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[awnezz]

nobody gets me like you | twelve

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៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ NOTES — i've never been on an airplane so idk the process of getting on one..

៚ TAGLIST — @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi @soheeunderthesun @getoxo @seoiohnnv @the-phantomss @awreni

the sun shining in your eyes, you start to wake up. taking a glance at the time, it's 5 in the morning—IT’S PAST 4?

you grab your clock to take a closer look, you thought maybe it was your eyes being a little blurring from sleeping but even after you rub them a few times, the clock still reads 5:20am

“MY ALARM, IT DIDN’T-” you were about to jump out of bed until you felt arms tighten around you. you didn't even realize that eunseok had you in a position like this, was he hugging you the whole night?

“don't worry, i'll take you to the airport” he says, trying to get you to lay back down. “let's just lay here a little while longer” and you do just that. settling back into bed, you let out a sigh in slight frustration “i was supposed to wake up over an hour ago”

you decided to leave your car behind with your parents, it just seemed like too much of a hassle to get it shipped such a long distance. plus, it's a pretty old car, you figured it would be better to buy a new one once you get everything sorted in your new house

eunseok made sure your morning went smoothly and you made it to the airport at the time you had planned to

nearing the time for you to start going through security and board your flight, you say your last goodbyes to eunseok

“oh, i almost forgot,” rushing, rummaging through his backpack, he pulls out a picture. “put this in your scrapbook”

it's a picture of the two of you, one you've never seen before which means it's probably the only copy. “thank you, seok”

“be safe, okay? text me once you get on your plane and call me as soon as you land” he says, hugging you and placing a kiss at the top of your head before letting go

and just like that, you were on your way to start a new chapter of your life.

[awnezz]

nobody gets me like you | twelve

៚ prev // next

៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ NOTES — i've never been on an airplane so idk the process of getting on one..

៚ TAGLIST — @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi @soheeunderthesun @getoxo @seoiohnnv @the-phantomss @awreni

the sun shining in your eyes, you start to wake up. taking a glance at the time, it's 5 in the morning—IT’S PAST 4?

you grab your clock to take a closer look, you thought maybe it was your eyes being a little blurring from sleeping but even after you rub them a few times, the clock still reads 5:20am

“MY ALARM, IT DIDN’T-” you were about to jump out of bed until you felt arms tighten around you. you didn't even realize that eunseok had you in a position like this, was he hugging you the whole night?

“don't worry, i'll take you to the airport” he says, trying to get you to lay back down. “let's just lay here a little while longer” and you do just that. settling back into bed, you let out a sigh in slight frustration “i was supposed to wake up over an hour ago”

you decided to leave your car behind with your parents, it just seemed like too much of a hassle to get it shipped such a long distance. plus, it's a pretty old car, you figured it would be better to buy a new one once you get everything sorted in your new house

eunseok made sure your morning went smoothly and you made it to the airport at the time you had planned to

nearing the time for you to start going through security and board your flight, you say your last goodbyes to eunseok

“oh, i almost forgot,” rushing, rummaging through his backpack, he pulls out a picture. “put this in your scrapbook”

it's a picture of the two of you, one you've never seen before which means it's probably the only copy. “thank you, seok”

“be safe, okay? text me once you get on your plane and call me as soon as you land” he says, hugging you and placing a kiss at the top of your head before letting go

and just like that, you were on your way to start a new chapter of your life.

[awnezz]

nobody gets me like you | eleven

៚ prev // next

៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ NOTES — hi ..i'm back 😛😛 fr this time (i think) it's literally almost 3am rn im sorry if there's any mistakes i just did a quick proofread

៚ TAGLIST — @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi @soheeunderthesun @getoxo @seoiohnnv @the-phantomss

it's about 6 pm

and you're getting ready to spend your last night in the house that you grew up in

bringing all the stuff that you've spent the past however many days packing into boxes and old luggages into your living room for the next morning—leaving your room emptied out, all for except your bed, which is still fixed

while packing the last moving box, you found one of your scrapbooks from one of your old hobbies

scrapbooking was one of the things you up picked up during summer to pass the time, alongside many other hobbies but this one stuck—you really liked taking pictures and so did all of your friends

but this scrapbook in particular was far more special than all the others; because of how close you were with eunseok, growing up together since very young, you two had taken lots of pictures together

so many that they started to pile up and so you used it as the perfect excuse to practice your new interest and you made your longest running memory book—which is what you wrote on the cover with puffy letter stickers and an old childhood picture of the two of you right in the center

looking through the pages, you start to remember how it was to be so young and have nothing to worry about

all you had to do was run around and have fun

seeings pictures from the times when you and eunseok would go to the park just down the street from your houses, swinging on the swings side by side and going down what felt like the biggest slide ever back then

a picture from when you were 12 on your first day of school, standing there with a frown on your face and your hair slightly messy from being rushed out the door because you woke up too late and eunseok standing right next to you with a big smile on his face because he couldn't keep in his laughter

one from just recently, when eunseok got his license a few years ago. you still don't know why but right after coming home from passing his test, your moms made the two of you take a picture together in your front yard like you had passed the test also

and then a picture of you and eunseok standing on either side of you bedroom pointing at your newly “decorated” room

you've always pretty much kept your room decorated the same way throughout the years, just replacing and adding new achievements to your collection as you got older but one thing you loved to do was paint your bedroom walls

