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“I’ll never leave you again.”

May make more gifs of them later but I had to immediately upload the scene where I REALLY started tearing up. (God I miss this show already)

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I'm catching feelings for someone I only know there name, and where they live...it's bad because I tried really hard to keep it strictly about $ex...and now I'm drowning in my life and just want something good. And this man is good but I'm not good for him.

Seriously? Wtf am I doing 🤦‍♀️

And all I think about is laying in his bed completely naked and actually feeling comfortable in my own skin...him noticing I'm cold and making sure I get warmed up by laying on him and listening to him snore(which is super cute), and wishing to God that that moment could be my forever...but of course that will never happen 💔 I'm just crazy....

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— Rudy Francisco

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It's weird...strangely my happy place is at work. My coworkers are my family that I absolutely love. Even if I'm exhausted or hurting that's the place I can go to just be me...and it's okay. I haven't felt this sort af feeling ever. And there is one specific person who just makes my day better.

I've got it BAD..........

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I wonder if we think of each other at the same time...

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November 17th 2024

What a F%^king DAY!!!!!!

Went into work thinking no big deal since I'm only working 830-12. Got mad busy at work and my coworkers were MIA so I was stuck with my trouble maker and bossman. And once it died down, I started working on my duties. Then bossman comes around saying hey that was great with you in the middle of us it was a perfect fit. Made me laugh and blush hard, then troublemaker goes and says yeah we could've done the eifle tower...🤭🫣 I told them to stop and go away because I could only take so much as im turn red as a damn cherry! And bossmand like she gets flustered easily and is just grinning like a jerk 🫣 then trouble says i wonder if she likes her hair pulled or getting choked? I said both without hesitation lol and were like ooooh. And he says something like oh so your durable? I'm like I choose to want it. Bossman walked behind me saying not gonna lie i got a half chub...i was like no your lying lol hes like nope i really do. And then i said go away! they finally left me and went outside...or so I thought. I couldn't focus on my work so I bolted for the direction they went and popped outside...I saw bossman so I said loudly you guys suck!!! And my gm was next to bossman and not trouble maker....and I froze! And bossmans like what? Grinning like a turd! And I said oh I was looking for Brian and left as quickly as I could 🤭🫣 I was extremely embarrassed and really thought bossman wasn't gonna let me live that down lol.

Then bossman comes over to help a customer he helped on his side then he walks right between me and my coworker and slides his hand across my inner thigh which made me freeze up and just 🥵🥵🥵 lol I was at and loss for words cuz my cowroker and I were busting his chops and laughing...then I got quiet fast! So I continued work whatever and I'm cheesing like a goofball. Then out of nowhere bossman is asking me if I still want my back cracked(I asked him last week if he could crack my back and he said it's gotta be out back) and I'm like yeah i do and he gives me two thumbs up. So we got screwed with making something on the fly and he helps out and was standing next to me so I brought up the whole leg thing and he's playing it off. And he says he's just testing me to see if I'll "talk" and im like okay. I finished what I was doing and started on my other stuff...I come back and he walks by me all quiet saying out back 2mins. And I'm like okay bet! So I went outside, took my apron off and he's like come here. So I walked over and missed the only step there lol and I'm like okay what do you want me to do face the front or face you? Hes like your back to me so I'm like okay, and he tries to grab me and I can feel him all sorts of nervous(lol) which made me nervous, then he wraps his arms around my waist, picks me and basically shakes me as my back cracks and then puts me down while swatting my side lol I'm all sorts of giddy and nervous cuz he held me lol. He asks me if I heard my back cracked and im like i felt it lol did you hear it? Hes like I think I did lol so I walked away and he's asks me if I felt better and I'm like yeah I do. He's like how often does this happen? I said every day lol I have back problems, he's like oh so I'm gonna have to do it every day lol he told me to come over to him again so I did and he has me face my back to him again and he grabs my boob's from behind and gropes and lifts them up saying yeah they're pretty heavy...mind you I am totally speechless! Like what!?!?@?@ lmfao! Like it happened so damn fast! Then he asks if I needed a smoke and I was like yeah i do lol do you want one? Hes like I won't say no. We smoked I'm walking around because I'm shocked lol and he's like talking to me about the things I like etc etc and we went to detail about reverse cowgirl, I'm the type to like whatever in the heat of the moment, how he's not big on anal. Whatever lol. Then I told him I've got a bruise on my boob's and he's like from who? I shrugged, he got loud saying is it someone from here?!(work) I was like No! Then goes oh if it's your husband blah blah I don't care, I'm like you dope, you are the only one out of everyone here that I'd want to fuxk okay? And he got all shy and quiet. Lol and says to me I'm testing you, not telling people not to say anything and I'm like okay. He's like I'm just making sure you understand, I was like mhm I understand. Then I left cuz I didn't want to get bitched at by my coworker which I sorta did cuz she got all loud asking me where I vanished to lol( if only you knew 🤭🥵) afterwards we kinda kept a distance whatever no biggie lol I was just catching myself smiling every so often because I still cannot believe that shit happened!! Ughhh now I'm wondering what's gonna happen next 🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣

