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drinking instant coffee as a form of self harm currently
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this ice thing tastes like shit but i think i like cherry
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7 months ago this was just for venting without being judged. now. now im fucking questioning bread. cool me. real cool.
#im fucking procrastinaing so hard#FUCK I CANT FUCKING TYPE IM KILLING MYSELF#my hands are shaking so much more than usual and i dont know why this sucks so fucking much i need to kill god. like now.#aye but my roommates are asleep so thats a win.
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bread linguistically is so fucking weird in english. do you cook or bake that shit???????????? like its a rice situation where its like its own thing. but at least you can cook rice in a pot or pan??? ("pans" are pots???? and a frying pan is just a fucking pan??) is there like some secret way to cook braed or smth
#is that shit really just its own seperate thing??#maybe its more like brownies or smth. bc at some point its just like. square goop. in a pan baking sheet thing.#but then it goes in the spinny thing?????#(i have no idea i think it spins??? it sounds like it spins. i was vaugely in the room once when my mother made bread)#CAN YOU MAKE BREAD IN THE OVEN????#i mean isnt the whole difference between cooking and baking is one goes in the oven and ones on the stovetop????#can you cook bread.
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trying to arrange a meet up between my old friends again is a pain in the ass. am i gonna feel like shit? will my roommates even take me????? am i gonna be sick?
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there is 2 wolves inside me. ones begging me for sleep and to get cosy underneath several blankets while the other is telling me that i am not a being of mortality and that sleeping is a waste of time
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liking bands is weird
#oh yeah i really like this group primarily of men#christ. this man is as tall as i was when i was 15.#its not like were gonna talk about my current hight but yk.
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i wonder if theyve ever thought i know spanish or italian
#theres context for this i promise#when we first started talking a few months in they were using “amor” or “amore” which both mean love#and obviously its not like theyre calling rhe guy they just met love#and that would be reallt awkward if i knew what thwy were saying and didnt correct it just bc i liked it#also ive weirdlt used spanish a few times before that?#i have a few friends and i learned some when i was younger okay.#i still remember the hell of numbers. shudders.#i can only remember up to 20 now but. yeah#some annoying motherfucker from school was reading out crayon names (yk the ones with different languages) and spanish is below english#and he pronounced it ro-jo. like how youd pronounce 'jo' in english. so i corrected him bc. yeah. and he kept insisting it was ro-jo#and one of my best friends from the time (aka the guy i play minecraft with) was like nah fam... bc he grew up speaking en and esp#wtf whu did my roommate just yell zoom zoom zoom#anyways he got really really pissed off abt beinf wronf aparently and started cryinf our of anger#lowkey still hate that guy#this was in primary school btw.#he always was openinf his mouth to show his gross chewed up food and making fun of me bc i sucked at kickball#its not my fault noone could fucking throw the damn ball and i played in grass and not on black top fuck you#one time the teacher scolded him bc he made fun of me “kickball is so easy” and he got so pissed at the damn teacher 😭#seriously still hate that guy. i couldnt stand being around him bc he always tried to talk to me and kept getting mad and shit when i#corrected him on basic things (ie: “oh no it's pronounced like X” i wasnt being mean. barely even blunt)#so i asked the teacher to move me bc he wouldnt stop getting on my nerves and and i quote "well i was gonna move you but since you asked no#...“ okay thanks. its only like everyone at my group fucking hated me for it. ”thanks aortic“ was drenched in sarcasm and it SUCKED#thankfully the girl that sat beside of me didnt hate me.#uh ill call her K bc thats her initial and the guy that also correcred mf L bc thats his initial#K. L. and i were all on the archery team and in what we call “the losers club” aka whenever we had to switch rotation we sat our bow cases#together in a little circle to eat whatever left over snacks they gave us#lowkey how i found out i like cheddar sunchips!#i say this like we dont talk. L and i play minecraft and all three of us have hung out together irl#but its harder to do now bc L has a job (ew) and Ks home life is kinda difficult#schedules and all that. and ofc you have me who wants to off myself every other day and is too embarrassed to go outside most of the time
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jesus christ why is a kid following my main yeesh
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why are my roommates having a fit abt like 2 year old unopened chips. theyre fine bro.
#i ate one and it tasted normal#i dont really like cheddar and sour cream but it was normal tasting wtf#ive at worse thats older.
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i do think before i do shit actually, i think "for the bit" and do it. fuck you.
