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Serious..... Seriously pissed the light came through my curtains 😂 Copper tones for this fresh morning.

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When you buy a nice camera & you don't even need a filter for photos #crisp

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Rotto Bound. 👌🏻 (at Rottnest Fast Ferries, Hillarys Boat Harbour)

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Shout out to my housemate Jackson for putting up with me for 3 weeks straight while Sam isn't here. Thanks for being a bro. (at PICA Bar)

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When you both have work today so you celebrate @bcbails birthday a day early with an amazing dinner. Happy Birthday Sammy hope you have an amazing day sorry I could only see you for a few hours x love you

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Received these amazing vibes in time for the weekend. Thank you @sabertoothfangz I loved every single bit of this CD and cannot stop putting it on repeat, it's super healing to me soul 😍😍😘😘

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Pretty happy to go to Luna last night and see the short film Fragile I did the makeup for on the big screen. Thanks @dinnernagini & @hollandcatneivel for being proud parents of me and supporting me last night. Sometimes I need people to remind me what a great achievement this is. (at Luna Leederville)

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Skin Appreciation Post. I take really good care of my skin, working in the makeup industry it can take a beating. Constantly wearing makeup and taking it off. So this is my unfiltered before and after of makeup with less than 24 hours between both photos. I love my skin without makeup. Sure I get pimples and I constantly have a red mark above my lip that apparently won't ever go away but I don't mind anymore. My skin is smooth and feels fantastic, usually I feel bad to wear makeup on my skin because I love to let it breathe. I guess the whole point in this post is to show that even though I have imperfections I love my skin still. Although my brows need work. Sorry 🐛🐛🐛

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Welcome to the family Cayde.

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So it's been 3 years with this Bae. Thanks for putting up with my shit all the time. And traveling with me. And always letting me have the window seat. I love you to the moon and back 🌚

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Wine Squad 🍷 ft. Ben (at PICA Bar)

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Turning 24, I thought I would go grey. Loving this so much 👵🏻

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Birthday Wish List

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Things That People With Tattoos Have To Listen To…

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Things I don’t understand

I don’t understand people in relationships that say that i want to be with you because you’re the one I want to marry. I want to be with you to marry you.  I don;t know if its just me but cant people live in the moment.  Can;t they be with that person for the sake of being with that person. Like I love being with you, it’s fun and awesome and sometimes we are happy and sometimes we fight and we get sad about thins we can’t control but I just want to be with you.  That’s all I’ve really learnt in the movies, living in the now.  I get sometimes you can look at that same person and say I want to marry her/him. But in a fresh relationship your end goal shouldn’t be marriage. It’s like saying that’s our end goal we don;t know if we can survive everything else that will get in our way but we have to get to this goal even if it hurts us and we end up hating each other I’ve been funny with marriage my whole life. I thought i would end up alone all my life. Like there’s no one here for Caitlin so I’ll just be alone and thats okay.  Maybe that will still happen.  Who knows.  But what I think, is that marriage isn't always what you need to do. Why is it such a big deal? Maybe I’m bitter.  My mum gets re-married before I even get asked.  Do I even want a life long commitment set in stone like marriage is.  I’ll gladly commit myself to my partner but I don’t think that I need to be married in order to do that.  Do I want marriage?  Everything else, yes but marriage?  I don’t even know.  I think I just want to be loved, unconditionally  Maybe its just me...