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shoto todoroki is fucking shameless. and surprisingly clingy.

he’d done a good job becoming a little more social little by little. he’s still a little wonky and awkward during the few times he tries to make conversation, but he tries and that’s the good part. you’re proud of him.

you’ve known shoto since you were kids, his closest friend, you’d seen him through it all and you’re so grateful that he’s found friends he feels comfortable and happy with, though he always reassures you that you’re dearest to him, which always makes you a little too giddy and flustered for somebody who’s supposed to be his closest friend and nothing more.

you’re in the cafeteria chatting with your mutual friends, shoto had told you to go off without him since he needed to go the bathroom and you found yourself sitting next to midoriya when he’d scooched in next to you, happy to see there was still a spot for him at the table. you liked midoriya a lot, he was sweet, cute and most importantly he made shoto come out of his shell in a way that you regrettably never could, plus the way he flails around when he gets embarrassed is pretty funny.

(you did notice ochaco’s face going completely blank for a few seconds, but you didn’t think much about it.)

after a few minutes of giggling and chatting shoto shows up, and something is immediately wrong with the way his natural straight face goes absolutely dead in the span of three seconds. it’s subtle, but you know him and it’s there. there also seems to be a chill in the room now.

he’s at your side of the table in three seconds, but he doesn’t register your smile in greeting as his cold gaze is glued to the green haired boy next to you.

“midoriya,” and his voice even sounds a little deeper, colder as he speaks like he somehow managed to use his right side on his mouth.

“that’s my seat.” he states calmly.

“oh ! my bad, todoroki !” izuku splutters an apology, but shoto’s eyes do not waver, staying fixed on the boy until he grabs his tray and makes a move to stand “i didn’t realize this was your spot, sorry !”

you feel a little bad at how intensely he’s apologizing, but you’re still shell shocked about that look. shoto seems unfazed though, his expression morphs slightly when izuku goes to squeeze in next to iida.

“i always sit next to yn.”

it’s so stupid. really, it is. how fast that makes your heart beat. because shoto does always sit next to you, he always has and he still always does when you come over to his house. but it’s the fact that he didn’t say he always sits here, in his unassigned assigned seat.

he said he always sits next to you. and your mind and heart races.

you don’t get much time to think because immediately he’s next to you, sighing before sitting as close to you as he can. he looks over to you and you look back, still a little startle but his features are soft again when he looks at you. he drops his utensils to thread his fingers with yours under the table.

“ did you wash your hands, mister ?” you tease, but you squeeze his hand when he squeezes yours. he frowns but it’s not the one from before. it almost looks like a pout and you snort.

“yes, i did.” he snips, you giggle and his eyes soften. even as you assure him you were just kidding he doesn’t mind, he couldn’t be mad at you.

you offer him a bite of your lunch as truce and he leans forward and plops a piece in his mouth from your chopsticks, then offers you a bit of his precious soba noodles and even holds a hand below them so they don’t spill because he insists on feeding you himself.

your friends pretend they don’t see the lowkey romantic exchange, but with the way shoto keeps insisting to have you eat his food and the soft barely there smile when you crack a joke that manages to break through his icey demeanor, they can start to figure out why he wanted to sit next to you so bad.

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IM LOOKING FOR A SHOTOXREADER ANGST FIC

Its 2am, i cannot sleep and im back on thid tumblr acc I have not touchef for years, and idek if people would see this post

But I literally cannot properly stay put bc of this angsty Shoto x Reader fic i encountered years ago that made me terribly sob, about a reader with time travel quirk, sent on a mission to kill an immortal Shoto,, which spoiler they fall in love, shoto dies, me crying

I know its super vague but I do remember the details A LOT, i just forgot to save the link of the fic but would really love to reread it if anyone knows abt it, and im keeping the desc vague in case anyone wants to read it too, bc its my favorite angst fic of all

hoping anyone would help out and send the link of the fic bc id love to save it and reread it again tyyy🥺🥺🥺🥺

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once upon a dream ~ shoto todoroki x reader ♡

