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Ending week 22

So tomorrow starts weeks 23 I am officially starting my 6th month. I'm becoming more and more excited. Baby moon is coming up in July, then baby shower in August, then maternity photos in September my 8th month.. I still feel like yesterday I found out I was pregnant. So crazy!!! I'm enjoying my second trimester probably cause now I am feeling the baby more, I rest my hand on my belly and can feel the kicks. I called my sister down and let her rest her hand and she then felt the kicks. She had tears in her eyes. She keeps poking my belly and I hope the baby pokes her and bothers her later in her life. Lol it would be pay back. I better get to sleep. Not to much has changed. :D

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Living like this during the pregnancy. Let me be free! :)

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First Photo: Upside down belly shot

Second Photo: 20 Week ultra sound photo. Baby is sucking the thumb.

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Ending Week 21

It's been a while since I've written. Today is the last day of week 21. Yes i made it to the the midway. All dr appointments are going great. Besides being sick off and on, the baby is healthy as can be. I love feeling her move around. It's becoming for frequent. If i am busy working it's harder for me to feel her cause i feel like its just me moving about. The nursery walk through is set for August. My mom and my labor coach (one of my great friends Katie) is going with me. Those are my two choice people for my labor delivery room mates. LOL. I am so happy for Katie to be by myself though this. Babies father has been MIA for over two months. He has however been stalking me at work. I'm not stupid to not see the car. Today he ended up at my brothers job. its like he's stalking my family. I've seen him pass my home multiple times as well. I try not to let myself get so upset by it at all. I take extra cautions at work. At night i don't leave unless i have someone else there with me. I have some of the most amazing friends. They are there for my and listen to my rants. Luckily i have one of my closest friends (and labor coach) who is also pregnant now. I'm due in October, she due the beginning of January 2014! I couldn't have found a better pregnancy buddy. plus she wants to take this labor coach thing as a educational level. Ha ha ha. But everything with this little baby is going on over and over and everything is just fine. The name is picked out and yes i know the sex of the baby. I am not ready to say it on here yet. Maybe closer to the date or after the baby shower. :D I have the most adorable picture of the baby sucking his/her thumb and on the ultra sound it looked like he/she was waving hi at us. My week 20 ultrasound was like a hour and half long. They checked everything, the brain, lungs, kidneys, legs, arms, heart, stomach, ect. I think you get the idea. I go to the drs two more times before it ends up every 2 weeks! That's going to be so tiring. My sisters eighth grade dance is tonight. before i know it the third trimester will be here. Before then i am going away for three days with my mother and sister. Maine was great, baby just didn't like the drive wait till next year unless we go while i am on maternity leave for my father and grandparents to meet the baby. As baby things, i got cloths for the baby. Totally did a shopping spree on the little one. I have lots of Winnie the pooh things. My grandparents got me the babies Winnie the pooh swing. We laugh every time we walk into the living room where it sits in the box waiting. Next week i am getting the babies bed/playpen off layaway. Of course its Winnie the pooh. I am planning to get the set. My best friend is getting the stroller and car seat. Can't wait for it all to come. I can't wait to spend the time with my friends and family for the baby shower. 

I am trying to keep myself today since my uncle has passed away. It kind of sucks being that i'm pregnant so my hormonal mood swings make me more sensitive. But trust me i could be a total bitch and have no problems telling people off when they need it. I guess that's all for this update. i post pictures of my pregnant process on my instragram and Mobli account. I have them all private tho. So u would need to request it. Instragram: Vampfaerie

Mobil: NicoleCountryman

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Puppy listening to my belly. Totally adorable!

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16 weeks and counting..

