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I did it for myself and for my friend (he doesnāt even like radiostatic dynamic :ā)
Iāll just leave it here
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Ok but like. What the fuck is there to do on the internet anymore?
Idk when I was younger, you could just go and go and find exciting new websites full of whatever cool things you wanted to explore. An overabundance of ways to occupy your time online.
Now, it's just... Social media. That's it. Social media and news sites. And I'm tired of social media and I'm tired of the news.
Am I just like completely inept at finding new things or has the internet just fallen apart that much with the problems of SEO and web 3.0 turning everything into a same-site prison?
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no but i'm literally just thinking SOOO much about how Vox is obviously living a hollow and unfulfilling life, and how the only thing he shows genuine interest in is power and Alastor

even with the other Vees, he's distant and muted- he doesn't really seem to engage with them, not deeply, or particularly happily- he does care about them, i think, considering he's willing to 'let his guard down', (which is a whole 'nother post, and only vaguely something i mentioned here) but i'd wager he finds the whole thing dull
Vox is stuck in a rut. he's bored, he straight up says fuck my life, and then follows that up with putting on a fake ass smile for the masses. up until Alastor is thrown back into the mix, Vox's whole demeanour screams fake
and then Alastor is back and Vox is emotive. he's excited, he's interested, he's energetic. yeah, the whole thing is based on some bitter ex drama, and it's probably not, like, healthy- but he's actually consistently acting alive
compare his whole music sequence with the way he's acting before Alastor's whole ass came back, and there is such a stark difference. he's all over the fucking place, he's borderline manic, whereas before he just- he was very obviously bored
you can even see some of this when you compare the brief glance of Vox and Val during Angel's song, and then with the episode 8 song
i think Alastor is the only thing in Vox's life he actively cares about, at this point. it's the only thing that interests him, that captivates him, and oh boy, i cannot wait to see more of them in season 2
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Do you ever want to badly write a fic but youāre too self conscious about your writing so it stays a forever idea ?? Hahahaā¦
Anyway, iāve had thought about Voxās obsession with Alastor bringing the ruin of the Veesā¦. Many many ideas, and what happens and ā¦. Augh
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I got my essay turned in on time and now. . . *cracks knuckles*. . . It's time to hurt some characters I love. I have two definite angsty posts coming eventually. One for Vox (a request from one of my beloved anons) and a Lucien Vanserra one (not requested, but gods, I wanted to write for this man so bad).
#Lowk excited for the vox oneeeš#no cause i barely see vox angst#its always fluff or about smut#SERIOUS LACK OF VOX ANGST
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maybe someday
I want to grow old with someone and have them not grow tired of me
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This is what genocide looks like. These are the 2913 Palestinian children killed by the Israeli military this month, as of Thursday, October 26. As the Israeli airstrikes on Gaza intensify, we recognize with horror and grief that this death toll is already inaccurate.
Via jewishvoiceforpeace
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Don't stop talking about them. We need to be their voice.
Inspired by the amazing poem by dana
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COVER ME IN SUNSHINE.
Ways in which your kid calls his dad. Will he get to hear a āpapaā?
ft. Scaramouche/Wanderer, Albedo, Xiao, Childe, Kaeya, Neuvillette x gn! reader.
cw/genre: pure fluff. Reader is referred to as āmamaā, you and the character have a child. Theyāre all girl dads.
a birthday present for my dearest @bunny-rambles 𩵠iām wishing you the best day today and always, hun ! ilysm, thank you for always being by my side. I hope we can celebrate many many more birthdays together, mwah <3
ĖāĀ· ĶĶĶĶā³ā„ note: about this fic⦠i struggled quite a little with it, and iām sorry itās not my best piece⦠this was a totally new concept to write for me, but i still hope you can enjoy, bunbun, dear ā”
if you enjoy this, reblogs and comments help more than likes !
ā§ SCARAMOUCHE
Wide indigo orbs meet his furrowed gaze.
Scaramouche is not amused.
Or at least thatās what he wants whoever sees him right now to believe. Namely, you.
Tiny hands cup the Wandererās cheeks, big eyes, so similar to his, staring up at him in wonder. The little girl in his arms squeezes his face, a pout forming on her fatherās lips. Giggles erupt from her smiling lips, the corners of Scaramoucheās mouth unconsciously tilting upwards.
āYouāre amused, huh?ā Your husband asks, rocking the baby in his hold. She stares at him, her little arms flailing upward, giggling happily.
āMoochie!ā She babbles, trying to stand on the wandererās knees, her hands reaching for his hat.
āHey, hey, now!ā Kunikuzushi pouts, securing his hat. āThat is not a toy and Iām not Moochieā¦ā
āMoochie!ā His daughter repeats, poking his cheek.
He sighs.
āNot Moochieā¦ā Scaramoucheās ears take on a rather rosy tone, especially when your giggles are not exactly inconspicuous, your attempt at keeping hidden just outside the living room, obviously half-assed.
āPa-pa. Not Moochie.ā He repeats, bopping his little oneās nose. āAnd here, play with this.ā He offers, handing his baby a doll curiously identical to himself.
Your eyes soften from your spot when you observe the fond smile on your loverās face. He might feign annoyance, but when it came to your baby, all the facade was scattered to the winds. Storm clouds and lightning seemed so far away when he was surrounded by the blue skies and birdsong that dawned with your daughterās hand grabbing his finger.
āPa..ā The little one begins, lifting the doll, as if indicating that it indeed represents her father.
āPaā¦ā Your wanderer prompts, as he points to the cloth mini version of himself.
Then, the girlās eyes focus somewhere beyond her dad, tiny hands wiggling and waving, the plush doll still in her grasp.