♡  ~ bnha fairytale au / princess & prince au ♡  ~ synopsis : you dont know him, but you’ve seen him in your dream. he doesn’t know you, but your definitely his dream. ♡  ~ genre : fairytale / disney princess    start : 02/14/2021    ♡   end : 02/14/2021 ♡  ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

you were use to it: the lonely melody of the forest, the sound of the soft but sharp river, the faint but light sound of the birds chirping from above the trees.

this was a morning you’d love to wake up to day after day, after your pleasant ‘once upon a dream’

its a dream you specifically called since it occurred so regularly. though memories of it fades into a blurry clutter, you can still recall a few key details that instantly gives you the idea that’s its the dream:

the pistachio colored sky in the background masked away with the trees, bushes, plants from nature lightly covered by moss. but something that you can never forget – not even in a thousand years

the beautiful song, it was hard to describe but with only one word it was magical.

magic, surely its only of that – magic. no camera, no eyes, no science can catch this song, this moment in all its beauty.

nothing could replicate the grace and delicacy of this song, the angelic feeling like your stepping above the clouds, this is magic.

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‘i know you, i walked with you once upon a dream’

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as you walked forward – no clear image of the destination you were going to end up in, you kept walking.

your steps as light and fast as a ghost, you couldn’t even tell if you were touching the ground as you twirl and reminisce the melody of the song. the sweet and lovely lyrics looped inside your head.

cottage animals such as bunnies, owls, squirrels, birds. they were following your melodic humming to the song.

you were happily dancing with the animals, holding their hands particularly the owl and the birds that were pretending to be a human with a red cape and hat, you played along.

you were captivated in this moment, even pondering if this was all just another dream.

from behind you could a man, a man singing alongside you? you gasped in shock and let go to take a closer look at the situation, the owl with the red cape had stepped away, even just as surprised as you with the visit of this man.

you quickly tried to walk back, but he held your hand;

“my apologizes, i dont mean to scare you” the man had apologized and held your hand in a gentle touch. the man had beautiful blue and grey eyes with white and red hair, and quite possibly the sweetest smile. his smile looked and felt natural,

“p-pardon me, i must be-” you attempted another escape, but he held your hand once again not forgetting the welcoming and gentle touch.

“is it because im a stranger that you want to leave?” he had ask with a smile, but it seemed as though it felt familiar,

you replied, looking away from his gorgeous eyes, you replied with a nod and a small hum. he left a light chuckle, just as light as a feather and if you weren’t careful you wouldn’t hear it.

“but we’ve met before, haven’t we now?” his expression was welcoming, welcoming as if he’s welcoming you home, like.. he was your home.

“have we?” you questioned curiously, 

“you’ve said it yourself, once upon a dream” your eyes locked in with his, his dreamy and soft eyes, softer than the clouds above.

“trust me, i wont and will never hurt you” he lets go off your hand and instead gives you the choice, the choice to trust him.

he wants you to be the one to choose, the one to choose to trust him. not because of anyone else but you.

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‘but if i know you, i know what you’ll do. you’ll love me at once, the way you did once, upon a dream”

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you took a deep breath and taken his hand for a dance, the two of you twirled and danced so naturally, so perfectly, it felt too familiar. like you two really have met before, once upon a dream.

this moment was magical, it felt so magical. you didn’t need to exchange words to let each other know you liked this, liked this moment, everything about him and this scene.

this was something unimaginable for you, something that came straight from your imaginations. but here you are, these visions are seldom but its happening right at this moment. 

you cherished this, all of this. you wouldn’t trade it for anything, you wouldn’t trade him for anything. not even for a ‘once upon a dream’

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first snow

pairing: Shouto x reader

genre: fluff

word count: 2.2k

summary: sequel to “Siberia” (can be read alone). Just fluff, a year after the events in the previous story. You and Shouto are happily together, and it’s the first snow of the year.

a/n: This is my gift to the lovely @unlasting​ for the @bnhabookclub​ secret santa gift exchange!!! I was so happy I got you, darling, because I already love you so much! I do hope that you like this fic. You said you wanted fluff, so it is fluffy. For you and anyone else who just wants some simple, wintery fluff, but maybe don’t want to read the 13.8k prequel to this fic (or can’t, because it’s 18+), I took the liberty of making a “Cheat Sheet” post summarizing the events of “Siberia” so that this one is easier to enjoy. And thank you to @some-kindofgnome​ for reading this and hyping me up! <3

“First snow, first snow, first snow!”

