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Do not react. Shoot the messengers. This is a low flying panic attack.

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Bae let’s just do this shit 💪🏼

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One day…

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Your Cardio Talk Bores Me 🥱 (this is to every guy who tries to message me)

Firstly, I have a lot of personal chaos going on in my life. My mom who’s dealing with her cancer now has vascular issues in her leg and including her heart. I have my own heart issues that I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT! Some ask out of genuine concern which is nice but no I don’t want to talk about it. Some ask for fetish reasons and that’s what bugs me. I can switch off my cardiophilia and when I or someone I love and care about has a heart issue it’s strict genuine concern and fear. No cardiac feelings or fetish feelings are involved. My cardiophilia helps me understand what’s going on and my family relies on my pre med knowledge for health concerns. If it’s me and I get over my heart concern then it can be sexual but it’s only with bae.

Secondly, you don’t and can’t match my cardiophilia. I don’t like ecg’s, I don’t care for stethoscopes or auscultations, I don’t discuss my dark cardiophilia out in the open and that is the same with my resus fantasies. I can’t talk sexually about my cardiophilia unless I have feelings for you. I believe sexual cardiophilia should be between one man and one women. Just because I post shit doesn’t mean I want to talk to you about it. I say and post my content was made for bae and that’s the man I decided to be exclusive with my cardiophilia. You get scraps thrown to you when I post cardio content. I very rarely post comments or open conversations with others but it’s only when I’m being appreciative of someone posting a file that satiates my cardio horny needs (I’m super picky on what I enjoy hearing in a heartbeat).

Third, I post about my personal life. I know most don’t bother to notice (it’s not cardiophilia). But I got a lot of shit going on. I have major depression after losing my cousin to cancer. My mom is dealing with her cancer. Bae is going through things. I just lost a cousin this morning to cancer. I’m still dealing with the loss of losing my jobs and trying to find a job that can support me and my family. I’m helping raise my sister’s baby (my nephew). My nephew is sick right now and I love that baby more than life itself. I got personal health issues. My bestie Z is out of the country for two weeks and imma need his support for everything going on. But he ain’t here. Family is arguing with each other. I fought my other good friend the other week; literally shoved him and if I hadn’t walked away I would have beaten him to a pulp.

In conclusion, let me reiterate: DON’T BOTHER ME WITH CARDIO SHIT. I DON’T HAVE TIME FOR IT. YOU WON’T HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH ME AND NEITHER WILL I.

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Brock gave these types of hugs

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I wish people understood that love exists outside of romantic relationships

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Question for the Cardiophile Ladies

Does anyone ever get chest pain right before and at the start of their periods? It’s an issue I’ve noticed for awhile. Just wondering if I was the only one

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Bae’s ticker 🥰 Just sleepy morning beats I exchanged with bae during the week.

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Oh gawd this is totally Z and I (not really) 🤣🤣🤣

We do talk about food a lot. What’s a good cut of steak, how to properly make dishes and what goes along as sides, alcohol pairings, how to throw a proper dinner party, new foods/restaurants to try, etc

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I use a lot of these. Very swell is one of my favorite phrases to use

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Riding High

I’m going to start by saying 3 days ago I finally got to live share with bae after 2 years of going without. Sure I shared with maybe another guy or two during that time but it didn’t feel right. My heart wants whom it wants and my cardio fantasies and my heart want bae. When I shared my heart reacted so strongly to bae listening. She raced and got faster. I ended up touching myself for him and he got to hear my heart skip madly and go into bigeminy all because my heart loves and always will love bae… I text this next part to bae this morning. I haven’t come down from that sharing high. I don’t think I will. Honestly, I don’t want to. Sigh 🥰

I want and need you so much lately. I think about your steth on my chest, you muzzling your face into my neck, your lips on my carotids, the feeling of your breath upon my skin, your lips sucking along to my bounding pulse, the feel of your tongue licking my arteries, I want to feel kisses and some gently nibbling on my neck. I want to feel you rasping as you get more and more aroused. I cling myself tighter to you so I can feel your heart thudding against my body. I lean my body back as you attack my chest with your mouth; my nipples and my heart. You hear the moans escape my throat as my first orgasm happens. You plunge your fingers into my soaking pussy and start massaging me for my second orgasm. It doesn’t take long for the second orgasm to hit and it’s very powerful as your feel my vaginal walls clench and release your fingers for what seems like an eternity as the orgasm slowly fades away. You lay me down and then insert your tongue into my vagina; licking up my cum. and telling me how good I taste. Telling me that you’re hungry for me and what I gave you isn’t enough. You put your mouth onto my clit and begin sucking the life out of me. Your finger my pussy and all I hear is how much wetter I’m getting as each second passes. Again it doesn’t take long to have me screaming as the bigger orgasm hits me. I cum hard and you don’t back off from your assault on my clit and you cause another major orgasm. I’m screaming it hurts too much because I’m sensitive and you finally let off. You hear the strain and stutter of my pounding beats. I think you’re done. You’re licking my cum up gently again. When you are done you pull yourself up, take the earpieces out of your ears and put them in mine, you put the steth on your pump as I hear him viscously thumping away, you pull your face up to mine to kiss me passionately when I suddenly feel you enter me. You start off with gentle thrusts. But you start pummeling me. My heart starts to soar, one hand is over my beating heart and you pump faster. I hear as your heart cums. You start pumping slower. I’m just spent. You tell me you’re glad I got to hear how much your pump loves mine. You get off me and clean yourself off. You help me clean up. Afterwards we lay down with each of our steths on the others heart and drift off

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