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I think it is very telling that when I type “the pitt” it autocorrects to “pity”

All they do is cry at that hospital

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I watched all the Fear Street movies in the same night continuously. Let’s just say every time a movie ended I would still cry twenty minutes into the next one…

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Just found out a new season of The Umbrella Academy and Stranger Things will be coming out this year. I’m excited

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Spent the better part of an hour last night making myself a dead poets society wallpaper. Safe to say I love it.

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I hate time travel so much it has so many paradox’s and the butterfly effect oh my god the butterfly effect. I could not be a time traveler or so help me I would be dead before I reached 20. I couldn’t be Five.

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Fix it fics are the cure to bad endings

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The sadness I felt when Ponyboy finally got Johnny’s letter after Dally died was exponential. Johnny saying that he didn’t regret saving the kids because they had a better life ahead of them then he did just broke me and his little thing about Ponyboy taking Dally to see the sunset even though he was already dead :(

I’ll never recover

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I’m rewatching Dead Poet’s Society right now with my sister. Time to experience heart break again 🙂

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Klaus looked so good in Season 2 of TUA

This picture right here is a way to my heart

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Honestly kinda surprised at the quality of The Outsiders and Dead Poet’s Society but I guess it doesn’t matter in the end because it can break your heart either way :(

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Heart broken because of Dead Poet’s Society and The Outsiders, I’ve gotta go read some fix it fics and versions where they (Neil, Johnny and Dally) survive and live a happy life.

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Fuck them. They made the ending of Dead Poet’s Society just the class standing on their tables? I will never forgive them for making Neil k*ll himself but at the same time I feel like it was his happy ending in a way because he wanted to be an actor and finish going to Welton to be with his friends but he couldn’t have have had either at the same time because if he ran away he could only be an actor. Also he made a point for his father but his father didn’t even understand it so fuck Mr. Perry and Mr. Nolan Anyway I felt so empty and miss him so bad, how can I ever hate poetry again.