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Trans Joel headcanon + text posts

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ok but have we talked about transmasc!joel?

transmasc!joel, who found out he was pregnant with sarah, way too young and scared absolutely shitless

transmasc!joel, whose boyfriend left him when he came out, his baby girl not even a year old

transmasc!joel, whose baby brother may be an idiot, but that kid loves him and always has, and he sure as hell won't hear a bad word about his big bro

transmasc!joel, who had always been a tomboy growing up, navigating being a whole ass adult with a fully developed brain, finding comfort in his gender identity while doing everything he can not to let the scars of his adolescence affect sarah, letting her flourish however she will

transmasc!joel, who gives sarah the BIGGEST hug (and tries not to let her see the tear in his eye) when she casually mentions starting a GSA at her school

transmasc!joel, who's the heartthrob of the cul-de-sac, but surprisingly private when it comes to his dating life. but from the few bored housewives that he's had encounters with all agree, he sure knows how to get the job done (whether it's the one he's hired for or not)

transmasc!joel, who sees a whole lot of himself in his adopted kid, and if ever Ellie decides she wants to try out a different name or pronouns, he'll be right behind his kid in a way no one but tommy was for him

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I am here for the "bad" survivors.

I am here for people who don't perform perfectly as they recovered from their trauma and abuse.

I am here for people who weren't believed.

I am here for people who went back, who reached out, who were unsure about what was happening to them until they were.

I am here for people who behaved chaotically and uncharacteristically in reaction to their trauma.

I am here for people who screamed, yelled, or hit back.

I am here for people who froze, stayed silent, or couldn't fight back.

I am here for people who couldn't get their stories straight, because their own memories of what happened were so fractured by the trauma.

I am here for people who's boundaries became rigid and impermeable as they tried to create a new sense of safety in their life.

I am here for people who lost all boundaries, who felt unsafe setting any boundaries in the wake of having them violated.

Whatever happened that makes you feel like you were a "bad" survivor, I am here for you.

There are no "bad" survivors because there are no "good" survivors. Surviving is hard.

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If you slow this moment down, Vi actually covers Jinx with her own body

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"why are you so defensive" why do i also have to defend myself?

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There's something I've just realised with how Jinx, Isha, and Sevika communicate with each other.

None of them have to actually say words to each other, because they understand what the others saying through body language and looks.

Sevika and Jinx fight seamlessly alongside each other without calling out to each other.

The way they bicker without uttering a word, for example, when Sevika fully takes stock of how her arm look or when the music starts blasting and Jinx just responds with a shrug or a little dance.

Jinx thanked Isha by doing the finger gun towards her and Isha, understanding instantly that it was acknowledgement.

Jinx instructs Sevika on how to operate her new arm by just indicating the motion.

I love dynamics like this because it just shows the level of trust that all three have in each other, even though they know nothing about each other.

Jinx has been isolated from others for the past eight years, Silco has had Sevika work like a horse and, too frustrated with Jinx to really get to know her, and Isha is a new addition and non-verbal. But they still worked together perfectly.

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Sometimes I think that Antis kind of hate CSEM because they think it's gross. When...it's bad because it further victimizes a child, a real child. Consuming CSEM is inherently exploitative and further perpetuates the abuse against the child. Same goes for bestiality. They just "think it's gross".

No it's bad because someone or an animal gets HARMED in the production or in the consumption of it.

And that's why I don't believe antis when they say "Antis care about kids, proshippers don't!" You guys flood the CSEM tip line with material the FBI already says to stop reporting. You are WASTING time and effort to investigate these "tips" and feeling good about yourselves. You also claim that, in some callouts you post, that some proshippers draw what you deem CSEM (often incorrectly labeled CP). Did you know that if it WAS CSEM, you would go to prison? Reposting CSEM in any form, even for awareness is a CRIME. Even having on your phone is a crime.

If you cared about children, you'd encourage the creation of spaces for them, you'd actually take time not to expose them to inappropriate material, as well as not send violent harassment mobs after minor proshippers.

When I was a minor online, I witnessed so many minors being harassed into self-harm and suicide because people who kept screaming "WHAT ABOUT THE KIDS" leaked their addresses to pedophiles and spammed them with death threats and rape threats. Kids as young as 13 were and still are receiving vile threats that make even me as a 22 year old feel sick.

If you care about kids, then look at yourself. Look at your actions. See if you really care or if you're only doing it to make yourself feel good.

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me when I don't know a popular term but im too shy to ask wtf it means

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“ummmmm ur bra strap is showing :/ ”

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Undercity ate a Piltie alive

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radqweer / communicationqueer !!

aka, commqueer

a blankqueer stance that revolves around supporting people that have difficulties communicating thoughts and emotions!

it has the same stances as radqueer (supporting good faith identities, being anti-harassment, etc..) but focuses on the following;

removing shame from atypical ways of communicating. some examples of atypical communication:

> sign language/brail

> nonverbal cues used by autistic people, ex nodding, pointing or thumbs up/down

> preferring texting over face-to-face or voice/video calls

> showing affection through jokes, gift giving, sending memes/videos or any more unnoticeable/uncoventional way. counted as communicating as you're communicating your affections :)

advocating for these methods of communication to be more common or accessible/less expensive

supporting those who use creative mediums as an outlet for emotions or as a way to speak

generally, letting people communicate how they want and removing the norm of communicating through spoken languages, as many people struggle to do so ;3

this miiiight be difficult to understand, I had a hard time making this >.> but I think that self expression is very important, even in simple ways like nodding rather than saying yes if you'd rather do that. I've personally felt bad about the ways in which I feel comfortable talking and communicating and I hope it resonates with some people ..

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It’s telling as fuck that so many people (from all political bents!!!) will see trans men talk about how being a man is isolating and people see you as inherently criminal and predatory and will respond with some flavor of “should have thought about that before you decided to be a man” instead of recognizing that being a man in our society is isolating and demonized to the point that trans men have emotional breakdowns because living in the body that makes them happiest also means that people will see you as a monster because they assumed you had a dick and trans men haven’t been conditioned to accept it when it’s finally angled at them when they start HRT and start to pass.

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GOD FORBID I, A MAN ONLY WHEN SOCIETY SEES ME AS ONE, HAVE FUCKING EMOTIONS THAT AREN'T COMPLACENT WITH YOUR FUCKING NARRATIVE

YES!! I'M FUCKING ANGRY!!!!!!

I'M ANGRY THAT I HAVE TO KEEP MAKING POSTS LIKE THIS BECAUSE YOU FUCKING GRINGOS CANT SEEM TO COMPREHEND ME BEING FUCKING MAD ABOUT PEOPLE TREATING ME LIKE SHIT FOR WHATEVER FUCKING REASON THEY WANT TO THINK OF THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!

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DAINTY CHAINS | pattern 03.

──────── ⵌ NEUTRALS ...

──────── ⵌ RAINBOW ...

hehe ! return of the dainty chains 👏. I quite like this one (although it took a while to figure out the pattern so it didn’t look weird) :e

patterns : 001 / 002 / 003 / 004

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HEARTS ON HEARTS | blend 01.

──────── ⵌ RAINBOW ...

──────── ⵌ SWEET ...

──────── ⵌ FLOWER ...

──────── ⵌ PASSION ...

i don’t know if i will be able to do more before Valentine’s Day, but i wanted to drop this at least. :> it’s a smol extension of my animated lines series, but in hearts ! ( I may or may not have stared at this in dark mode for a long time HAHAH )

adding a tw for eyestrain because of the colours, but I hope you enjoy 🤍

blends : 001 / 002

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"promise me you wont cut yourself anymore", ok ill just kill myself next time

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