you liked to keep an accent wall and every so often you’d cover up the old design and paint it again but it's been a few years since you last touched it up

wanting to do something more simple at the time but still wanting it to scream you, eunseok suggested to do stars

it could have just been because of your love for stars or maybe it was because he helped you paint it but you have never thought of redoing the wall—it was just perfect

it's honestly a little silly but you're really grateful for your moms pushing to take all these pictures, so you can look back and remember how happy your life has been

sometimes you wonder what your life would have been like if your family never had to move; how you would have been if you never met-

interrupting your thoughts, you hear the doorbell ring, but who could it be? your parents are gone and you're not expecting anyone

you open the door to no one, looking around and still see nothing—until you look down—it's a small card. “thank you for making my life worth something.” you read.. but it's not signed

standing there, looking at the piece of paper, you finally decided to step back inside your house, but then you see someone come around the corner—it was eunseok

unable to take your eyes off of him, you don't even notice that he's getting closer, nor do you notice anything else happening around you

“hey..” eunseok starts before taking a deep breath. he just got there but you could feel the awkward tension from a mile away, you haven't seen him since he tried confronting you about to kiss

if you were being honest, you weren't sure if you'd see him again before you left for the airport. it seemed like no one knew where he's been and that really worried you—but here he is—standing in front of you right now

“you know i couldn't miss saying goodbye to my bestfriend” did he just friendzone me? no, no, of course he said that, i am his bestfriend. you let out a quick nervous laugh, breaking eye contact for the first time since he's walked up to you. “yeah..” you respond

“i didn't think you'd show up” you can see the look in his eyes change, hearing that you thought he'd let you go without a proper send off. what kind of person would be he if he did that?

“i'm sorry, i was in busan, i-”

“yeah, i saw your story.. the flower shop” cutting him off quickly, just wanting to get this conversation over with.

too busy trying to act like you don't care, you failed to realize that he's had his hands behind his back the entire time, only to reveal a bouquet of flowers

“i got your favorites” you couldn't believe it. it was you, you're the girl he was getting flowers for.

at a loss for words, your mouth falls slightly open in shock. “don't say anything, just take them” eunseok says, noticing your lack of response, making him giggle to himself quietly

“i'm sorry for going silent and making you worry like that, shotaro told me” you can’t even pull yourself to say thank you for the flowers, they're too beautiful. no one has ever gotten you a bouquet like this before

the sun was setting and the wind started to pick up, making you shiver; seeing that neither of you have a cover up, eunseok suggests to continue talking inside, where he fixes the new flowers into the empty vase you kept by the tv that you always said was “just in case i ever get sent flowers for valentine's day”. it might not be valentine's day, but that doesn't make it any less special

putting the vase back where it's sat for the past year, he walks over to you to place the extra flower he bought behind your ear, tucking in the hair that would usually fall forward onto your face

“what do i have to do to get you to stay?” he asks, just barely above a whisper. “you can't keep trying to convince me, eunseok. i leave in like 12 hours” shaking his head at your response, you don't know what's got him so frustrated about this. i mean, of course he's sad because someone he's so close to is moving far away but he's been acting different since graduation

basically your whole life you've known eunseok, it's crazy to think that now you're turning 20 and moving away on your own

living in different places was something you two used to always talk about. like what places you thought would be the most fun to live and places you think you'd hate to live in. america was one of the places you guys spoke about a lot, especially since you met anton. you thought that if he can do it, then you can too but deep down you knew it was kind of a reach for you. that was until you got older and your parents started bringing up you moving in with distant family you've met maybe once or twice, just for better career opportunities they said and that felt like something you couldn't argue with

“can i stay the night?” eunseok blurts out, even surprising himself. why couldn't he just go to his place? it's just next door. wouldn't someone who hasn't slept in their own bed look forward to going back home? “of course but i have to get up really early, you're okay with that?” you question him

“yeah, i just wanna spend this last night with you, that's all” given that this isn't out of the ordinary, you don't ask him anymore questions, instead you just prepare yourself for the night that's to come. “you don't have to get the air mattress out, i got the couch” eunseok starts. “i don't want you to rush in the morning.” he says, rearranging the stuff he brought with him so he can get comfortable

it's just past 7:30 now, too early to sleep since he's here so you decided to order in some food to pass time

eating and just talking, never really staying on one topic for too long. if you were being honest, it just felt like you both were trying to distract yourselves from the fact that after tonight, you will no longer be neighbors

you end up talking about how you've been spending your free time on a new game you just bought and he was so interested that you guys moved into your bedroom so you can show him the game. “do you wanna play too?” you ask eunseok when you turn around and see him watching the screen intently. “no, i just want to watch” he replied with a reassuring smile as he opens up the blankets and leans against the pillows

you stay like this for a while, playing while eunseok makes small talk and asks questions about the game. it wasn't soon after when you noticed him get quiet—he had fallen asleep—all wrapped up in your blankets

not knowing how long it's been since he's dozed off, you turn off the game to leave the room. you were just going to take the couch for the night, but as you were stepping off the bed, eunseok catches your arm in his hand, “stay," he says with his eyes still closed, holding onto you with a grip so light that it was starting to slip

you don't argue with his request, it was getting late and you just needed to get some rest. he smiles as he lets go of your arm and while you get into the bed but you don't even notice it

he's happy to be this close to you during a time like this, it makes him feel like you won’t forget him. like he really is important enough to you that of all people, you let him be the one to be here with you while you say goodbye to the only house you've felt comfortable enough to call home

having trouble falling asleep, you toss and turn until you meet face to face with a sleeping eunseok, you didn't even realize he had turned towards you. you freeze, just looking at his face, his eyes are closed but it feels like he's looking back at you.

admiring his features, you can’t believe how much he's matured. he's older than you but he's always had that silly side to him that made him seem younger. despite always wanting to have fun, he's never failed to make sure you felt protected.