You’d just glanced out the window, as you had been compulsively doing ever since you’d seen the weather report sporting the first good chance at snow for the season. Only a couple of flakes danced past the sill, but your quirk was tingling too, telling you that they were there and more were coming, just outside the apartment walls. In an instant, you were sprinting for the door, tugging boots on over your too-thin leggings, scrabbling for your keys, and running out the door without another word.

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(Probably?) a month ago @kuroolongtea answered my req in their sleepover event and I was screaming when I read it, and so I doodled the headcanons they gave me and I had so much fun with it,, so thank you again @//kuroolongtea :"DD

Plus I didnt really know what to put in the 3rd one because I was half asleep doodling these at 11pm lmao

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I want angst but if it doesn’t have a happy ending I no longer want it

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Oh boi the perfect angst to describe my reality damn 😔😔😔✨✨

haha im not sobbing

fleeting

pairing: todoroki shouto x reader

words: 1k

genre: angst

summary: in which you decide to erase yourself from the memories of those you love, and he becomes self-aware

warning: meta concepts, a little confusing maybe??

i had this dream last night and i couldn’t get the idea out of my head. i wrote all of this in 30 minutes during my break so excuse me if this is bad. inspired by the manhua “how i found it in july” (this comic actually broke me emotionally)

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“ Even if nobody else remembers you, I swear on my life that I won’t forget you. “

“ Every now and then, you slip from my mind. But even the littlest of things can trigger a memory of you. And then I feel ashamed that I had forgotten you just like that. “

“ Even though everybody else has a soulmate in this story you had created, I know that I don’t. It’s because I was created with the intent of having no one, and you were just an entity who came into the picture whenever you wanted to become relevant. “

“ That’s why I believe you are my soulmate, because we both share that commonality of nothingness. “

“ And that’s why I’ll wait for you. I’ll wait for you until you come back. And once I see you, I know I’ll recognize you right away. Because you are the only person in this world who I love. “

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𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫'𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭

EVENT STATUS: [asks open, begin posting on december 26]

EVENT TAG (block to avoid spam): #hika’s new year star

the infamous new year star only comes once a year, and this year, it’s passing right overhead! lucky you! as we near the end of 2020, the heavens have heard your desires and may be inclined to help you out. all you have to do is wish!

A/N: decided to open this event early so i can start writing them early, and then i can start posting from the 26th through the new year! feel free to reblog, i hope lots of you can participate <3

✹ wish on the shooting star, and see if the stars will heed your words ✹

𝐦𝐢𝐝𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 ✴ [open]

✧ send your favorite character (bnha/haikyuu) and i will tell you how they’ll spend their new year’s with you. perhaps the night will end with a kiss…?

example ask: new year’s star, where will atsumu and i be at midnight?

𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 ✴ [open]

✧ send your favorite character (bnha/haikyuu) and i will tell you what their new year’s resolution is when it comes to their relationship with you! whether it be to hold your hand or even to finally confess their feelings, i’m sure the star can help them out!

example ask: new year’s star, what will change between todoroki and i this year?

𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 ✴ [open]

✧ a new year means endless possibilities, maybe even in the romantic aspect! specify either bnha or haikyuu and your partner preference (boy or girl), your new year’s resolution, and one weird fact about yourself, and i’ll tell you who will set your heart alight in 2021!

example ask: new year’s star, which haikyuu boy will notice me this year? my resolution is to study harder this year, and my weird fact is that i can eat 70 hamburgers in one sitting.

reminder: the new year’s star is only so powerful, and it cannot grant every single wish it is offered, so please be mindful when wishing! there will be limited slots for each type of ask. either way, i hope a lot of you will participate!