āMama!ā She exclaims, making to reach for you, trying to climb over the sofaās backrest, where it not for your partnerās protective hold.
Finally stepping out from your hideout, you walk towards them.
Familiar warm arms wrap around the no longer broken puppet, as your precious baby rests between your two heartbeats. Yours, steady, undeniably human. His, bloomed anew, thanks to you; with a newfound tune, sweeter, gentler, thanks to his little one.
Scaramouche closes his eyes, lashes of now starlit midnights resting on his perfect cheekbones. His head leans on your shoulder, your lips feather-light on his dusky hair, as your hands gently lift his hat a bit.
Your girl grabs one of her fatherās fingers once more, the handmade mini wanderer kept close to her chest.
Yes, storms were definitely over for days to come.
ā§ ALBEDO
A tug on the leg of his pants and familiar unintelligible noises pull the alchemist out of his task.
Albedoās features soften when he spots the cause of his distraction.
Putting the notebook he was currently scribbling on aside, he crouches down.
āAnd who do we have here?ā The chalk prince asks, smoothing the golden locks on his babyās small head.
āMama?ā She replies, her tiny hand pulling on her dadās clothes.
The gesture is followed by one of Albedoās gentle chuckles, eyes like northern stars on clear nights bright at the sight of his daughter.
āMamaās not here now, little princess.ā He explains, as he picks the baby up. āThey will get home soon, though.ā Your child stares at him as if unsatisfied with the answer, head slightly tilted to the side. āHow about we have some fun in the meantime?ā
Giggles that always reminded Albedo of sunshine days at dragonspine are the answer that follows.
Taking his little oneās two hands in his, the chief alchemist helps his daughter take a few trembling steps, the baby happily padding on the wooden floor.
āThere we go, princess!ā Your lover chuckles, sitting the girl securely on the beige couch. Teal eyes flecked in emerald follow your partnerās movements, as he rummages through your living roomās drawers.
A few seconds later, more incomprehensible joyful babbles follow, when he sits by your daughterās side, his hands expertely setting the supplies he retrieved on the low table. She stares at him intently, her gaze drawn to the vibrant crayons cluttering the tabletopās surface.
āWhat should we draw today, my princess?ā Are Albedoās words, as he hands his child a light blue pencil, its tip dulled so she canāt hurt herself.
āSnow!ā She exclaims, her tiny feet kicking back and forth in excitement, eliciting chuckles from her dad.
āYou want to paint snow, my little cecilia?ā He asks, combing through her blonde strands. āAlright, how about we paint you, mama and papa building a snowman?ā
āYay!ā Your baby reaches for the blank paper, wonder and excitement written all over her rounded features, her tongue sticking out the corner of her small mouth. She always loved to draw and paint, especially when it was with Albedo. And even if her pictures often ended up turning out as just criss-crossing lines or messy splotches, you and your husband always kept every single one of them, displayed as priceless masterpieces on the fridgeās door, the living room walls or your study.
After a few minutes of focused work, three figures start taking form over a background of messily drawn blue snowflakes.
āLook, dearie.ā Albedo calls. āWho are these?ā
His girl looks up at him, a huge smile on her face as she bites the pencil.
āMama! Me! And Papa!ā She answers proudly, pointing at each of the figures.
Albedoās eyes widen, gilded sparks reflected in the cloudless skies of his irises at his daughterās words.
Those last two syllables.
His own pencil falls out of his grasp, clattering to the carpeted floor. In this moment, nothing else exists, save for the jingling echo of his daughterās angelic tone.
āPapa?ā She asks, tugging on his sleeve.
Albedo picks the little girl up, rising her as she laughs, unaware.
āCan you say it again, little princess? āPapaā.ā
āPapa! Papa!ā Giggles leave her throat.
Softly, Albedo places a kiss on her kidās forehead, hugging her as the both of them lay down on the sofa.
When you got home, silence greets you, broken only by even breaths. Smiling to yourself, you brush a kiss against your husbandās and your daughterās hair, a new painting adorning the walls after you gently throw a blanket over the sleeping figures of your two treasures.
ā§ XIAO
āDo you want to hold her, Xiao? Sheās been looking at you for a while.ā You chuckle, your gaze softened when it sets upon your yaksha.
Golden eyes, not unlike the childās currently on your arms, shadow in fear and shame for a moment.
What if he hurts the baby? What if his karma taints her somehow? What if-
āXiao.ā Your hand finds his gloved one, centuries of bloodshed written in the concealed scars. āSheāll be okay.ā You reassure, a gentle squeeze, as your fingers slot between his.
The adeptus glances in his daughterās direction, her round amber eyes curiously observing him.
Your husbandās jaw sets, his lips drawn in a taut line. If someone were to look at him now, they may think heās sulking, the furrow of his brow apparently an indication to steer clear.
You, however, know better.
āHere, Iām with you, love.ā You softly utter, placing your daughter in her fatherās arms.
The baby stares up at her dad in awe, her little hands fiddling with the necklace he always wears.
Sheās so small⦠such a pure and precious being⦠will she be safe with him?
Just as these thoughts plague his mind, the girl curls up in his embrace, nuzzling against his toned torso.
āSee? She adores you, Xiaoā¦ā You tell him, knuckles brushing against your babyās soft full cheek. āIsnāt that right, sweetie?ā She turns around, a smile drawing on her lips, as she buries herself further into Xiao, whose cheeks have gone as red as the carmine lining his eyes.
āH-hello, little qingxinā¦ā Xiao greets her, awkwardly rubbing her back.
In response, his baby tilts her head slightly backwards, the molten suns in her stare illuminating her fatherās rusted gold gaze.
