to dealing with chronic pain and illness. I didn't need this the first time I saw it, six years ago. I need it now. Maybe you do, too.

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I wish that instead of talking about “independent living” as disabled people we talked more about “autonomous living”.

I think when a lot of people see “independent” they assume it means living alone without other people. And some people assume that independent living services aren’t for them because they need 24/7 care. Or non disabled people think it’s pointless because many disabled people can’t live on their own.

But what we call independent living often includes having access to carers/ PAs/ support workers. It’s about having freedom to make all the meaningful choices we can, having the support and equipment we need to live comfortably and safely and to access the community and other activities. And I feel like “autonomous living” describes that better.

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i’ve seen multiple. multiple. so many autistic people who lose speech sometimes, call themselves “im nonspeaking.”

yes. not even “going nonverbal”going nonspeaking.” but fully “i’m nonspeaking.”

i’ve even see autistics who lose speech do an imitation conversation on tiktok that goes like this:

“i’m nonspeaking”

“but… you’re speaking right now?”

“yes! you can be nonspeaking and still speak! follow me to learn more!”

and like. i’m begging speaking autistics to actually learn from nonspeaking advocates.

so many of them are just. seeing the cool new word “nonspeaking” from another fellow speaking autistic who lose speech. and then go like, “oh that’s cool word that’s me now!!” while completely divorced from the origins of the word, completely not knowing nonspeaking advocates exist, completely appropriating the word.

many of them they unable to think of a world where someone more marginalized than them where someone have experiences they can’t relate to.

and when you point it out, hey it’s not your word, they say “well it’s my term too!!”

it makes me so so angry. and unfortunately it is a pretty prominent dominant narrative of one side of online autistic community

online autistic community often not safe for me. angry and cynical because it supposed to be my space too.

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shoutout to people with a pronounced and obvious limp, people who walk with an uneven gait, people whos legs drag behind them, people who cant stand right, people who have to lean on their surroundings for support, people who are knock-kneed, you all are amazing and ily <3

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"what do you need?": 🚫 old, tired, often ineffective, frustrating 🚫

"here is a list of the kinds of support I can give you right now, please select one and I will do it for you": ✅️ fucks, very kind, easier on the overwhelmed person (me), sexy ✅️

if you disagree that's cool, but pls add what works better for you so people have more ideas on how to help their friends 💛

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Heya! If possible, could you do a steampunk stim board? Preferably with moving gears, clockwork or glitter? Thanks!

A steampunk-themed stimboard with gears, clocks, and glitter!

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I can’t remember if I already sent a request, so I’m really sorry if I did, but could I get a rainbow/holographic glitter board? Preferably the stirring glitter or pouring glittery liquids over slime or the finger wiggle. Thank you and sorry again if I did send in a request already!

A stimboard with rainbow and holographic glitter!

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