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🎁 december drabbles: day 1

[21:15] todoroki + ice skating

“you can open your eyes now,” your boyfriend’s gentle voice says. 

your eyelids flutter open and land on the white box wrapped with a silky, gold ribbon sitting on your lap.

“what’s this?” you exclaim, glancing up at todoroki.

“just a small, early gift,” he smiles, sitting down beside you on the couch. “open it.”

you slowly lift the lid off the box and gasp at the sight: a pair of beautiful silver ice skates lay beneath the unfolded layers of semi-opaque tissue paper, inviting you to try them on.

“i know how much you were looking forward to ice skating once winter came around,” todoroki explained, his hand resting on the back of his neck. “do you like them?”

“i love them,” you breathe, turning to your boyfriend with the most angelic smile he’d ever seen. “it’s too bad i probably won’t be able to put them to use until the pandemic is fully over though.”

todoroki takes your hand in his, and pats your head gently at the sight of your frown.

“i think you’re forgetting who your boyfriend is,” he teases.

you blink at him in wait of an explanation.

“maybe i should rephrase that: i think you’re forgetting what your boyfriend’s quirk is,” he grins, pulling you up from the couch. 

with an effortless wave of his right hand, you watch in pure awe as a thick, smooth layer of ice crystallizes on the marble floors before your very eyes. 

todoroki’s house was both spacious and luxurious to begin with. and yet, despite the rink he’d put in the middle of the living room with incredible ease, it still looks just as grand.

“done,” he murmurs, holding in another chuckle at the astonishment on your face. if it means being able to see the same, sparkling wonder in your eyes again, he’d gladly freeze his entire living room over a thousand times.

todoroki takes your hand and begins to slip a glove onto it, pressing a soft kiss against your skin after.

“shall we?”

december drabbles m.list

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“hug me”

pairing: todoroki shouto x reader

inspired by the song “hug me” by jung joon il

genre: angst / word count: 2.4k

summary: you break up with him

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Todoroki Shouto laid in bed. His fingers intertwined within the mixture of his red and white hair, pulling at the strands frustratingly as he grew lost in thought. He could only think of you at this very moment. He remembered the icy expression you gave him, your cold, sharp eyes that pierced into his.

It was the first ever argument you two had, and he knew that it was his fault. He knew that he wasn’t the most expressive boyfriend in the world, and somehow, it always led to misunderstandings and unintentional conflict. But he also knew why it occurred often.

He was scared. He was scared of being too physical. He was scared of holding your hand and kissing you, even though it took all the effort within him to restrain himself not to reach out and bring you into his arms. He was scared of getting too attached. He was terrified of love, a certain trepidation running through his mind every time he thought about what love was like with his parents— how he was scared to repeat that same process.

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Too Impatient to Wait Another Lifetime (2/3)

A/N: I’m not going to lie, but the reason I didn’t post this for a while is because the last one did so poorly compared to my other fics, so I figured that no one would want to read this anymore :(

But I truly love this story, and this is probably my favorite part that I wrote for this, so I wanted to share it anyways :) Welcome to the medieval/fantasy era

Pairing: Prince!Todoroki/Bard!Reader

Summary: The idea of soulmates is often one that’s heavily debated over. Some believe in the idea that there’s one special person out there for everyone, whereas others believe that it’s near impossible for just one person to be your “perfect match.” While you can’t necessarily see if someone is your soulmate, when you finally find that person, you get a feeling of euphoria that you’ve never experienced before. Unfortunately for you, someone must find it hilarious to constantly separate you from your soulmate every single time, in every single lifetime. So, what happens when you realize that you don’t want to wait any longer for your happily ever after?