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November 3rd 2024

Went into work today for a few hours, knowing my manager was going to be there. So I'm all happy etc, start my day. Nothing happens till he is on the other side of my counter pulling out his wallet and grabbing a dollar, which is his way of asking for a cigarette lol. So I held it up for him and he starts saying "do you have to be so obvious?" While mimicking how I held it in the air for him :p I tell him "it's not like it's drugs!" And just busted laughing. So I'm working having fun with my coworkers my manager comes back whatever. He evetually comes back and i had to ask, why did you come to work last night? Hes like oh your eyes work lol i was yeah all 4 of my eyes(glasses) lol he then asked me where i was, and i said i was in the cheese, and says oh. and he walks away. Then he goes searching for something and comes to my side and searching my lowboy(small fridge). And he is asking for crunchy butter lol and just goes on this whole tangent about how we have some stowed away and we keep telling him no blah blah blah. And he says like a child "CRUNCHY!" I died laughing at him being a complete goofball over some butter. Eventually he took it out of the fridge in the front and whatever. Then I say let me look, and he's like yeah her eyes work! Lol I'm like yes they do because I saw something good last night ;) because he came into work last night in civilian civilian clothes and I noticed.

I start making samples for my counter, cutting up pieces of bread...and here comes my manager asking me if I know how to use a knife. I was like yes? Lol and says you clearly don't, so I was like okay show me while handing him the knife. So he proceeds and then flips the knife on its dull side then slides it in and out of the bread, I start giggling and pushed him with my arm jokingly and he walks away.

I eventually took a smoke break after the rush a few things I needed to do. And low and behold Mr bossman(manager) was outside so I walked by him and whatever, but I couldn't help turning back around and striking a conversation with him. So he walks over about to hand me another dollar and I walked past him and he's like you didn't bring them out with you? I laughed and said exactly, I wasn't expecting to see you out here. So I grab them and head back outside and he was just about to tuck the dollar in my cleavage before stopping himself and saying you'd like that, and I was like yes I would and he puts in my coat pocket. So whatever we are talking and starts asking me if I've ever been in a 3some, and I was like the closest thing I've done...and I explained to him and he's like any reason why? I was like because I could? And just laughed. I told him I'd prefer focusing on one person then 2 and he's like yeah it seems like it would be complicated. So, I forgot but I was sitting on a chair and he said something about being told what to do, and i was like I'd prefer if you were the one who did or told me what to do, that's my opinion you do you. Then asks about my BD and his job search and I told him, and I was like and you wonder why I don't want to go home and rather be out drinking 🤔. He's like it's just a cycle and I was like yep. So he fmgoes back inside and I eventually follow.

I'm inside working and there is fucking "crunchy" butter sitting at my station with a knife dead center and I'm just smiling to myself. So I mess around on my phone texting my friends. Here comes bossman and starts using the butter for his bread and idk why but I just lightly pinched the side of his stomach like it was totally natural...obviously nothing was said but I just wanted to touch him....when we were in the back alone I should've just asked for a damn hug!!! Ugh I hate myself so much for not doing it!

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November 1st 2024

It's funny having 3 days off, and my manager notices. Asking if I'm still working and I told him I only took Monday off for my BD who had a job interview, and I just had Sunday and Wednesday off lol the we playfully flirt, him mimicking me, and me leaned over a counter in front of him noticing my cleavage. Then I walk over to the counter in front of him leaning over the counter again as he's working a machine, and I was texting and he made this noise...like primal but stopped himself because one of coworkers was right next to me. And I was like Oops I probably shouldn't be doing this as you are working machinery lmfao and stood up...he's like I didn't tell you stand 🤭 so I went back to hunching over so he can enjoy the view as I'm smiling. And we go back to working blah blah and I was texting at my station, and he comes over pinches my elbow and I made a noise almost a moan if I didn't stop myself lol and he's like get off your phone etc etc.i continued to mess with my phone and he told me again with a little more umph and im like no ones here? And he starts walking over me as im typing, and i walked the opposite direction and stopped and he was close saying come on 6 minutes till i have to leave, and i pouted and tucked my phone in my apron and then he leans on the counter i was at and i was like you took my spot. So I walked back to my station and continued on my phone again Lol Then asks me, if I like balls, I thought he said liked and I said yes and I like dick. He's like no do you lick? I was like oh, yeah and I suck, he's like are you the type to suck dick just the tip? I'm like no, I prefer deep throating. He's like well that won't be hard to achieve. I was like either way I enjoy it lol and he says something while walking away and I can't remember but I remember smiling and giggling because I freaked out with our GM right in front of me 🤣

I can't believe him! Hahaha it took so much will power NOT to touch him inappropriately, maybe because I've been overly confident with Wednesday(Eric)...which is another story for another time. But I really really wanted to 😉

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