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No More Pain

Standing on the edge looking down. Tears falling all around as I stumble to the ground. I look up and pray hoping that I don't lose it all today. I don't wanna die, I just wanna feel okay, I want all of my pain to go away. Everyday they make it seem like I'm mentally insane they got me poppin these pills to help ease the pain. Am I insane? Is this all just a trippy game? I want to feel something other than the darkness that remains. I want to regain my strength, be something that everyone told me I can't be they did nothing but doubt me. They never saw the potential within me, never knew what I could be. They tried to take everything away from me!!! They wanted the worst for me!!!! I'm bout to be everything that was meant for me!! Honor role grades livin heavily, drinkin these energy drinks till the death of me no more pain left for me.

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