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I don’t get it. Why no one listens to me like I am saying something and someone is doing something or other. I hate when someone cuts me when I am talk it just make me feel useless… like if u don’t want to talk u can just say it and don’t u have manners that when someone is speaking we need to listen to them too . I never do something that I hate but why. It’s not like I can go silent ,that too will be the problem for them that I am not speaking. Why!why people jump on the conclusion without even listening to me fully. Like right now I was just sitting with my mom and day by day its getting tough for me to have a normal conversation with them rather that conversation will lead to conflict or rather they will the only one speaking cause if I said something then that will hurt them and even if I try to justify myself they won’t listen saying that I only make excuses like wtf u haven’t even listened to me how could you just say that.even when we are discussing about something my mom will always keep her point and everything I say she will first cut me in the middle of it and then even invalidate it like it doesn’t matter what ever I say is incorrect or invalid so what am I supposed to do. Now a days I am too pissed up with work and study pressure that my mood is not good enough to handle their shit so I just went to silence cause I didn’t wanted to hurt them but she went like why are u so silent ,speak up ,is everything is fine right? Like this but today when she was lecturing me I just said it’s not like I am not working hard- that’s it she cut me in middle of my sentence and said that u mean that I shouldn’t say u anything right! I keep on saying that at least listen to me just listen to me once but she just got up and left. leaving me without even listening to me and halfhearted. I should be used to this by now but to be honest it still hurts,I still feel bad it still stings and I don’t know why…..

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

Hey!! Another day !! It’s been long since I last wrote I am writing this right now as I am tired of many things I mean I am not allowed to do things I like… I mean there is a park next to my tuition and I am not even allowed to go there after my class is over like seriously 😒 I don’t do drugs nor it’s like I’ll be meeting my bf there I am there for a little relaxation but no I am not allowed to do so…after that I still remember that day when I made a mistake and I was punished but giving silent treatment for days where as if my brother do something it’s well and good after that my brother is allude to go out alone do whatever he wants and all those things are covered up by saying “ he is a boy and boys are like that. U are the one to compromise”and this statement is justified/covered by saying that “you are the oldest and u are the most understanding one so u understand the situations”… like what I am just a kid nothing more since he was born I needed to give up on everything means everything…I used to be a spoiled brat who used to get what she want’s but after he was born I gave up on things I minimised all my demands and stared to go with what ever I had rather than asking for more…I did everything I can to keep everyone at ease especially my mother but see the result of my hardship that I put in when I was handling my brother, when I was teaching him, when I did his projects , when I saved him for getting in trouble, when I was called in school and was been scolded for the thing he did I am done… I am tiered of pretending..pretending to be happy..pretending to be fine…pretending that nothing happened and nothing bothers me I am just too tiered to pretend…I got the point that I understand u that doesn’t mean that U will stop understanding me…my parents keep my brother with love and care where as I was not if my brother gets angry than my mom or dad comforts him make him calm down do or make what ever he likes where as I am not allowed to even be angry..I can’t say that I am frustrated or angry about anything…if I did then I’ll rather got a scolding or lecture or this that “it’s just a phase u have to go through it”…fine I get that it’s just a phere but I have feelings too..oh sorry I don’t have cause I killed them already..my parents are soooooo biased towards my brother that even if he do something wrong they will forgive him but if I do even a minute mistake I get punished for that…they love him like anything and it sometimes feel like they are just pretending to love me…I mean I can’t tell my parents about anything cause if I tell my mom she will never agreed with me no Matter happens..and if I tell dad he will just listen to me and answer in ‘hmm’, ‘hai’

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

🖤😈Mafia queen😈🖤

Ep: 1

“Please let me go…I swear I won’t do it again…please let me go!! I begg u please!!” He begged her being covered with blood in an unconscious state to let him go but she looked at him having an range in her eyes showing a evil and psychopathically smirk while walking towards him saying “well..well..well…I love when people beg me forgiveness and mercy even when they know that I wont show any mercy to them… U too know that right? Don’t u?(smirk)