“hey,” he says, opening just one eye to see you. “i can feel you staring even in my sleep” he says, letting out a quiet chuckle

you don't know how long you had been laying there looking at him, but you just know that it didn't help you get sleepy. “can't sleep?” eunseok asks, finally opening both eyes. you just nod, letting out a deep breath—keeping the silence

he doesn't say anything, just pulls you in and wraps his arms around you. laying your head against his chest and you just let him. doing the same thing, you place your arms around his back and now you're both basically sharing the same pillow

this, this is the closest you have ever been to him. you think any normal person would feel a little awkward but you don't—it feels like anything but that—it felt natural

but you think it's because you're just that comfortable with eunseok

no matter what the reason was, you were finally able to get a good nights rest—

in his arms

[awnezz]

nobody gets me like you | eleven

៚ prev // next

៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ NOTES — hi ..i'm back 😛😛 fr this time (i think) it's literally almost 3am rn im sorry if there's any mistakes i just did a quick proofread

៚ TAGLIST — @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi @soheeunderthesun @getoxo @seoiohnnv @the-phantomss

it's about 6 pm

and you're getting ready to spend your last night in the house that you grew up in

bringing all the stuff that you've spent the past however many days packing into boxes and old luggages into your living room for the next morning—leaving your room emptied out, all for except your bed, which is still fixed

while packing the last moving box, you found one of your scrapbooks from one of your old hobbies

scrapbooking was one of the things you up picked up during summer to pass the time, alongside many other hobbies but this one stuck—you really liked taking pictures and so did all of your friends

but this scrapbook in particular was far more special than all the others; because of how close you were with eunseok, growing up together since very young, you two had taken lots of pictures together

so many that they started to pile up and so you used it as the perfect excuse to practice your new interest and you made your longest running memory book—which is what you wrote on the cover with puffy letter stickers and an old childhood picture of the two of you right in the center

looking through the pages, you start to remember how it was to be so young and have nothing to worry about

all you had to do was run around and have fun

seeings pictures from the times when you and eunseok would go to the park just down the street from your houses, swinging on the swings side by side and going down what felt like the biggest slide ever back then

a picture from when you were 12 on your first day of school, standing there with a frown on your face and your hair slightly messy from being rushed out the door because you woke up too late and eunseok standing right next to you with a big smile on his face because he couldn't keep in his laughter

one from just recently, when eunseok got his license a few years ago. you still don't know why but right after coming home from passing his test, your moms made the two of you take a picture together in your front yard like you had passed the test also

and then a picture of you and eunseok standing on either side of you bedroom pointing at your newly “decorated” room

you've always pretty much kept your room decorated the same way throughout the years, just replacing and adding new achievements to your collection as you got older but one thing you loved to do was paint your bedroom walls

you liked to keep an accent wall and every so often you’d cover up the old design and paint it again but it's been a few years since you last touched it up

wanting to do something more simple at the time but still wanting it to scream you, eunseok suggested to do stars

it could have just been because of your love for stars or maybe it was because he helped you paint it but you have never thought of redoing the wall—it was just perfect

it's honestly a little silly but you're really grateful for your moms pushing to take all these pictures, so you can look back and remember how happy your life has been

sometimes you wonder what your life would have been like if your family never had to move; how you would have been if you never met-

interrupting your thoughts, you hear the doorbell ring, but who could it be? your parents are gone and you're not expecting anyone

you open the door to no one, looking around and still see nothing—until you look down—it's a small card. “thank you for making my life worth something.” you read.. but it's not signed

standing there, looking at the piece of paper, you finally decided to step back inside your house, but then you see someone come around the corner—it was eunseok

unable to take your eyes off of him, you don't even notice that he's getting closer, nor do you notice anything else happening around you

“hey..” eunseok starts before taking a deep breath. he just got there but you could feel the awkward tension from a mile away, you haven't seen him since he tried confronting you about to kiss

if you were being honest, you weren't sure if you'd see him again before you left for the airport. it seemed like no one knew where he's been and that really worried you—but here he is—standing in front of you right now

“you know i couldn't miss saying goodbye to my bestfriend” did he just friendzone me? no, no, of course he said that, i am his bestfriend. you let out a quick nervous laugh, breaking eye contact for the first time since he's walked up to you. “yeah..” you respond

“i didn't think you'd show up” you can see the look in his eyes change, hearing that you thought he'd let you go without a proper send off. what kind of person would be he if he did that?

