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[awesomehoggirl]

Ohhh you did the most embarrassingly basic mental health coping strategy and now your heart rate is down and you aren't hyperventilating suddenly you can think rationally huh. Did taking your meds and having a cup of ashwaganda tea help you realise the world is not crashing down around you. Is the sun going to come out regardless. You hot sexy bitch

[awesomehoggirl]

i totally understand why medical places and mental health facilities are closed over the weekends bc the people running them need a goddamn break more than anyone else in this world but also i just spun the fuck out so hard i had to get up while doing breathing exercises and make a cup of tea and get in bed with my journal and a meditation app like a cahms parody video. I do feel better marginally though maybe they were onto something

last night i felt on top of the world i was sooo happy now i have decided that if i still feel the way i do right now tomorrow im booking a train home LOL #fuck it

[awesomehoggirl]

last night i felt on top of the world i was sooo happy now i have decided that if i still feel the way i do right now tomorrow im booking a train home LOL #fuck it

[awesomehoggirl]

T.G.I.F !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank guns im friday. Last night.My husband went missing in the darkness but i found him flat on his back in a field. And all around him chunks of dirt were missing from the ground. Shephards pie for dinner

[awesomehoggirl]

the versatility of wraps is so beautiful ♥️ she can be breakfast lunch or dinner. she can be chicken caesar. she can be burrito. put her in the air fryer? she can be nachos too is the thing

[awesomehoggirl]

Fuck me i can have it for lunch

so happy right now ive been having the time of my LIFE trying out new meal ideas i am so excited every day :) just had a rice bowl with tuna, mango, edamame, red pepper & cucumber topped with spring onions & garlic teriyaki sauce it was soooo good. i was gonna make a white girl burrito tomorrow but i might have to make this again bc i almost died from deliciousness

[awesomehoggirl]

so happy right now ive been having the time of my LIFE trying out new meal ideas i am so excited every day :) just had a rice bowl with tuna, mango, edamame, red pepper & cucumber topped with spring onions & garlic teriyaki sauce it was soooo good. i was gonna make a white girl burrito tomorrow but i might have to make this again bc i almost died from deliciousness

[awesomehoggirl]

The most embarrassing thing In my life is whenever I see people and they ask what I’ve been up to . Literally nothing ever . Im like ohh you know this and that …. The usual ..

[awesomehoggirl]

Nooooo the shepherds pie is his special recipe with red wine beef mince and cheesy leeks from the garden. But the leeks are only on 3/4 of the pie bevause michael b isnt sure about them yet. He might try one if enticed into a little bit of here comes the aeroplane but he spits them out unless its wednesday. And it's friday. as detailed in the post

T.G.I.F !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank guns im friday. Last night.My husband went missing in the darkness but i found him flat on his back in a field. And all around him chunks of dirt were missing from the ground. Shephards pie for dinner

[awesomehoggirl]

[awesomehoggirl]

T.G.I.F !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank guns im friday. Last night.My husband went missing in the darkness but i found him flat on his back in a field. And all around him chunks of dirt were missing from the ground. Shephards pie for dinner

[awesomehoggirl]

do u ever go outside for so long u forget what u were up to. i was in town for like 6 hours today and just had the beautiful surprise of remembering i bought a cute skirt

[awesomehoggirl]

to me he will always be lazy soft rock, aviator jackets, sitting on a porch wearing dirty work jeans, cowboy shirts, scruffy haircuts, and the deep hard sadness of a hearty home-cooked dinner eaten at a dim kitchen table in silence

Confession. sometimes i put on my ctubbo playlist and get absolutely insane about him again. it is momentary but strong... the power of a playlist

[awesomehoggirl]

Confession. sometimes i put on my ctubbo playlist and get absolutely insane about him again. it is momentary but strong... the power of a playlist

[awesomehoggirl]

true pain is hating avocado and salmon. they look sooooooo good and are so nutritious yet taste so awful WHY WORLD

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theres literally LESS THAN A MONTH until im done but im gonna have to go back every 2 weeks for checkups 😭😭 i asked if i could just have them at home and they were like Naur. so what the hell am i gonna do 😭😭😭 am i gonna have to go back to the house where i went through a traumatic period of mental illness every two weeks until august 😭😭 WTF

How to not be inflicted with severe nauseating cold dread every time you go back to uni even though you LIKE UNI and love your friends and love your course and classes. No borax no alcohol no weed

[awesomehoggirl]

How to not be inflicted with severe nauseating cold dread every time you go back to uni even though you LIKE UNI and love your friends and love your course and classes. No borax no alcohol no weed