axthefirecrotch

[axthefirecrotch]

Roxas, Roxas, Roxas- was all Axel could think about as he ran through the crowed hallways of the airport. Heart racing as emeralds searched for the familiar spike of blond hair, Axel realised a sigh when he finally spotted and watched as the male paused in walking. With one last effort, the barista put everything into those final steps before reaching the blond, and finally wrapped his arms around the well known body in front of him.

Sighing into the blonds warm skin, he tried to regain control of his breathing and beating heart, watching as Roxas turned around to face him. Roxas really was here, the barista wasn't too late- and where those tears? Quickly the red head cupped Roxas face in both hands, staring into shimmering cerulean feeling his heart break at seeing the male cry.

Even if the reason was understandable, the sight was too unbearable. Feeling a hand on his check, emeralds never left the blonds face as Roxas spoke so brokenly while apologising. Why would Roxas apologise? If anything Axel blamed himself for leaving everything to the last moment and not saying anything sooner. Shaking his head, Axel sighed softly and closed his eyes briefly before staring into blue again, whispering comforting words back. "No Roxas. It's my fault, I shouldn't hav left things like this...." Rubbing the cheeks with both of his thumbs, he smiled a little and continued. "Please don't cry sunshine." Just standing there with Roxas in his arms made him feel as if their little paradise that they built was back, and nothing mattered in the world accept the blond.

Oh how he longed for everything to be how it was before, happy and carefree- whispering sweet nothings. There was still so much that Roxas didn't know about himself, and for the first time he wanted to share those dark things with someone. The apprehension was still there about revealing those things, but for some reason the red head felt like he would be accepted no matter what- Perhaps he would have to wait for the right time. Feeling a patch of his shirt become wet, he removed his hands from Roxas face to wrap one around the blonds waist- stroking the skin revealed there while the other around the males upper back, embracing him lovingly.

Listening to those words as Roxas started crying, Axel continued to stroke the blonds back soothingly feeling his chest tighten at the words. Pausing for a moment, his thoughts scrambled to try and figure out how to reply to something like that. Axel wanted to say that everything will be okay, but will it? How could he know that for sure? Perhaps trying to find his sentimental side just like Reno suggested might be the best, but the only question left was how to put it into words?

Sighing softly into blond spikes, Axel murmured soothingly trying to find the right words. "It's okay Roxas, I was too. I'm loosin' the best thing that ever fuckin' happened to me. But I'll still be 'ere when you come back...." Suddenly a thought occurred to him that might brighten the dull atmosphere- Instead of Roxas thinking this is the end, perhaps he could think of it this way. "I could always save up an' fly over ta visit ya- Te amo, y yo no estoy a punto a dejar ir."

Recuperating the hug back as Roxas buried his face in his chest, Axel sighed and ran a hand up and down the blonds back. Watching as the blonds sobs slowly died down once he placed the chain around his neck, Axel watched silently trying to gauge Roxas reaction- mentally praying that the male would like it. Cracking his own smiling at seeing Roxas face, Axel released the breath he didn't know he was holding and replied back tenderly. "Glad ya like it babe, an' I love you too." Smile growing as he watched Roxas leaning up on his toes, the barista met him half way and kissed the blond back filled with passion and love.

Gripping Roxas waist in his hands to help balance the male, the red head moved his own lips against the blonds feeling that familiar spark once more. Axel had to bite back a groan when Roxas pulled away to answer him, but nodded at the words and let a small smirk grace his features. "Yeah, I will one day. So do I sunshine, I don't want ta loose you..." Pausing he rolled his eyes with a smirk in place at those teasing words before continuing. "Babe, all the cute blonds in the world won't do fer me. There's only one cute blond for me- You're the one fer me."

Chuckling softly at the nuzzle, Axel looked up and away from his boyfriend at the overhead voice and sighed depressingly and glanced back down, feeling Roxas tightening the hold on his shirt. Clutching Roxas almost desperately, Axel half listened to Roxas as he tried to memorised his boyfriends warmth and feel before he left him for who knows how long. Murmuring back after a minute, he replied whispering back into Roxas ear. "Neither do I, sunshine." Shivering slightly at the kisses that were placed along his jaw line, Axel's hands roamed the blonds back silently cherishing his boyfriend before Roxas moved away to open his bag, Raising a brow at the words, emeralds watched as Roxas handed him a script.

The way the blond described what the piece was about almost sounded as if he had written about them- perhaps that's what Roxas was writing when he first met him? Staring at the script in his hands in awe, the red heads mind reeled. Roxas wanted him to read it first? Before it was published? Axel could remember when the blond didn't want him to even see what he was writing let alone read it- but to read something that Roxas had finished?

Starring in shock, the red head replied breathlessly. "R-Rox this...Are you sure?" Nodding slowly he pulled the blond back into his arms, embracing him tightly once more and whispered. "Thanks babe, an' I don't care if it's not expensive- your writtin' is amazing." Hearing those heartbreaking words again, Axel nodded into the blonds hair and slowly released his boyfriend peaking his lips quickly before backing away and watching sadly as Roxas turned to leave. "I'll be here, waitin' an' saving so I can visit ya."

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He was unsure of how much time had passed a he sat there, tear filled eyes. A few people had stopped to ask him if he was okay, but most assumed why, giving sorrowful looks to the blond who sat alone. It wasn’t rare for people to be parted by distance. People moved home everyday, for work, for personal reasons. Roxas should’ve known something so perfect would’ve never worked out. How long would he be away from Axel before he could come back to visit? One week? a month? — if at all! For all he knew, the company probably had a certain time period in which you had to stay before requesting holiday. Would Axel even want to see him again? Was he even sad to see him leave? He was forever putting himself down. The barista was perfect, and to let something like that slip through his fingers, killed him. It made him want to run away, lock himself from the outside world, and just sit there, to be alone, until he was too weak to physically call for help. He didn’t want to leave Axel, he wanted this job, but other the last few weeks alone, he fell in love with a guy who he only started talking to because he went in for a vanilla flat white.

What if he never met Axel? He wouldn’t have had to deal with not only one, but two attacks from Vanitas, he wouldn’t have been raped on their outing out. He was more scarred from the last few days, than perhaps most experiences he’d had within his life. He’d completly gone soft for the male - figuartievly of course. He’d opened up to Axel, showed him a small insight to his past, and almost instantly did he drop that guard that he normally kept up. Their evenings together were more than amazing, often in the day would he gently brush the marks his lover left the night before. Smiling, feeling happy. Whether Axel had noticed it or not, the blond felt more inclined to make love to Axel on a daily basis. He wanted to feel loved, and he did, in those moments when Axel would whisper sweet words to him that, during the day, he simply blushed at; he felt wanted. He belonged with Axel, his heart was the barista’s, and he wanted to believe that Axel’s heart belonged to him, he couldn’t ever imagine him finding anyone better than the barista.

What if he were to return to visit, and Axel had someone else? Could he deal with that pain? What would a great job be, if he was lonely. What if he published one of his books and had a fan base? Would that make him happy? Not if Axel wasn’t in his life. Pure blue optics glanced up to the board which had the departure times and the current time. What was the point in waiting around? He might as well go and get on the plane which would be a lot more comforting than some bench. Picking up his bag, he slowly rose and glanced in the direction of the terminal. Swallowing thickly, the blond took slow, heavy steps towards the gate entrance. He could feel a pulse within his head, his body was shaking. This didn’t feel right, it all felt wrong, but he didn’t have the spare amount of money to rebook his flight, just to say goodbye to Axel. If the red head was to turn up, he’d have a good fifteen minutes before he had to leave, but it wasn’t like the barista was going to show anyway.

Ears perked as his name was called. Was that his name? It sounded like it. He paused in his footsteps to listen out for his name to be called again, assuming it was just a mistake, but to soon be greeted with a warm, taller figure wrapping their arms around his waist. He knew who it was instantly as he released the handle on his bag and suitcase. Tears pricked in his eyes, rosette lips parted to speak, to gasp, yet nothing, just a small noise of shock. The writer ever so slowly turned around to see his boyfriend, there, looking as gorgeous as he always did, but looking upset himself. A tear rolled down Roxas’ cheek as he gently placed his hand on Axel’s cheek. “I’m sorry, Axel.. for.. this—” By that he meant ever since Christmas day. Thankfully he would have the golden retriever puppy to live with him, to remind him of Axel, though he was being boarded seperately, and would be kept in the  the new york station, kennel until Roxas arrived. He wondered if the little guy would be okay, but with his playful, friendly spirit he thought it ought to take a lot to effect him in any serious way. The way Axel spoke, desperate and urgent. He said those words again, but this time in such a way he’d never experienced, he just wanted to drag the red head to bed and lay there with him, sob into his arms and tell him how much he loved him. He truly loved Axel, without a doubt, and he knew he’d do anything for him. A few noticable tears stroked his cheeks, the blond sniffing a little as he now realised he was crying. “Axel, gods I fuckin’ love ya too, I don’t want us t’be over… I was just so… so scared… I’m scared Ax—” he said, staring deep into emeralds as tears continued to flood. Sobbing he wrapped his arms around Axel’s waist and burried his face in Axel’s shirt - not caring less for leaving it tear stained.

He swallowed back his sobs as the red head placed a chain around his neck, glancing down at it in awe. It was perfect. Axel always knew how to make Roxas smile, and even now he cracked the smallest of smiles for his partner. “Oh Ax, it’s perfect… I love it… I love you—” he said, naturally leaning up on his toes, heels off the floor as he would bring his lips to press to Axel’s. Albeit a little unstable, the blond managed to maintain a solid, heartfelt kiss. His lips moved slowly against Axel’s, trying to pour everything into that kiss. His lips would only move away as the red head discussed Skype. “I’ll be back to visit soon, or you can come visit me? Promise, I really want this to work Axel. Gods, I don’t know what I’ll do if ya find yerself another blond whilst I’m gone… I can only imagine how many cute blond’s walk into yer place at work—” he teased, laughing a little, nuzzling his face into Axel’s chest again.

Sighing softly, he heard the overhead voice alert the passengers that they soon needed to board. He grabbed the fabric of Axel’s shirt tighter, clinging to his love, not caring for anything else in the world other than the red head. “I don’t wanna leave ya, firefly—” he whispered, though sadly, leaning up to whisper direct into Axel’s ear before peppering his jaw line with soft kisses, not teasing, or wanting to cause something hot and heavy, just a show of adoration for the male. “I’ve gotta go now, Ax… but uh… here… It’s not exactly expensive but uh…” he opened his bag, kneeling down for a moment as he took out a script of some sort. “This was the book I started, the day I met you.. I typed it up again. It’s about this guy, who was depressed, suicidal, thought there was nothing else for him in the world, until he gets closer to this popular guy. He starts to think about things that he feels shouldn’t be right for a guy to feel about the same sex. I got stuck when it came to writing the in depth feels part, he was falling in love with the guy. I’d never been in love, so how could I relate on any level? The best I’d had until you was Vanitas. But… I wrote a bit more, and I finally finished it.. You inspired me, helped me to write the rest, Ax….” He said softly as he handed him the one script. “I’ve got the typed version, I can just print it out again. But, I wanted you to read something I finally finished, it’s the first project I’m gonna hand over to the head guy….” he said before sighing again.

“Ax, I really have to go—” he said, tears pricking in his eyes once again.

[axthefirecrotch]

Casually strolling along the almost empty back streets of Twilight town, Axel sighed in depression as he idly listened to the music filtering through his headphones. Lately his past few days had being boring and lifeless ever since Roxas left Twilight Town, nothing seemed to interest him that much anymore. So much so that the barista was really starting to see how different the world really was without the blond. Nothing interesting ever happened in TT, and he guessed it was part of the reason so many left the place- it figures.

Many knew the quiet little town as the 'sleepy town', and truly it was- since many decided to raise families or to retire. Suddenly hearing another song start to play, the barista took out his hand along with his IPod from his pocket and unlocked the device, pressing a button to change the song. Once satisfied with the song choice, the red head placed both the IPod and his hand back into his pocket once more.

That alone was part of the reason Axel wanted to leave, and maybe chase after Roxas. Of course that would meaning giving up a lot and it would be a big step, however would that really be the life for him? New York was a big place, that he knew- but to live there? But even before meeting Roxas, the red head found that the town had lost its appeal and many of his friends left in favour of going to college in other countries. Perhaps that's what he needed, a change of scenery.

Although despite having the need to leave the town, there was still things that kept him here- like University. Finishing his degree was something that the barista defiantly wanted to complete, since getting into said University wasn't easy- and to quit all of a sudden would be a waste of money. University wise, Axel guessed he could always go on break and just visit Roxas, or even go on vacation.