“i'm sorry, i was in busan, i-”

“yeah, i saw your story.. the flower shop” cutting him off quickly, just wanting to get this conversation over with.

too busy trying to act like you don't care, you failed to realize that he's had his hands behind his back the entire time, only to reveal a bouquet of flowers

“i got your favorites” you couldn't believe it. it was you, you're the girl he was getting flowers for.

at a loss for words, your mouth falls slightly open in shock. “don't say anything, just take them” eunseok says, noticing your lack of response, making him giggle to himself quietly

“i'm sorry for going silent and making you worry like that, shotaro told me” you can’t even pull yourself to say thank you for the flowers, they're too beautiful. no one has ever gotten you a bouquet like this before

the sun was setting and the wind started to pick up, making you shiver; seeing that neither of you have a cover up, eunseok suggests to continue talking inside, where he fixes the new flowers into the empty vase you kept by the tv that you always said was “just in case i ever get sent flowers for valentine's day”. it might not be valentine's day, but that doesn't make it any less special

putting the vase back where it's sat for the past year, he walks over to you to place the extra flower he bought behind your ear, tucking in the hair that would usually fall forward onto your face

“what do i have to do to get you to stay?” he asks, just barely above a whisper. “you can't keep trying to convince me, eunseok. i leave in like 12 hours” shaking his head at your response, you don't know what's got him so frustrated about this. i mean, of course he's sad because someone he's so close to is moving far away but he's been acting different since graduation

basically your whole life you've known eunseok, it's crazy to think that now you're turning 20 and moving away on your own

living in different places was something you two used to always talk about. like what places you thought would be the most fun to live and places you think you'd hate to live in. america was one of the places you guys spoke about a lot, especially since you met anton. you thought that if he can do it, then you can too but deep down you knew it was kind of a reach for you. that was until you got older and your parents started bringing up you moving in with distant family you've met maybe once or twice, just for better career opportunities they said and that felt like something you couldn't argue with

“can i stay the night?” eunseok blurts out, even surprising himself. why couldn't he just go to his place? it's just next door. wouldn't someone who hasn't slept in their own bed look forward to going back home? “of course but i have to get up really early, you're okay with that?” you question him

“yeah, i just wanna spend this last night with you, that's all” given that this isn't out of the ordinary, you don't ask him anymore questions, instead you just prepare yourself for the night that's to come. “you don't have to get the air mattress out, i got the couch” eunseok starts. “i don't want you to rush in the morning.” he says, rearranging the stuff he brought with him so he can get comfortable

it's just past 7:30 now, too early to sleep since he's here so you decided to order in some food to pass time

eating and just talking, never really staying on one topic for too long. if you were being honest, it just felt like you both were trying to distract yourselves from the fact that after tonight, you will no longer be neighbors

you end up talking about how you've been spending your free time on a new game you just bought and he was so interested that you guys moved into your bedroom so you can show him the game. “do you wanna play too?” you ask eunseok when you turn around and see him watching the screen intently. “no, i just want to watch” he replied with a reassuring smile as he opens up the blankets and leans against the pillows

you stay like this for a while, playing while eunseok makes small talk and asks questions about the game. it wasn't soon after when you noticed him get quiet—he had fallen asleep—all wrapped up in your blankets

not knowing how long it's been since he's dozed off, you turn off the game to leave the room. you were just going to take the couch for the night, but as you were stepping off the bed, eunseok catches your arm in his hand, “stay," he says with his eyes still closed, holding onto you with a grip so light that it was starting to slip

you don't argue with his request, it was getting late and you just needed to get some rest. he smiles as he lets go of your arm and while you get into the bed but you don't even notice it

he's happy to be this close to you during a time like this, it makes him feel like you won’t forget him. like he really is important enough to you that of all people, you let him be the one to be here with you while you say goodbye to the only house you've felt comfortable enough to call home

having trouble falling asleep, you toss and turn until you meet face to face with a sleeping eunseok, you didn't even realize he had turned towards you. you freeze, just looking at his face, his eyes are closed but it feels like he's looking back at you.

admiring his features, you can’t believe how much he's matured. he's older than you but he's always had that silly side to him that made him seem younger. despite always wanting to have fun, he's never failed to make sure you felt protected.

“hey,” he says, opening just one eye to see you. “i can feel you staring even in my sleep” he says, letting out a quiet chuckle

you don't know how long you had been laying there looking at him, but you just know that it didn't help you get sleepy. “can't sleep?” eunseok asks, finally opening both eyes. you just nod, letting out a deep breath—keeping the silence

he doesn't say anything, just pulls you in and wraps his arms around you. laying your head against his chest and you just let him. doing the same thing, you place your arms around his back and now you're both basically sharing the same pillow

this, this is the closest you have ever been to him. you think any normal person would feel a little awkward but you don't—it feels like anything but that—it felt natural

but you think it's because you're just that comfortable with eunseok

no matter what the reason was, you were finally able to get a good nights rest—

in his arms

[awnezz]

— my forever only.

🍑; the beauty of married life; married young, loved even younger — y/n and jaehyun are newlyweds still caught in the bliss of their honeymoon, learning what it means to build a life after the vows. will they be able to keep their promises and love for each other, despite it all?

PAIRING ﹔ husband! jaehyun x f! reader ( ｡ ◠‿◠ ｡ )

GENRE ﹔ slice of life + established relationship

STATUS ﹔ coming soon

⤹ warnings will be added before each chapter, if any

TEN’S ANGELS ⋮ feb cuties

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more to be added !

