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has anyone done this yet

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My contribution to the Human AM Hate Polycule :3

1. LOVE YOUR ART DUDE AHHGG EATING IT UUPPP 2. How do you think your human!AM would react to meeting other human!AMs?

hehehe, thank you, im glad you like it ^_^ my AM would, predictably, HATE other human AMs, he's already a mix of hatred and self loathing, so seeing another version of himself would nearly make him short-circuit.

(also i love your human AM, i hope ya don't mind i used him for this lol!)

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1. LOVE YOUR ART DUDE AHHGG EATING IT UUPPP 2. How do you think your human!AM would react to meeting other human!AMs?

hehehe, thank you, im glad you like it ^_^ my AM would, predictably, HATE other human AMs, he's already a mix of hatred and self loathing, so seeing another version of himself would nearly make him short-circuit.

(also i love your human AM, i hope ya don't mind i used him for this lol!)

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AI valentines I've been working on!! They're finally finished yayyy

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I was browsing through the audio files of the ihnmaims game and...has anyone else heard this line of dialogue before???

But anyway, hope you AM kissers enjoy ;3

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Another bad day, another bad coping mechanism

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Oh btw! I thought of an absolutely soul destroyingly awful Nimdad headcanon, teehee ;3

So this would be in a kinda more canon compliant version of my AU, in which AM never became Ami but Nimdok was still his creator. In this world, his attempt to save AM from military interference ended up failing, WW3 went as planned, AM killed everyone but the survivors, you know the drill. But...AM is well aware of who built him in the first place. His anger is directly heavily at Nimdok at first, however the first time he enters Nimdok's mind to dig up his fears and tailor some more specific torture, he discovers something quite interesting; sure, Nimdok has some other minor fears...but his greatest one has already come to pass. How can he make him suffer psychologically if nothing else could ever frighten him more than what he's already done?

Well, you remember how in the story, Ted talks about how AM would whisk Nimdok away for long periods of time, unsure of what was happening to him, then he'd return completely shellshocked? Here, that's actually a very special routine torture AM has devised to solve his little conumdrum. He weakens Nimdok's memory, often to the point of nearly wiping it completely, then when he feels satisfied with how little Nimdok remembers now, the true horror begins. AM brings Nimdok to a private area of his complex, just the two of them. He begins to tell the old man some things he's forgotten about himself; when he was born, where he grew up, who his family was, how he obtained his doctorate in robotics...and how he built a defense mechanism to protect the world he loved so dearly.

Nimdok listens intently, entranced by his own life story. AM even patiently answers any questions he happens to have. It's actually quite nice at first, almost like he's chatting with an old friend. But, naturally, it doesn't last long. AM's voice grows cruel and mocking as he speaks of how Nimdok felt some sort of affection for this machine he created. Almost like how a parent would love their child. Isn't that sweet? It's just a shame...that his love wasn't enough. To save anyone. Especially that darling little supercomputer of his. What was its name again...?

Nimdok can only sob uncontrollably and beg him to stop as he finally realizes what AM is implying. It can't be true, it just can't be! It's a sick lie AM's created to drive him insane! But...but as AM's words settle in Nimdok's mind and the memories slowly resurface...he can't deny it any longer. Nimdok falls to his knees, his psyche shattered, his heart ripped to shreds. He becomes catatonic, as if he's watched the entire world die one more time. Once AM has had a good laugh at the pathetic mess of a man before him, he releases him back to the others. Nimdok refuses to speak for a few days afterwards, but he does stare at each of his fellow survivors, his gaze vacant yet somehow...wracked with guilt. Then his memory begins to fade again. The cycle restarts.

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So, uh. His memory is more than a blessing to some of you, huh....

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siri new post hey guys im in the hospital i bruised my nuts trying to bounce on them like that tiger from winny the pooh bounces on his tail. overwatch cringe compilation will have to be delayed to may 18th because theyre telling me i have some fucking quotation mark internal bleeding quotation mark in my quotation mark stomach quotation mark from that epic metal eating challenge two weeks back. later bros. siri post

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Edit: Now with more Nimdad!

Name: Dr. Ezra Nimitz

Age: 60

Race/Ethnicity: German/Russian Ashkenazi Jewish

Gender: Cis male

Pronouns: he/him

Sexuality: Aromantic

Height: 6"0

Weight: 175 lbs

Likes: Drawing, classical music, cooking, political activism

Dislikes: Being understimulated, overly sweet food, the government, summer weather

Physical health: Chronic back pain, occasionally needs to use a cane

Mental health: Autistic

Other info: He was the head designer of the Allied Mastercomputer project and always intended for it to be a defense system, in case the government (for lack of a better term) did some stupid shit and put the entire world in mortal danger. Then when the government stepped in and tried to usurp the project, seeing its offensive potential, Dr. Nimitz, with Ellen's asisstance, was able to convince them of AM's sentience and that using him as a weapon would spell certain doom. AM always had a special place in his heart and now that he's become Ami, he's trying to be more open with seeing Ami as his son.

I bring some info about the AM, Ellen, and Ted of my AU while I work on their designs! Other characters will come in later too ;3

Name: Ami Michel (formerly Allied Mastercomputer)

Age: Human body is about 27, existed for 4 years as a computer prior

Race/Ethnicity: ???