Words: 8,367

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lilies & lilacs pt. i

SUMMARY: A dilemma with his grand charity gala brings Todoroki Shouto, CEO of Todoroki Enterprises, at your humble flower shop’s doorstep.

pairing: ceo!todoroki shouto x florist!reader

genre: eventual smut. fluff. slow burn. no quirks au.

word count: 5.6k+

warnings: none in this part, but expect sexual content in the future.

author’s note: this has been rotting in my wips for a couple of months now, but i finally decided to post it with the decision of progressing the story into parts. thank you to the lovely rosie aka @shoutogepi for initially betareading this and keeping the hype up for the fic in our chats together (love you <333)! feedback is welcomed and before you ask, im opening a taglist for the next 2 parts so just ask if you wish to be included

lilies & lilacs is copyright 2020 todoscript, all rights reserved. i do not allow my creations to be published or translated anywhere else.

The uneasy padding of her boss’ dress shoes across the floor of his office made the secretary restless. She knew the bad news she delivered would cause some displeasure to stir within him, but never would she expect his tough bearings to falter, his troubles conveyed in hasty steps and frayed skin skewing those handsome features.

During the past two years she’s worked for him, she always thought his expression was nearly unreadable. When it came to his high position, her boss was forward and direct at conducting business—calm, stoic, and a perfect representation of efficiency and strong work ethic in his field. So while she witnessed the man’s uncharacteristic distress before her eyes, she wasn’t sure how this could end well for her.

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Art giveaway (posted 11/22)

As most of you are aware, I just hit 10k, so I wanted to do something to show my thanks!! I will pick two (2) winners using a randomizer. Both will receive a digital drawing that is fully shaded.

The drawing will be: of any bnha character, sfw or nsfw, can do a bnha character with y/n, you, or your OC

Rules:

must be following me

must be 18+ or older if you want nsfw

like and reblog this post (will only count one entry, so no reblog spamming pls)

entries will be closed on December 1st 10 AM EST

I will choose and message the winners on that same day. Winners must reply within 12 hours (by 10 PM EST) or I will pick someone else.

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Wish Upon A Star

A/N: Welcome to a sequel of sorts for Of Pressed Flowers and Childhood Memories! Since I’ve posted that fic, I really wanted to write a cute sequel to catch up with what the childhood friends are up to, so I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it

If you saw the version of this fic that disappeared from the tags early this morning and are now seeing me repost it, no you didn’t (real talk though, I spent a whole ass week on this fic, and I refuse to let the tags kill it)

Summary: Ever since you were a child, you always enjoyed the art of origami. It was astonishing to you how, just a few pieces of paper could turn into wonderful words of art. One form that really caught your attention were the lucky stars. Whether it was because of the pretty shape or because of the symbol behind crafting 10,000 stars, you weren’t sure. However, when you finally decide to begin your journey, who knew that you’d find yourself running back to the very person whom your first star was gifted to?

Words: 16,958

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Honestly, I usually despise angsty fics (even tho I was the one who decided to make myself suffer) but this one really, genuinely heart warming. I think it was probably because my emotions were taken back by the epilouge, although I cant help but appreciate the plot, the use of words on how the emotions were conveyed, the simple actions with extra sarcastic lines from Shoto (like that last part where it was his turn asking,, like ugsjdhsgwhs that moment literally made me melt). It was a rolercoaster of emotions, and its just really great, cant wait to reread this and hurt myself at 3am lmaoo. But seriously, this is definetely my favorite angst fic😔✊✨💘✨💘💞❤💗💘💕💓

until time ends [s. todoroki x reader]

[time travel au]

todoroki: an apathetic immortal who is constantly seeking a way to finally end his miserable existence. you: a time travelling officer who is trying to help him, and also save your job.

there’s no easy way out, especially when feelings are thrown into the mix.

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if i could keep cool

pairing: Todoroki Shouto / Reader

status: complete

length: 20,322 words

summary: A villain attacks Shouto Todoroki’s apartment and kidnaps what he apparently believes to be Todoroki’s secret lover. The bad news—for both you and the villain in question—is that you’re just there to clean the place. That’s how it starts.

tags: romance, reader-insert, accidental sugar daddy shouto, misunderstandings

warnings: aged up characters, eventual smut

chapter links:

one

two

three

four

five

six

cross posted on ao3: here