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nobody gets me like you | ten

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៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ TAGLIST — @hyuckkluv @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi @soheeunderthesun @getoxo @seoiohnnv

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nobody gets me like you | ten

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៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ TAGLIST — @hyuckkluv @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi @soheeunderthesun @getoxo @seoiohnnv

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nobody gets me like you | nine

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៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ NOTES — all eunseok pov yes

៚ TAGLIST — @hyuckkluv @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi @soheeunderthesun

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nobody gets me like you | eight

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៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ NOTES — is it clear to you guys which pov is whose?? cause i just realized that there's no clear indication, just the contact names 😭😭

៚ TAGLIST — @hyuckkluv @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi @soheeunderthesun

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nobody gets me like you | eight

៚ prev // next

៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ NOTES — is it clear to you guys which pov is whose?? cause i just realized that there's no clear indication, just the contact names 😭😭

៚ TAGLIST — @hyuckkluv @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi @soheeunderthesun

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nobody gets me like you | eight

៚ prev // next

៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ NOTES — is it clear to you guys which pov is whose?? cause i just realized that there's no clear indication, just the contact names 😭😭

៚ TAGLIST — @hyuckkluv @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi @soheeunderthesun

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nobody gets me like you | seven

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៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

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nobody gets me like you | six

៚ prev // next

៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ NOTES — tbh yn needs to shut up about the fact that she's leaving LIKEWE KNOWW!!!! i'm posting this now to distract myself from the fact that enchella is happening two hours away from me as we speak and i can't watch the live (I CANTBELEOBE IT) also not proof read woopsie

៚ TAGLIST — @hyuckkluv @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi

it felt like forever since you and chaeryeong have actually had time alone and now you were on your way back home from going out with her

you've spent most of the morning thinking about what to say to eunseok when you see him again—never in your life have you thought you'd have to have a talk even close to this with him—your best friend since forever it felt like

you were very young when your family moved to a new neighborhood due to poor behavior of other who also lived on that street at the time which made your family seem a little standoffish to your new neighbors

but then the family in the house next to yours—a young married couple and their son—because you basically shared a driveway, they welcomed you with a box of fresh baked cookies

with both your parents talking by the door, you and their son were left to play around in the grass off to the side of the house

it took a while for you to open up to him, but he never gave up. he was determined to befriend you for some reason. carpooling then going over to your house to play after school, you eventually came around. since then, you've been inseparable

and now, you're on your way to his house to talk out your feelings about him, with him—all of this feels so sudden, so rushed.

you leave in three days, so why does it feel like everything you had has come crashing down on you?

“we're here” chaeryeong says, stopping the car and putting on the emergency brake till you get out. rolling down the window, you exchange one last smile as she lets out a “good luck” before driving away

you take a deep breath

you still have the chance to just turn around and go to your house instead, just pretend nothing happened and let him keep your jewelry.. but you don't

walking up to his door, you let out another deep breath, ready to knock but that's when he opened the door

“hey,” eunseok says, with the same warm smile he always had. “come in” he said, stepping to the side to welcome you in

this is the same house you found comfort in, the one you thought of as your second home, but why does it feel different right now—the air is thick, feels almost like the room is slowly shrinking around you

“here's the stuff you forgot” he said, setting them down on the coffee table as he takes a seat beside you on the couch—keeping a distance

you don't know what to say, where to start, but you still manage to let out a quick “thanks,”. can't help but think of what if you say the wrong thing and mess everything up so you just sit there quietly

“eunseok-”

“yn-”

you both break the silence at the same time, but you nod, gesturing him to speak first and the expression on his face, you could see all the thoughts circling his mind like he's trying to pick which topic to talk about first

shifting around on his side of the couch, he turns to face you “do you remember what happened last night?” eunseok asked, his gaze was soft and his eyebrows were slightly lifted

your breathing hitches because of the sudden question, just staring at him for a second “yeah,” when you finally respond, his eyes widen

“like, everything?” eunseok asks, letting his previous expression fall down “yes. i remember the party, i remember leaving the party with you and why we left. i remember coming here and i remember-” you cut yourself off, pausing for another moment

you start to feel a little silly for making this up to be some kind of big deal, it was just a kiss.

one kiss—caused by all the rush of emotions that the past week has brought the both of you.

you were just caught up in the moment, right?

“the kiss?” he continues for you, “yn, im so sorry. i know i shouldn't have-”

“why are you apologizing? you asked for permission and i said yes. there's nothing to be sorry about.” looking at him straight in the eyes as you spoke sternly

“eunseok, you know im leaving,”

he doesn't let you finish that thought and brings himself closer to you, “yeah, but why are you? you've never given me a real reason, why can't you just stay?” feeling yourself become smaller as you see his face sadden

“this has been the plan for me for a while seok, i have people waiting for me there” your hands move forward, like they're reaching for his but they just don't make it there

“and you're just going to leave everything you have here?” eunseok exclaimed, his voice now above a whisper. “you're just going to leave me?” he continued, as he got quiet again

you didn't think he saw it in that way. up until last night you thought you leaving wouldn't be such a big deal because it wasn't something any of you brought up into conversations often—you never did because you wanted to live in the moment—not wanting to think about what's to come

all the years you've known eunseok, you've never seen him so saddened by something—you're hands now comforting his

he's always been the brave one, the one to stand up for everyone and keep a strong front. he was always the one who did the comforting and now the roles have been reversed.