āPapa!ā She goes, a little clumsy, it sounding more like ādadaā.
The vigilant yakshaās eyes widen, his heart feeling like a million bright lanterns floating towards a starry sky.
āXiao! She said āpapaā! See? She loves you!ā You excitedly chant, hugging your husbandās waist, as you pepper kisses all over his face. āYou are her first word, dear, our baby adores her dad so much. I knew she would!ā A smile tugs at your lips, lids fluttering closed as you rest your cheek on Xiaoās shoulder.
His hands hover around his daughter, his hold on her delicate, as if she was a newly bloomed flower whose petals could vanish if the wind blew too strongly.
āPapaā¦ā The girl repeats, her chubby cheek squished againstās Xiaoās form. Her eyes are droopy, a little yawn escaping her as she settles more comfortably in her fatherās embrace.
Your adeptus heaves out a sigh of relief, the warmth of a familiar fireplace swarming all around him, as if candid candle flames were running through his veins when the soft snores of his daughter reach his ears.
The conqueror of demonsā mask would be shed for tonight.
ā§ CHILDE
Small hands are glued to the windowās glass panes, a pair of bright blue eyes staring awestruck at the image currently taking place in your garden.
Flashes of crystalline cyan flit across the air as Childe wields his double blades, merging them into a spear, his muscles taut at the effort.
The little girlās tiny hands curl into fists, as she leans forward in anticipation, marine gaze following her fatherās movements.
He reminds her of the illustrations sheās seen in the picture books Teucer has shown her before.
She must get closer.
Looking over her shoulder, your daughter makes sure youāre busy with something in the kitchen.
Her plan can be put into action now.
Crawling towards the door on all fours, she realizes sheās nowhere near tall enough to reach the handle.
Oh, but she takes after you, and will not be deterred by something like this.
Silently, the baby makes her way towards the dog you took in. Heās big and fluffy and very peaceful, often keeping company to the little girl. With a gentle pat to his side, she looks up at him with those big blue eyes and, despite his instinct to keep her safe, the puppy obliges to her demand.
Folding his paws, the animal lowers himself to the ground, allowing your daugher to climb. A vivid spark flashes through her ocean eyes, tiny hands securing on her companionās fur.
And just as she was about to reach the door opening to the garden, a familiar voice thatās lulled her to sleep many a night stops her in her tracks.
āAnd just what do you think youāre doing, little lady.ā You stand a couple feet away from her, hands on your hips, your concern masked with masterfully feigned anger.
Your baby stares up at you, that oceanic gaze puppy-like, much like her father did when you were mad at him.
āMamaā¦ā She mumbles, her little hands signaling to where Childe is training outside, sounds you canāt understand leaving her pouty lips.
You sigh, kneeling to pick her up, rubbing your dogās chin gently.
āSo you want to see papa training, donāt you, little troublemaker?ā You prompt, smiling as you tickle her belly. She giggles, wiggling her legs in your hold. āAlright, just this once, and because heās almost finished with his routine.ā You warn, softly pinching her cheek.
Once outside, you both stare at the harbinger, you, with heating cheeks; your daughter, in admiration and wonder.
Then:
āPapa!ā She calls, energetically waving to her father, as you have to struggle so she doesnāt fall out of your grasp.
Suddenly, Ajaxās hydro blades vanish, a rare glow present in the eyes that are so like his daughterās. A wide grin spreads across his sun-kissed features, arms opening as he runs towards you and his baby.
āPapa! Papa!ā His daughter repeats, as your husband hugs the both of you.
No matter how cold Snezhnayaās blizzards blew, Ajax would always have his personal patch of sunshine in you two.
ā§ KAEYA
Calla lilies surround the scene, their russet-hued petals aglow in the blue shimmer of the statue of the seven standing amidst the lake.
Dusk approaches, the sky still dyed in shades of tangerine and cherry blossom, the sun, a glimmering halo right above the horizon.
Over frondous grass spotted in sun and shadow, a blanket lies, its baby blue pattern fading into the multiple colors of the snacks scattered above it: portions of cake you baked the afternoon prior; sandwitches carefully cut in triangle shapes; handpicked apples and sunsettias, cut and placed into plates by your lover.
But perhaps the most vivid color of them all was that of the couple sitting atop it.
A couple and their daughter.
āYou really liked this pie, didnāt you, little lily?ā Kaeya coos at his baby, her chubby cheeks littered with crumbs of the soft cake sheās been devouring all afternoon. Two pairs of ice blue eyes meet each other beneath the setting sun, the girlās giggles eliciting a chuckle from her fatherās lips as he carefully wipes her face. āMama will be mad if you stain your dress, little princess.ā The cavalry captain points out, in mock scolding.
His reprimand is met with a bashful smile and his kid cuddling into him, her tiny hands clutching his clothes.
āKaeya, donāt tease her!ā You swat at his arm playfully, soft laughter leaving the both of you as your husband smooths over your girlās hair, placing a soft kiss on her head.
āDonāt pay any mind to papa, now.ā You reassure her, tenderly brushing over her chubby hands. āHeās a little silly sometimes.ā
The girl looks up at you, those iceberg toned eyes wide in wonder at the world that she still has to discover around her.
You ruffle her hair, as she turns around in Kaeyaās embrace, settling on top of his legs, staring up at him.
āPapa!ā She announces, taking ahold of Kaeyaās long braid, playing with it. āPapa⦠prince!ā She points out, as she grabs one of the dolls she brought: a boy wearing a crown.
With a knowing grin, you shift closer to your lover, leaning against his side.