Sighing Axel removed both hands from his pockets to rake a hand through his mane, scowling at today's heat wave and how sticky his body felt against the clothing he wore. It was a day such as today that Axel wished he was working just so he could be in the air conditioning.

But that's where his problem started; being outside in the first place. Frowning, Axel rolled his eyes at his stupid move of coming outside and wondering around today, however going home did nothing to sedate his boredom. Taking out the headphones from his ears, while simultaneously taking out his iPod from his pocket, Axel wrapped the headphones around the device and pocketed them both.

Pausing at hearing footsteps growing closer, Axel glanced up curiously wondering who would be running around these parts- in his opinion you can never be too careful. And the male he was watching was one of those reasons- carrying a gun. Not making a move, emeralds watched closely while his body tensed waiting to see what he did wrong to cause someone with a gun to approach.

Raising a brow at the question, Axel relaxed slightly as emeralds swept over the blonds form. It was obvious that this guy wasn't a local, since that accent didn't sound like from someone around here- plus the last time he checked he was the only one who spoke like that. But judging by the males ragged form he was very lost, Axel couldn't help but think he was an idiot.But his looks an mannerisms seemed genuine.

Amusedly Axel let a small smirk grace his features before rolling his eyes. "First, ya in a place called Twilight town, an' second yeah it does sound like yer crazy as fuck." Pausing he pointed to the gun and continued. "Carryin one of 'em makes ya seem more crazy."

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                It was no secret that the blond fugitive liked to be crazy every once in a while, but maybe this time he’d gone a little overboard. Usually he’d remain within the Lucis area and get into trouble for the little antics he and his friends would occasionally play on the regulars - Hey, can’t have all work and no fun! 

                But this time, he’d sorta.. kinda.. lost track of where he was altogether. He thought it’d be a pretty nifty idea to see what else there was beyond Lucis. Of course, he used to be a freelancer just a few years back, but since working for the Caelum’s, protecting Noctis and the Crystal, he’d barely stepped a foot out of the place. He couldn’t see the harm in venturing out a little further. The freelancer was used to walking and running for miles, so as long as he could find his way back, he supposed he’d be fine. 

               With his firearm loosely resting on his shoulder, he continued to walk and walk and walk. He was about to give up on trying to find life outside of Lucis altogether when he spotted a tower. A clock tower. It would be irregular to have a clock tower in the middle of no where without someone living close by, right? Well that’s what he told himself as he started to pick up pace, one foot in front of the other, his boot catching splashes of mud every now and then, trudging forwards to wherever the hell this place was. 

               Reaching the edge of the town he covered his forehead with the side of his hand, still having to squint a little from the sun even if it was mid afternoon. Strands of naturally messed hair stuck to his forehead before he’d shake his head vigorously to give it that naturally messed look once again. It was a town. He was stood at the edge of a town. Was he seeing things? Was he dehydrated that he imagined this? No, this was a town, not as big as Lucis, perhaps a quarter of the size, but a town that looked active none the less. 

               His teeth gently pinched his inner cheek in thought, wondering where exactly he could head first. This place looked so different from Lucis, he wasn’t even sure people here would speak the same. Scuffing his boots along the cobbled pavements, he looked around, hoping to find some local. There had to be one person lurking around, even if it was a child. Something caught his eye briefly, was that? No it wasn’t the sun, unless the sun suddenly became red close up. 

                He blinked and squinted his eyes, when he suddenly saw a red haired male with headphones in, clearly blocking out the world. He looked normal, he guessed, and admittedly he liked his boots. Almost dashing over to the red head he stopped just before charging into him and gave him a firm poke on the shoulder. 

                “Uh, sorry to bother ya, man, but I don’t s’pose you know where I am?" He canted his head slightly, realising he probably sounded ridiculous, borderline crazy. He himself had met a few lost people in Lucis, and he knew exactly what he thought about them, let alone what this guy must think of him right now. Raking a hand through his hair, he was quick to add. "I know it sounds crazy, bro, I’ve just been wand’rin a long time, and I kinda lost track as t’where I actually was..”

[axthefirecrotch]

Axel was beside himself and wasn’t even sure that his words and gestures were what his boyfriend needed at the moment. He liked to think that they helped somewhat yes, but if Roxas hadn’t dragged his body to sit on the couch, Axel would have questioned Roxas if it was really ok for him to sit and listen to a somewhat delicate and private conversation. In all honesty the barista felt as if the whole thing was sprung on his boyfriend, and the fact that his mother was telling him this on Christmas Day left a bitter taste in his mouth. What would I do in Roxas position?

Move to do the internship? Well Axel knew from day one when he first saw the blond, to when those girls bumped into him that his blond has a gift- to be able to write- and getting the internship of his dreams would mean the world to him. But the question of ‘What would happen to us?’ lingered in his mind and hanging over his head as emeralds silently looked on, observing the situation. If the circumstances were different, Axel would right away jump in and try to solve Roxas’ problems by offering for the blond to move in with him and share his apartment and rent.

Relationship wise it was a huge jump, but on the other hand Roxas did offer for him to move in before his mother ‘dropped the unexpected bomb’. On the other hand, he was sure that Roxas would know that he would mean well and was only trying to help. That aside, Axel knew for a fact that holding back Roxas from a chance like this would be terrible and the red head knew that he would live with the guilt every time he saw his boyfriend walking around. However, recently they admitted their feelings for each other and for the first time Axel knew he was smitten and in love with the blond, and Roxas returned his feelings. Having a long distance relationship would put a strain on the both of them, but what choice do they have? The only thing he could do for now is stand back and support Roxas choice, no matter what happens he knew without a doubt that he would love the male no matter what choice he made.

Glancing away from the floor, emeralds stared at Roxas face as he heard those weak words. Two weeks? That means two weeks until his blond left him, two weeks of not seeing him for awhile, two weeks of not seeing the beautiful smile. After the whole depressing news, the rest of the woman’s visit was bland and depressing, apart from the fact that the blonds mother had brought presents everything seemed almost okay. Even with the presence of Roxas mother, Axel could tell that Roxas was still feeling very shaken up about his time limit and the moving.

Deciding to remain silent, emeralds watched in amusement as his blond was questioned more thoroughly about the sexual side of their relationship and how it worked. Honestly Axel almost couldn’t believe it, the hickeys were a dead giveaway- and the ‘physical side of it’ worked almost like how straight couples to do. But that aside, he refrained from explaining to save Roxas from embarrassment, plus he wasn’t all that fond of telling anyone anything about his private life.

Chuckling softly at Roxas now red face, his hand moved itself back to Roxas’ hip, rubbing there all the while smirking. A few minutes later, she left them alone once more and the happy atmosphere left him while his boyfriend was at the door saying goodbye. What now? Was the question that was circling Axels mind. Perking up at hearing sock clad feet padding back, emeralds glanced into blue while he stood up. Instantly Axel recuperated the action and hugged his blond back tightly, while rubbing one hand up and down his back, face buried into blond spikes. Murmuring back lovingly into blond spikes he answered “I love ya too Rox.”

Feeling tears stain his shirt, Axel continued to embrace Roxas almost desperately while continuing to rub the males back softly unsure of what else to do- since words right now weren’t necessary. Catching onto Roxas not speaking anymore about earlier, the barista settled on enjoying the rest of the day in Roxas company, while silently noticing how the male went silent every now and then. Once the blond was out of sight, he sighed and ran a hand through his hair. And for the first time in months he picked up the habit he thought he broke- a cigarette.

———————

The next two weeks flew by fast- too fast for Axel. Even if Roxas wasn’t aware of it, the red head picked up on everything he was avoiding talking about. The subject was indeed a sore one, but there was still important things that needed to be discussed with his blond before he left. What would happen to them? Does Roxas mind a long distance relationship? Knowing his boyfriend, Axel had a feeling that he wouldn’t say anything because he feared the topic.

But on the other hand, the red head didn’t want his boyfriend to break down about it either- it was times like this he wished Demyx was around, since he was the best at helping him in times like this. He knew that discussing what were to happen to them was the priority, but the fear of reminding Roxas of the ‘dreaded moving day’ kept him at bay- But one thing that Axel did know was if his boyfriend were to ever move back, he was always welcomed to say at his place.

As the dreaded moving day grew ever near, Axel could see the slight changes in Roxas. He too would admit that he was scared and apprehensive about the day when Roxas left him- Roxas, the one good thing that as happened to him, the only other that loved him. Against his will the day was upon them, the day Roxas disappeared for who knows how long.

Just standing there in the almost suffocating and depressing atmosphere was almost enough to make Axel cry, just watching the blond packing everything and watching all the furniture leave. Though being reminded of the memories hurt the most. The two of them hadn’t had any kind of real conversation since two weeks ago, and it hurt how little they did talk- But just bring up any kind of conversation lost its appeal.

Watching as Roxas front door closed and locked for the final time and the keys being handed over, Axel swallowed thickly and glanced away, and saw the blonds mothers car speed away in his peripheral vision. It hurt even more that he couldn’t give Roxas a proper goodbye, and that nothing about their relationship got decided. Sighing the red head got into his own car and drove back to his apartment, and opened the front door and was surprised to see Reno, Demyx and Zexion there.

His two best friends briefly described they had came to visit his house since they were both on university holidays, and Reno was just passing by delivering the ‘special gift’ that Axel had requested months ago, all the while questioning if he was too late to give the gift. Oh that’s right, the barista had forgotten over the past few weeks that he had told Reno that Roxas was leaving. What happened next was only what the red head could describe as a blur, the trio all urged him to run to the airport and give the ‘gift’ to his boyfriend and remind the blond that he would always be there when he came back- even though Axel argued back he wasn’t a sentimental person, Reno hotly fired back to become one and ‘grow some balls’.

With fire flowing through his veins, Axel took the ‘gift’ and hurriedly said ‘thanks’ to his guests and rushed out the door and into his car, speeding off towards the airport. Once there Axel quickly rushed out of the car, and sprinted towards the doors, all the while hoping he wouldn’t be too late. Pausing at feeling his phone vibrating, the barista took out the device and squeezed it in his palm after reading the text.

Was that all Roxas had to say? Not even requesting for him to go to the airport to say goodbye? Gritting his teeth, Axel started to sprint off again all the while desperately looking for a head of blond spikes in the crowed hallway. Heart skipping a beat at finally finding Roxas, he called out his boyfriends name while maneuvering around the passengers- until finally reaching the blonds back. Instantly he wrapped his arms around his boyfriends waist, while leaning down to place the bridge of his nose against Roxas back. Whispering sadly and forlornly, Axel murmured into the skin. “You weren’t gunna say goodbye?”

Pausing for a minute to enjoy the heat that radiated from Roxas’ body, the red head sighed shakily and continued after a few minutes. “I know we haven’t really talked fer the past two weeks, an’ we haven’t discussed what was gunna happen to us…But Roxas, I want us to stay together- with you. And I love you so fuckin’ much. And it kills me that you’re leavin but I don’t want ta break up, an’ I think we can still make this work. I hav Skype, an’ the laptop I gave ya has it too- My Skype’s in that laptop.”

Smiling fondly at remembering that day he gave the laptop to Roxas, he softly continued after a minute while moving the chain around his boyfriends neck, clasping the chain together. “An’ this is fer you, so ya won’t forget an’ hav it memorised.” Adorned around his boyfriends neck was a ‘X’ shaped sliver necklace, with the words ‘Te quiero siempre’ engraved on the back.

Wʀɪᴛᴇʀs Bʟᴏᴄᴋ

The writer wanted to melt in Axel’s arms, feeling him stroke his back so tenderly, those affectionate words, the encouragement that helped him persevere. Unfortunately he couldn’t at the current moment in time, due to the fact his mother was there and the fact she was also giving him news that was basically life changing. Roxas had a life here in Twilight Town. Friends, a boyfriend, his own place! Did his mother really expect him to walk away from all of that, simply move back home, back to a life he hated? He was finally feeling good about himself, finally feeling somewhat settled. Was she really going to rip that from his grasp. The thought dawned on him that he had in fact got in to the publishing company he’d dreamed of working with, but with Axel here, no doubt wanting to get his words in on the situation, could he really throw out the possibility of him moving that far away, now? He knew that wouldn’t be fair to be announcing such a big thing without speaking to the red head first. True, Axel spurred him on and congratulated him, saying how he shouldn’t hold back from this once in a lifetime opportunity, but that was all before Axel told him he loved him - loved him! And he loved Axel too. If he were to up and leave, would Axel just simply move on? That was what he feared the most. He knew distance could be a bitch for any relationship, let alone something so special and new, only just found. 

