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Kalahari Lifeguard

When I started, I thought working as a lifeguard was easy. I was wrong. On my first week, I experienced cough, colds, back pain and I even got mini cuts on my legs (caused by working on rafts). It lasted for weeks, the BODY PAIN. As time goes by, I learned to love it instead of hating it. My body slowly adopting all the pain I’ve been experiencing. In short, I’m getting used to it. I didn’t notice that I am actually enjoying my job. I even worked double shifts straight in a week which is 12 hours a day. I enjoyed talking to different kinds of people; Americans, Chinese, Taiwanese, Japanese, Indians, Pakistani, and more. I was scared at first and challenged because I have no experience interacting with different nationalities but eventually, I overcome it. It motivates me to work hard and learn more.

Everyday I’m dealing with different kinds of people with different personality and culture. I observed a lot. By observing, I learned that you can be happy with what you're doing, and you have to look at every situation as an opportunity to do the best you can with your responsibilities. This takes determination and dedication to what you're doing. I made more interactions to the guests. While helping them getting in into the rafts and explaining them the rules and regulations you’ll not notice that they are helping you as well. They’re slowly developing your personal relation skills and they’re helping you to boost your confidence. I discovered a lot of things about myself, the people I met he re, and about the place itself. 

All these lessons helped me become more mature and prepared for my future plans in life. Although my experience was limited, I learned how to give a different perspective on how things can be done differently for the better. For example, making sure that I do everything with the big bright smile we Filipinos are known for! It not only helped me become more independent, but it allowed me to take home so many experiences I can apply to different opportunities that will come my way.

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My BEACH Story

SUMMER 2014 (Batangas)

PALAWAN PUERTO PRINCESA 2015

BORACAY 2015

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UNLEASHED 5

We’re still fresh and not soaked in this picture.

Before we enter inside, we saw our old schoolmate Meryll :))

We’re drained and hungry! PIZZA for more energy ! yAAy!

EAT that BAE girl!

BACK TO THE DANCE FLOOR! ^_^

Ummm. I didn’t know these guys. My friend was like “OMG, gusto ko magpapicture sa kanila” Me: Go ahead! Ako magpipicture :) and after my friend got a picture with them, I was like “ AKO NAMAN ” HAHAHAHAHA

MY OOTN :D since its a wet party i decided to wear like that. Yup its a bikini top, High waisted shorts and white cover up. To break the girly style I wore a leather cap and black vans :)) nay or yay?

I want you guys to know that it doesn’t mean that a girl going to a rave party is a bitch or whatever you guys thinking bad about it. Going to rave parties doesn’t make anyone a bad person, just as long as you have the discipline of knowing your limitations. I don’t see anything wrong with having fun, laughing your heart out, dancing in the rain, good conversations, and meeting new friends :)

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While I’m in the middle of reading a good book yesterday (in my messy room), papa suddenly showed up! (he’s totally good in ruining my yes-peaceful-moment!) ‘Were going to Moa’ as if I had a choice. So here’s some of my pictures. The Moa Arena, the coconut trees along the macapagal highway, the weird building, the monochrome party (check my IG! Hehe @louiseaya) and the clothes I want in terranova but I didn’t buy it (stay put baby, I’m going to buy you some other time).

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PAGE 1 of 365 What am I doing in the first day of 2015? Ugh! Its just a normal day to me. Nothing so special. In fact here I am! Starting to blog again! While listening to my sister's soundtrippin' (Hi Bea). Oh yeah, the picture. I almost forgot. Awhile ago me and my dad watched 'Into the Wild' (kinda boring movie tho) so Im vibing at the same time. As you can see, Im still on my PJ's at 1pm! Yess until now at exactly 4:35pm! Hehe Too lazy to get off of it coz its very cold maaaan. Nonstop raining outside thats why. Sht i can't end this post with a proper ending, my mind got fcked up. So Im not sorry! Bye!

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Yeah, friends, they will not leave you alone (the real one). And more importantly, they will never break up with you and claim that they don’t deserve the love you give to them (blah,blah,blah), or they just simply gave everything up.

And that concept is what the people nowadays forget about, that the love of friendship is everlasting, constant and not demanding. So they simply trade that kind of love to uncertain one’s, leaving their hearts broken and hurt themselves in the process.

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Being bitter is not really for the better (yaasss!). You’re just fooling yourself. You feed your thoughts with stupid non-sense things just to satisfy your ego instead of letting everything go.

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Hating on the person who hurt you is not the solution to moving on.Like, really? It will just magnify your feelings to that someone that will sooner or later will develop into something big, something you feared the moment you decided to hate that person bruhhh.

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A day with the Stars  Nung una fangirl lang naman talaga ako. Nanonood lang sa shooting, Nakikitili pag nakikita ang mga artista, Naghihintay sa labas ng tent nila para lang makapagpapicture. Yeah that's me ! while fangirling. Hindi ako titigil hanggat wala akong picture with the main casts. Tuesday night (2nd day ng taping) ako, si jackie, jelome, vivien (my friends) para kaming ninja sa likod ng school namin kung san nagpapahinga ung mga artista sa tent nila. Hahahaha! Patago tago sa giglid ng kotse, silip ng konti kung anjan pa yung guard. Kase lagpas 7pm na nun at bawal na ang studyante sa school kaya kami nagtatago. Ang pakay lang naman talaga namin, makapagpapicture kay JAMES mylove. hahaha! Nung nakalapit na kame sa tent. May dumaan na lalaki na staff ata yun tapos tinanong kami kung gusto daw namin maging extra/talent. Nabigla naman kame, tapos  syempre di na namin pinalagpas yung chance, sabi namin oo. Then umalis yung lalaki. Akala namin nagjojoke lang sya, tapos may lumapit nga samin na Talent Manager . Ayun pinagtitingnan ang mga muka namin. At kami naman todo pacute, baka di pa makuha eh. lol At ayun na nga. Tanggap na kame agad. Karakaraka!  Nung araw na makakatrabaho na namin ang maincast ng "Diary ng Panget" kinakabahan,excited,masaya yun yung naramdaman ko. First time eh. Dami naming nakilala na co/talents. Ang bait pa nung Asst. Director, sya yung nagsasabi kung anong gagawin namin. Di ko talaga akalain na nakasama ako sa isang movie.