āYes, little sweetheart, youāre right, papa is a prince.ā Kaeyaās hand locks with yours over his shoulder, fingers laced together, the warmth of his touch so paradoxical, given the freeze he commands.
āAnd that is why youāre our little princess.ā The knight tells your baby, as he places a stray calla lily on her hair.
āPrincess!ā She happily babbles, rising her arms.
Instances like this⦠they truly stoked gentle flames around the captainās heart, oftentimes concealed behind apparently crystalline walls of frost. As long as he had the two of you, at least during brief moments like this, there would be no need for practiced facades.
Across the distant horizon, even dusk seemed to delay, allowing a few more seconds of luminous skies for the family sitting below it, a flickering smile crossing the anemo archonās face of stone.
ā§ NEUVILLETTE
Slate skies expand above him, his opal eyes restless oceans in the tears they contain, painted lashes dripping in midnight droplets.
Rainbow roses seem to weep too, their petals downcast, the sunrise shades of their blossoms muted in the downpour.
Neuvillette stands alone, the garden of your shared home melancholy; the trees too bare, the grass ashen, the flowers wilting.
Save for the pitter-patter of rusted silver droplets, silence reigns the scene.
The hydro dragonās mood had a tendency to be mirrored in the heavens over Fontaine, after all.
Sighing, the Chief Justice takes a sit by a bush of lumidouce bells. Fitting, for someone whose shoulders slump not unlike the petals of the periwinkle hued blooms.
āNeuvi, love.ā A familiar voice calls him, gently. āWhat are you doing out there in this weather, dear?ā
Long argent locks of hair shift, like seafoam by moonlight, when he turns around, water, from the rain, or his tears, or both, running down his cheeks.
āSomeone has come to see you, my love.ā You softly utter, beckoning your husband towards the porch, the impending cacophony of his racing mind and falling downpour partially silencing.
Neuvilletteās features warm up a bit the moment he realizes who youāre talking about.
A little girl placidly rests between your arms, eyes of crystalline dusk looking up at her father. Unlike his, hers are rounded, lacking the dark circles frequently etched under your loverās.
āLook whoās here, little rainbow.ā You coo at your daughter, who tries chasing after your wiggling fingers, right as you playfully poke her belly. āPapa is here, do you perhaps want to play with him?ā
The baby looks at you, one of her tiny fists on her mouth, as her eyes crinkle up in crescents. Then, she turns towards her dad, arms reaching out.
āPapa! Papa!ā She laughs, inclining her flexible small torso towards him.
Neuvilletteās gaze widens, placing his hands around his little girl, protectively cradling her in his embrace.
āPapa is here, sunshine.ā Your lover assures her, as he leans down to kiss her nose.
In the distance, a familiar arch shoots across the heavens, the violet of goodbyes and separations shifting into rosy affection.
Golden replaces dull steel, flecks of it dotting the grass, remnants of rain clinging like emeralds to the verdant stems.
The sun is out. The hydro dragon cries no more.
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Furina: Neuvillette.
Neuvillette: *sigh* Y/N once called me that...
Furina: Because it's your fucking name!
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WHO FELL FIRST, WHO FELL HARDER ?
ā [warnings]. not proofread (yet..)
ā characters . . . kaeya, diluc, xiao, baizhu, ningguang, yelan, kazuha, wanderer, ayaka, ayato, cyno, alhaitham, kaveh, dehya, lyney, navia.
ā notes . . just a silly lil thing bc i donāt remember the last time i wrote somethingā¦iāve not been feeling the greatest but hey, happy fontaine <3
A. KAEYA ā åÆäŗ
ā” you fell first, he fell harder
itās hardly possible to not fall for the calvary captainās overdramatic charms yet, personally, you never had a problem with it before; when a person whoās naturally charismatic and romantic uses honey-dipped words to woo you, you were a bit on guard for the sake of your own fragile heart... so how did you manage to find yourself in this predicament..? honestly, you couldnāt believe yourself: his tantalising touch; captivating grin and glance; bewitching sentence he uttered, made your heart beat into your ears, deafening the adamant flags of warning.
āﮩ٨Łļ®©ļ®©ŁØŁā”ﮩ٨Łļ®©ļ®©ŁØŁ
kaeya groaned into the cooled table of the tavern, hands gripping at his hair gently, his head intoxicated not with alcohol but with images of you. diluc rolls his eyes and squeezes them shut in annoyance before cleaning kaeyaās seventh glass of the night.
āwhat is it now.ā ironically stern and cold, but kaeya knew that such words carried a great
amount of worry when coming from diluc. he lifted his head as his arms snaked under to support his chin
he let out a dramatic sniffle, āthey are so gorgeous ⦠and lo-hic-vely.. they gave me such a hic gentle smile today.. and do you wanna know whatās even hic better my fav-hic-ourite sweet brother?ā he looked at him expectantly, diluc couldnāt help but cringe as he groaned and nodded his head begrudgingly.
āour hands brushed against hic each-other..ā he puts his face back down into his arms, feeling the heat rise to his cheeks as he recalls your earlier scenario, the way your hands slowly made accidental contact still sent him electrifying shivers down his spine.
R. DILUC ā čæŖå¢å
ā” he fell first, he fell harder
diluc sat static with his hands in his hair, not wanting to believe that the pounding in his heart was real; instead of the tingling feeling of anticipation and adrenaline coursing through his veins, he felt a fuzzy and almost dizzying feeling squeezing his heart.
he is no idiot, albeit perhaps a teeny bit clueless when it comes to romance, but he knew that what he was feeling was certainly love. he feels so stupid that heād allow your smile, laugh, demeanour, your kind nature⦠everything, to control the way his heartstrings play.
however⦠he wouldnāt have it any other way.