The thing that u have done is not worthy to be forgiven still u are asking for forgiveness….Do think by any chance I’ll forgive u..huh!!!” He shivered in the fear on her words knowing that there is not even a single chance that she would have a mercy on him but still h begged her to leave him but she didn’t. She tortured him to the death saying “This is what u get for messing up with me!!!” Wiping her hands which is covered with blood she ordered her guards to clean the mess and to get rid of the body. “He was pretty fun to kill…his screams and the begs he made is still echoing in my ears….Ahhhh…those screams game me pleasure. I wonder when will I be able to hear them again…Right tho? ” she asked her secretary “Ma’am sorry to say but I didn’t find any fun in his screams but I do found u having fun when u cut his skin so may be yes because u were having fun and where u find fun I too do find” answered her secretary politely “Ahhhhh dont say that its too cringe but still sweet. Thank u” saying that in her psychopathically voice she went and sat down in the car ordering the driver to drive to her home which can be alo called as a mansion. When she reached her home she strait went to her room to freshen up and went to sleep with a sigh before saying that “ finally I can relax a little……

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

Hey buddies

I know its been a long time since i last wrote but okay i am too much fled up and done with people that I can’t tell…

My mom …she is scolding me like anything on the smallest thing too .

I am done with it now coz she even scolds me even if its not my fault. Like dont do this , dont do that and many other problems…like for every thing …..

I am not having a old mood now a days but still…

My everything is getting apart my friends..my family…school….

Sometimes it feels like i am just rowing apart from others or the life is just falling apart .

Many things are going on now a days but nothing seems to work….some times i wonder “am i invisible?” Or are people dont want to be with me?, am i not good enough for them, or am i not worthy to be loved..

I seriously don’t know what to do, what to say….i am just watching the life falling apart…and now i am so tired that i am not even trying to fix my world, to stop people from leaving me….to save my friendship…to save MYSELF from growing apart……….

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

— LOVE YOU FIRST

part fourteen: the art thing

➳ masterlist / previous / next

➳ fuckboyartist!taehyung x reader 

➳ summary: kim taehyung was his college’s heartthrob — local fuck boy and everyone’s dream. he had it all — the girls, the friend group, the status. he even had his childhood best friend who he would do anything for. but through drunken nights, one night stands, and having his best friend start dating for the first time, taehyung realizes that maybe he doesn’t have everything he’s ever wanted.

“did you fuck him?”

“what? taehyung i —”

“yes or no, y/n? did you fuck him?…did you let him touch you?”

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

Love is blind

Ch 8

it was another school day Y/N was glad it was the last day before weekends. Good thing she was sitting beside Hyejin in this class

"look at this selca Kookie sent me" she said her phone was under the desk so that the teacher won't notice her. Phones are not allowed in class.

"he's cute here" Y/N admitted. "I know right!" she whisper-shouted "I loveee him so muchhhh" she said

good for you Hyejin at least you found love. Me? I dont know.

"what about Taehyung?" Hyejin asked with a smirk "I don't have a crush on him he's probably just faking or something" she said looking at Taehyung who was six seats away from her.

"see staring at him. first sign of love" Hyejin said with a giggle "yah! Hyejin! I l-like him but he would never like me back" she said quietly

"ohhhhhh. I see. but the way he looks at you is different from how he looks at other girls." Hyejin said "plus he's hot. you're lucky" she said

hot? I admit he is kind of hot. Wtf Y/N why are you thinking about him!?. I think I have a crush on him.

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Y/N was walking down the halls when Soohyun harshly grabbed her wrist.

"L-let me go!" She yelled

"not until you get what you deserve b*tch" she said dragging her to the girl's washroom.

"please. just let me go" she begged "aw Taehyung oppa isn't here to save you" Soohyun said her friends were there too

"oppa just feels sorry for you Y/N or wait." Soohyun started "he doesn't know anything about what you did?"

"...."

"I see why not lets expose your dirty little secret b*tch" Soohyun spat. "please dont he'll hate me!"

"oh and that Hyejin girl? I don't think she knows either" Soohyun said "lets teach her a lesson she'll never forget girls" she laughed

they started hitting her and hurting her no matter how much Y/N screamed they continued

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"hyung you should stop eating you'll get fat" Yoongi said to Jin "nahhh eating is life. What if I asked you to stop sleeping ?"Jin replied

"whatever hyung" Yoongi said they heared a scream coming from the girl's washroom

"hyung. I hear someone shouting" Yoongi said pulling Jin towards the washroom.

