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I can’t Promise..

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With the way that you have been acting lately, i’m not sure if I want to be with you anymore. I hate to think about this. I hate to think about if I should stay. then that also means two and a half years down the drain. a waste of my time. of course, i have tried to fix our relationship numerous times just trying to talk things out with you but nothing works. you just go back to your old habits. yesterday you woke up late for work and you got mad at me so you broke your drawers. you can't seem to quit smoking completely. you always get mad at me for things like wanting to hug, kiss, cuddle, especially go on dates. all you do now is sleep. you sleep all day, and if you're not sleeping then you're playing games. we share a car and you cant even wake up to pick me up on time. two days ago you didn't even pick me up from work I had to call someone to pick me up. yesterday you were one hour late to pick me up from work because again you couldn't wake up I had to call your phone nine times until you picked up. you sleep 9+ hours a day how can you not make time for me. when we do spend time together it's normally me sitting in a different chair than you because you want to play your game but you still want to be in the same room as me. we haven't gone on a date in so long. we live together how can this happen. how can all of these problems show up if we spend every moment together? how can these problems not be resolved even when we live together. you never want to talk about anything because you think there's nothing to talk about. I understand things are hard for you right now because of your dad and you work the night shift but 9+ hours of sleep a day, really? and absolutely no time for your girlfriend of 2+ years? today you have been sleeping for 9 hours and still sleeping right now. I'm pretty sure you're not going to wake up anytime soon. I have 9-hour shifts at work with no breaks and I work Monday through Friday as a cook at a restaurant. you work 8 hours with an hour break Monday through Friday driving forklifts and other machines used for stocking. I get it you're tired from work but I'm on my feet for 9 hours straight with no break and after that, I cook your food so you can have something to eat for lunch. I get no thank you. I get nothing. I just want a little more appreciation and respect from you. I also want you to be more responsible. you used to be crazy about me and now it's like I'm just a thought in the back of your mind. I want things to be better. I know things won't go back to the way it used to be but I do want you to just love me a little more or something. I want to feel loved. I want to feel that you care about me. I want the old you back. The one that didn’t make stupid decisions. The one that was more responsible and managed his time correctly so he was on time for everything and wasn’t so stressed over every single thing. Every time I try to talk to you about our relationship you just say you’re not in the mood. It’s like we’re just roommates, not a couple. nothing is how it used to be but I'm willing to talk things out with you and make sure things can get better but you're not willing to do anything about it. I guess you think that our relationship is great. I tried to talk to you so many times. I tried to reach out to you. I cry at night. I'm back to cutting, smoking, pills, drinking. I don't want to say its because of you because these were the choices I made. I wanted to take those pills and to drink and to smoke. I only did it because I felt I have nothing to live for because I lost you. I lost you even when we’re still dating. isn't that funny? I guess it's my fault after all.

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This is how your boyfriend should treat you. Men take notes. Ladies, raise your standards. 

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