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I am a WHORE for “the love is requited, they’re both just idiots”

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writing fanfiction is just. i’m being so creative and original. i’m plagiarizing everyone by accident. i’m a genius. i’m cringe. i’m too angsty. i’m too cheesy. this is not in character. it doesn’t matter that it’s not in character because these are my characters now. i love my hobby. this is the worst possible use of my time. i’m seeking validation. i’m projecting my own personal problems onto this story and i’m barely hiding it. i know so many words and i’m using all of them wrong. im on tumblr posting about it instead of writing it.

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Wilbur & Philza DSMP lore discussion from Phil's stream today! Full video transcript below the read more.

Phil didn't know he was going to kill c!Wilbur!

Wilbur likes to hide exact lore plans so people have genuine reactions. Tommy didn't know the election results, no one knew Phil would be joining on Nov 16, and Phil didn't know he'd be killing c!Wilbur.

Phil thinks that c!Wilbur as a kid liked to blow up things he built, so he saw c!Wilbur was unstable & put together that he was going to blow up L'Manburg.

Wilbur and the other DSMP members prefer to have their characters not be hyper-aware of canon lives. So realistically, c!Phil did not know that c!Wilbur wouldn't come back.

Me killing Will was improvised. I didn't know I was going to kill him. I knew that Will was done with writing lore after this ended, and was taking a break. That's all I knew. So when we're having that back and forth about me telling him I can't kill him, "you're my son" and all that shit, that's genuine, mans didn't wanna kill him. But Will was very persistent and I could tell he was being very persistent and he definitely wanted me to do it. And then it clicked in my head like, oh he's not writing lore anymore, and he's taking a break, this is actually the perfect way for him to take a break. Of course - bap, bap!

And I asked him afterwards like "was that ok? Was that good?" And he was like "yeah it was brilliant! That was brilliant Phil!" [sighs in relief] I was like "fuck! Did I just kill Will? Did I just improvise kill Will on the spot and it was the wrong thing to do?" No, it was literally what he wanted me to do.

[TTS: Phil how did you know what the button was even for? It was literally your first few seconds in the server.]

The way he was talking about it - cus I was in the call, if you remember, and said "what are you doing?" the moment he was talking about how he fucking hated that it wasn't his anymore and all that shit. I was already getting the vibe that he was in a very destructive mood. And when he was a kid he liked to blow shit up after building things. Like to pretend he was doing demolition work. So I saw that button and I'd never seen fuck around with buttons since he was a kid, so I was like "wait a fucking minute" [laughs]. THE ANGST!

So I saw the button and was just like that's gonna do 1 thing - he's extremely unstable right now and he wants to blow something up. He has built this thing from the ground up, this huge thing as an adult, and he's never fucked around with anything to do with demolition before since he was a kid - like wait a fucking minute. "Bad parenting" WHAT DO YOU MEAN? HE WAS A CHILD! How many times have you smacked things when you were a kid, fuck off! [laughs]

The big thing that Will and everyone else prefers to do now or acknowledge is that the characters in the Dream SMP shouldn't be hyperaware of canon lives. It has to feel more natural. So realistically, I didn't know. As a character, you're just like "oh I'm dead, oh I'm back, oh I'm dead, I'm not coming back, what?" But we can't ignore the fact that there's a 3 lives system, so we kind of tread the line of not knowing but kinda knowing if that makes sense? Because being hyper aware of it is weird haha.

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i have horrible news everyone

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Ash posted a photo of Lovejoy playing Scrabble on his Instagram!

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Compiling song title/lyric hints from Lovejoy's second EP!

Updated as of Sept 23

Confirmed song titles:

"Perfume" (confirmed by Tommy)

"Model Buses" (confirmed by James Marriott)

Emoji hints from Ash & lyrics tweeted out by Lovejoy:

"Stuck (shhh-duck) Sleep talking" ?

The emojis might be referencing "model buses." "Like a breath of fresh air on a warm summer evening"

"What a shame for the people of your local community"

"It seems like all her friends abruptly fell in love"

Scrabble board with song titles (also potentially lyrics) from the EP, posted by Ash on Instagram:

Potential titles?

"You'll Understand When You're Older"

"Concrete Brain" (note that Ash has a rock & brain emoji in his Twitter display name)

"The Fall"

"Oh Yeah? You Gonna Cry?"

What about "It's All Futile! It's All Pointless!"?

Lovejoy have hinted many times that "It's All Futile! It's All Pointless!" will be repurposed into a song for the EP. The song could have been renamed.

Another song title from Ash's vlog? "This Song is Dead"

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Ash posted a photo of Lovejoy playing Scrabble on his Instagram!

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Ranboo replied to Krinios!

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DreamAndGeorgeGames

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Aight I made a comp of every ‘Dream’ from George’s latest stream 😔

I counted it to 275 times in total, out of a stream that lasted for 1 hour, 59 mins and 48 seconds. (He couldn’t have streamed 12 more seconds huh lmao) anyways I don’t know math and I’ve just been spending too long editing this and counting, so somebody else do the math on that one LMAO but uhhhhhhh it’s a LOT 😀

He streamed for 119 mins and out of those minutes he said ‘Dream’ 275 times. That alone says a lot huh 🥴

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just another day in the office for victoria o7

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me: [remembers some Really Cool People follow me] shit.. i’m acting like a Fool… [continues to act like a fool.]

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on this day

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New Dream piss tweet just dropped

Nature is healing

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i redrew their discord icons! 💤

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“Which one?”

When you were expecting to scroll a long way but it’s just gogy