“you can always call me,” you start to list ways to solve what he's feeling but nothing you say seemed to work

but you do notice that the longer you talk, the expression on his face starts to change. you couldn't quite make out what exactly he was thinking so you just kept going

until his grip on your hands tightened, until he no longer looked sad and he's gotten noticeably closer to you, making you stop when you realize

you seem to find yourself in situations like this with eunseok a lot recently. sitting in silence, looking each other in the eyes like the other might disappear into thin air

it was hard to read the looks on his face as you've never seen this side of him before

“eunseok, wha-” you start before being cut off immediately by his hand on your cheek, just like it was the night before. slightly reaching around your neck. you lean into him as soon as you feel his thumb gently rub against your jaw, almost like a second nature, you close your eyes, just feeling his touch but then reality hits you “we can't,” you blurt out

what? we can't? the thoughts in your head battling for dominance. you said it without even thinking, but you just go with it, making him back away

“yeah.. yeah, you're right” agreeing with you quickly

he's the one who has initiated every intimate moment you two have shared—it shocked you that he wasn't fighting you on this or even questioning you—

“you're leaving on wednesday, for who knows how long.” letting his head hang low as he repeats what seemed to be your excuse for everything lately. finally letting go of your hand to rub the back of his neck awkwardly

“i don't want to hurt you, eunseok.” you say, searching for his gaze again “then why are you packing all your stuff? why are you moving so far away”

you were both now sitting right up in your seats, facing the tv. still in silence, there was nothing you could say right now that could possibly make him feel better

from the corner of your eye, you can see eunseok fidgeting with his thumbs and when you were about to speak up, he beats you to it

“why did you let me kiss you last night?”

“what?” you heard what he said clearly but you were taken aback

“did you only kiss me back because you saw jeongin with someone else?” eunseok's voice cracks, asking the questions he didn't want to hear the answer to, but he knew he needed to know

you originally had walked in here, wanting to tell him that the kiss you both shared is just going to be one of those things you laugh about in the future. that it was just something that was going to happen at one point, but you wouldn't do anything about it

whatever feelings you have for eunseok, you don't want to act on it. you didn't want to find out the what if’s—you were worried that you'd become his ex and everything you've built together will all fall apart—you didn't want to lose him

so you just respond, “idk,” looking the opposite direction, into the dimed kitchen

finally figuring out what to say next, he stands up and makes his way into the kitchen, where you were staring at, knowing that you wouldn't look away as he spoke

“you know, you drank so much at the party,” he said as he pulled stuff from the fridge. “we also played a lot of games, do you remember what game you actually stuck around for?”

“no,” you answered, almost in a questioning tone. “spin the bottle. we played spin the bottle and when it was my turn, it landed on you. don't worry though, we didn't kiss but you did ask me later why i didn't kiss you and said that you wanted me to.”

watching eunseok as he turns on a burner on the stove, he had taken out ingredients for your favorite meal. “i was drunk,” at this point, nothing you've said since he brought up the kiss again has seemed to faze him

“yeah but then we kissed when you became sober and just now, we almost did again.” with that being said, you didn't know what to say. you were just as curious about everything as he was. there wasn't a single thing he said that you had an answer to

eunseok kept cooking and left you sitting quietly on the couch. while his back was turned, you just watched him as he went back and forth in his kitchen—which is another thing you've noticed yourself doing a lot more recently

behind you, he sets the table for the both of you “foods done, come eat.” it was more of a demand rather than a suggestion

every time you come over, he makes you something to eat. he never asks if you had eaten before you came, he just cooks knowing you'll eat it, not wanting you to leave with an empty stomach

things like this makes you so happy you met eunseok. he took such good care of you without any reason. he's never judged you or made you feel unheard

even while fighting back tears like this, he is making sure that you feel at home in his care

thinking about it now, he's done some things that jeongin had never done before. whenever it went wrong between you two, you just figured that it was because you're young and it was both of yours first serious relationship—you were learning together

and in the end, it all went wrong but you still had your best friend

eunseok turned the tv on to a random channel in the background while the two of you began to eat,

finally gathering the courage, you just start talking. “do you think everything happens for a reason, eunseok?”

raising an eyebrow at your question, he still answers “well, yeah. i guess? i mean i think everyone is given multiple paths and it's just up to them to decide which to take and sometimes others chosen path will affect yours”

“so then you think me finding out about him cheating before i left happened for a reason?” you follow up, watching him closely to see how he reacts to you and he just nods

you had one more question, one that you felt like would bring back the tension from when you were sitting on the couch

trying to hold in your shaky breaths, you knew you had to ask. it's what you came here for, you can't leave without some kind of answer. so, you blurt it out “do you think everything that's happened was meant to open doors for you and i?”. finding it hard to put together the right words, you didn't want to seem so straight forward

“i do think that we were meant to find each other, but if you're asking me what i think our story is, then i don't know. im just as confused as you are, yn” he says, turning back towards you “maybe you moving is supposed to be when you think over the life you had here. we finally finished highschool, maybe it's a gateway to start thinking about what you really want after it.” looking you in the eyes now, like he's trying to tell you something

he sounds so certain, like he's already figured all of this out. like he knows what he wants, and that scares you for some reason

the two of you have grown up beside each other, yet he already knows what he wants and you don't. you're moving away from home because you don't know what it is you want

you've never really thought about what your future may intell because everything you needed was right here, you were happy with how you were living.

looking at the clock, you didn't realize how long you've been there. “oh gosh, the time. i still have to pack my closet” you say, pushing your chair back “let me help” eunseok stands up after you

“it's okay, i think i got it” giving him a short smile, you quickly grab the jewelry that you had left and rush out the door, feeling like you can finally breathe when you hear it close shut behind you

you didn't really have to pack your closet, it was pretty much done but you just had to get out of there. you felt your plan starting to fall through and if you sat there with eunseok any longer, who knows what you would have done..