āﮩ٨Łļ®©ļ®©ŁØŁā”ﮩ٨Łļ®©ļ®©ŁØŁ
ādiluc~!ā your singsong voice echoed through the vibrant streets of the festive mondstadt. your arms reached around his torso to give him a tight hug.
āgood evening, [name]. itās nice seeing you again.ā he accepted your hug with a bashful smile.
ālook what i got you !ā you pulled back with a smile of your own, holding up a lovely bouquet that withheld a gorgeous almost rainbow array of fresh flowers. āhappy windblume festival, diluc~ā
dilucās heart had never accelerated to such a rate until hearing your words, and your smile as well? he might as well get a cardiac arrest. if it werenāt for his well-respected reputation around mondstadt, you could probably be able to audibly hear people cooing at dilucās flustered expression as he silently took the bouquet, replying with a meek āthank you.ā
when a man who already speaks so few words becomes speechless, it begs the question; how exactly was he gonna confess to you now?
BAIZHU ā ē½ęÆ
ā” you fell first, you fell harder
having a crush on a pharmacist, a doctor no less, almost sounds like a cliche certain inappropriate genre trope which made the guilt for your silly lilā crush rather unbearable; but a heart wants what it wants.
which is how you found yourself on the stairs of bubu pharmacy, each step leaving a little quake in your heart. baizhu was speaking to a client, placing a paper in their hand which probably contained some sort of ingredients or instructions, you were too busy adoring how gorgeous he looked in the shade to even think properly.
he waved the client goodbye, his attention trailing to you as a gentle smile graced his face. āgood morning, [name]. feeling sick, or are you just here to see me again?ā he chuckles, did he see right through you..? āiām kidding, come in, qiqi has been talking about you a lot recently.ā
it took a lot out of you to not reply with āsure, so long as i get to hang out with you for the rest of the day.ā
āﮩ٨Łļ®©ļ®©ŁØŁā”ﮩ٨Łļ®©ļ®©ŁØŁ
āplease sit up, [name].ā you sit yourself up reluctantly, the ache in your head pounding your brain so relentlessly. baizhu poured medicine into a dish and put it towards your lips. your face displayed nothing but grimace as you swallowed the bittersweet liquid.
he laughed at your distorted expression, giving you a comforting look, ājust for you i tried my best to make it at least a bit more bearable, taste-wise.ā a dizzying feeling bloomed in your chest, the corners of your mouth rising gently. āthank you zhuzhu.ā
he replies to you courtly, lovingly placing a hand on your forehead to recheck your temperature, āwell, you take care of me all the time itās only fitting that i return the favour.ā
ādo all doctors personally visit their patients and cook for them?ā you chuckle, leaning into his feather-light touch subconsciously.
āno, but youāre special to me.ā such a quick and lacking in hesitance reply.. does he know what heās doing to your poor heart?
XIAO ā é
ā” he fell first, he fell harder
xiao is anything but superficial, he doesnāt take things at face value nor is he shallow but your beauty certainly caught him off guard.
of course, ābeautyā for him didnāt ultimately consist of only your physical appearance, though that did make his breath hitch and heartbeat fasten at just the mere glimpse of you but, he found beauty in things that you probably didnāt even notice about yourself.
every excuse he could muster heād use to lie to himself about why he kept gazing at you so lovingly. āyouāre speaking right now, itās only naturalā was a very classic example, one that could be quickly debunked if one were to see just how attentively he was staring at you, even sometimes glaring at people who spoke over you.
he didnāt realise it then, but to everyone else one thing was clear; the lilā adeptus, zhongliās favourite child, was in love.
āﮩ٨Łļ®©ļ®©ŁØŁā”ﮩ٨Łļ®©ļ®©ŁØŁ
he knew something was wrong when he consistently yearned to hear your voice call his name. he awkwardly paced around wangshu inn with the moonlight caressing him so gently that it almost reminded him of you.
a deep sigh escaped his lips as he dismays his pathetic longing. heās been around long enough to comprehend the fact that he misses you, but what made that worse was the fact he saw you only a few hours ago.
when his ears caught wind of the sounds of footsteps, he couldnāt deny the sudden feeling of adrenaline that pumped through his veins as he could only hope they belonged to you. but when the voice calling out to him was verr goldet, he could only feel disappointed; much to the lovely ladyās dismay as she was left to ponder over what couldāve ruined the poor yakshaās mood this time ā¦
NINGGUANG ā åå
ā” you fell first, she fell harder
not a surprise though is it ? this is THE tianquan of the liyue qixing; a revered and respected leader, the richest person in teyvat who surprisingly has one of the sweetest personalities youāve ever had the pleasure of seeing.
ningguang was so stern and almost intimidating when speaking with businessmen or people who literally conspire against her; yet her personality does a complete one-eighty when in the company of kids or you. she still holds that ambience of āyou can look, not touchā but she remains humble and delicate, sweetly patting a childās head as they show her a picture they drew of her (one which you see in a frame propped up on her desk several days later).
it was awfully difficult to not have your heart race with the way she linked arms with you when walking along the streets of liyue harbour, strangers giving you knowing smiles as you gazed away from them or ningguang with the most flustered expression.
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each visit to liyue turned into a ningguang meeting. not because you required her assistance of some sort but simply because ningguang wanted to chat with you.
every chat would turn into a more than pleasant conversation about your interests, hobbies, what you like, what you donāt like, would you enjoy it if someone hypothetically asked you out on a date to one of the most expensive restaurants on liyue, or if hypothetically someone were to send you a variety of expensive gifts every few weeks or soā¦
she wasnāt being discreet, and honestly, she wasnāt trying to be. if she wants something she gets it, but when it comes to love the tianquan understands it isnāt something as simple as winning a game of chess, but she was going to make sure the win was as rewarding as one.
lady ningguang knows she already has your heart, all she has to do is woo you.