Here's to the closing of being 16 weeks pregnant. Tomorrow I will be 17 weeks and just three weeks shy of the mid point. I just really can't believe it. It feels like its going by so fast almost. I have my baby moon booked and just can't wait. Will be gone for two nights and three days with my mother and sister. It will just be so relaxing. I also have my family vacation coming up in 11 days. I get to go see my father and grandparents. Ill be there for week 18 and week 19. We will be in Maine. Going to relax in bar harbor and relax through out maine. Only thing I'm not to thrilled about is the getting up at about 230am to leave at 3am. Ha ha just a bit early for me and walnut. But it's for a good cause. Plus my family only see me through pictures. When I go they get to see the baby belly first hand. Everyone thinks I'm carrying a little boy. Honestly I do too. It's just the little things. I'm always calling the baby him/ he so does my sister. Every week everyone gets more excited. Also everyone wants me to be having a boy. I always rub my belly, push my hand into my belly so I can poke the baby just todo some bonding. I also sing and talk to the baby. I've been enjoying going out and looking at things and buying the baby things. I also can't wait to go on my vacations cause I wanna get I love Maine and I love Lancaster pa onesies for the baby. Ha ha. I've been so stress free for the last month and happy. I do Amit tho I am always wondering will I be a good mom will the baby love me for me? I'm sure all first time moms think just like this. May 8th I go for another free ultrasound at the charity place I'm part of. I can't wait either. I have so many pictures its crazy. But in a good way. I love looking at my ultrasound pictures. Who doesn't right? It's like I really have a baby in there here's the proof.. But the biggest proof will be when the baby really starts the constant kicking. Last night my puppy rested his head on my belly and just laid there listening I'm pretty sure with his great hearing he was listening to the babies heart beat. It was totally cute I ended up talking a picture. I couldn't pass up the shot. Oreo loves children so I know one the baby comes he will have a field day. I'm also relieved that at my one job I get about 12 weeks of leave. That's pretty exciting. They let you have 12 weeks to bond with the newborn and get your self settled. I'm going to have alot of things to get settled into. But I can't with for the holidays and all. Halloween for sure! That's my favorite holiday and I got my own son or daughter this year to dress up and take adorable pictures with. Ill probably be a photo whore with this baby. Probably will be annoyed with picture taking as he/she gets older. But hey who cares lol. I'm just so excited. I also need to make a little brag books up for my grandparents and father. :) well not much more to say. The babies dad? I haven't heard from him in a month. Just shows how much he never truly cared. But I am ok with that cause I know I will be the best mother/father for this child. I have things planned and I am excited for these plans. I also have a great family an friends that are standing beside me and there for me. My best friend and who is my sister from another mother is also going to be my labor coach and be the second body in the delivery room with me when it's time. Ill post for in a few weeks. :) ill post pictures through out the time tho. S

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It's been over week since the "a-whole" which my family calls him has not contacted me after realized his emotional abuse and manipulative ways couldn't work on me.. This passed week has been so stress free for me and my baby. So happy he finally decided to hear my warning and distance himself from me.. Now cheers to a healthy and stress free second and third trimester and to a healthy and safe birth. :)

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Looking good in my maxi dress :)

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Baby bump 13 weeks first pic and a pic of me keeping cool while we have 85 degree weather in April!

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13 Weeks and Risk Dr Scare

So with my normal dr they make you go to a high risk dr just for the major ultra sounds. First trimester screening and Gender reveal in second trimester. Well he called and said on my voicemail for me to please call them back they have a urgent message about my tests.. Normally this scared the crap out of me. My normal doctor doesn't call unless there was something wrong with my tests. So I expected the same thing since they were connected. I clearly called them the minute I got off the voice mail and then i wa put on hold for about 10 minutes! Just made me freak out even more... Then in the end it was a two minute conversation to tell me that the baby didnt have Down syndrome and that my blood tests all came back great. I felt like tell them thanks for the heart attack! Ugh I maybe relieved that me and the baby is healthy but I don't like the nervous and scared feeling like I get. Just wish they could of said on the phone that they just would like to talk not that it was a urgent phone call to speak to me... Smh.. Can't wait for my drs appointment on the 24th. Ha ha my dr will call me boring again. :) 13 weeks and counting.. Saturday starts the second trimester and I can't wait! So I'm in my 13th week.. It's been on hell of a week at that as well. Since Saturday off and on I've had what they sometimes call the "Growing Pains" basically my ligaments are stretching and the uterus is growing upward and out.. These can be sharp at times and like little pinches at times.. It's almost like period cramps as well. Kinda wish they will go away again. But I know my lil walnut needs the room to grow and that's just my how my body is gaining the room. In time these pains will go away and then ill endorse the contractions and labor pains. As long as my little walnut is healthy and that's all I can ask for. My eating habit has completely changed! I'm basically almost eating everything in site. Lol almost that is.. But the nauseousness is still around and now I am now dealing with off and on with dizziness and light headed.. That i don't like much but it's a symptom. Every week seems like I have more and more symptoms coming up. Ahhh the life of a pregnant woman. Lol :) until next week :)

