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"Yer an asshole, ya 'eard 'at?!"

    ❝ Would it make you feel any better if          I  told  you  I  already  knew  that?  ❞      Surely he didn’t  have  to  be told after being       reminded so much. Riku wasn’t offended in       the slightest,  actually.   It  might  make him       somewhat of a masochist, but he thinks it’s      ENDEARING   when Vanitas says things of      the sort.      ❝ How 'bout you put your money where your          mouth is,  and  we'll  see  who's  worse. ❞

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( brat ):

It felt heavy, this past year. There were still the scars of loneliness left, not enough to make him lose faith again though. He hasn’t contacted Riku in a while himself, he didn’t even know when they stopped writing or meeting. It was not like he just wanted to have some time for himself but to actually forget about the fact that he had a lover seemed so impossible that Vanitas yet had to figure out how that could even happen.

At the moment it was not important. Riku finally wrote him back and he was about to come. Everything felt like always again. The silver was in his car, he was coming over and here was Vanitas, maybe decorated with a few more tattoos and piercings but the same old jerk he has always been.  What would happen if they saw each other again? Vanitas was kind of nervous, maybe he should smoke before his boyfriend comes…

      Ahh-- his heart is heavy again. It's not the same as the last time they'd met; there's confusion and regret. They're still a pair and they haven't so much as messaged back and forth for an entire year? It's likely that neither of them had even wanted their contact to cease, but instead had gotten caught up in their own lives so much that time for another was never an adequate amount.        Every mile closer to Vanitas makes him feel as though this is all his fault. Why didn't he just call instead of hoping the other would? Well.. nothing to do about it now but wait and see what this has in store for him. & when he finally parks outside Walker's home, those ' butterflies ' grow even stronger. Maybe he should go back-- Riku truly doesn't know what to expect. Instead, he knocks and hope this will end well.

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[TEXT] Hey... I know, I haven't written ya in a while... Sorry about 'at. I miss ya.. move yer sweet ass over if you wanna. I'm back home now. Love ya, J. [SENT]

      Actually; it’s been a year or so since the two of them had even seen one another. The fault cannot simply fall on one pair of their shoulders, but on both, instead. He’s been busy fixing blown head gaskets and Vanitas.. has been only God knew where. Riku can only say with the utmost certainty that he’s longed to see his partner, if they could even be called such anymore.. He had no one to blame but himself, especially since he was the one who made the man trust him, which was more than what he should have asked. Trust is a hard thing to gain, and more than anything, Riku just wants to go back to how they always were..

[TXT] It's not /only/ your responsibility to write to me, y'know.. I should've sent you something, too. [SENT]

      & with that; he’s already halfway out the door with keys in hand.         After all: they’ve got a lot of lost time to make up for.

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Pixiv ID: 30584060 Member: 友引＠ついった始めた

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