YELAN ā å¤å
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ā” you fell first, you fell harder
itās hard to tell when or even why you fell in love with yelan. itās not that sheās unlikeable, quite the opposite frankly, itās just that she loves reaffirming your status as her āfavourite informantā, rarely ever does she use the word āfriendā when it comes to you. yet, thereās a certain bit of you that finds that position in her life to mean much more than the title of āfriendā.
plusā¦seeing her biweekly as she asks for information or any new leads from you is rather worth it. sheās never upset when you donāt have any secrets to expose about illegal activities, she just instantly turns the conversation to be about you. sheāll ask about your hobbies, your interests, recent adventuresā¦did she just get closer to you?
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yelan is known for being quite a scary woman no matter if youāre her enemy or friend, thatās just her personality however⦠sheās more, letās say keen when it comes to you. sheās much more attentive to you; arms tightening their grip in a hug, leaning into you when people who bore her are speaking, she even directly pulls you into an embrace when she knows you might get hurt.
it all seems like natural reactions yet she never does the same for anyone else apart from you, something which you bashfully took notice of when her head gently knocked on yours when you were in a conversation with a merchant who was attempting to explain his sob story. her eyes were fixated on him yet her physical attention was surprisingly on you. you practically blanked out after her lovely scented perfume hit you due to her proximity.
you still recall that one dream you had where she sat you on her lap while she was gambling, her hands sweetly situated on your waist. what made your lilā fantasy worse was the fact when you woke up yelanās face was directly close to yours as she questioned why you were mumbling her name in your slumberā¦
K. KAZUHA ā ę«åäøå¶
ā” he fell first, you fell harder
itās a well-known fact that kazuha has an extremely keen sense of hearing; every subtle rustle of the leaves and or whistle of a distant bird can easily be heard by him. even so, he often finds himself searching for your voice among the quiet orchestra of noises in the breezy wind.
initially, he believed that these yearnings for you were simply out of care and worry about you in the name of your deep friendship; yet, as soon as those yearnings turned into his heart beating rapidly, his face heating up and his dreams turning into just flashbacks of your recent adventures with him, he knew something was wrong.
kazuha is a romantic at heart and a lover in every sense; his sudden realisation of his growing feelings for you didnāt come as a shock, it was a pleasant surprise that he graciously smiled about as his fingers delicately traced your signature on the recent letter you sent him.
he didnāt even notice that his romantic and poetic nature amplified when he was in your solo presence. you, however, certainly noticed itā¦
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kazuha seemed oblivious to the fact that he consistently glanced at your lips in conversations, or the way his hands lingered on your waist a little too frequently when hugging.
if you werenāt in love with him at first you certainly were now. how could you not be? he wooed you endlessly with sickly sweet words, letters, and haikus; heād carefully place flowers in your hair simply because the colour reminded him of your eyes. sometimes heād even carve both of your initials in trees and leaves claiming itāll prolong your āfriendship.ā
what made your growing lovesick admiration for him worse was just how comforting he was. your boundaries were written into his heart and mind; he knew your dislikes and likes to the t. he knew sometimes you just need a moment to yourselfā¦and yet when those times do come you only yearn to see him.
itās like a lilā woodpecker is gnawing at your heart, trying to get it to beat a melody that is similar to his own, and once you finally embraced that gentle pain in your heart, your eyes couldnāt help but search for his.
WANDERER ā ęµęµŖč
ā” you fell first, he fell harder
thereās literally no way heād fall for you first (in the nicest way possible, i promise). he simply doesnāt want to pursue someone he hasnāt assured shares his feelings. whatās the point of chasing an impossible dream? he isnāt a greek tragedyā¦well given the number of betrayals he might as well be one but thatās besides the point !
the constant reminders in stories of scaramoucheās beauty certainly werenāt exaggerating. you find yourself staring at him so often heās become accustomed to it, in other words, you ogle him so consistently he doesnāt even bother reprimanding you anymore. yet the tempting silence that echoes when you admire him whenever heās doing something only makes your longing worse.
what makes your heart squeeze in its ribcage is how the wanderer has begun to slowly warm up to you. though he refuses to admit it, he seems to have become more possessive and protective over you, even occasionally looking out for you when youāre out on commissions in sumeru.
and how could you not fall deeper in love with him when you see that dismissive blush on his face as he makes up a story as to why he was following you.
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heās so close to going back to that godforsaken irminsul and wiping himself from existence once again. nahida canāt help but giggle at the wandererās brooding attitude as he sits with a scowl twisted onto his face and hands massaging his temples.
āi canāt stand them.ā
āah, really?ā nahida laughs, a subtle twinkle echoed within the sanctuary of surasthana, one which made the wandererās head instinctively look up. a stack of crumpled letters and papers carefully materialise in the young archonās hands. his eyebrow raises quizzically as nahida coughs into her hand with a teasing smile.
