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Hey, it's me! The 4 years gap anon guy.

Hereby, I thank you so much. If it wasn't of asking you back then, I wouldn't find my soulmate up until now.

The journey was exceptional. I could have searched the whole world, but I couldn't find someone like her.

She is like my favourite drink - iced tea. It's refreshing, can mix and match with any meal, quenching thirst, and not hard to make! Like how she is - easy to love, easy to understand, easy to remember, easy to communicate. Everything about her is wholesome. Her smile, her gigles, her hair, her laughs, her skin, her personality, her eyes, all the small things she did would easily make anyone fall for her. I'm drenched, soaked, fell, suffocated with blessings when my lips utter her name. Call me a bonkers, I would be at the higher place than the eighth heaven on earth whenever she is around!

Could I get more of this ecstasy? The question's rhetorical.

The surmise is, don't be afraid to take the leap. It doesn't need to be big. Even a simple "like" would change the world for you.

And she has changed mine 💜(by adding lychee to my iced tea)

Hey, you ;)

I'm sorry, I took some time to reply. Got caught up with personal things and I had to clear my mind before replying to your ask.

Reading all of these makes my heart and stomach go 🦋😍🥺❤️.

What I can say is that she is one lucky lady to have met someone like you. You, who took the risk by crossing the ocean just to see her. You, who were fearless, and went through all the hurdles to make her yours. You, who love every little thing about her. You, who see the beauty in her insecurities. You, who never failed to make her smile, even on her gloomiest day. You, who have been the shoulder for her to cry on. You, who never left. You, who chose and would still choose her. Heck, the word ‘lucky’ can't even begin to describe it. She is blessed and beyond grateful to the Almighty for giving her a chance to come across her soulmate in an unimaginable way (and for giving her the courage to send you a ‘like’!).

She may appear nonchalant at times, but deep down, she loves you so dearly (source: trust me >,<).

Her love for you is as boundless as her love for the sky. No matter what colors it presents - whether it is soft pastels, gentle pinks, or calming blues - she adores them all without exception. She finds beauty in every hue, just as she appreciates every aspect of you.

Fret not, my favourite anon guy. You might have been drawn in by her comforting embrace and felt overwhelmed by her presence, but I want to remind you that her love will continue to surround you even when she is not by your side. I hope you will cherish this love, the kind of love people deeply yearn for.

I’ll pray the best for you and her ;) 💜🩵

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Auroras in England, 10 May 2024

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one of my least favorite things is that I can’t teleport

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(love you. hope your day is gentle.)

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“Jika jarak menghalangiku merindu, maka do’alah yang mampu menuntun rinduku pada jalan yang menghantarkannya sampai pada dirimu”

— Fauzan Arif (via fauzan-arif)

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convinced i’d reach out my finger to be stung by a bee if i thought for a second it would make it less lonely

~i love at my own expense

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I know I’m not easy to love. I’m a chronic over-thinker. I overreact more than I should. And every once in a while, I might be a little insecure. But if I am in love with you, I can promise you wholeheartedly that you will be loved with so much passion and intensity that you’ll forget what life felt like before I came along. You will always be cared for and you will always have someone in your corner. Maybe I’m not the best at being loved - but I like to think I’m pretty good at loving.

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شكر

Acquire the skill of amazement.

Not only through sunsets and mountains but in the normality of life. Find yourself to be thankful in every way of life. You will learn to be grateful for all your blessings that we so often undermine and gain the joy of it.

Find beauty in the remarkable and in nothingness.

— mindofserenity

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Sedikit cemas.

Banyak rindunya.

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kaylee

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Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters

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Ernest Hemingway, from "Garden of Eden," originally published in 1986

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Ramadhan hari pertama

Bukan hidup yang berlaku tidak adil kepada kita, tetapi kita lah yang tidak pernah mampu sepenuhnya memahami sebab-akibat dari takdir yang sedang terjadi dan kita jalani.

Hidup ini penuh ketidaksempurnaan, jika kita berharap segala sesuatu harus selalu memenuhi harapan kita, maka kapan kita akan belajar makna bersabar, berserah diri dan berbaik sangka?

Seringkali, ujian yang berat dan membuat kita merasa tidak bisa apa-apa, adalah ujian yang hadir untuk mengingatkan kita bahwa kita selalu punya Allah, satu-satunya tempat yang benar untuk berharap, bersandar dan kembali.

Semoga ramadhan kali ini, membersihkan hati kita dari persepsi bahwa hidup ini tidak adil. Hidup selalu adil dengan ketidaksempurnaannya. Hidup selalu adil tetapi pemahaman kita saja yang mungkin terbatas sebagai manusia untuk melihat dan memahami keseimbangannya.

Subuh, 12 Maret 2024 05.51 wita