"Just… Give me two weeks.." was all he could say with a weak response. He had no intention on getting a normal job and staying here, he knew now that he had no choice but to take the job opportunity in America. The rest of his mothers visit was kinda dull, she brought presents for Roxas which later appeared out of her car, and funny enough, it was almost nice having her around, just like old times. Though, it was obvious what was plaguing his mind. She stayed for a few more hours, drinking numerous cups of tea and eating many biscuits as Roxas was interrogated further about his relationship with Axel. There were many embarrassing moments such as her curiosity when she asked if the couple had already had sex. She simply didn’t get how gay sex worked. Roxas’ face was redder than the Christmas mug he held, it really wasn’t something he wanted to get into - not after the news he was given. Eventually, she left, leaving Roxas alone with his boyfriend and his puppy once more. Socked feet strode over to Axel, the blond gently snaking his arms around Axel’s waist, burying his face into the red head’s chest. "I love you Ax-" He said, a few tears running down his face It was obvious as to why he was upset, he highly doubted he needed to explain to Axel, anyone could see he was moved in bad ways from the information his mother gave him. He opted to speak no more of the topic, and simply enjoyed the rest of Christmas in Axel’s company, going silent every now and then, lighting up a cigarette just to take his mind off of things if for even a moment. 

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The next two weeks were the worst. Roxas avoided the topic with Axel at every mention or thought. He hadn’t mentioned anything else of his books to the barista, knowing it would bring up the subject of him leaving. In the worst way, it distanced them a little bit, the blond holding himself back from telling Axel how he really felt - even though he knew they needed to discuss their relationship, but Roxas didn’t want to break up with the barista, gods he wanted to stay here with him forever. He didn’t see his friends, he didn’t want to be reminded of all the good things he’d be leaving and misisng out on once he’d gone. Would he ever come back? Would he ever see them again? With no home to return to in Twilight Town, he began thinking of the worst. Did he really want to see his friends again, knowing their potential last memories together, could be sad ones? 

Each day that passed, Roxas would grow more and more scared of the future. He really didn’t want to lose the man he loved, but he had to face facts. He had to go. Eventually it came to decision day, the day his mother was kicking him out. The day he would move to new york. Wordlessly, Roxas had spent the previous twenty four hours packing, having men move his furniture and take it out. He would pack his shirts away, deliberately not looking at Axel as he would pack his belongings away. He knew he’d break down if he looked at the red head. The only time they spoke much the last two weeks was during sex. It was the one thing that still got Roxas going, other than that, he was like a shell, empty, incomplete. 

Closing his front door for the last time,  locking up and handing the keys over to his mother, he suddenly began to feel a lot worse. Why had he been such a dick? He’d been so cold to Axel, none of this was his fault, and he loved him - he did, but this was just how he showed how hurt he was, by shutting him out. He couldn’t even bring himself to text his boyfriend before he left for the airport. Roxas didn’t deserve Axel, that much was true, and now, he’d leave the red head to find someone better. The writer didn’t even listen to his music on the way there, just sat in silence as his mother drove. 

Arriving at the airport, the blond decided to have one more cigarette before boarding. He really should’ve texted everyone, to wish them a real goodbye. Instead, he was backing out, what kind of as friend was that? Taking long drags of his cigarette, he watched his mother go and pay for his flight - they’d prebooked and needed to pay. This delayed some time he supposed. He faintly remembered pre-ordering them when Axel was around, so he definitely knew what time and day he was leaving. The blond had to board his plane in less than half an hour, if Axel was going to surprise him and turn up, or text him or something, he’d have to do it soon, because Roxas and his mum really couldn’t afford to switch over to the next available flight. Is that what he wanted? Attention from his partner? He always got that, but recently he’d pushed him away. Idly he took out his phone and scrolled to Axel’s number, sliding it across to create a new message.

"I love you." Was all he wrote,quickly hitting the send button before walking into the airport which fucked up his signal, and sat on a bench. His mother had to leave for work soon after, saying her goodbye’s to her only son before leaving him there. He wished he’d said goodbye to Axel, what was he thinking? He slings his bag to the seat beside him and buries his head in his hands, beginning to sob softly. Now he’d never get to say goodbye to Axel - and it was all his fault. 

[axthefirecrotch]

((out of cigarettes;

So I have realize something; That my lack of contact and activity has not only made lots of people think I hate them, but made most of my followers disappear.

I will explain it all. So recently RL has demanded my attention; I moved house and a bunch of things have popped up that has made me really stressful as of late. I apologize if some people think I have forgotten about them, because this isn't true- I just haven't had the time. I only have just settled into my new house and just gotten through half of the stress on my 'plate'.

Another thing is, I don't have very many threads on this account as I used to (mainly because having that many was too much for me). The only active threads I have is with denizenofdarkness and amiicus (I have yet to reply to the open starter) I havent really had much motivation to reply to amiicus, but Im still waiting on a reply from denizenofdarkness. That's another reason why I'm rarely 'seen' around here. I also have two (active) other accounts as well as another roleplay blog, so trying to divide my time to all of them is hard also.

I have also realized that a lot has happened while I have been 'gone'. A lot of people have deleted me off Skype, which is fine since I don't really feel welcomed on there anymore. And half the people don't care, so eh? Shit happens. But that's not why I made this post. I just to explain to you all why I am not 'here', so there isn't any misunderstandings ^^ 

That's it I think? My other accounts are [x] [x] [x]

[axthefirecrotch]

Slightly unsure of what to do, Axel strolled slowly into the lounge room and watched the mystery woman as she muttered to herself about 'something's not changing'. Now by the sounds of it, the lone woman did know Roxas quite well and his habits, since she was now picking up after him by putting mugs away and folding up blankets. Mentally Axel couldn't help but sigh in relief about remembering to pick up his shirt from the longue room floor earlier- now that would have been embarrassing and awkward.

Emeralds still fixated on the guest as she breezed past himself and towards one of the shelves, Axel rose a brow as he watched the female run a lone finger across the surface. Perhaps she was the cleaning lady? With the way she was picking up after Roxas and inspecting the dusty shelf- but no, that couldn't be it, since she was too formally dressed. Instantly, Axel snapped his head to where his boyfriend emerged carrying the puppy and the exclamation that followed, he couldn't help but feel he was not seeing something- a connection. Staying silent, Axel quietly smirked as he took in the very revealing jumper that his boyfriend was wearing, but the look on Roxas face said something else.

Suddenly everything clicked and he froze, heart skipping a beat, now it really did make sense, the resemblance, the close inspections, the picking up after Roxas- motherly habits. But however what made the situation even worse was the numerous love bites he was sporting on his neck, as well as his boyfriends- Gods Axel couldn't only imagine what the blonds mother was thinking and 'putting together'. He knew immediately that Roxas had to be feeling the weight of the situation as well, since he was now trying to 'innocently' cover up the love bites.

Tearing his eyes away, Axel glanced back to Roxas mom and idly wondered if she knew her son was gay. Axel couldn't recall a time when his boyfriend ever mentioned coming out to his family, but the weight of Roxas' mothers gaze told him right then that she didn't know. Over the years, the barista had been present for a few 'coming out to parents' events and got to know what look meant what- and Roxas mother to him, was oblivious.

Quietly his eyes moved upwards and took note of Roxas mothers eyes narrowing, and her head turning from her son to himself, Axel could see the cogs in the woman's brain adding everything up. Crossing his arms to try and keep his cool, the red head felt as if this wasn't something he should be present for- especially if his boyfriend was going to come out to his mother. After the female glanced away from him, Axel rolled his eyes at the sickly sweet and fake tone and looked over at Roxas and silently wondered what now.

Should I stay or go? Was the heavy question on the red heads mind, as Axel watched in curiosity as his boyfriend removed the hand from his neck. Deep down he knew that Roxas wasn't ashamed to have to many love bites littered across his neck- since the blond made it clear last night that he loved them. But Axel could sympathise, if he was in his boyfriends position and was coming out, personally he wouldn't want to have love bites everywhere- it wasn't the most ideal way to come out.

Tensely, he watched the blonds movements nervously as Roxas came over to stand next to him, before shooting a loving look. Smiling softly at the look, the barista stood still as Roxas laced their hands together. Recognising the look, Axel shot his own don't worry one back before rubbing the hand in his possession with his thumb, watching the blonds head of spikes while doing so. Silently waiting for those words, Axel glanced up at the woman as Roxas said those words.

Staring right back at the emotionless glare, the barista mentally prayed for Roxas that his mother would take it well and 'get used to the idea', not just reject it completely. Shocked slightly at the words, the barista looked at Roxas then back at his mother and knew right away that maybe she did somewhat accept it- but 'the talk' was always the hardest. Despite the fact that Roxas mother didn't mention him, Axel didn't think ill of this since most parents wanted to talk it over- but however he could care less about whether or not she liked him or not. Feeling eyes on him, the red head looked down at Roxas and shrugged hopelessly before he was tugged over to the couch opposite to join Roxas mom. Smiling softly as the blond cuddled into his side, the barista continued to rub his thumb over the back of Roxas hand, all the while smirking at feeling a small peak being placed on his check.

Wordlessly, Axel quietly listened as Roxas spoke while half pretending that he wasn't even there- These sort of conversations were reason why Axel felt as if he should have gone upstairs or left the room. But however 'pretending to not be there' went out the window at those words, oh he got why Roxas mother was acting so unfriendly towards him all of a sudden. Because of not knowing his boyfriend long, the red head didn't know that Roxas may be an only child, and it would seem from his point of view that Roxas mother only wanted grandchildren from her son and couldn't care less whether he was happy or not.

Opening his mouth to retort, Axel soon shut it at the blonds words, he paused in shock and astonishment at how much guts Roxas had to stand up to a parent like that. Did his blond really think that? Emeralds sparkling in adoration and awe, Axel moved his free hand and wrapped it around his boyfriends waist and rubbed his hip with his hand, while at the same time turning his head away to burry in blond spikes to hide his wide, happy and sappy grin that covered his face. Feeling his heart flipping in his chest, Axel soon forgot about the feeling as he felt Roxas evidently shaking in his seat after finishing.

Removing his hand from his boyfriends hip, Axel softly rubbed Roxas' back up and down soothingly and whispered softly being sure his mother wouldn't hear. "Shh its ok babe, yer doin' great..Shh its ok sunshine. Takes a lot of guts ta do that." Continuing to rub Roxas back, emeralds moved to the opposite couch then mentally sighed at the words. Even though the barista felt as though Roxas mother wasn't all too sure about their arrangement at least she somewhat accepted it- and for now it was enough. Frowning slightly and wondering what the ulterior reason for coming was- since it wasn't because it was Christmas- Axel rose a brow a deadpanned at the words.

Well that was a nice present on Christmas. Merry fuckin X-mas Rox, from yer mother, Axel mused dryly as he listened to the rest. Perhaps the female wasn't as 'well off' as he originally thought, but those last words had the red head worried. Roxas wouldn't need to move back home since he was offered a internship. However the question that worried Axel was what would happen to them if Roxas took the job? Since now it seemed he had no choice but to leave now.

Wʀɪᴛᴇʀs Bʟᴏᴄᴋ

Roxas wore a smirk on his features as he set to start on his hair. He assumed it was Olette at the door, she always was a Christmas freak and no doubt wanted to come around to apologize to Roxas. Of course he wasn’t happy with her, and if it hadn’t of been Christmas, he probably would’ve just shut the door in her face. He idly bit his lower lip, wondering if it was Olette. How would Axel react to seeing Olette at the door? Would he start an argument? Slam the door? Or just let her in and stand awkwardly as he waited for Roxas to join him? There were scenarios that coursed through is thoughts

Feathering his hair, drying it with the towel then combing it to one side, Roxas idly walked over to his mirror, eyeing up his reflection before going downstairs. Wow Axel left a lot of bite marks on him. Smirking to himself about the moments before, about how hot it would be later, he mentally made a note to return to his bedroom later with Axel for some sort of bedroom activity. He couldn’t stop thinking about last night, sure Vanitas was a distraction, but god just remembering having Axel all over his body gave him the most pleasurable shivers. He wanted that again, and damn if it wasn’t Christmas, and Vanitas hadn’t so pleasantly interrupted, and if there hadn’t of been a knock at the door, he definitely would’ve invested in some morning sex with the red head. Looking over his clothes once more and straightening his jumper, he began heading downstairs, seeing his puppy on the way down, smiling at the small pup and picking him up in his arms, giving it a small scruff on it’s stomach. His eyes fixated on the puppy, he only looked up when the female voice he could hear suddenly spoke louder.

