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Ryuuken Ishida “Ryuu” (石田 竜弦) - Bleach: Sennen Kessen-hen - Episode 11

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missing you SO MUCH

NINE WHAT IN THE WORLD????!!!!!???? My bbgirl 😭 but actually so fr I miss you too pookiewookie ☹️ ilyilyilyilyily

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I really kind of envy people with dicks sometimes. Like imagine being able to just jerk off, cum once, and you’re good. Wtf is up with that? Aside from bodily limitations, how does anyone stop at just once?? You get one-tapped and you’re KO’d? WEAK!!

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It’s really the way that Vash gets all my love. Love in every filthy, monstrous facet it comes it that makes it so pure- it’s a holy thing to him when I love him like I can become the blood in his veins. Run through him always so we’re never apart. When I love him like he exists inside my soul, where he is welcome and surrounded by me, and me, and all of me; constantly torn apart and put back together just a little more loved than he was the last time. Loved so viscerally and horrifically, but so right. So kindly, and safety is all he knows. With hallowed reverence that he isn’t sure who reflected at who first but it’s there all the same. He feels it when I nose at his mole and kiss his temple, with his cheek cradled in my hand. Careful with him like he’ll break, as if he wouldn’t for me willingly. As if he hasn’t already broken for me before- piece-y and shaky and vulnerable. Allowed me to see through the blackened cracks of himself because I asked to nicely. To see all his shame and his fear so I can love them just as much as all the rest of him. Accept it all and swallow it down so it’s safe in the core of myself.

And then Knives gets every iota of primordial violence that has ever existed in me. The only thing biblical between us is the fear he should feel at the syllables of my name and the thought of what would happen if I ever got my hands on him.

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Florence Welch simply gets it and has always gotten it

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HOT SINGLES DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE IN YOUR AREA!!!!!!!!! CLICK NOW!!!

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sometimes you dont eat fruit for awhile and then you eat some fruit and you're like oh fuck its fruit

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sick cock bro can i suck it

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concept: cuddly boys who nuzzle their heads into your neck and love being held and blush when you kiss all over their faces and squish their cheeks

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It’s been a while since my last rewatch of tristamp and I’m scrolling through twitter and part of the ost is playing in some video- it’s part of the track from ep 10 when Knives cuts Vash’s line. I cannot express with rage I’m currently sitting with all over again 🙂

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I think I need to play Baldur’s Gate 3

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Satoru… the shibuya trailer……..

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Movie date night with Vash! Which genre are you gonna go for? What snacks do you two have set up? Who snuggles into who more? Do you share a blanket? Give me all the details!! 💜💜💜

Under the cut cuz it long 😵‍💫 (when is it not long honestly)

Oooooh goodness UHM!! I’m not really a movie person, so Vash gets to pick almost always. I’m just not picky with movies as long as it’s not one of those comedies that’s very clearly “man funny” you know what I mean?

Action is fine (altho I specifically avoid Marvel movies like the plague because they are one). Romance. Tragedy. Documentaries. Science things. Movie adaptations of plays. Or that tie into shows/games. Animation. Fantasy. Smart comedies….. very rarely horror/psycho-thrillers cuz I tend not to like them as much, but sometimes. Vash does though and he’s considerate of certain content aspects that I just… don’t vibe with.

My faves are usually just whatever has a strong, high concept or are very emotionally compelling. Like if I cry then I probably am gonna like the movie and he’s very aware of that so there’s always a box of tissues somewhere in the middle of our snacks or beside us just in case.

Most times when we have movie nights though, it’s a marathon night and we make it a whole thing. Basically make a mini cuddle fort of pillows, blankets, and all things cozy in front of the couch. Just a giant nest so we can marathon in peak comfort cuz we go long. Like we’ve done the Pokémon movies. Lord of the Rings. Spiderverse. Old Pixar movies. We’ll binge shows together too if there’s something we’re both interested in. It’s awesome too cuz it allows for so much position freedom and we can move to the couch when we get tired of the floor (when I start getting sleepy but don’t wanna go to bed).

For snacks, we also kinda go crazy… We have a lil stock of specifically movie snacks like Bottle Caps, Runts, Nerd Clusters, gummy sharks, Skittles… Vash always insists on making a bag of popcorn every time that he either keeps in his lap or mine depending on if I’m already sitting on his lap or not. I need a can of pringles and we get a couple bags of the Lindtt truffles in diff flavors for chocolate cuz Vash lowkey loves chocolate. Some Trolli worms. Like we do it up on snacks and then there’s just my box of tissues and a bag for wrappers and stuff off to the side.

We usually put everything away by the third-ish hour though, maybe keeping one or two things out to pick at while we keep going but that’s usually when real cuddle time starts. Settling in for real and just being cozy together. We’ve def gotten, ahem… sidestracked >.> a time or two. If we go into movie night with no real plan for what we’re watching, maybe only a couple movies in mind, and we just end up scrolling to put on whatever by the middle, it’s easy to get distracted ok? Especially when he sits up on the couch and starts rubbing my shoulders. Gg ez clap, I’m officially uninterested in whatever half-baked plot I was trying to get into.

In my defense, Vash is always kind of looking for ways or excuses to give me attention. He genuinely does like movie nights for the quiet together time, but if neither of us are seriously invested after a while, it’s a good opportunity for some… less quiet together time lol as long as I’m not already tapped out, draped up over him like a blanket and very clearly sleepy. He’s stopped asking if I wanted to go to bed cuz I always say no. Tell him it’s comfy enough in his lap, wrapped up in his arms and the blanket he pulled around us both to make sure I don’t get cold. He just waits until the movie ends and moves us to the couch. Sometimes I’m already asleep. Sometimes I’m just barely awake. He always kisses me goodnight though. And I always wake up with him clinging to me <33

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You don’t have to agree (you’d be wrong not to though) but period sex is hot. Like my blood? Covering my partner?? That’s literally all my possessive lil heart could ever ask for

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Having naga boyfie thoughts again. Like specifically when you’re giving them head cuz that’s not something nagas… do. There’s fangs and things involved that make it too impractical but you- with your cute, dull human teeth and want to explore, and please- it’s an experience he didn’t know he needed that makes him wriggly. Caught somewhere between wanting more and running away from the sensation of your tongue on one dick and your fingers working his other. He’s not made for dual sensation, mating doesn’t require it, and his tail wraps around your legs, waist- anywhere he can get a grip on you without hindering the things you’re doing to him <33

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You ever look in the mirror and just go damn, I’m so fucking pretty

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I’m going to physically throw my coworker out of a window the next time he interrupts me with a customer that I’m very clearly in the middle of speaking to just because they’re going to be his table