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GAGA SIYA OH THERE IS PEACE IN NOT KOWING NGA!!

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a week

he blocked me for a week. no contact for a week and a day ta's hindi ko na kaya like nageemote na ako sa kwarto ta's brownout pa dyud. piste

asked him to meet up and talk, personally. buti nag agree siya. sa oval lang kami nagmeet ta's naglingkod sa sidewalk ta's nagtalk

idk how to sum it up guys (i hope no one reads this) pero i asked him to start over, i said sorry sa akong mga mali, and him acknowledging that it's him who needs to adjust like BIG so he can meet mine.

di pa talaga nakatakas sa mga schoolmates niya na nagjogging piskoooot, ga sturyahanay mi ta's naa siyay makita kaila haha. we good now, i will stand ground when i said i'll be open, we'll meet each other halfway, and end this relationship for good if wala dyud pagasa.

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i want to romanticize my life so bad to the point i can laag alone

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nakakapagod kang ibigin

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i miss you so much. kailan man tayo maging okay? what sign should i ask para ako na magfirst move. siguro pag i-unblock mo na ako ta"s magchat ako pagkanext day na magusap tayo personal. hay i'm so sad

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he said cool off pero mura'g nakipagbreak na man siya. sad. i miss him

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gi off na niya ang shared location. that's my sign na siguro

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there is peace in not knowing ❣️

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miss na kita atecoco

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i hope i can learn to lean on people for help instead of asking chatgpt what to do with my relationship

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kalagot. makalagot kaayo. how can he act like that na mura'g wala ko niya gina-neglect emotionally ta's im the bad guy when he receives the same treatment he gives me. lagot kaayo ko.

magaway mi no. magbati lng mi kay maokay ko, nagsorry siya or wala and WE NEVER TALK ABOUT IT AGAIN like wla lang sa akua. usahay gani di pa na siya magsorry, ako nlang magdawat. makaisip ko na siguro dawaton nalang dyud nako he'll never cater my needs. and kabobo ko for staying.

i don't want to leave. i just want us to learn from each other, di man maiwasan magaway pero unta we can own up to it and not invalidate the person. i hate him so much. wala dyud justice.

kabalo ba mo na nagaway mi tungod mabrush off nako iyang concerns about nila J og J LIKE HE DOESNT DO THE SAME AAAAAAAA

i opened up about porn, we ended up fighting. i accepted the apology, pero dawat na nako and it'll never matter anyway. i gave up.

i have things i tried to address ta's end up magaway lang mi biskan oras or days ko magsige isip mag articulate og words just to try get my thoughts accross him pero all he does is react na murag ginaaway nako siya. lisod kaayo for me.

if maokay mi, i hope we can talk, heart to heart.

kung dili, fine. i'm done

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told my mom that my sister hasn't stopped going through my things

and she had the nerve to say

"ayaw bungkaga ang kwarto kay kapoy limpyo"

and i cried silently while commuting to work

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CHAT, TABANGI KO BDMDKDNDK

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chat, abuse is so bad i want to kill myself

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he blocked me om everything 😢

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i talk to chatgpt about my relationship problems. dang

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deep rooted