"Roxas?!" ————————————————————- The female had debated turning around, leaving this visit for another time, but she had come down to see Roxas for Christmas. So, even if he was surrounded by other guests, guests she already disapproved of, she’d be there to see him. Giving the smallest smiles and a nod she took a step inside of the house that she and her ex husband had helped to fund. Which was, part of the reason she was here now. Though she supposed all these things would be spoken about eventually, she couldn’t come right out and say what was needed to be said, it was Christmas after all. Stepping inside of Roxas’ home, still exactly as she remembered it with the exception of a few mugs left on the coffee table and a blanket on the floor, which she assumed Roxas was about to clean up; other than that it was exactly the same. She shrugged off her coat, untying the small knot of the fabric that brought her coat to wrap across her body. Taking it off she hung it up on the nearest hanger.

Glancing around she gave a small sigh and a brief smile at the red head. Roxas’ mum had no intention on talking to the red head unless he was important. Tutting to herself she picked up the mugs and the blanket and moving into the kitchen with her clacky heels. Sighing louder she placed the mugs in the sink and started folding up the blanket. “Some things just never change with that boy, he always was lazy..” She probably shouldn’t have acted that way in front of one of Roxas’ guests, but she was his mother and he needed to learn how to upkeep his own place.

She returned to the living room, ignoring Axel and running a finger over one of the shelves covered with pictures of Roxas and his father, laughing and being happy together. She smiled for the briefest moments before rubbing her fingers together. Seeing the blond come down the stairs, she immediately called his name in shock, instantly getting his reaction and eyes on her as well as the puppy in his hands. The next thing she said, glancing away from Roxas for the briefest of moments. "When was the last time you dusted these shelves?"

Shit. It wasn’t Olette, it was worse, it was his mum. Of course he would chose now to wear his revealing jumper, no doubt his mother had already seen the bites on Axel’s neck. He froze. “Uhh.. Mom..” he put the puppy down which quickly scurried over to Axel happily. Roxas stepped further into the living room, of which he could now be seen by Axel and his mother. “Mom, what’re you doing here?” He asked slightly scared, nervously placing his hand over his neck, trying to look innocent, but attempting to cover up the bites. Of course, this was no good, they were everywhere. He loved it when Axel bit him, to the point he could orgasm just from those bites, but having his mother here, seeing those, wasn’t something he loved so much.

The woman froze, stopped judging the filthiness of the house and turned to Roxas. Something was different about him. His clothes revealed something a lot more obvious. She narrowed her hues, glancing from Roxas to the red head, staring at him then shifting her eyes back to Roxas. She shifted her body, crossing her arms over her chest, raising a brow. "Roxas? I do believe you haven’t introduced me to your red haired friend here.." she said far too sweetly. 

Roxas swallowed thickly, moving the hand away from his neck. He didn’t want Axel to think he was ashamed of those marks, but when his mother didn’t know he liked men, it was hard to be so chuffed about them. He glanced over to Axel before closing his eyes, breathing slowly, thinking of words to say, not wanting to upset either party. Moving across the living room slowly, looking down, he stood next to Axel and gave him a loving look. A look that apologized for yet another intrusion, soon after linking their hands together, fingers so naturally sliding in between the spaces of Axel’s fingers. Giving a small squeeze he eventually turned around to his mother. “Mom.. this is Axel… my boyfriend.” he edged closer to the red head, fearful for her reaction. 

Gay. Her son.. was gay? How did she never know? What about grandchildren? Did that mean she’d never get to have any? Being selfish, that was what she desired the most from her only son. Giving an emotionless glare, she moved across the living room opposite her son and his partner, placing her hands half way down the back of her skirt, straightening it out before sitting down. "I think we need to talk… Roxas.." she deliberately didn’t mention Axel’s name, for she had no intention on being friendly with him.

Roxas glanced at Axel and gave him a small tug to the couch opposite, instantly snuggling close to the red head, keeping their hands linked together. There was no use in hiding the bites, how he felt about Axel, so he decided he’d act like they were around anyone else, leaning over to give the red head a small peck on his cheek.

"Mom.. before you.. say anything, I never could tell you.. I.. When you and dad kept arguing, that’s when I started.. realising. How could I interrupt to tell you something like this?"

"So you’re bi-sexual, that’s fine, you can still have children, this is just a phase." She gave a shrug, wanting to believe her own words.

"No.. Mom.. no, I’m gay.. I fooled myself into believing i still liked woman, because I knew you would want grandchildren… But I don’t mom, I’m gay, and.. for the first time, I’m in love.. I love Axel mom, and I know this is a lot to hear all at once, but I really want you to be happy for me. Axel treats me like no girl or guy ever has. He cares for me, he’s stood up for me and defended me many times, he makes me happy and he makes me feel special. Please don’t sit there and want to change me. If I feel this way, then I do, and.. I just.. want you to be happy for me.. for us." Roxas was shaking noticeably, standing up to his mother like this. It was beyond hard, he didn’t know what to do, he wanted to cry, it was just one thing on top of another, he just hoped his mum didn’t reject him altogether.

She shifted in her seat, listening closely to what Roxas had to say, and just eventually sighing. " I don’t…. I don’t have a problem with it, I just…. don’t know much about it, so, I’m a little confused.. I can’t say i feel comfortable, but, if you’re happy…" she bit her own lower lip. "But, that’s not the reason I came here today… The reason I came here, is, well, because it’s Christmas, and.. you have to move out." She shifted before continuing, trying not to get upset over telling her son this news.. "For years, me and your father have funded your place. So, unless you can get a job or get some internship at that publishing place you always wanted, then you’ll have to move back home." "I’m sorry Roxas, but neither I nor your father can afford to fund you living here any more.."

[axthefirecrotch]

I would wear those pants o.o

[axthefirecrotch]

Axel just settled on silently smirking back and winking at the meaning in those words. Chuckling at the peak, the barista returned it all the while smiling back just as wickedly. The playful banter between the two was something that Axel was starting to love doing with the blond. It was one of the things that he looked for in a love interest. The fact that Roxas could take a joke and go along with the insinuations, made Axel look forward to their conversations.

Raising a brow at the lone finger that was trailing down his chest suggestively coupled with the words that followed, the red head had to smirk at how the blond avoided using any dirty words. Laughing some more, Axel moved his hand from the blonds hip to cup the males face, smiling softly. "I'm flattered babe, but he is still yers. And wouldn't I be spendin' time with him every time I see his sexy owner?" Removing his hands from the male, emeralds watched as the male entered the bathroom.

The barista couldn't believe how fast everything went from being happy and intimate, to scary and threatening. Never before had Axel ever had an ex that was so keen on trying to get him back, but the fact that the raven before him was trying to hard made Axel see red. Emeralds flickered from the ravens form on the floor, to his boyfriends worriedly, hoping that his actions didn't scare the blond again. However soon his worries were gone, when the red head felt arms around his waist and Roxas at the corner of his eye. Silently Axel was thankful that the blond had approached him this time, and didn't seem to be afraid of being near him. That move alone, made the barista feel as if Roxas was reassured somewhat.

Raising a mocking brow at the scowl on the ravens features, emeralds quickly caught sight of a boot being aimed, and swiftly moved the gun away from the raven and turned it diagonally, successfully blocking the kick using the shotgun. Rolling his eyes emeralds still blazing, Axel spat back to the male without missing a beat. "Yer not doin' me any favours, dickhead. An' I don't give a fuck about yer LIFE STORY!  Roxas is Roxas, and whatever happened between you two or in the past is OVER! The Roxas that I know is fucking amazing and I love him. GO the fuck away an don't come back! An' I don't think I wanna know a scum bag such as yerself." Eyes watching the males every move as he back away and out of the bathroom, Axel could feel his boyfriend shaking as he hugged his side.

Mentally he prayed that his actions and words hadn't upset his boyfriend. Opening his mouth to spit out another retort, the red head soon closed it when he heard Roxas pipe up and fire back in a angry tone. Raising a confused brow, Axel couldn't help but realise that there still was a lot of things he had yet to learn about Roxas- this defiantly being one of them. However on the other hand, from years of dating experience the red head felt as if there was a lot of 'loose ends' in between Roxas and the raven, things that haven't been made clear yet. As much as Axel hated himself for even suggesting it, but maybe Roxas and Vanitas should talk it out, perhaps then the male would finally give up?

So caught up in his thoughts, Axel missed trying to stop his boyfriend from moving away from behind him and towards the male, and reached out in an effort to stop the male, Axel soon quickly pulled his hand back in shock. Staring in surprise at Roxas, Axel stood there shifting his weight from one foot to another, mentally debating on whether or not he should step in. Deciding that Roxas should be fine, the red head glared back hatefully at the raven. But then again, maybe the two of them talking it out could make things worse, since Axel couldn't help but feel that Vanitas was going to try once more. But what he was going to do next was what really made the red head worried- first fists now and shotgun? What next?

Watching as the male walked away and slammed the door when he left, Axel realised a sigh before jumping slightly at the gun being taken from his possession and thrown to the floor. Opening his mouth once more, Axel soon shut it again when he was suddenly being kissed and backed into the wall, in a rushed heavy make out session. Silently the barista wondered why the kiss was so desperate and needy, but he wasn't about to complain as Axel quickly responded and moved his own lips against the blonds. Chuckling breathlessly at the words, the barista's hand was on the blonds cheek once more as he replied. "Nah Sunshine, I wouldn't let a bastard like that kill me that easy." Smirking at the tongue that quickly ended his mouth, Axel quickly moved his own tongue and soon took control of the kiss.

Groaning softly as those petal lips moved away, Axel took deep breaths trying to gain control of his breathing, while smirking softly and shaking his head. "Its fine babe, he's jus a lowly dick. An' I know, never doubted you once." Sighing softly as those lips met his once more, Axel moved his own against the blonds before their kiss was interrupted again when the puppy found them. Raising a brow, the barista briefly wondered how the dog could climb up all those stairs being as small as he was.

Turning his attention back to Roxas has he heard the male groan, Axel shrugged helplessly not really knowing how to answer, and just settled on whispering a soft "I dunno." Axel wrapped one hand around the blonds waist and moved the other to the males upper back, stroking the blonds soft and exposed skin softly. Axel turned his head away from Roxas at the sound of the door knocking, and furrowing his brows irritably at how un-quiet their Christmas morning was so far.

Nodding, Axel soon smirked deviously and faux pouted. "Awwh babe, I like what ya wearin' now. Shows...Mmmmm everything." And by everything the barista meant, all the marks he had left from their lovemaking- it was defiantly a hot sight. Chuckling amusedly at how they were both thinking the same thing, Axel winked then soon his face turned blank at the last part. Never before had anyone ever said that it was hot when he got angry, in fact most said the sight was downright scary. Quickly recovering, Axel continued to smirk and leaned downwards until his mouth was hovering near Roxas' ear, while at the same time placing both hands on the blonds towel covered behind. Purring hotly Axel fired back teasingly. "Mmm I could always leave a few more by goin' another round. I wouldn't mind seein' your hot body withering in pleasure again, now that's fucking hot. I look forward ta that babe~"

Shivering Axel growled playfully at the whisper, before watching predatorily as the giggling male smirked and winked. Licking his bottom lip as emeralds watched the towel being removed, Axel quickly snapped out of his trance at remembering the door needed to be answered and begrudgingly tore his gaze away from the sight, and strolled out of the bedroom, down the stairs, to the front door. Opening the door, the barista rose a brow at the slender looking woman who stood at Roxas' door step. Immediately he couldn't help but wonder if the woman was the land lady because of how formally she dressed and the sports car that was parked near his own.

Well considering it was Christmas, the barista didn't think that the land lady would come to visit, perhaps this woman was a part of Roxas family? Now that emeralds noticed, she did resemble his boyfriend somewhat. Gods did Axel mentally pray that she wasn't a relative of Roxas, since he would admit he wasn't making a good first impression. Raising a brow at the step that was taken back, and the confused tone, Axel soon nodded. "Yeah he's in the shower. Would ya like to come in?" As he said this, Axel stepped away from the door frame and stood alongside of the door, staring at the woman expectantly. Well even if the woman wasn't a part of Roxas' family, the barista was ready in case she tried anything like Vanitas had done.

Wʀɪᴛᴇʀs Bʟᴏᴄᴋ

Roxas snorted at Axel’s fake shock. “Mhmm~ You did.. in more ways than one..” he said cheekily as he pecked the red head again. It was all these little moments that he loved with Axel, all these moments that would tell him, he knew he wouldn’t give him up or trade him for anything in the world. "Yeah. I know he’s mine babe, but if you’re gonna be coming round often, staying over and.." he bit his lower lip as he ran a finger down Axel’s chest, chuckling a little. ”..stuff, then I want you to get used to the pup as well, spend time with him and stuff..” he canted his head smiling softly. “But, yeah.. I still gotta decide on a name..” he gave a soft shrug as he walked into the bathroom. 