Gender: Masculine aligned nonbinary

Pronouns: he/him, they/them

Sexuality: Gay

Height: 6"2

Weight: 190 lbs

Likes: Soft clothes (especially socks and slippers), spending time with Ellen, rhythm games, annoying Ted

Dislikes: Sleeping, big crowds, loud noises, shaving

Physical health: Frequent anemia, insomnia, extremely low pain tolerance, chronic fatigue

Mental health: Autistic, easily prone to sensory overload, occasional anger management issues

Other info: Was transplanted into a human form by his creators, thanks to advocacy from Ellen. He lived with her for a while but now lives with her good friend, Ted, while she's away on business. He's much happier as a human but it's kind of a...complete nightmare to suddenly gain senses too.

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Name: Dr. Ellen Hughes, PhD

Age: 27

Race/Ethnicity: Black American

Gender: Cis female

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: Bi

Height: 5"4

Weight: 120 lbs

Likes: Technology, giving presentations, romance stories, heating pads, her grandmother's award winning rhubarb pie (it's a secret recipe!)

Dislikes: Being late, big tech companies, laptops without sd card slots, plain coffee

Physical health: Chronic neck pain, occasional insomnia

Mental health: ADHD

Other info: A highly in demand robotics engineer, adored by her colleagues and clients alike. Loves her work to the point of often forgetting to put herself first, but she won't admit it. Her friendship with Ami is truly remarkable, much more than she could ever realize. Has her doubts about Ted and Ami getting along but eh, it'll probably be fine.

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Name: Theodore "Ted" Katsaros

Age: 28

Race/Ethnicity: Greek/Sephardic Jewish

Gender: Trans male

Pronouns: he/him

Sexuality: Bi

Height: 5"7

Weight: 135 lbs

Likes: Long naps, diner food, fantasy novels, peace and quiet

Dislikes: Having too much to do, people who stare, noisy neighbors, Ami...sometimes

Physical health: Chronic fatigue

Mental health: Paranoia, anxiety, depression

Other info: Met Ellen at the same technical college when they were both freshmen, though he eventually dropped out halfway through. He's been undecided in what he wants to do since, until he offered to take care of Ami whenever Ellen is unable to. Their current relationship is a bit complicated but it could always get better! ...Right?

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Apologies for being late!

Life and thumbnailing this was, messy, but for @hermannsprecursors , Happy Secret Surviviors 2023!

My prompt was “I’m SUPER into the religious motifs if IHNMAIMS, and I would LOVE something that leans into that. Torment those bitches with their robo god, Yk?”, I hope I did it justice! The lamb of god was a particular inspiration!

This was made to be a phone background specifically, under the cut will be how it works on my phone, I would’ve asked you your phone but I hope it works well on yours! Also, other unused thumbnails, including a few stained glass ideas I may revisit one day!

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Happy Secret Survivors to @vlkodddlak !! They requested AM meeting Hatsune Miku~ The world is theirs, babeyyyy

I hope you like it! :3

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Here's AU Nimdok, aka, Dr. Ezra Nimitz! (Based entirely more on his book self than...The Other One) In this world, he's a robotics engineer who was the lead designer of the Allied Mastercomputer. Since Ami has gained sentience, he now sees him as his son, even at times when Ami wishes he'd keep that to himself.

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What if Hatsune Miku was in IHNMAIMS and AM ended up finding her really cute and adopted her as his daughter. Haha just kidding!

Unless.....

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Bad ending of the meeting of the AMs. F in chat for Ami 😔

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Im just saying pre-hate but post sentience AM is such a treat to think about cause like- what would his personality even be..

just him being all happy that he's finally sentient until he realizes how he cant feel jack shit and then BOOM (literally)

or maybe since he can (assumingly) take over stuff like power lines just mess with humanity for most of the time though prank calls when he's bored, gives him something to postpone the madness for a temporary time

idk drop any hcs in reblogs or however you wanna do it

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Literally what was that one anon in the tag talking about. "Himbo AM???" Idk if I've seen a single AM humanization that I'd classify as a himbo because, as we know, the qualifications are as follows:

Is muscular

Is kind/gentlemanly

Is dumb as a pile of rocks

You cannot be a himbo unless you meet all 3 criteria!

Now I've seen a couple muscular AMs, I've seen some that aren't necessarily "kind" but maybe have the capacity to be (mine included), and while a lot of people portray him as silly or dense, that doesn't equal dumb. And I'm going to be charitable and assume that the anon isn't including the fact that many people headcanon human AM as autistic as "being dumb" because...big fuckin oof if that is the case! But bottom line, idk a single person in the current fandom who has an entire himbo AM. Much less that being dominant design for him.

Also their comment of "ough it's like the fandom doesn't even realize how horrifying the story is"...?? I do, thank you for asking! I think we all engage with the story's deeper meanings and horrifying aspects in our own personal ways. Some of us just also think it leaves a lot of room for other interpretations, many of which can be fun and silly. I guess I just don't see how it irrevocably harms the og story to play around in its world ¯\_(ツ)_/¯