#leave me ALONE about cutting myself on accident#IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN. THATS LIFE!#sometimes you HAVE to get hurt to get good at things. you got into a car accident but you didnt stop driving did you?#they fucked something up at work but you didnt quit. so why the hell should i?#“preventable” my life was preventable. danger and risk came free with being born so would you let me take it?#its like. i get it and all but dear god. i get mild sexual gratification out of this leave me alone man#i wont elaborate if thats a joke or not.#really though. sure like theres ways you can learn safely. but you cant say “dont touch it until youve mastered it” because you never actua#ly master anything. you get good enough that every next flick isnt a cut sure. but thats about all man.#im tired of hearing how things are dangerous. im not 3. i know whatll hurt. i look at the odds and say hell yeah sign me up or fuck no.#i am an adult here ish smth like that. i can make informed desicions. i may be stupid but i do sometimes know what im doing when i have to.
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"why are you so desprate/obsessed with it" idk maybe the fact i never belong literally fucking anywhere and this is the closest that im ever gonna get and do you even know how fucking awkward it is when people ask what you do and you have no answer?
#sometimes when i used to go for walks my neighbors would ask what im listening to i guess as small talk#and whenever i went on a walk i either had to avoid them which is rather hard or think of some normal song theyd probably know#so! here we are#(this is about the fact im really into certain bands rn and i think my roommates think im insane for it)#(at least S is kinda normal about it. he listens to a similar ish vaugely not really genre so)#(i mean i still love what i used to listen to. i still do listen to it. but for 1. i like to have veraiety. 2. its just good music??? where#the crime there????)#(i will listen to mostly anything besides like. most country. some of its okay i just cant really get into it tbh.#and when i say everything i mean literally everything. for like 3 months i had shoulder boulders on repeat. it just has a good bass or what#ver man. my parents always told me to be 'well rounded' so. i am in that sense i suppose. as long as it sounds like. okay. i will stand it.
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its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.
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i went.
#MY DRUGS ARE THERE#HURRY THE FUCK UP WITH EATING IDC GIVE ME.#my roommate decided to go get something to eat so now im in the car like vaugely smoking/vaping and fantazising about doom.#i cant give out all the details because i want to post on main about it later but#the only thing they fear is you <3 i have listened to this about if this were any normal song it would be considered too much#i am so tired though. it wasnt even a hike#it was just a long ass trail and the shoes i was wearing are a pain in my ass and feet#i even bothered to wear socks for gods sake and it STILL hurts.#rn im judgung everyone and how theyre parking#guy in the black truck did great 10/10 bro backed up and just hit it fuck yeah#lady in white van thing idk wtf that is 3/10 how do you nose in and STILL fuck it up#theres alot more cars and shit here tbh idk why its making me anxious. i didnt even go in for this reason.#hey tho at least i got diritos!#and why is everyoje wearijg green today. my roommate. literally every guy is wearing green#id debate on if IM wearing green even#you jnow that sandy colour some militaries wear? thats what im wearing#but i swear it looks sorta green to me.#uhhhhd im so tired im trying to not think of doom at all bc its comforting to me therefor making me feel safe to sleep and it.#actually probably is but i dont want any habit of sleeping anywhere near any strangers#i say as i technically live with strangers#hey whatever im like sorta okay with one of them and the other i can easily take out if any shit is pulled so.
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fuck i forgot i said id go somewhere with my roommates today/ tmrw i planned on catching up on work fuck fuck fuck fuck
#i got some nic comin soon and hes ANNOYINGLY persistant about opening what i get#and ofc im not supposed to do this indoors and shit so.#plus i think its supposed to be hot so i dont wanna be away for so long#like ik itd probably be fine nbut it still kinda sucks#i need to work on like so much though..#and then theres the whole 'trying to not pass out or die because i never bring or buy food' thing#i think im gonna go because its a hike but hhhhhgg#i honestly dont wanna#but maybe if i take an even longer and unwilling break ill have more motivation to do stuff idk#or be tired as absolute shit. which is more realistitc#not to mention idk if there will be wifi and at a certain time i need to message someone#and i wannna listen to music bc i dont like talking that much tbh#this is just a damn pain all around tbh.#but a hike would be sorta nice......#wish me luck ig.
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good fucking whatever time it is. i have survived.
#its the day later ish uh i fell asleep and shit man#i just had somemore coffee. my roommate is gonna kill me for these dishes istg#tasted good though. struggiling on what to draw tbh.
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