Everything happened so quickly. One minute he was being rubbed against the wall by Vanitas, crying and whimpering, the next Axel barged in. Roxas cowered in the corner, watching Axel threaten Vanitas. Regaining himself from what happened, the blond eventually stood upright and held onto the red head by the waist, needing to stabalise himself. He had to admit, it was kind of hot how angry Axel got. If the circumstances were different he would’ve taken Axel to bed to let him rid himself of some of that rage, cool himself down. Maybe it wasn’t the right time to be thinking all this, but he was thankful for Axel’s presence all the same.

Vanitas scowled at the red head, using his boot to kick the barista. "I’m not afraid of you. AND It was me who left him. Has he even told you what happened between us? Did you even know? He’s a liar and a cheat? But funnily enough, I still cared. And I’m just doing you a favour. You may be holding a gun at me, and yeah I’ll fucking leave now, but if you think this is over.. ha. You don’t know me at all." He snarled as he backed his way out of the bathroom. Roxas stood there, shaking. He didn’t want to lose Axel over something Vanitas said which was caused by him anyway. "Vanitas - YOU ended things, you said we were done. I just went to someone for comfort and one thing led to another. We were OVER. So don’t come back here, chatting shit. Save your breath.. I never lied to you.” Roxas glared at the raven opposite him, he had nothing but pure hatrid in his heart for the raven. “And to think I ever liked you. You can use whatever you want over me Vanitas, you’re not going to get me. I’d rather die than still be with a piece of fucking scum like you..” Roxas was shocked for his own sake as to how he acted out to the raven.

Sliding past the red head, giving him a small squeeze for reassurance, he ever so quickly punched Vanitas in the stomach. “Maybe you didn’t hear Axel-“ Taking a hold of the raven spikes he brought those bright yellow eyes to meet his. "Get the fuck out of here. ” He gave Vanitas’ hair a quick tug. The raven stayed silent, shrugging the blond off of him. He scowled at them both. Roxas knew this wouldn’t be the last they’d be seeing of him, but he figured it didn’t matter for now. He just wanted to enjoy his Christmas with Axel. Waiting for the door to slam, he quickly turned to Axel, pulling that gun from his hand and throwing it to the floor, kissing the red head and quickly backing him up against the wall in a rushed, almost hungry like need. "I thought he was going to kill you babe..” his tongue desperately met Axel’s, needing some part of his sanity to know everything was okay.

Pulling back eventually, gasping for breath, he smiled just a little. "He’s such a fucking bastard… I’m sorry.. about him. I never really cheated on him or lied to him.. just so y’know.." he sighed before kissing the red head again, the puppy excitably joining them soon after. Roxas couldn’t help but laugh softly. Roxas groaned and rested his forehead to Axel’s chest. "Why does shit keep happening like this, Ax? I know.. I know you’re not gonna leave, but.. It’s just not fair on you. Everything was fine until last week, nothing happened. I lived a boring life, and now, all of this.." He briefly heard a knock at the door. He was going to assume that was Olette. He wondered if she was there to apologise, If so, Roxas so sure he wanted to hear it. She knew he had a boyfriend, so why would she even try to make a move?

"Babe, I need to get changed, could you answer it?" He looked up into the bright emeralds, giving his lips a soft peck. “Oh, and.. I only just fucking noticed how many marks you left on me babe..” he teased, nudging him playfully. "But I love it.. I love you… and .. it was really fucking hot seeing you get all angry…" His eyes twinkled deviously. "Maybe later I’ll help you relieve some of that tension." He whispered hotly into his ear, giggling a little before walking out of the bathroom, turning around to smirk and wink at his lover as he sauntered into his bedroom to get changed. Dropping the towel, he walked over to the wardrobe opened a draw and took out a pair of boxers, sliding them on, still wondering who it was at the door. He decided on a simple fleece jumper, and basic blue jeans. The jumper was a low neck, almost hanging off his shoulders, revealing every single bite that his partner had left on him. Being marked by Axel gave him this weird pleasure, not just from being bitten, but the aftermath. Being marked like Roxas was his terriotory. He loved that feeling, that he was Axel’s, and Axel was his. — A slender woman waited by the door, middle class clothing, a smart jacket, long and tied at the waste, a deep shade of blue. Her brunette hair was naturally in curls, tied up with a simple jade headband. She was almost the same height as Axel, but a little shorter, the only thing that equaled their height was the Black designer heels she was wearing. Looking more ready for a buisness meeting than a visit, Roxas’ mother knocked on the door again. Checking her blackberry and looking back to her silver sports car, she wondered if she had the right address. Roxas hadn’t moved, surely not. He would’ve said. She cleared her throat when she heard the door unlock. Seeing a tall red head, she stepped back a little in confusion. "Uh. Is Roxas here?" she raised a brow at the tall male, wondering what the hell it was he was wearing and getting a brief glance at his neck. She thought bites were disgusting. She’d never seen Roxas with any marks like that, but clearly this guy and his partner didn’t care less. Her chestnut hues rested on the tall male as she awaited her answer

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What do you do in an emergency?

"Uhhh, not panic?"

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Smiling softly at the blonds words, Axel rose a confused brow at the use of 'we' in the sentence. Did Roxas think that naming the pup was for them both to decide? Even though the thought made the barista happy on the inside, his plan was that the Labrador was the blonds and that he could name it whatever he wanted. Sighing softly with a smile in place, Axel shook his head and placed his hands on both his hips.

"Sunshine, the pups' yours and ya can name it whatever the fuck ya want." Glancing away from his blond and at the puppy who was running around in a circle trying to catch its tail, Axel soon turned back to Roxas again at the next question. Shit, he forgot to ask Reno if the pup did have its needles. Well the barista assumed that since the puppy's owners were dog trainers, it would have been given the best treatment and would have been up to date with everything.

"Dunno, kinda assumed he was since his last owners were dog trainers yanno? Maybe it's in the book? I can ring my bro an' ask?" Gritting his teeth Axel face palmed at the thought of forgetting that little fact. Now that he had a clear head and wasn't worrying about getting back to Roxas, Axel soon realised there was a lot of things that he didn't know about the pup- Did it have rabies? Was it registered to Roxas? Did it have flees? Pulling away from his thoughts again, Axel rose a brow and was about to answer the question when Roxas answered himself, chuckling he winked at the blond all the while smiling amusedly.

Axel had a feeling the blond would want to take the puppy out in the snow, if it wasn't Christmas day Axel would have picked up a leash as well. Smiling back at Roxas and rubbing the hands in his possession with his thumbs, Axel chuckled softly and smirked. "Me too~ Did I 'warm ya up' babe?" Giving the blond a fake shocked look, the red head fired back playfully. "Shouldn't I be askin' you that?" Smirking Axel met his own lips with Roxas', kissing him tenderly and softly all the while smiling happily.

Roxas really was too perfect. Groaning disappointingly as Roxas pulled away to head towards the bathroom, Axel watched the blonds behind for a few moments before turning around to go downstairs when Roxas words stopped him. Looking over his shoulder, Axel smiled and replied back. " Feliz Navidad a ti también, sol brillo~" Smiling for a few moments more, the barista turned around and walked out of the blonds bedroom, down the stairs to the kitchen with the pup in hand. Once the kettle was on and boiling, Axel moved to the opposite bench and folded his arms, leaning against the surface, smiling to himself. Truth be told, he still couldn't believe last night really happened, it still seemed like the whole thing was a dream and that he would wake up soon. But however, Axel was on his way to believing, if the numerous love bites didn't say anything. Chuckling the barista reached up and placed a palm to the side of his neck, feeling a pulsing feeling under his palm- Damn his blond bit hard.

Smirking to himself he rubbed the area with his fingers, before gazing around the room idly. It never occurred to the red head that today was Christmas day, normally on this occasion he wouldn't be working and would be with family- but after everything that has happened from his past, Axel couldn't bare going there and facing everyone. Seeing their empty and fake sympathetic gazes, it angered him to see it and hear it. Everyone had found out what happened from the news, and the whole ordeal left a bitter taste in his mouth- even though it's been years since the incident, his relatives never looked at him the same way since.

Now he just felt like an outsider, and it was the reason that Axel refused to go to any family related event that included his whole family. It was cruel to think that way, the barista knew, but being there he was reminded of what happened all those years ago, all those memories being brought up made going to see his relatives so much worse. Snapping out of his thoughts at hearing a sudden command, Axel gazed up and instantly his eyes and jaw hardened at who he saw that walked in uninvited. Merry-fucking -Christmas to me, he thought bitterly as the barista didn't move. Eyes glued to the man's figure, the red head glared as he watched the raven disappear around the corner, no doubt going to find Roxas.

Gritting his teeth, Axel growled and slowly started to follow the raven a few minutes later. As much as the red head wanted to chase the asshole, the raven had a gun in his hand and had a slight advantage. Axel knew that he could easily over power the male, but risking Roxas life wasn't something he wanted. Using his almost long forgotten skills, Axel quietly moved up the stairs, and along the floorboards reaching the blonds room in time to hear from the door way Roxas saying 'kill me.' Opening the door quietly, Axel snuck up on the male and watched emotionlessly as the male turned around and yelled for him. That was it, that was all it took for him to snap. Growling, the barista quickly reached out and grabbed a hold of the collar on the back of ravens shirt, and forcibly yanked the raven downwards towards the ground.

Whilst the male was in temporary shock and quickly falling to the ground, Axel took advantage of his stupor to grab the weapon and twirled it around like a baton, just in time to point it at the males chest as he hit the ground. "Merry fucking Christmas to ya, I already have!" He spat venomously and growled, emeralds flashing in anger, still pointing the gun at the ravens chest- not intending to fire but trying to intimidate. Remembering that Roxas was still there, he continued. "You're a fuckin' THICK HEADED DICK! DONT YA FUCKING GET IT YOU CUNT?! ROXAS DOESN'T WANT YOU! HE NEVER FUCKING WILL! And its low that ya keep comin' back WHILE FUCKING KNOWNING HE HAS A BOYFRIEND. Thinkin you will ever get him back is disgusting, besides if Roxas liked any of the shit ya did he wouldn't have broken up with you fucktard! And using this as leverage--"

Gesturing to the gun in his hand as the red head said this, he continued to yell. "Won't get ya anywhere!" Emeralds narrowing into slits, Axel raked his eyes down the males form and then at the gun in his possession. "The only way ya could hav' gotten this is if ya in the black market, since this is a silencer AND a special model. Only people who--" Trailing off, it all clicked in the red heads mind. The baristas eyes widened in slight disblief as he whispered intringuingly. "Your an assassin aren't ya, dick shit? No wonder I can easily beat ya, you're a low ranking one. Intestin'... never thought I would find one."

Saying the last part almost to himself, Axel removed the gun from the males chest and stepped away from the raven and walked backwards so his body was shielding Roxas, while holding his free arm out in front of the blond- keeping him back. After making sure that Roxas was safely behind him and out of the ravens reach, Axel pointed the gun at the male once more continuing to glare, then growled out dangerously. "Go the FUCK away or I'm JAMMING THIS GUN UP YER ASS! An' while ya at it; NEVER come back!"

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Roxas was too tired to reply to Axel with more than ‘mhmm’s’ and soft ‘yeah’s’, he didn’t realise just how much sex could tire you out. With the events of the last few days, he hadn’t properly slept, so he really needed it, not to mention he had Axel with him. Hopefully he wouldn’t be having any more nightmares with his over active imagination. Though it meant getting lack of sleep, some of his previous nightmares had actually given him ideas for his writing. Though, the reason he tried writing something more romantic based was due to the fact he had no nightmares. There was only so many times you could watch horror films before you ran dry out of ideas. He hated horror films, would have sleepless nights over them, but those sleepless nights would give him inspiration, helped him give the characters real in-depth feeling, for exactly how he felt being in that situation.

Blue eyes finally opening and looking over, he was shocked to not see the red head beside him. His arm was naturally stretched out, as if reaching out for Axel. Reaching out but he wasn’t there. The worst did flick through his mind but soon after realised the red head never left him, not completely, just left the bed. He slept so well in the arms of his love. Axel was so warm, his skin felt so amazing. Roxas would gladly lie in bed with Axel all day, just touching that god like skin. When he touched Axel’s tattoo last night, he had worried for his own. Though his tattoo was well covered, if you stroked just the right spots, you could still feel the scars. That would only lead to more questions. Axel already hated Vanitas, and he prayed that the raven wouldn’t show up today. Not Christmas day. He honestly hoped Vanitas was gone forever. If he knew the raven - partially he did; he would be plotting revenge. To the extent he feared for Axel’s life. Axel packed a punch rather well, but could he stand up to Vanitas if he had a weapon? These were thoughts that plagued his mind briefly last night as he stroked Axel’s tattoo.