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nobody gets me like you | six

៚ prev // next

៚ SYNOPSIS — after graduating highschool then going through your first break up, you're left to lean on your bestfriend for support before moving to america. returning home brings back memories, realizing your true feelings for each other back then, but is it too late?

៚ NOTES — tbh yn needs to shut up about the fact that she's leaving LIKEWE KNOWW!!!! i'm posting this now to distract myself from the fact that enchella is happening two hours away from me as we speak and i can't watch the live (I CANTBELEOBE IT) also not proof read woopsie

៚ TAGLIST — @hyuckkluv @jvngw0nlvr @kariluvsyunho @jaellymint @nujeskz @hanniehq @mwrsi

it felt like forever since you and chaeryeong have actually had time alone and now you were on your way back home from going out with her

you've spent most of the morning thinking about what to say to eunseok when you see him again—never in your life have you thought you'd have to have a talk even close to this with him—your best friend since forever it felt like

you were very young when your family moved to a new neighborhood due to poor behavior of other who also lived on that street at the time which made your family seem a little standoffish to your new neighbors

but then the family in the house next to yours—a young married couple and their son—because you basically shared a driveway, they welcomed you with a box of fresh baked cookies

with both your parents talking by the door, you and their son were left to play around in the grass off to the side of the house

it took a while for you to open up to him, but he never gave up. he was determined to befriend you for some reason. carpooling then going over to your house to play after school, you eventually came around. since then, you've been inseparable

and now, you're on your way to his house to talk out your feelings about him, with him—all of this feels so sudden, so rushed.

you leave in three days, so why does it feel like everything you had has come crashing down on you?

“we're here” chaeryeong says, stopping the car and putting on the emergency brake till you get out. rolling down the window, you exchange one last smile as she lets out a “good luck” before driving away

you take a deep breath

you still have the chance to just turn around and go to your house instead, just pretend nothing happened and let him keep your jewelry.. but you don't

walking up to his door, you let out another deep breath, ready to knock but that's when he opened the door

“hey,” eunseok says, with the same warm smile he always had. “come in” he said, stepping to the side to welcome you in

this is the same house you found comfort in, the one you thought of as your second home, but why does it feel different right now—the air is thick, feels almost like the room is slowly shrinking around you

“here's the stuff you forgot” he said, setting them down on the coffee table as he takes a seat beside you on the couch—keeping a distance

you don't know what to say, where to start, but you still manage to let out a quick “thanks,”. can't help but think of what if you say the wrong thing and mess everything up so you just sit there quietly

“eunseok-”

“yn-”

you both break the silence at the same time, but you nod, gesturing him to speak first and the expression on his face, you could see all the thoughts circling his mind like he's trying to pick which topic to talk about first

shifting around on his side of the couch, he turns to face you “do you remember what happened last night?” eunseok asked, his gaze was soft and his eyebrows were slightly lifted

your breathing hitches because of the sudden question, just staring at him for a second “yeah,” when you finally respond, his eyes widen

“like, everything?” eunseok asks, letting his previous expression fall down “yes. i remember the party, i remember leaving the party with you and why we left. i remember coming here and i remember-” you cut yourself off, pausing for another moment

you start to feel a little silly for making this up to be some kind of big deal, it was just a kiss.

one kiss—caused by all the rush of emotions that the past week has brought the both of you.

you were just caught up in the moment, right?

“the kiss?” he continues for you, “yn, im so sorry. i know i shouldn't have-”

“why are you apologizing? you asked for permission and i said yes. there's nothing to be sorry about.” looking at him straight in the eyes as you spoke sternly

“eunseok, you know im leaving,”

he doesn't let you finish that thought and brings himself closer to you, “yeah, but why are you? you've never given me a real reason, why can't you just stay?” feeling yourself become smaller as you see his face sadden

“this has been the plan for me for a while seok, i have people waiting for me there” your hands move forward, like they're reaching for his but they just don't make it there

“and you're just going to leave everything you have here?” eunseok exclaimed, his voice now above a whisper. “you're just going to leave me?” he continued, as he got quiet again

you didn't think he saw it in that way. up until last night you thought you leaving wouldn't be such a big deal because it wasn't something any of you brought up into conversations often—you never did because you wanted to live in the moment—not wanting to think about what's to come

all the years you've known eunseok, you've never seen him so saddened by something—you're hands now comforting his

he's always been the brave one, the one to stand up for everyone and keep a strong front. he was always the one who did the comforting and now the roles have been reversed.