ā[name], i donāt know how to tell you this to your face, so i decided to write to you instead. iāve unfortunately fallen for you and your stupidly gorgeous face-ā she was suddenly interrupted by the wandererās quick snatching of the paper.
nahida couldnāt help but giggle once again at the look of pure terror and embarrassment on her pupilās face as she continued to read out every single letter in a sickly sweet voice all the while the wanderer trailed behind her attempting to snatch the letters from her tight little graspā¦
K. AYAKA ā ē„é绫å
ā” she fell first, she fell harder
at first, she explained the deafening echo of her heartbeat whenever you were around as adrenaline from admiring someone as otherworldly and sweet as you. i mean, youāre a literal icon within teyvat, itās obvious she would feel a certain way around a figure like that, right ? ayato couldnāt help but laugh in awe at his intelligent sisterās obliviousness to her own feelings, it was endearing in a way.
sheād weekly ramble about you to either ayato or thoma, speaking about your recent adventures, your courage, and how gorgeous you are⦠at that point either of the boys would give her a certain look that would make her shut up instantly, leaving her fumbling and flustered.
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looking at you in the eye has become increasingly difficult for ayaka. every little thing you did, every gaze and smile would leave her with a wonky smile and a blush that bloomed into an insufferable heat.
to be honest, she didnāt mean to fall so in love with you, but that little tremble in her heart when you two accidentally locked eyes was far too lovely to ignore.
āare you thinking about [name], again?ā ayatoās voice awoke her from her teasing daydream. she quickly shook her head in denial, ignoring the knowing grin of her older brother. he sat down next to her and pulled her close, leaving a quick kiss on the crown of her head. āseriously, if you donāt tell them, your big brother will have to intervene!ā
she squealed in surprise, an excruciatingly bright blush appearing on her face at her brotherās suggestion. āayato, please donāt do this to me..ā she hid her face behind her hands, her mind beginning to wonder how would you feel if she confessed her flourishing feelings for youā¦
K. AYATO ā ē„é绫人
ā” he fell first, he fell harder
apparently love at first sight runs in the kamisato family.
honestly, that first little pause of his heart when he laid his eyes upon you shouldāve been the first warning sign that his heart and mind were not in sync. it was like something had switched on in him, his heart wouldnāt shut up about you; he could hear it thumping away in his chest every time he thought of you.
the way your hand caressed his cheek so delicately when you found out about his recent dangerous endeavours, your eyes glistening with worry as you question him relentlessly. his heart could almost beat out of his chest as he took your hand, placing a gentle kiss on your palm. heās certainly fallen in love with you.
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at this point, you two revealing youāre dating would be less of a shock than finding out youāre just āgood friends.ā practically all of inazuma can outwardly understand ayatoās admiration for you... apart from you.
every few weeks or even days depending on whether or not heās out on commissioner duties, an abundance of gifts would be delicately placed upon your front doorstep with ayatoās name attached to a tag on one of them in fine black ink.
usually, the gifts would consist of bouquets of your favourite flowers, jewellery from several different nations, chocolates or something he saw that caught your eye or something you brought up in a conversation several days ago.
sometimes heād even attach a lengthy note to one of the gifts that would explain his decision in what he bought you, and how thereās absolutely no reason to pay him back because āsimply seeing you is enough of a reward.ā
each gift he sends you couldnāt ever match the number of times ayaka has giggled at her brotherās clear fixation with you.
CYNO ā čµčÆŗ
ā” he fell first, you fell harder
how you managed to tear this manās eyes off of tighnari is a feat upon itself however, the reason this man got so infatuated with you was purely because of one fateful defeat in a game of genius invokation.
there was nothing on the line, no special cardbacks, not even a uniquely illustrated card of some sorts; just a simple game. you felt like he was going easy on you and well, he was. he wasnāt even trying to be discreet about it. he just couldnāt stop gazing at you softly and to be completely frank he was scared of how mushy he was starting to feel. was the beating in his heart when you two accidentally brushed hands normal?
plus, the adorable victory smile you gave him accompanied with your high-five to thank him for spending time with you was so completely worth his failureā¦that started his teensy obsession with forcing you to waste his free time with you under the guise of āi need to practiceā because according to him you are a card champion (he wants to look at you smile.)
listen the āmen w hot dadsā crew is tired of seeing cyno giving you the googly eyes while theyāre trying to drink please for the sake of everyone tell him to quit it!
AL HAITHAM ā č¾å°ęµ·ę£®
ā” you fell first, he fell harder
i donāt know how this happened. truthfully heās just pretty and whenever he looks at you when he speaks you feel lilā butterflies stir in your stomach. he has an indescribable and intangible grip on you and your subconscious.
itās hard to even pinpoint when or how you fell for him because heās never in one place at the same time, and what i mean by that is when you think heās somewhere, he is in a completely different location. regardless, when you do randomly find him, his eyes will instantly find yours and his book will be long forgotten as he engages in a simple conversation with you.
maybe thatās what got you? how keen he is to listen to you and hear our your problems; heāll listen or offer you advice depending on how you feel, his attention is always solely on you.
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before he befriended you, if you asked alhaitham what he thought about love, he would stoically answer, ālove is just the release of serotonin, noradrenaline, dopamine, and phenylethylamine; itās just a human response to cope with loneliness.ā
but now⦠itās a little different. instead of his usual off-handed comment that seemed almost cruel, heāll avert his gaze and continue reading. to practically everyone, that just meant ādonāt disturb me with stupid questionsā, but little did they know that he refused to answer that question because he knew the next words out of his mouth were about to be just as cheesy and cringe-worthy as what his roommate kaveh says while drunk.
he didnāt expect to find himself staring at his ceiling while trying to fall asleep, academic thoughts mingled with pictures of you flurrying in his headā¦he groaned out loud, tossing and turning in his bed. well, maybe if he gets drunk enough heāll have the courage to ask his much more outspoken roommate on how to ask you out.