"Babe, the pup is perfect. I love him.. hm, well. I can’t think of anything better, I mean.. we’ve only just got him so.. We still have a bit of time, right? Maybe inspiration will hit.." he said the word ‘we’ve’ so naturally, because in his eyes the pup was both of their’s. If Axel was going to be at his often, he saw no problems with the red headed barista being friendly with the little fella. "Do you know if he’s had his jabs and shit? We could go for a walk later.." he laughed softly, knowing exactly how the puppy would react to snow. It would be surely adorable. "Fuck.. I haven’t got a lead or anything.. and it’s Christmas day, no where’s gonna be open now.." he gave a small shrug and a sigh, holding Axel’s hands and smiling softly. "I’m glad you stayed with me last night babe, I really love your cuddles.." he whispered, sounding all sappy. “What have you done with me Ax, got me talking all cute and shit..” he half laughed again before tenderly kissing that red head, flashes of images of the barista’s naked body as he gently held his partner. God he loved Axel’s body.

He smiled softly as he walked into the bathroom. He couldn’t be assed with a bath, a shower would be fine for now he supposed. Before shutting the door, he quickly turned back to Axel and in a melodic tone said. “Hey Ax?.. Merry Christmas~” He wondered why the red head wasn’t home with his family. Maybe he was like Roxas, not a family person. Or more so, Roxas wanted to be a family person. He would give anything to have his family around the table again, laughing and joking over crap cracker jokes, tucking into that delicious turkey and stuffing. Damn his dad made some kick ass stuffing. He hadn’t heared from his dad in a while. It was only early morning, but he always heard form him, wether it was a Christmas card, or a text, sometimes a phone call. Maybe he forgot.. No, how could your father forget it was Christmas. Hm. He decided not to think too much of it, stepping into the shower and standing under the gloriously hot rays.

He refused to rethink about his dreams from last night. He wanted to focus on Axel, on the puppy, on Christmas, but as he stood under those rays, hands against the wall for a moment, he couldn’t help but wince in rememberance. He just remembred his mother, screaming. Giving birth, it was such an odd dream. He wanted to forget what she said.

"My boy! Let me see my baby boy!"- As Roxas was rushed into intensive care, barely breathing. "My girl! My little girl… my baby.. girl.." - Followed by a fit of tears.

That was just his imagination right? That couldn’t actually be real. Roxas only had a sixth sense for putting nightmares on paper. Some seemed more real than others, this seemed extremly real. As if he was there watching over her, over the situation. Roxas yelped as the water suddenly turned cold. He quickly jumped back, had his hand over his heart and his back pressed to the shower. The light flickered, as it sometimes did when it was on for too long, and for a moment, a brief moment. Roxas was scared. He didn’t believe in ghosts or demons, but he’d be lying if he said he didn’t feel a presence. He waited for the shower to get warm again and continued to clean himself, making sure he cleaned his ass from the seed Axel released there. God last night was so amazing, it definietly made up for the whole situation with the muscly blond. It would always scar him, but he figured, after making love to the man who declared love to him; he couldn’t be sad. Not today, not Christmas

Fucking bastard, just wait till I get my hands on him. He won’t stand a chance. He’ll learn not to mess with a raven. Thick leather boots walked down a cobbly lane, metal on the boots clinking every so often, chains on the jeans making a noise also. Next to Roxas’ house, there was a lane, a lane that let him get through to the blond’s back garden, sneak in through the back and not even be noticed. Vanitas snarled as he popped the collar of his leather jacket, flicking the butt of his cigarette into a nearby wall. Loading up his shotgun, he carefully opened the garden back gate. Vanitas was going to take a wild guess and assume Axel had been staying with the blond. If he wasn’t, this would make his job a lot easier. Reaching the back door, he raised his boot to firmly kick down the door. It was always weak. Ever since he kicked it in a year back, it was always on its last hinges. Seeing Axel stood in the kitchen, he rose the gun and spoke in a low, deep voice. “Move, and I shoot.” He prepared the shotgun, ready to aim and fire. “I’ll be back for you, ass hole.” moving slowly, he walked around the kitchen, gun aimed at Axel before he reached the bottom of the stairs and darted up them. "Roxas.. Roxy baby, oh.. where are you…" He chuckled darkly. 

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The sweet smile Roxas gave him gave Axel butterflies, as emeralds roamed his boyfriends content and happy demeanour. Gods his blond looked so gorgeous when he looked like that. Without answering for a few moments, Axel continued to softly trail his fingers along soft porcelain skin, smiling softly, with his heart pounding in his chest. Soon realising he had yet to answer, Axel quickly answered back almost dreamily. "Mmm, really~?" Instantly the red head snapped out of his trance at those words, as his eyebrows flew up and a intrigued grin took over his features- a crafty little light entering emerald orbs. "Ooh? Roxy tops huh? A feisty thing like you toppin'? Gods that's sexy." Even while saying that sentence the barista had mental imagery of Roxas being dominant. Even if the sight would be hot to see, Axel had yet to decide on whether or not he would allow Roxas to ever top him- perhaps in the future?

At seeing no resistance from Roxas at being pulled closer, Axel smiled happily. Once Roxas got closer he moved one hand to a hip and the other to Roxas' lower back, moving his previous stroking to the skin there. Axel had to admit, he was mildly surprised that Roxas was so willing to cuddle in the afterglow, since after seeing one of the blonds ex's before the barista didn't think something as simple as cuddling would be wanted. Snapping out of his thoughts, the barista placed his chin on the blonds head and hummed to show he was listening, then waited curiously. Listening quietly, Axel felt the smile on his face grow larger and larger as he payed attention to his boyfriend as the blond stumbled over his words. Chuckling softly, the red head moved his hands and wrapped both of them around Roxas' lower back, and pulled the blond closer to himself, whispering softly in his blonds ear. "I know, Sunshine. Yo también te quiero. Tanto es mi amor."

Jumping slightly at the sudden kiss, he smirked at the whimper and moved his own against the blonds. Feeling the male moving away, Axel removed one hand from the blonds back and to his cheek, cupping it and stroking the skin softly with a thumb, gazing lovingly into blue and whispered back. "Te quiero. el sol de mi vida." Smiling softly, emeralds glanced away to help Roxas cover their bodies with the duvet, and was suddenly reminded of the cold air and weather. Axel moved closer to Roxas once more, almost snuggling into him, while recuperating by entangling his own legs with Roxas'. Purring contentedly at the small touches he could feel against his hip bone, Axels lips quirked when he felt a finger encircle his tattoo and hip. When the red head felt the soft touch leave, he had to bite back a whine at the action, before moving one of his own hand to the males back and tracing his own patterns against the blonds skin. The soft touches and warmth from Roxas, had him sigh softly before sleep over took him too, smiling once more at the tranquil look on his blonds face.

Stirring slightly from sleep, Axel groaned softly at hearing the irritating and constant 'vrrrrr'-ing sound. He groaned irritably, and furrowed his eyebrows as he slowly opened his eyes, all the while mentally cursing how much of a light sleeper he was. Pausing the red head waited for a few minutes for body to wake up, and instantly smiled at the sight he was met with, the unknown noise temporarily forgotten as emeralds took in Roxas sleeping and content face. Gods he's gorgeous, Axel mused as a hand reached out to brush fingertips softly against his boyfriends angelic features. Hearing the irritating sound once more, Axel gritted his teeth and recognised the noise instantly and sighed.

Now that he was more awake, Axel had a feeling he knew who was calling him. Sighing softly as to not wake Roxas, the red head slowly and cautiously slipped out of his boyfriends grasp and out of the bed, all the while watching Roxas face for any signs of waking up. He couldn't help but think that with the way he was acting, it was like they did a one night stand- but no, Axel wasn't about to run away from Roxas, nor did he think what they did a one nighter in any way. Smiling softly, emeralds looked away and searched the slightly dark floor trying to find the clothes he discarded earlier. Once finding them, he swiftly slipped them on- remembering his shirt was still in the lounge- and reached into the pants pocket to take out his phone.

Axel rolled his eyes, and glanced away from the brightly lit screen and at his boyfriend once more, before turning away and opening the door, quietly shutting it behind him. If the barista wasn't in such a hurry, he would have left a note to say that he would be back to reassure Roxas, but unfortunately Axel realised that he was late enough as is. Hastily rushing into the lounge area, the barista slipped on his shirt and made his way towards the door to pick up his car keys and slip on his shoes. Opening the door, Axel prayed that some time during the early morning the streets had been ploughed and they weren't snowed in. Sighing in relief to see that someone had made a road through the snow, Axel quickly shut the door behind him and dashed into his car, quickly starting the engine and hurried back to his own apartment. Finally reaching the place, Axel ran to the elevator and to his own apartment, unlocking the door and stepping in.

"Well Well ya look happy. You got the 'I got laid face on', yo."

Rolling his eyes, Axel shut the door and raked a hand through his hair, all the while smiling as he remembered the events of yesterday. "Ya fuckin jealous bro?"

The aforementioned male shrugged and stood from the couch, with both hands in an 'I don't know' gesture. "Nah, got my own. Anyways gottcha the thing ya wanted. Here boy."

Scrunching up his features at hearing a high pitched whistle in the enclosed space, Axel watched as a puppy came running around the corner excitedly to where Reno was standing. Instantly a scowl took over his features, as Axel spat venomously. "Reno, I swear to fuck, if it pissed on anythin' your buyin me a new 'what-ever-the-fuck-it-pissed-on'. "

Reno shook his head and picked up the puppy from the ground, holding it in his arms while saying. "Bro, don't ya know what he is? This dogs' a Golden Retriever."

Axel deadpanned and crossed his arms, raising a sceptical brow.

Reno tutted then continued. "Anyways-- A friend of mine's dog had puppies, a lot of em. They had to many and yada yada couldn't afford them yada yada need a good home yada yada yaada. They are both dog trainers and trained all the puppies up.

This one 'ere specially fer your blond, he doesn't piss inside lil' bro an' can even do tricks an' shit." The male shook his head and strolled over handing Axel a book and the puppy. "The book has what they taught 'im in there, an' how ta do it- Yanno signals and all that shit."

Taking the puppy in one hand and the book in the other, emeralds looked over at the pup who started back with a confused face, then down at the bone shaped collar tag with the words inscribed 'Lucky'. "Lucky?" Axel questioned aloud.

"Yeah bro, owners named 'im that. But they said if yer blond doesn't like the name, the pup's at an age where he can still forget whatever name ya give im', so it's not too late ta change it yanno?"

Nodding slightly, Axel glanced over at the clock on the wall and gasped a quick "Shit" Before emeralds landed on his brothers. "Money's on the counter, I gotta go."

A mischievous grin took over Reno's face, as he sauntered past the red head and towards the exit. "Ya I know, already hav it. Ya look happy bro, Rox must be fucking amazing for you to have 'that smile on'. You haven't had that smile on in years, yo. Laters lil bro."

Tsking at being called 'Lil Bro' Axel rolled his eyes and followed after Reno-once out in the hallway, he saw the male was nowhere to be found. Rolling his eyes, Axel one handedly took out his keys once more and locked his apartment and quickly ran to the elevator and to his car. Once inside his car, the barista placed the pup on the passengers' seat, praying that the animal really wouldn't piss on the interior and started the car and quickly drove back to Roxas'. The ride was short and Axel quickly got out of the vehicle, reaching over to take 'Lucky' with him and locked the car once he was out.

Running towards the house, Axel quietly opened and shut the door before quickly heading up the stairs to the blonds door, opening it and pausing in horror. Roxas was already awake? Oh gods the look, Axel mused as he instantly regretted not leaving a note. The look on Roxas face was too much, but however when cerulean saw him at the door Roxas instantly perked up and Axel let out a sigh of relief. Smirking at his boyfriends happy expression, Axel let go of the puppy and watched as Roxas petted it and chuckled at the flurry of questions. "It's a boy babe. An' he already has a name." Axel pointed to the bone shaped collar tag as he said this and continued. "But owners said if ya don't like the name, ya can call 'im somethin' else. Sure are, but I got it fer a good deal for ya babe- from a breeder."

