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for muses that are getting to know each other

❝ what's your favorite color and why? ❞

❝ can i come with you? ❞

❝ you have a nice smile, has anyone ever told you that before? ❞

❝ how do you take your coffee? ❞

❝ sorry, what was your name again? ❞

❝ it just occurred to me i never asked you what your last name is. ❞

❝ actually we've met before. ❞

❝ i've heard a few things about you. ❞

❝ care to join me? ❞

❝ i'm not really sure why i trust you. ❞

❝ i don't usually talk this much, it just feels easy to say stuff when you're listening. ❞

❝ i know we don't know each other that well but if you wanna talk about it... ❞

❝ could you help me with something? ❞

❝ do you like it here? ❞

❝ are you new around here? ❞

❝ you can ask me anything you want. i promise i'll answer truthfully except the things i feel like lying about. ❞

❝ i don't mean to be too forward, you just seem like you could use a friend right now. ❞

❝ you can come with me. i mean if you don't have anyone waiting for you. ❞

❝ we're friends now. you can ask me for help. ❞

❝ do you like this music? i can change it. ❞

❝ what are your favorite snacks? ❞

❝ really? i wouldn't have guessed that about you. ❞

❝ do you mind if i ask about it? ❞

ACTIONS:

VISIT: for sender to go to receiver's home for the first time

VISITED: for receiver to go to sender's home for the first time

CRYING: for sender to see receiver cry for the first time

CRIED: for receiver to see sender cry for the first time

BEGIN: sender and receiver are on their first date together

TRIP: our muses go on a group trip but end up stuck together, away from the rest of their friends.

SITUATION: our muses are acquainted because one of them is their friend's roommate. muse a shows up when their friend isn't there and ends up hanging out with muse b one on one.

GO: our muses go to a zoo or theme park together and get lost.

INVITE: sender cooks for receiver for the first time

INVITED: receiver cooks for sender for the first time

TOGETHER: our muses spend the night for the first time

TRY: our muses hooked up and are hanging out the next day

COMFORT: sender is going through a break up and receiver offers to cheer them up

COMFORTED: receiver is going through a break up and sender offers to cheer them up

OFFER: sender gives receiver a ride to the airport/picks them up

OFERED: receiver gives sender a ride to the airport/picks them up

AID: sender helps receiver redecorate

AIDING: receiver helps sender redecorate

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Sneaks up behind her like spider monkey and drops a massive chunk of ice beneath the collar of her shirt.

hips shift, an arm crossing her chest and resting under the opposite elbow; nails tapped once in a while against the recyclable and eco-friendly! coffee cup. this was probably her fourth cup, but who was counting? tongue flicks off of her sharpened canine, head tipping upwards as she spoke to two-guns. her nose wrinkles in a silent laugh before taking a swallow of cooling coffee.

"SONO'ABITCH."

it's squealed out in one, thickly accented exclamation. Back arches, her spine nearly becoming her sternum and her coffee spills over the pristine tiled floor of the breakroom. Breath stole from her lips, eyes wide and hands now crooked into claws. She's turned into a wriggling little thing, hands pulling here and there at her uniform until the chunk of ice fell from the hem and splintered like glass on the tile.

"póg mo thóin, Renton!"

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clicks tongue.

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a little bit of an explanation as to whats happened in my life, to keep yall up to date if you wish.

idk really how to start this off, so if it seems a little jumbled & out there I'm sorry!

it's been three years since i left my ex "husband". So by legal standards, no we weren't married. I had a place holder ring. Stayed with him for 9 years. He was emotionally abusive, narcissistic, and isolated me from my friends. Honestly, I can't even put plural for that-- I was "allowed" one friend, and that was the girl who is practically my sister from HIGH SCHOOL. And even then? it was a big to-do if I wanted to spend time with her. I never got to see my mother, who I have a strained relationship with already.

In those three years, I have bought a house (i dont recommend doing what I did. Just.. explore your options.) My situation was that my mother didn't want me living with her anymore and thats fine-- she is entitled to her own space and what not. I'm grown, 30 years old this year, and she has raised me so I get it. I bought this house hastily and to its credit it's a great little starter house for two people. Only issue is, it's small but like I said I just wish I had waited a little bit and shopped around, but I felt the quicker I could get out the faster I could get my cats back! And did.

I've also gotten a new car, a better position at my job (but fuck that place tbqh. grateful for the paycheck but man... 6pm-6am is ROUGH when you are chronically ill.) and....maybe....just maybe... a new partner. I've went from 21lbs to 150 (and that was honestly all in the first year-- I've maintained that weight just about constantly for 2 years running now).