KAVEH ā å”结
ā” he fell first, he fell harder
heās insanely romantic at heart, heās so sweet and gentle itās to little wonder that he fell in love with you so easily. you understood him so well, you knew exactly the right words to say when heās upset or frustrated and you somehow never make him feel like heās indebted to you?
kaveh is a man who views love as a luxury or transaction rather than just a beautiful connection. so, when you willingly showered him with platonic affections and not so subtly making scenarios in which he was ārepaying youā (i.e when you helped clean the house because you saw he was fatigued and suddenly had to do your groceries the next day so kaveh kindly asked to help you~) it wasnāt hard to fall deeply for you.
he feels so at peace with you, you take him back to when he was a schoolboy crushing on alhaitham (i had to sneak this in alright). he blushes whenever your hands brush past him or when your eyes lock together accidentally, itās actually kind of pathetic (in a cute way).
you best believe the entire group is tired of him, whenever he gets drunk all he rambles about is you.
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heās going to rip out his hair individually and gnaw on his pencils until he hits the graphite because what is wrong with him??? he woke up after having another dream about you which consisted of you lovingly caressing his face, pressing gentle kisses across his jawline, cheeks and foreheadā¦is he blushing right now?
it was getting embarrassing to even leave his house because somehow both of your days aligned so perfectly that youād manage to stumble into each other on at least one occasion; however, he didnāt wanna deal with the consistent nagging of his roommate who kept insisting that he should just āconfessā to you therefore he was forced to go out and have this biting anxiety of seeing your face.
itās not that he didnāt want to see you, itās that he couldnāt. not when he literally could just drop dead from a mere bit of eye contact from you. he knows that being with you will hurt. he feels like he doesnāt deserve you despite your reciprocation of affection, there will always be that shadow that looms over him telling him, āthis will not end well.ā
DEHYA ā čæŖåøé
ā” she fell first, you fell harder
itās actually become a whole joke within the mercenary circle that if you go up to dehya and ask her about anything, no matter the topic, she will manage to bring it back to you.
ādehya, do you have any spots in the rainforest that have nice scenery?ā
and sheāll immediately reply, āyeah, [name] and i went to this place last time-ā or itāll be something more along the lines of, āmhm, thereās this place that [name] said is really known for its great sights-ā
in other words, her mind is consumed by you. not to a detrimental level, sheās still ambitious and such, but sheās just a tad bit more attentive and stupid when youāre aroundā¦
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remember that one part in the story quest where she asked the traveler to pay her by giving her a smile because they looked gloomy? yeah, thatās her with you but emphasised to the extreme.
sheās so overly delicate with you, always giving you her sweetest smiles teeth and all. you could feel your knees weaken every time you two would accidentally lock eyes when passing each other on the street. she made it impossible to not love her and when you got to know her on a personal level, when she started talking about her childhood? the tears that wet your eyelashes didnāt go unseen by dehya as she carefully brushed away your tears with her thumbs.
could she hear the way your heartbeat dramatically beat in anticipation at every lingering touch? and to add onto that touching emotional baggage, she is absolutely gorgeous. the way her arms flexed when she was carrying her great swordā¦did she catch you drooling?
ā SPOILERS FOR FONTAINE QUEST
LYNEY ā ęå°¼
ā” you fell first, he fell harder
itās hard not to feel special when a pretty illustrious magician chooses you as his trick victim in a quite large audience. you honestly felt blessed that you werenāt in the opera epiclese right now because the way your eyes widened and breathing hitched purely because of a simple reappearing flower trick was embarrassing.
lyney apparently imprinted your reaction into his memory because now every time you meet face to face he does that trick, making sure to use a different flower each time. he stated plainly that his reasoning for this was, āyou are my motivation~ā curse him and his wicked smile.
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when lyney said heād look at flower language after charlotte enlightened him on floral symbolism he initially didnāt expect to find himself sitting down late in the night flipping through multiple pages imprinted with flowers.
he canāt help but gaze fondly at the sweet symbolisms of flowers from different nations wondering how youād react when he presented one of them to you once again. flowers have a variety of meaning, but lyney makes double sure that the flower he picks for you has only positive and loving depictions.
having very little trust in the world and embracing the deception of humanity while letting the light gently pass through his capable hands, itās difficult for him to decipher whether or not he wants to love you. he know he loves you, itās obvious: you can fool a mind not a heart. but when youāve accepted falsehood as the status quo itās difficult to allow people to shake down your walls.
NAVIA ā åØē»“åØ
ā” she fell first, you fell harder
you two are very sherlock holmes and john watson coded. it really doesnāt matter which one of them you consider yourself because either way the incomprehensible yet very tangible romantic tension between the two of you is apparent.
she bakes you stuff on the weekly, handing it to you with a loving glint in her eyes as she makes sure your hands brush against each other ever so slightly. cookies, macaroons, cakes, whatever you like or specify you enjoy sheāll make for you. the gesture itself is, no pun intended, very sweet and from the outside seems platonic enough but if you were to check her pockets or around her baking equipment youād find a plethora of crumpled and disarrayed love letters with each of them beginning ādear, [name]ā.
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sheās literally perfect. sheās sweet, gentle, sympathetic yet sheās confident and bold but manages to not be obnoxious and to add onto all of that she cares for you like sheās known you for a lifetime. itās like sheās memorised your entire schedule, routines and habits because she will remind you of things you yourself have forgotten. anything from, ādonāt you have an appointment today?ā or āyou forgot to eat breakfast didnāt you?ā she will calmly remind you.
at this point, more people question if youāre married than how wonderful your relationship must be, and well, fontaine loves its drama and rumours so itās difficult to not hear people coo at you and navia when youāre out strolling the city; you also canāt deny that their words make your heart flutter as your gaze shifts towards her and you notice the way her eyes find yours so easily.
youāve found yourself craving her visits instead of her baked goodsā¦
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