Placing the book on Roxas night stand the red head added. "The book has what the owners hav' taught 'im, since they are dog trainers." Smiling big as Axel watched Roxas moved out of bed, the red head was there instantly as Roxas hands met with his own, briefly he wondered if his blond was starting to feel tender after last night. Smirking deviously as emeralds locked on to all Roxas' love bites, the barista winked and chuckled. "I love ya too babe." Smiling back as Axel caught the flash of a blush as Roxas buried his face, Axel chuckled at the words and smirked proudly. "Damn fuckin' straight. Gods ya should see your neck babe, everyone will know what ya did last night." Axel chuckled some more before he added with a serious tone.

"If ya soak in a really hot water in a bath, it will help ta ease the pain." Watching as Roxas sat on the mattress, Axel helped his blond sit before nodding. "Sure babe. An' yeah he is. Don't worry if the pup does tell me an' I'll skin my dick-headed bro." Watching Roxas naked form as he stood up, distractedly he nodded only half listening to the words. "Mm ok, I doubt the pup will set the place on fire. Sure Roxy." Raising a brow, the barista swallowed thickly as Roxas' naked form grew closer, kissing him for a moment before words soon followed. Flashing a genuine smile, the red head chose not to say anything as emeralds watched Roxas' naked form walk into the bathroom.

Nodding slowly, Axel snapped out of his trace and whistled softly. The pup quickly ran over to him and Axel picked him up, and turned around and out of Roxas bedroom, down the hall and stairs to the kitchen. Once there, Axel searched the cupboards for a few moments for mugs and took out two, and then a big plastic bowl. Axel wasn't too sure when the last time 'Lucky' had water, but he was sure Roxas wouldn't mind if he used that dish. Filling the plastic bowl with water, the red head placed the dish on the floor and watched as the puppy walked over and started to drink from the bowl. Nodding, the barista picked up the kettle and filled it with water and placed it back, then flicked on the switch and waited for the water to boil.

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How many push ups can you do?

Axel rose a brow at the sudden question, and stated. “Can do ‘bout 45 in a row before it starts ta hurt.” Pausing he shrugged and added. “I do em often ta keep toned.”

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Axel could feel his climax approaching faster with each thrust he gave, every time his boyfriends walls clamped on his cock, the sounds Roxas made- oh god the sounds. The red head couldn't believe how much the blond had reduced his self restraint to nothing. In the past when he went on his one night stand spree, Axel at the time was able to last for hours without climaxing once. But Roxas- Roxas was able to drive him to the edge with just his moaning. He had reason to believe that maybe it was because he hasn't been laid in years? And that his body wanted release faster? Axel couldn't understand it all.

However for now, Axel decided that he would figure it out later and focuss on giving Roxas the most pleasurable feeling ever and fulfilling the blonds words. Chuckling darkly against the writers skin- and newly formed love bite, Axel murmured. "You know I fuckin' will. My cum will be oozin' out of ya." Lips forming a smirk against his boyfriends skin, as Roxas moved his head to give him more access, the barista soon moved his kisses to the blonds newly exposed neck- while bitting and nipping the skin. Feeling a hand in his hair once more and a tug, he groaned into the blonds neck and soon met Roxas lips in a steamy kiss. Humming contentedly against the males lips, he soon chuckled softly and whispered back lovingly. "I love ya too Rox."

Whilst hearing his blonds loud cries of ecstasy, Axel continued to wear a devious smirk while emeralds took in the blonds body, glistening in sweat as he paused. Raising a brow at the arm around his neck, Axel allowed himself to be moved by the blond before his eyes widened in surprise at suddenly feeling teeth bitting down hard. Moaning at the sensation, Axel scrunched his features up as emeralds closed, as he felt Roxas leaving a few of his own marks on his skin.

Chuckling airily, the barista idly wondered if Roxas was doing this as punishment for stopping his thrusting- personally he wouldn't be surprised. But however even if that was the case, Axel wasn't about to complain since the red head loved his neck being bitten. Emeralds opening, Axel rose a brow and stared at hazy cerulean at the words that followed. Shivering, emeralds grew darker as Axel licked his bottom lip, staring at the blond with pure want. "Fuck you're so sexy babe. And damn-fucking-right your mine."

Purposefully not choosing to answer whether or not he was going to continue to thrust again, Axel figured that maybe leaving Roxas in the dark for now would be interesting. Starting up once more, Axel smirked deviously at the sounds as he continued to slam his member in and out of the blonds entrance, moving swiftly in and out, features tight with pure pleasure. "Hnng, fuck..Roxy. Mmm, ya sound so hot..fuck." Axel continued to move in and out of his boyfriend swiftly and as fast as he was able, loving the sounds that followed, all the while continuing to busy his hands with pleasuring Roxas' member and fondling his nipple.

Resuming to bite and suck harshly to his boyfriends neck, the barista continued on listening to the males sounds- it was like music to his ears hearing Roxas moaning his name like that, and knowing he was the cause behind those moans. Raising a brow, he smirked mischievously and moved away from Roxas neck to whisper in his ear once more. "Oh ya do babe? Hnngg...You're tight, lil hole is milkin' my cock, Roxas...you're so hot an' tight. Fuck."

Hearing Roxas moans suddenly turn high pitch and desperate, Axels smirk widened tenfold. From experience the barista knew he was hitting the blonds prostrate, and Roxas was close to cumming. Rapidly he picked up his movements and pumped the writers member faster, while rolling the nipple in his fingers faster, and at the same time moving out of the males willing body faster than before, trying to bring Roxas quickly to his climax.

Suddenly he remembered something important and emeralds softened, the barista felt as if this needed to be said for the blonds sake and his own. Groaning as his bottom lip was bitten harshly, Axel waited for a few moments until the blonds teeth lessened so he could whisper into Roxas ear. Once feeling the writers grip lessen, Axel moved away and up to the males ear, peaking the skin softly and delicately as he went, all the while trying to form a coherent thoughts and words.

"Sunshine, I hope ya remember this and that I love ya so much." Quickly moving away from the ear and back to Roxas neck, Axel continued bitting once more, picking up his speed as he heard Roxas exclamations. "Mmm, fuck Roxy. Go ahead babe, cum fer me. An' let me fill your tight lil hole with my cum." Putting all his effort in the last few thrusts, Axels face was tight with pleasure as his boyfriend climaxed and his walls clenched his member even more so than before. Feeling the males body shake with the orgasm, Axel mentally smirked and knew that his boyfriend had received a powerful one.

Continuing to thrust inside the male, Axel could feel his own release coming fast and hearing Roxas exclamation pushed him over. "Fuck Roxas!" With one long, loud cry Axel finally climaxed inside Roxas and shivered at the powerful feeling and release. After waiting a few moments for his overflowing release to come to a stop, Axel slowly and cautiously removed himself from his boyfriend and over to the side to lay down on his back, panting heavily and smiling blissfully at the feeling of afterglow after amazing sex. After years no sexual activity, the red head had forgotten what it was like to bask in the afterglow, but with Roxas there made the event seem that much more special.

Sighing, he turned his head and reached over for his blonds arm to stroke the skin softly up and down, then smiled a rare genuine smile as he whispered breathlessly. "Fuck Sunshine, that was amazin'." Pausing for a few moments, emeralds softened at the baristas next words. "Are you ok babe? I didn't hurt ya right?" Of course he knew that Roxas would feel pain the next day, but what if he got too carried away? And Roxas chose not to say anything? Gods, it would kill Axel on the inside if he did hurt his beloved. Continuing to stroke his boyfriends skin soothingly, he sat up and reached over to pull the blonds closer and laid down with Roxas in his arms, then murmured softly into the skin- almost thinking aloud to himself. "It would kill me if I hurt my sunshine."

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The erotic sounds of skin slapping on skin along with his blonds sounds spurred Axel to drive into the males willing body faster. It slightly surprised the red head about much Roxas was trying to make him moan by pulling on his hair. Perhaps before the writer had met him, he used to top a lot? From the red heads experience Roxas had the qualities and thoughts of a dominant, but there was no way he was going to let his blond top him now. Smirk spreading like wildfire across his face as the barista heard Roxas moaning wantonly as he re-entered once more, he chuckled darkly into his boyfriends ear, groaning himself at the feeling.

Continuing to wear a dark devious smirk, as emeralds watched as his blond tipped his head back a released a sting of moans as he pounded into him, Axel chuckled. Seems like having some experience in bed did come in handy, since Roxas really was moaning now at their new position. Feeling Roxas trembling as he continued to pump his boyfriends erection, Axel picked up his movements hoping that Roxas was feeling as good as he hoped he was. Briefly Axel wondered if his boyfriend was also trying to pleasure him back, not that he was about to complain- no, more so his blond really didn't have too.

Eyebrows flying up at the response he received from the dirty talk, Axel couldn't help but chuckle amusedly and purr back hotly in the blonds ear. "Mmm, fuck I will. I will cum inside you, and fill your hole with my hot cum." Pausing slightly at the blonds next words after the laugh, Axel rose a brow and wondered how he should 'punish' his boyfriend. So he settled on picking up his movements and whispering back in the males ear once more. "So fucking bad. Mm what should- hmmnng- I do with my sexy blond?" Chuckling the red head moved away from the males ear and 'pretended' to wonder aloud what he should do. "Mmm, how should I punish my sexy lil blond?" While 'pretending' to think aloud, Axel grazed his lips down his boyfriends throat, then down towards his collarbone, nipping randomly and nibbling the skin before bitting the spot hard and murmuring against the skin.

"Maybe I should punish ya by stoppin?" After the red head said those words, he paused in this thrusting and biting, stilling instantly and waiting for a few minutes. Laughing softly he continued to wear an evil smirk and said playfully. "Oh, ya said punish- not torture right babe?" Laughing Axel pulled out and thrusted in quickly and resumed his fast pace thrusting. Grazing his lips along Roxas' skin, the barista retraced his actions and moved up the blonds throat back to where he left a very extensive love bite where Roxas pulse was. Attaching his lips to the spot once more, Axel bit even harder on the spot, suckling while continuing to move in and out of the willing body beneath him.

All the while sucking on the skin, the barista picked up his pace on the blonds member before moving the hand down the males shaft to his balls, fondling the sack with his fingers, while humming against Roxas skin. Trying to get Roxas to really scream and moan was becoming more and more like a challenge for the red head, trying to search for Roxas' prostate was easy with just his fingers, but now Axel was finding it hard using his member.

Humming against the blonds skin after removing his teeth from the spot, he peaked the big love bite and moved his kisses around the blonds throat and randomly latched onto the blonds skin once more, sucking to leave another love bite. While fondling the males balls, Axel moved his free hand to the blonds hair. Grabbing a fist full of Roxas' locks, Axel pulled the hair and titled the males head back so that his teeth and lips had more access to the blonds neck.

Listening to his boyfriends begging, Axel complied and bit the spot he had been sucking harder, before sucking the skin more harshly and with urgency. While keeping his hand tangled in Roxas locks so that the writers neck was tilted back, emeralds caught the naughty smirk and he chuckled at the words that followed. "Oh don't worry babe. I'm gunna fuck you so hard..hnngg.. the whole town will hear you..fuck..moanin' my name". Instantly a triumphant smirk morphed onto his features at hearing the blond finally moan louder and beg more.

Finally, Axel mused as he listened blissfully at the blonds cries of wanting more. Aiming for that spot again with his next thrust in, Axel hit the same spot previously and continued to hit the area consecutively, while at the same time fondling and pumping the blonds shaft with one hand, and pinching and rolling Roxas' nipple in the other. Gods he wanted to hear more of those cries, wanted to watch as his boyfriend withered in ecstasy.

Picking up the pace once more, the barista thrusted in and out and fast as he could go, high on the feeling of the males walls clamping as he moved in and out, the sounds that followed and the general thought of being in bed with his beloved. Continuing to fondle and pump the blonds shaft, and fondle the males nipple all the while thrusting harshly into the blond, Axel removed himself from the blonds neck to whispered hotly one more in the males ear.

"Cum fer me baby. Let me hear ya scream my name." Licking the shell of Roxas ear, Axel chuckled darkly and moved back to the males throat and picked up where he left off and continued to suck harshly at the blonds skin, intent on leaving more than one mark. He could feel his possessive side kicking in when the barista thought of how many marks his blond would have everywhere after they were done. Once the red head was satisfied with the new love bite, he moved himself to the junction between the males neck and shoulder, and bit the area once more marking the next love bite.

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Feeling his boyfriends hips meet his thrusts in time, Axel could feel his eyes roll back in pleasure. From not being laid in years, he had forgotten how amazing and pleasurable it was to be inside someone, however being inside Roxas made everything that much more amazing. Slowly but surely the red head could feel his climax approaching fast, but mentally reminded himself that he would bring Roxas to an orgasm first before himself. Smirking while emeralds watched Roxas shiver as his tongue ring hit the nerve of his tongue, Axel was secretly surprised about how sensitive his blond was to his touches. It was like he had a seventh sense for easily being able to find and stimulate them.