But with new changes, there isn't always a silver lining.

My depression got bad, my anxiety worse, I've developed new health issues such as POTS (thats really fun to have in a warehouse work setting in the middle of summer), seizures (these are non-epileptic), and as of today, chronic hives (and I thought eczema was hard to deal with) on top of my insomnia just absolutely taking the piss out of me. Then one of my moms got into an accident on 4th of july weekend, my co-worker just had to be taken off of a vent because he was denied a lung transplant (guy was only in his 60s if best) & I've fallen out of friendship with what used to be a good coworker (who is now my boss...it's going exactly how you'd imagine lol). Something happened with my partners family, but that's for them to share if they wish.

So all in all 2024 has been absolutely KICKING my ass but I'm still here. I'm sorry for having to disappear for so long, but I do not have the spoons to be here constantly. I am trying to get back into the swing of things, since they're adjusting my medicines and trying to get me on the correct dosages and what not (i've had Serotonin Syndrome & thats' drastically cut what medicines I can have with my mental health, in half.

In short, thank you for sticking with me this long & I hope to come back in full swing eventually, but I'm just slowly trying to chip away at everything and your patience means a great deal! Small little note, my handle used to be Loh on here-- ive changed it to Runnii! (or Rune) and I hope you guys like it!

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favorite type of penetration? teeth in flesh

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@aegisregalis

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just... monches her teeth together in idle bordem.

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sephiroth extends his gloved hand towards rem with an elegant flourish. ❛ give into your dark desires and join me. nothing will be able to defeat us. ❜

@saishuu-heiki

There’s ash thick on her tongue and the flames that devour the rubble of buildings cause of flush to come to her face, sweat dampening her skin beneath her collar. She inhales smog, coughing out clouds before attempting to push herself up on her elbows. Her body trembles, edges quivering with effort as she manages one knee beneath her hips and her elbows supporting her upper body; silver hair parts as a glowing blue eye narrows in his direction. Her lungs burn, blood cooling on her back and she can taste the copper in the back of her throat. Rem aches, muscles screaming with the strain of battle, pushed passed their limits to where the burn was no longer enjoyable. She can feel a jolt of fear run down her spine, spidering out over the rest of her nervous system. Her stomach swirls, knotting and the acid turning into lead bricks and she has to fight with every inhale not to gag. He’s too close– everything in her mind is short circuiting, blue screening. Error 404. 

Rem snarls, the sound resembling that of a trapped bobcat; heckles raised and she gnashes her teeth at the flourished hand. She wants to sink her fangs into the meat of his hand and bring him to his knees. Her head aches, a blinding pain causing the turk to scream, head dropping in submission as he straightens his stance, clearly not affected by her feral behaviour. The pressure he exudes has her fighting to keep her pathetic stance up, the knee bent to support her lower body nearly giving out. She wouldn’t bend– not to him. Rem gives a choked off scream again, eyes screwing shut against the blinding lights behind her eyelids, the pounding in her skull that made her brain feel like it was melting. She wouldn’t have been surprised if it started leaking out of her ears at this point. 

Rem hears mother, screaming inside her head– as if it didn’t hurt enough. How those overlapping voices fill her head with a terrible din; reunion, reunion, join him – her stomach seizes and she gags, bile burning her throat as she spits it at his feet. How every atom in her body aches to join him, to throw herself around his legs and beg for forgiveness, to hope that the Father would welcome back the wayward daughter into his grace. Mother would forgive her, shouldn’t he? Rem bites down on her lower lip, fang piercing it and causing blood to gush from the wound and down her neck– a grounding technique taught in the halls of ShinRa. Pain was an equaliser. Pain grounded the subject. 

“ I.. I won’t. “ she rasped, lashing out weakly with a shaking arm to slap his hand away from her. Even if she managed to move it a centimetre, it was enough space to let the whispers die for a moment. She gasps a breath of relief, eyes struggling to stay open before she digs deep, finding that spite and hatred to latch onto before forcing her body up on fawn legs. Her fingers dip into the pocket of her blazer, looping into the spaces of her brass knuckles before her hand retracts and betters her grip on the weapons. Lightning sparks across them, licking at the metal hungrily and the tingling turns her fingertips numb. 

“ I’ll nev’r.. Join ya. Yer goin’ ta’ fail.. Like all tha’ times b’fore..” 

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Rem adds nothing to the group chat other than Flork memes.

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