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i do appreciate when a nonsense nonjoke just becomes a thing in a channel

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also hey why the fuck does Princess Twilight Lorraine Parker never rate for castle staff

never gets her own royal guard

her friends go back home at the end of the day and it's Twilight, Spike, and Starlight alone in that giant fucking castle just all this unused space

is her princessship a joke to celestia

i know the real answer is the hasbro egregore didnt want to introduce a whole new cast of characters and wanted the castle to remain empty as a fun playspace toyset but oh my god my verisimilitude is so strained

that's what it is ultimately

the breaking verisimilitude is like watching a world die and bleed into voidout and it's painful watching something die

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haha ok nevermind lmao

i enjoy i gues that the game will absolutely punish you for just trying options at random

lose 10% scandal for 2 social links with a character lmao gottem

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shit i actually got an almost healthy sleep for the first time in over a week

i feel distressingly sane and clear minded for once and let me tell you,

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when the remix is just changing the tone of the notes or something and adding an out of place embellishment that doesn't fit into the original song because the original song was just so good and you aren't improving on it at all and i'm just wishing i was listening to the original song again

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i always feel such a reluctance when i get close to the point of working on something that's ending

everything should last forever, i guess

i can

go higher but id ont want to

do these assholes really need to take over every post on this blog

i used to get to feel sane sometimes yo uknow

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it's been like almost 10 years since my response to trauma dreams was to doodle me harassing Luna

some traditions should never have died, it's all i'm saying

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tried to go to bed at a reasonable time. I try to have a single normal sane amount of sleep once and I wake up for this after fucking less than 2 hours

fuck this. fuck this blog. fuck you fuck everyone. fuck everything. I'm going to eat the world. this sucks. this is stupid. my phone is recommending 😢 to me. fuck you too phone. fuck the internet. fuck the future. fuck this stupid fucking deosil coil

you have the shittiest and most repetitive sense of romance and I told you I didn't want to be talking to you tonight

can I go a single fucking week lately without you saying something to me

is it because I wrapped up most of my rolls that you're just sort of unambiguously speaking to me constantly now

now that all of my stage masks are put away and I don't have anymore. whatever you call this things on the stage with a little x marks where you're supposed to stand those things. just because I don't have any of those anymore. now I'm just kind of what hanging out with the director and the director is just constantly fucking talking

this is fucking stupid

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oh iI get it because that one's ok yeah no

thank you internal audit daemon for at least ensuring no thought or feeling remains a mystery

so hey fuck you that's great this i try to sleep normally for once and we're doing this

I can see you you know I'm not even acknowledging either of you off layer fucker s

can I just be mortal again I missed that

fuck so that's another trauma ok thanks

are you trying to kill me tonight

Faster.

really of all of the many, MANY, THINGS you could give me a trauma dream over and there's a LOT (and some of it I'm actively courting in fiction lately so it's even fresh and primed), you hit me THIS hard with one I've already sorted away and dealt with in my waking life really??

that's cheating.

there are so many unresolved traumas you can't do a traumatic dream of that intensity over the ONE I actually came to conscious terms with, fuck you, cheating

princess luna remains 10+ years laziest and most useless fucking princess, one of my blog's oldest running jokes revived and it's the worst one holy shit this hurts get fucked

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sure, fine, I guess I haven't actually resolved that trauma at all either then, it just got really well repressed like everything else

great

thanks

I love needing 90 percent of my memories locked or the state of continuity becomes impossible to survive

fucking God fuck ouch fuck you fuck you

really of all of the many, MANY, THINGS you could give me a trauma dream over and there's a LOT (and some of it I'm actively courting in fiction lately so it's even fresh and primed), you hit me THIS hard with one I've already sorted away and dealt with in my waking life really??

that's cheating.

there are so many unresolved traumas you can't do a traumatic dream of that intensity over the ONE I actually came to conscious terms with, fuck you, cheating

princess luna remains 10+ years laziest and most useless fucking princess, one of my blog's oldest running jokes revived and it's the worst one holy shit this hurts get fucked

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really of all of the many, MANY, THINGS you could give me a trauma dream over and there's a LOT (and some of it I'm actively courting in fiction lately so it's even fresh and primed), you hit me THIS hard with one I've already sorted away and dealt with in my waking life really??

that's cheating.

there are so many unresolved traumas you can't do a traumatic dream of that intensity over the ONE I actually came to conscious terms with, fuck you, cheating

princess luna remains 10+ years laziest and most useless fucking princess, one of my blog's oldest running jokes revived and it's the worst one holy shit this hurts get fucked

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see your puzzle is so mysterious i didnt realize there was a puzzle or how to begin interacting with it

is

is it like an arg

do i have to view page source. do i sell random things. i can do like 60 things a day max i dont even know what mechanics to even begin interacting with, lmao

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congrats on deltaurne 4 for accurately depicting a church so well it gave me church trauma

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like for example do these really each need to take 30 minutes of real life time to do on a side-game grind like wow

my spurious and specious proposal: replace action-limits of per-action things with consequence limits

make it so i only burn time gate resources when i actually accomplish something instead of literally constantly because reading microfiction no matter how well written doesn't really work conceptually when it's one new sentence every week i'm not going to remember it i don't even remember any of the storylines i'm engaged in

i know that would let you grind infinitely put a grind cap on or something idk your microfiction game has too many obstacles to the fiction part and too much micro

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no one likes to hear dreams, but i had a dream there was a tall shrine tower (to get to the top you had to go in the inside and climb up these shelves, there was a sushi restaurant near the top you had to order from while just kind of clinging to the shelves, pretty neat, at the top was a secret room with notebooks of everything anyone ever doodled in secret)

but yeah along the way to the tower were three pokemon/monster hunter style monsters meant to interrupt you

an air guy, a water guy, and a swamp guy, the classics

the water guy was a big yellow leviathan type like a lapras comboed into a mizutsune with a cute beluga melon face and oh boy let me tell you

dream-me had a murder-on for that one and i just kept farming it

no moner honer weapons i just grabbed her by the back of the neck and just kept punching her soft punchable melon and she got so sick of being farmed she started calling for help in a human voice and i was like

hhaha this is pretty fucked up

also killed her with some fucking. staple gun that had an electric current.

look.

my brain provided me a weird hypersexual snuff adventure with a large monster in fully believable 3D,

i know VR already fell off from being the hot new scam now that we have AI but i dont think we needed VR is all im saying

anyway ive been delirious with evfeever for like a week nnnow so that's cool

tumblr droppingthe post siwhtout tags on me is my favorite punchline

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so itchio has shadowbanned any games tagged with 'nsfw', 'adult', or 'erotic' so they don't show up in searches, and several devs have reported that their r18 games have been removed from the site with no warning

you know, maybe the internet shouldn’t be controlled by payment processors and terf lobbyists. and maybe people should be more concerned about this rise of censorship on queer media.

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unununrelatedly im getting real tired of fallen london going "hey here's your 20 acationcs for the next half a day. btw we're s a super fucking grindy game and it's not really clear what you need to do next to advance anything. but the one or two unique sentences you'll read a week are written well for 2010s lovecraft-pop standards"