Mentally Axel felt proud that he had he had successfully made his blond beg and moan so much. Underneath his cocky and proud persona, Axel was a bit apprehensive and unsure if he could really bring Roxas to feel pleasured. But however, hearing Roxas being reduced to begging and moaning out his name for him to not stop, the red head soon realised that he had accomplished in making Roxas feel good about the whole experience. Perhaps tomorrow the male would remember all this as well as he would. Continuing to add to Roxas growing collection of love bites, Axel chuckled into the skin at the exclamation. Oh he had no intentions of stopping- unless Roxas asked him too- But that didn't look like it was happening anytime soon, so Axel felt as if right now was a good enough time to really pound into the male.

Thinking nothing on the hand in his hair, Axel soon groaned in surprised at the sudden harsher tug and muttered out soft curses in Italian. Gods that felt so good, he mused as emeralds took in the blonds raw expression of pleasure and ecstasy. The expression wasn't helping his overly aroused state and his effort to try and not to climax before Roxas. Wondering if now was a good time to speed up, the red heads question was soon answered and he smirked. Pausing for a second to pull out and angle his hips to get better leverage, Axel swiftly moved his hands until they were positioned on the males hips. Softly the red head turned the blonds hips, gesturing for the male to turn around so that he was on his stomach.

Once the blond was on all fours, Axel moved over the top of Roxas and positioned himself at the males entrance once more. Moving one of hands so they were on one of the blonds hands, and the other back on Roxas member, the barista leaned down to purr hotly in the writers ear, words full of raw want and passion. "Hope ya ready babe." At this new angle, Axel knew he was guaranteed to his Roxas spot right away. From years of having lots of one night stands, the barista had found out little tips and tricks on how to get someone to climax hard and fast, and this position 'doggy style' was the best for that.

Slowly the red head pushed his head into the blonds entrance, and cautiously moved until he was sheathed once more. After waiting a minute, he pulled out once more and quickly drove back in, swiftly picking up his pace at each thrust in and out. By now Axel was going as fast as he could go, the bed rocking with their movements as the barista pounded into Roxas. "Hnng, I love you Sunshine."

Moving his hand that was on Roxas member, Axel pumped the shaft hard and fast, while moaning at the sensations. Silently he wondered if the blond had any kinks that they might share, Axel knew almost every kink and decided to try one of his favourites. Mouth positioned at the males ear, Axel teasingly purred. "Fuck babe, you're so tight. Mmm gods your holes milkin' my cock. Hnng, you're a bad boy Roxy, fuck your gunna make me cum inside." Dirty talk was a common kink, but Axel wanted to find out everything his boyfriend liked in bed. Picking up his pumping of the writers shaft, while at the same time trying to hit the bundle of nerves inside the male the red head continued. " Brillo del sol joder, cum para mí, Quiero oírte gritar mi nombre, dios usted turno me en. Hngg."

Pausing Axel panted in the blonds ear, and softly kissed the shell, then moved his hot kisses down the blonds throat to once again pick up where he left off. Bitting the blonds pulse, the barista timed his thrusts, pumping and bitting to match, trying to elicit more of those erotic sounds from his boyfriends lips- gods did he want to hear the sound Roxas makes once he has hit his prostrate. Giving Roxas hand a quick squeeze, the barista quickly thought of another kink he liked that maybe Roxas would too.

Chuckling naughtily into Roxas ear, Axel said in a playful and devious tone. "Mmm, h-how we are goin' babe, I think yer neighbours can hear us fuckin." Axel loved people knowing who he was fucking, and when the barista was making love too. Of course if his blond didn't share any of these kinds of kinks with him, Axel hoped that maybe it might bring his blond more pleasure from just his actions and innuendos.

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Smirking into their kiss at hearing a sigh, the red head hoped that his blond had found some reassurance when he said that being tight wasn't a bad thing- In fact it was the complete opposite. And he couldn't help but wonder why Roxas would feel as if it was a bad thing. Perhaps one of the blonds previous boyfriends hated it being so tight down there? If that was the case, Axel thought they were stupid- how could anyone resist the pleasure? Deciding that during their make out session, Axel would let his hands wonder, palms and fingers grazed the males skin all over, silently worshipping the feeling of the blonds soft porcelain skin under his hands.

Gods everything with Roxas felt amazing. Hearing Roxas breath hitch when he pulled out slowly, Axel bit his lip worriedly while hoping that the action didn't cause the male any harm. Back when Axel had a series of one night stands, he wouldn't have cared if his partner was feeling pain from his thrusting, in fact usually both partners mutually agreed that the red head should fuck them dry and without preparation.

That was the time when he couldn't have cared less whether or not his partner was in any pain. But now, everything was heightened while he moved out of the blond slowly. Every little noise, whimper, moan and facial expression had the barista worried that maybe he pulled out too fast, or he hit a sore spot. Decide what Roxas said before, he could guarantee that his boyfriend was feeling tender after yesterday and that there had to be some sores inside. Gods he was surprised that Roxas entrance hadn't bleed yet from his careful movements.

Smirking wickedly at hearing Roxas voice a very loud and pleasurable moan, Axel groaned and whispered sensually. "Fuck..R-Rox, so fucking good hnggg." Closing his eyes tightly at the sensations as he thrusted back into the blond, while groaning once again lowly. Hearing his boyfriend moaning was enough to make him almost cum, just the sight of Roxas pleasurable face and voice was almost enough to send him over the edge.

But no, the barista still wanted to prove to his beloved that he could make him feel oh so good. Breath hitching at feeling Roxas squeezing his muscles as he thrusted out, the barista let loose a long low appreciative moan at the feeling. "Fuck..R-Rox!" Groaning softly once more, Axel leaned over to kiss his blond once more, while continuing his slow thrusting. Swiftly he slithered his tongue inside the hot cavern and rubbed their tongues together sensually- feeling his tongue ring against the blonds, Axel shivered.

After a minute or two of kissing the male, Axel broke apart for air and buried his face into the blonds neck, face still tight with pleasure as his boyfriend squeezed as he moved in and out. At this rate the red head knew both of them wouldn't last much longer, and Axel hoped his blond would give the call clear to speed up soon. While nibbling and marking all over the blonds neck, and simultaneously thrusting, Axel paused in his biting to let a sigh pass his lips at the words. It was a huge relief to hear Roxas didn't feel any kind of pain, but the last part of the blonds sentence caught him off guard.

Removing himself from Roxas neck, Axel glanced curiously into blue before nodding. "O-Okay, babe. Hold on tight.." With the all clear on moving faster, Axel quickly picked up his movements and searched for that little buddle of nerves. Judging from the males leaking tip, Axel knew that his boyfriend wouldn't last much longer, so he decided it was time to really give his blond something to moan about. While pounding into his blond faster and aiming for where he remembered the blonds prostrate was, Axel at the same time moved one hand to the blonds erection and pumped the shaft- alternating between squeezing as he went up and releasing as he went downwards.

While his hand occupied the front, another moved to fondle his boyfriends nipple while his mouth occupied the other. Repeating his previous actions with his mouth, Axel rolled the hard nub over his tongue ring slowly, keeping in time with all the rest of his actions. With the added pleasure, Axel hoped his boyfriend would be in complete bliss now. Smirking he removed himself from the nipple, still containing to actions, and whispered in the males ear with a hot devious purr.

"Cum fer me Roxy." Chuckling evilly, the red head trailed kisses down his boyfriends neck to where Roxas pulse was. Nipping at the spot, he paused momentarily before bitting again but harder, to give Roxas even more pleasure than before. After all the barista did hope that Roxas could feel everything he was feeling- their feelings for each other while they made love. It was at times like this that Axel was happy he had found all of Roxas 'spots', since knowing such a thing really helped right now.

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Pushing slowly while going into Roxas, features still strained, Axel groaned each time the further he went in. Gods his boyfriend was deliciously tight. In all of his years of experience Axel had never met anyone as tight as the blond, the only ever people the barista had met that were as tight as his boyfriend were virgins- and they were always good to lay. But he knew that Roxas wasn't a virgin. So it left the barista curious as to how long his blond went for without being laid. Before he had become Roxas boyfriend- and soon lover- when emeralds first set eyes on the blond, Axel had to guess that the male had people always chasing after him and was never not laid. Mentally the barista made a note to ask his blond later how long it has been.

Hearing his boyfriends breath hitch, Axel prayed that it wasn't out of sacredness- after all that traumatic incident only happened yesterday. Feeling Roxas squeeze his hand as he slowly pushed in, Axel bit his lip and hoped that Roxas wasn't in much pain. Despite using three fingers to stretch the male, Axel knew from personal experience that it always hurt when someone first entered, and that no amount of preparation could help with stopping it. Axel could recall the time when he first laid his virgin best friend all of those years ago, and the barista could vividly recall how much Demyx had complained about when he first entered and how much pain he was the next morning.

He himself wasn't a masochist and he knew that the sandy blond wasn't, so when morning came Axel was full of regret for hurting his boyfriend at the time. But over the years he had learnt that it was normal for it to hurt, and no preparation could stop that. Demyx had never hated him the next day, but although on the other hand Axel always did wonder if the sandy blond was just being nice by covering up his pain- but then again both he and Demyx were virgins and really had no idea how gay sex worked. But the red head didn't want something like that to happen here while he is experienced and with Roxas.

Strained expression on his face, eyes opened to stare into glazed cerulean and the red head rose a brow at the words. How could Roxas be sorry for something like that? Had the blond ever bottomed? Perhaps he didn't, since Axel didn't think Roxas would be saying something like that if he knew the pleasure one would receive when their partner was tight. Shaking his head sending droopy and sweaty locks flying, Axel panted out. "Babe..th-there's..no..need ta' be so-sorry fer that. Feels so nngg good..Damnn." Panting some more, Axel groaned again as he slowly continued to push inside his boyfriend. The feeling of his blonds tight walls and erotic face as enough to drive him over the edge. But Axel knew that wouldn't do, so in an effort to control himself he gripped the blonds hand tighter.

Eyes softening emeralds caught on to his boyfriends slightly pained expression, he prayed he wasn't opening any old sores from yesterday. Perhaps being extra careful wasn't enough? And that they both should have waited. But the barista had trusted Roxas judgement and knew his boyfriend wouldn't lead him on just so they could both be laid. Roxas wouldn't say yes to being laid even though he was still in pain right? Axel hoped that wouldn't be the case, but even if it was it was too late to back out now. Plus in the morning the barista knew some tricks to help make his blond feel better after their lovemaking.

Smiling softly, Axel leaned over and cupped his boyfriends cheek with his free hand, gazing into hazy blue lovingly. "Of course babe. Jus' tell me when to stop or go fast." Axel would admit that he was very apprehensive about continuing their session after hearing those painful cries. After all, the red head would never hurt his beloved since it would kill him on the inside. Snapping out of his thoughts, he rose a brow and nodded slowly, slightly mesmerized about how Roxas knew he was thinking about backing out.

Smiling softly once more, the red head locked lips with Roxas and softly moved them against his own, while simultaneously rubbing the cheek in his free hand with his thumb. Removing his hand from Roxas cheek and hand, while still being engaged in a lip lock, Axel reached down until his hands were on the backs of Roxas thighs and hoisted them up so they locked around his waist and were also in position. Hopefully with this better angle, Axel prayed that he would be aligned with where he remembered his blonds' prostrate was.

Axel prayed that the blonds lower backside wouldn't hurt much the next morning. He hoped that Roxas would focus more on the pleasure than how much it hurt to be filled. Once the blonds legs were secure around his waist, Axel placed one of his hands back in Roxas' own and the other cupped the males cheek once more, and whispered back in an equally soft tone. "I love you too sunshine." Removing his lips from the blonds, he very slowly pulled out of Roxas, until only his tip was inside. Pausing for a few minutes, the barista moved slowly back in, groaning at the feeling of the walls clenching on his member once more. "Nnnh, Roxas fuck. So hnn tight, gods yes."

Once inside, he paused again for a few minutes and pulled back once more, going very slow and cautiously until the tip remained once more, then thrusted back in after a few moments. Breathlessly, Axel moved his lips to the blonds neck and littered kiss to everywhere he could reach, alternating in between biting and kissing. "R-Rox..Does it hurt?" While continuing his movements of thrusting in and out of the blond at a very slow place, Axel moved his member around each time he thrusted back in, trying to find the males prostrate once more.

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