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FUNSIGNS.

WTF! I didn't asked for this! You crazy bastard! (Hi Jaydrian).

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emegehd ♥

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Fitspiration x Thinspiration ♥ lets do thiss !!

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People always think that when you sleep together, there’s always something that is happening in between the sheets and the bed. But let me tell you, It’s not always like that. The feeling of actually hugging each other until you fall asleep, the warmth of each other’s breath, and the total happiness in the morning when you wake up right beside him. Everything may sound too good to be true, but sometimes it takes a lot of responsibility and love to be able to be as wholesome as possible. Sleeping with your special someone is one of the most heartwarming experiences you’ll ever have. No nothing, simply hugging and smiling yourself to sleep. ♥

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SA MGA DI MAKA MOVE-ON

Marami sa atin ang pumasok sa isang relasyon, naging seryoso ng sobra sobra at nasaktan. Pero parte yan ng buhay natin. Hindi tayo matututo kung hindi tayo madadapa. Ang buhay, hindi puro rainbows at butterflies. So kung nagtatanong kayo kung pano mag move on? Here's how.

Wag kang feeling strong. Umiyak ka, umiyak ka ng umiyak, umiyak ka hanggang gusto mo, hindi masama umiyak.Minsan pag sobrang sama na ng loob mo, ang sarap umiyak. Kasi ang pag momove on wala yang shortcut.. Hindi yan laro na pwede mo gamitan ng cheat code.

Siguro isa ka rin sa mga tao na sinabing. "OO NAKAPAG MOVEON NA AKO" Pero pag nakita mo sya bigla kang nalalanta, nanlalata yung mga tuhod mo at minsan parang tinutuhog yung puso mo. O ano? Nakapag move on ka na nga ba? Makulit ka eh.

Alisin mo sya sa facebook account mo, I unfollow mo sya sa twitter mo. Bitter? Oo pero kelangan. Hindi naman totoo yung pag nag break kayo na "Sana friends parin tayo" Para mo na ring sinabing Itatabi ko tong aso ko kahit patay na sya. Burahin mo lahat ng pictures nyo together, kung ano mang bagay ang naiwan nya sayo, Isauli mo, kung ayaw nya tanggapin. Sunugin mo. Kasi sa mga maliliit na bagay na yun nakatago lahat ng sakit.

Magdasal ka. Humingi ka ng guidance from above, humingi ka ng strength para malampasan mo ang pinagdadaanan mo ngayon. You need his divine intervention.

Libangin mo sarili mo, Meaning wag kang mag focus sa kakaisip sa kanya,kasi the more na iniisip mo lalo ka lang mahihirapan. Isipin mo kung bakit umiikot ang mundo o bakit gawa sa tubig ang dagat. Bakit mainit ang apoy o bakit mabaho ang utot. Promise pag nasagot mo na yang mga yan im sure nalimutan mo na sya.

Mag focus ka sa ibang bagay. Sarili mo lang ang makakatulong sayo. Binigyan ka ng kakayahan ng Diyos para tulungan ang sarili mo. Magkusa ka kasi walang taong makakapagsabi kung kelan ka man dapat maging masaya. Kasi at the end of the day ikaw lang ang tunay na nakakakilala sa sarili mo.

Para masabi mo sa sarili mo na karapat dapat kang mahalin, mahalin mo muna sarili mo. Dapat maging okay ka muna. Mahalin mo ang sarili mo ng lubos. Mahalin mo hanggat wala pa yung tamang taong naka destined sayo kasi kung hindi mo kayang mahalin ang sarili mo. Wala ka rin capability para mahalin ang ibang tao.

Hindi sagot ang pagpapakamatay o paglalaslas. HELLO?! Sa tingin mo babalik yung alala nyo sa kada hiwa ng blade na ginagawa mo? Sa tingin mo Magkakabalikan kayo pag nagpakamatay ka? Isang tao lang yun uy! Napakaraming tao sa mundo and I'm sure na isa dun ay nakatadhana sayo.

p.s Pero kung bata ka pa, aba uy! Pag-aaral muna atupagin mo! Wag puro boys/girls ang nasa isip. Dadating din yung panahon para dun. Maghintay ka. One at a Time lang.

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Mga ayokong tawagan ng magboyfriend/girlfriend o kahit nung mga naglalandian lang na may tawagan. (HAHAHAHA)

Boss. Ano to yung isa amo, yung isa katulong?

Bebe/ Bebe ko. wala ayoko lang . naiinis ako pag may naririnig ako ganto . xD

Mine. Ayoko nito. May nakaraan. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Baduy.

Yhats. Hindi ko kasi alam kung san ba nanggaling yang salitang yan o kung may salita ba talagang ganyan. Hekhek.

Eto matindi, Buko/pandan. Yung tataa? Ang tamis ha. Mamaya umay na sa isa’t isa. Sige, ako si fruit, ikaw si salad. Kaloka.

Dadeh/Mameh. Te, Koya,magjowa kayo hindi mag ama’t mag ina. Aruy.

Sorry opinyon ko lang :D