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what? oh sweetheart no, you're not weirding me out at all. you're weirding me in. keep talking, freak

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shes trying

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on being yourself

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my dad is nearly 50 years old .

He has worked to provide for my family and all things considered we have been really lucky . My uncle owns our house and lets us pay cheap for rent . we have two working vehicles . we all have our own eooms , our own spaces . He works 60 hour work weeks at 33 dollars an hour.

we still cant afford groceries.

my dad , my nearly 50 year old father who works as a network technician and crawls in ceilings and school buildings all day , had to get a second job at a warehouse in order to make ends meet for bills and groceries. My mom cannot work because of her disabilities . My dad has a MOVEMENT DISABILITY and is doing physical labor anyway because its all he can do.

this isnt just about fairness anymore . this is about survival .

im planning on moving out to allieviate some of the stress on my parents shoulders and my brother has a job and is providing for himself. If you want to help me, you can outsource me as a writer for your projects, from comics to subtitling to proofreading and dialog- i work commission based hours, and Im working on putting together a portfolio . I just .. need something to work on and get paid for.

but please - do what you can to help those around you, even if their pride wont let them admit their struggling.

the information on my ko-fi is outdated but you can find it here

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Final 6 drawings for artfight 2025! Characters belong to the following:

_Phantom_ on Artfight

awesanity_aak on Instagram

TheLawlessRogue on Twitter/Instagram

made-in-glory bsky

Radionmoss on insta/twitter

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never really thought id be into 3d modelling but yknow now that im just going at it for cosplay im kinda cooking

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worlds slowest fanfic author tries really really hard

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with all due affection this is how i see u ngl

I hope you all either visualize me as my profile picture or as a little evil Saturday morning cartoon character

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Doctor, the problem's in my chest

Chapter 15

The safehouse is peaceful, comforting even in it's isolation and tension. It's warm— at least he thinks it's warm inside. There's that familar, aching smell that he misses: frost, gunpowder, dusty wood and the faintest smell of roses.

Sampo isn't in the shack. Gepard doesn't know how he knows it but he does. All Gepard can see is the close-in bending old paint-chipped walls of his room, the dresser in the corner pressed between the bed and the wall with it's surface still smeared with gunpowder and littered with the roughly rounded metal casings of Sampo's bombs, the geomarrow heater flickering and pockmarked to his right, the tightly shut crooked closet door, and the door to the main room, hanging slightly jagged on its hinges. The door is barely broken open to the main room, the old greying couch Gepard hates that he misses. It's where Sampo sleeps but he's not there now, the imprint of his body moulded into the skin of the futon.

The shack is small, made smaller by the unending snow and wind pushing the walls inward. Gepard can't consider how someone once lived in it like they have been forced to, can't imagine someone making do with the poor excuse of a kitchen. It's in a state of disarray now, all the cupboards open wide as gaping mouths, drawers dislodged and their contents spewed across the floor. Cutlery and utensils and bone fragments shiver across the grated linoleum. The shack is small, but Sampo's absence makes it feel massive, hollow, empty.

Read the full thing on ao3!!!

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as a suselle fan that also fucks with krisuselle yall know that krisuselles still yuri right kris is the most nonbinary lil fuck

more kris deltarune in skirts

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“Don’t spam my likes, don’t put too much in my asks” bruh what I love attention spam the fuck outta me put what you had for breakfast in my asks

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i genuinely admire toby fox's writing so much its actually kinda insane

hes got the perfect kinda writing for RPGs. he knows when things need to be left unsaid . he understands that implication is still knowledge . he has a wicked sense of humor . hes not perfect sure but he is damn good and amazingly skilled and practiced nonetheless . He treats every relationship in the game carefully , its all crafted together in short implications , its not loose or hollow . it stands up coherently , even if you dont read every bit of dialog or every interactable you still get a good feeling for the world, for the people, for the life that surrounds you.

and something i appreciate is the only things that need to be said aloud are. people are so obsessed with "absolutes" , with undeniable evidence , that theyve forgotten the beauty of mist. That implication and undertones are still very much so intentional and canon to the story. He treats things as they are - From queer relationships , to a split parenthood , to grief and struggle , to psyche horror - its all plain and yet never stated directly . Intereptation is beautiful in its own right , its the details of your own life used as reference . and the way hes written it all makes it so effortless.

kris is a nonconforming lead but thats never said . its just natural . always they/them used , never a need to be stated in gender .

noelle likes susie but she never says it outloud . instead she frets about impressions, heartshaped cheese cuts , buying chalk to get closer .

susie doesnt have stability but your never told that . you see the empty room , the way she never calls home , the lack of caretakers in her life , the cling to the darkworld for an escape .

ralsei's self worth is shot into the ground but he never admits to hating himself . he throws everything into helping others , into changing the story , into protecting and healing and believing over and over at the pure expense of his own mentality .

even the one note characters all have their own little quirks , details . berdys inferiority complex , alphys anxiety , toriels dismissiveness , asgores suffocating nature , carols neglect , the entire feeling of just grief that lingers over every . single . person .

i gotta get a study done dude this shit is gold

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"oh so it's like canon?" "why won't toby fox make them canon" the important thing you gotta know is toby fox never points to two characters and goes "they dated/they're dating" ever. he usually avoids questions about how he writes queer rep but it seems to be the overall attitude that if he needs to explicitly state the relationship between two characters, then he has failed as a writer to properly convey their dynamic with extra implications and all.

like... legit the only times a thing is blatantly obviously canon is though the characters, through what the CHARACTERS want to say about the other. like alphys and undyne are implied to be into each other but toby fox never said they're a couple, the game did, when alphys confessed her love and they got together at the very end of the story. and it seems everyone else takes this approach, whether the relationship is queer or not. sans "befriending" toriel and the rest is left up to interpretation. suselle with noelle being so flustered and into susie but never needing to go "I'm in love with her" cause we know cause it's just so well written. the implications of asgore giving rudy who's in an unhappy marriage boquets of flowers (berdly even comments on this if you land him in the hospital dismissing it as a "bro" thing to poke fun at how homoeroticism is dismissed as platonic friendship between men). tenna calling spamton his "old partner" (not business partner! JUST PARTNER. A REALLY LOADED WORD). and a bunch more scattered moments here and there for other things like krerdly and krusie and kriselle and so on.

because he's just a writer who takes the approach that if he needs to tell you, he hasn't done a good enough job showing you, and I just really appreciate that. it's really refreshing even 10 years later to throw yourself into writing such deep relationships that still trust readers to figure it out and know what's going on and leave wiggle room for interpretation and yet are so obvious in what they are, so blatantly and without shame or doubt, that everyone realizes what it is. and it's pretty admirable cause it makes these characters more real. nobody really goes around casually saying they're in love with someone, it's a build up, or it might be more complicated, or so on, but they show it in every other way that toby fox manages to capture with careful words.

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Deltarune Chapters 3 and 4 + Tumblr Text Posts

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Bonding