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Baby is healthy! Got a great scan on my NT Scan.. Just wish the baby wasn't so stubborn! Ha ha ha 12 weeks and counting! 28 more to go! I feel like its flying by! 10/12/13

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12 week baby belly.... :)

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Whirl Wind Life (poem)

My life is flying in a whirl wind, My life is on fire, I don’t know what to do, Or what will happen, So much is changing, At such a fast pace, While I have no choice to let it flow, I wouldn’t want to change it for the world, Everything happens for a reason, They always say, But sometimes the reasons are not that clear, Life is in a uproar, My emotions is running out of control, I am always exhausted all the time, No amount of sleep gives me energy, But in the end I’m doing what I have to do, To keep this whirl wind life going, For the sake of this baby, I am here for the long run, So much to do, With not much time to do it, But in the end I will continue fighting, Make it through my whirl wind life.

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Baby Walnut at 11 weeks. Taken on March 26th 2013 :)

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Baby Talk Momma Blog post 1

So this is my first blog for my baby blog. I've been thinking about doing a blog for sometime. I'm now 12 weeks and I'm coming out of my first trimester. My doctor calls me boring because all my tests are coming back all ok and my baby is as healthy as a peacock in my belly. All I could do was laugh.. Once she was done she did say that this was very good. I found out I was pregnant when I was 4 weeks and saw my lil one for the first on the ultrasound when I was 7 weeks. Since I found out I realize I was experiencing alot of the symptoms before I even knew I was pregnant. I feel like the past 12 weeks have flew by. Thursday April 4th I am going to the high risk dr for the droppler to check the baby for Down syndrome ad check the growth of the baby's spine. I haven't been gaining weight but I'm doing the opposite. I'm losing weight. It could be because of many different things. I am over weight to begin with, the morning sickness could be making me lose weight or I am just working off the weight. Who knows. But who knows. I'm not showing yet so I am hoping I show with in the next few weeks or over the next month.. I don't look pregnant but I have the ultra sounds to prove it. So much. If your pregnant I recommend you to try out baby center and the app for your phone my pregnancy. It's amazing and I have a pregnancy birth group. I am do 10/12/13 according to my growing little one. I have a girl name picked out but not a boys name yet. I've picked out a baby theme. Absolutely love Winnie the Pooh. Always have and always will. So far I've been picking out Winnie the Pooh things. I just got a Winnie the Pooh 5 pc diaper bag that I fell in love with from Walmart from the "Easter Bunny". In the diaper bag I also got Winnie the Pooh changing pads, Winnie the Pooh wipes, and Winnie the Pooh baby wash and lotion. Completely cute! I'm excited to start registering for my baby shower. My mother is planning my baby shower for sometime in August. She basically told me to not worry about it she's got everything under control. I can't help it tho cause I would like it to be a Winnie the Pooh themed.. But what I don't get is diaper parties.. Some people are having baby showers and diaper parties. From my understanding diaper parties are basically everyone who comes brings diapers.. One person said when she had her diaper party she didnt need any diapers till the baby was 10 months old.. But isn't that what the wishing well is for in the baby shower? I mean its crazy to have two different parties. I just don't get it. But this is me, it's my first pregnancy and have no idea what I am doing. I will automatically admit to it. Well I guess that's it for now. Ill write again after my drs appointment. Wish me well. I will post a pic of my 11 week ultrasound soon. Then Thursday night ill post this weeks ultrasound for you guys. Also have pictures of things I've gotten for the lil walnut. Walnut is what my co workers call the baby. :) 👶🐣🍼