“you can always call me,” you start to list ways to solve what he's feeling but nothing you say seemed to work

but you do notice that the longer you talk, the expression on his face starts to change. you couldn't quite make out what exactly he was thinking so you just kept going

until his grip on your hands tightened, until he no longer looked sad and he's gotten noticeably closer to you, making you stop when you realize

you seem to find yourself in situations like this with eunseok a lot recently. sitting in silence, looking each other in the eyes like the other might disappear into thin air

it was hard to read the looks on his face as you've never seen this side of him before

“eunseok, wha-” you start before being cut off immediately by his hand on your cheek, just like it was the night before. slightly reaching around your neck. you lean into him as soon as you feel his thumb gently rub against your jaw, almost like a second nature, you close your eyes, just feeling his touch but then reality hits you “we can't,” you blurt out

what? we can't? the thoughts in your head battling for dominance. you said it without even thinking, but you just go with it, making him back away

“yeah.. yeah, you're right” agreeing with you quickly

he's the one who has initiated every intimate moment you two have shared—it shocked you that he wasn't fighting you on this or even questioning you—

“you're leaving on wednesday, for who knows how long.” letting his head hang low as he repeats what seemed to be your excuse for everything lately. finally letting go of your hand to rub the back of his neck awkwardly

“i don't want to hurt you, eunseok.” you say, searching for his gaze again “then why are you packing all your stuff? why are you moving so far away”

you were both now sitting right up in your seats, facing the tv. still in silence, there was nothing you could say right now that could possibly make him feel better

from the corner of your eye, you can see eunseok fidgeting with his thumbs and when you were about to speak up, he beats you to it

“why did you let me kiss you last night?”

“what?” you heard what he said clearly but you were taken aback

“did you only kiss me back because you saw jeongin with someone else?” eunseok's voice cracks, asking the questions he didn't want to hear the answer to, but he knew he needed to know

you originally had walked in here, wanting to tell him that the kiss you both shared is just going to be one of those things you laugh about in the future. that it was just something that was going to happen at one point, but you wouldn't do anything about it

whatever feelings you have for eunseok, you don't want to act on it. you didn't want to find out the what if’s—you were worried that you'd become his ex and everything you've built together will all fall apart—you didn't want to lose him

so you just respond, “i don't know,” looking the opposite direction, into the dimed kitchen

finally figuring out what to say next, he stands up and makes his way into the kitchen, where you were staring at, knowing that you wouldn't look away as he spoke

“you know, you drank so much at the party,” he said as he pulled stuff from the fridge. “we also played a lot of games, do you remember what game you actually stuck around for?”

“no,” you answered, almost in a questioning tone. “spin the bottle. we played spin the bottle and when it was my turn, it landed on you. don't worry though, we didn't kiss but you did ask me later why i didn't kiss you and said that you wanted me to.”

watching eunseok as he turns on a burner on the stove, he had taken out ingredients for your favorite meal. “i was drunk,” at this point, nothing you've said since he brought up the kiss again has seemed to faze him

“yeah but then we kissed when you became sober and just now, we almost did again.” with that being said, you didn't know what to say. you were just as curious about everything as he was. there wasn't a single thing he said that you had an answer to

eunseok kept cooking and left you sitting quietly on the couch. while his back was turned, you just watched him as he went back and forth in his kitchen—which is another thing you've noticed yourself doing a lot more recently

behind you, he sets the table for the both of you “foods done, come eat.” it was more of a demand rather than a suggestion

every time you come over, he makes you something to eat. he never asks if you had eaten before you came, he just cooks knowing you'll eat it, not wanting you to leave with an empty stomach

things like this makes you so happy you met eunseok. he took such good care of you without any reason. he's never judged you or made you feel unheard

even while fighting back tears like this, he is making sure that you feel at home in his care

thinking about it now, he's done some things that jeongin had never done before. whenever it went wrong between you two, you just figured that it was because you're young and it was both of yours first serious relationship—you were learning together

and in the end, it all went wrong but you still had your best friend

eunseok turned the tv on to a random channel in the background while the two of you began to eat,

finally gathering the courage, you just start talking. “do you think everything happens for a reason, eunseok?”

raising an eyebrow at your question, he still answers “well, yeah. i guess? i mean i think everyone is given multiple paths and it's just up to them to decide which to take and sometimes others chosen path will affect yours”

“so then you think me finding out about him cheating before i left happened for a reason?” you follow up, watching him closely to see how he reacts to you and he just nods

you had one more question, one that you felt like would bring back the tension from when you were sitting on the couch

trying to hold in your shaky breaths, you knew you had to ask. it's what you came here for, you can't leave without some kind of answer. so, you blurt it out “do you think everything that's happened was meant to open doors for you and i?”. finding it hard to put together the right words, you didn't want to seem so straight forward

“i do think that we were meant to find each other, but if you're asking me what i think our story is, then i don't know. im just as confused as you are, yn” he says, turning back towards you “maybe you moving is supposed to be when you think over the life you had here. we finally finished highschool, maybe it's a gateway to start thinking about what you really want after it.” looking you in the eyes now, like he's trying to tell you something

he sounds so certain, like he's already figured all of this out. like he knows what he wants, and that scares you for some reason

the two of you have grown up beside each other, yet he already knows what he wants and you don't. you're moving away from home because you don't know what it is you want

you've never really thought about what your future may intell because everything you needed was right here, you were happy with how you were living.

looking at the clock, you didn't realize how long you've been there. “oh gosh, the time. i still have to pack my closet” you say, pushing your chair back “let me help” eunseok stands up after you

“it's okay, i think i got it” giving him a short smile, you quickly grab the jewelry that you had left and rush out the door, feeling like you can finally breathe when you hear it close shut behind you

you didn't really have to pack your closet, it was pretty much done but you just had to get out of there. you felt your plan starting to fall through and if you sat there with eunseok any longer, who knows what you would have done..

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i also may or may not have something locked away in the awnezz vault for chenle ..

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i have so many ideas for the next nobody gets me like you update like this is one of the parts of the au that i've been waiting for