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am én is túladagolhattam volna magamat mint most te amikor 16 voltam és akkor nem kéne így éreznem magamat most ennyi évvel később na mindeg:DD nem is találkoztunk volna, micsoda életem lenne

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I am in pieces.

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First time travelling 20+ hours alone and found myself walking down the Brooklyn Bridge -> big boy mood

sometimes i luv life

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beautiful women will be like “i baked a cake” and you will say “oh ? what flavour is it” and they say well its a honey rosewater apricot pistachio cardamom vanilla fig jam earl grey poppyseed orange blossom extra virgin olive oil chiffon sponge soaked in raspberry elderflower champagne lipgloss pomegranate matcha ginger blueberry cherry blossom magnolia petal almond passionfruit persimmon syrup with whipped amalfi lemon limoncello ricotta goats cheese honeycomb black pepper bergamot lemon thyme lemon balm rosemary chantilly whipped cream cream cheese feta cheese italian meringue frosting . like ok. i want to spend the rest of my afternoons walking around inside your beautiful mind like a garden

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stray kitty

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I highly recommend a clingy, lovey-dovey partner. Life’s too short to be with someone who acts like showing love is a chore

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maybe i was made for loving things. maybe that's what life is all about.

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Everything's a sign if you are delusional enough

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I'm sure at some point you'll be reading this so I might get it off my chest since you deleted all of your social media profiles and this is the only way I can reach you not-so-directly.

I'll always love u. I don't care how you interpet my actions, I had to let you go, because this was the only way you were able to grow as a person and I was damn right when I made that decision. I was also right about the fact that it wasn't me who you'll be happy with. I saw you the other day on the tram and you seem to be much more healthier than u were with me.

Every single time I am reminded of your past presence my heart aches as hell. I lost my best friend, my partner in crime, the person I've imagined my future with. If we weren't making silly videos I'm afraid I would have already forgotten about your voice and laugh.

I know we agreed on no contact, and I don't wanna break it, I know how my birthday message to your twin made you feel. I just wanna let you know that whatever happens, a piece of my heart will always stay with you, even if you're mad at me for what happened.

Ölelés:

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2025:

delete instagram (& keep it deleted!!)

any movement is better than no movement. take (short) walks do 10 minutes of yoga etc

say no when you want to

write more things down

eat fruit

its ok. its ok. its really all ok I promise that it is and will be ok

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desperately need to read or watch something that will alter my brain chemistry and turn me into a new person

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oooohhhh ok. the more you deny yourself the more you lose yourself

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