"Yah! I'm not going in there people will think I'm a pervert or something" Jin said trying to pull away from Yoongi but he was too strong for Jin.

"aish hyung." Another scream. "Its sounds like Y/N hurry" Yoongi said running

once they went in they saw Y/N. she had bruises and she was crying. "b*tches get out now!" Yoongi shouted.

"Suga oppa!" One of  the girls gasps. "dont call me that get out!" He shouted even louder and all the girls went out running.

Jin carried Y/N to the nurse's office while Yoongi called the other BTS members to come .

Taehyung ran to the nurse's . when he went inside he saw Y/N on a bed. "are you ok!?" he said in a scared tone

"y-yeah dont worry about me Taehyung" she said weakly "Y/N!!!" Hyejin said running "omo is she okay?"

"she will be fine she just needs her rest" the nurse said

"ok...please Y/N rest I don't like seeing you like this" Taehyung said holding her hand.

Kim Taehyung what are you doing? Stop. it will end up hurting me more...

"Y/N do you want to go to class already? or do you want to rest up a bit more?" the nurse asked

"I-I want to go to class I'm feeling better anyway" she said sitting up. Taehyung let go of her "be careful Y/N" the nurse said "you haven't fully recovered yet"

"I'll help you to the classroom Y/N" Hyejin said "me too Jimin wanted to come but he and Namjoon hyung have something to do" Taehyung said

Who did this to you Y/N you're a sweet girl who the hell did this?

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

Love is blind

Ch 7

Y/N was on her way to Taehyung's house after school she told him to go ahead just in case Soohyun plans on doing anything. she cant risk him getting hurt.

she knocked on the door and a woman opened it "hello is this where Kim Taehyung lived I'm supposed to have a study session with him"

Y/N said a little nervous.

"oh you must be Y/N then. I'm Mrs. Kim his mother he's upstairs in his room" she said with a smile letting her inside the house "make yourself comfortable do you want anything? I'll call Taehyung down" she said

"Its okay Mrs. Kim I don't need anything and thank you for having me over" she said "oh its fine really its the first time a girl ever came here and you look quite pretty too" Mrs. Kim said

"no wonder he's interested in you" she said with a smile what does she mean by interested? No it cant be. He will hate me soon enough his mom could have ment something else.

Taehyung went down the stairs wearing ripped jeans and a white shirt his hair was a bit wet. It was obvious that he had taken a shower.

his wet hair makes him look sexy. Y/N WHY ARE YOU THINKING THAT!? hes going to end up breaking your heart again. I will not fall for him.

"Sweetie your girlfriend is here" Mrs Kim said

"yah! Eomma she's not my girlfriend!" Taehyung said blushing. This is so embarrassing. she's not my girlfriend. yet I regret telling my mom about this.

why would his mom think that? No one likes me.

"I see how it is you two go and study I'll be going to the laundry room. Tell me if you need anything sweetie" Mrs Kim said

"ok Eomma" he said Y/N loved to have someone to call Eomma. her stepmom never let her call her Eomma.

you don't know how lucky you are Taehyung you have a family that actually loves you.

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"Yah. I need help here and you're daydreaming?" Taehyung said annoyed. I wonder whats this girl's mind:

"s-sorry I was thinking about your mom" she said "what about her?" he asked 1

"nevermind. focus on your homework" she said flipping a page on her math book. "no tell me it okay" he said

"I-its just that since my mom um...was gone...I don't call my stepmom Eomma she doesn't love me not as much as Eomma did." Y/N said trying to keep her tears from coming out.

"oh...its okay I'm sure she loves you" Taehyung answered. Is that why you're depressed? besides the bullying?

"n-no she doesn't only my appa loves me but he's never at home" she said a tear escaped Taehyung wiped it.

"you're not the only one with problems like that..." he said "I know but you seem so lucky you have a family who loves you" Y/N said fighting tears.

"I only have my mom...my appa left when I was 10." he sighed then went back to answering math questions

I never knew that Taehyung. your life seems perfect.

Y/N...I never knew this...I like it when you're more open to me. my heart is beating faster every minute you're beside me. I'm falling for you Park Y/N.

"I give up" Taehyung said putting down his pen. "yah. dont give up yet. thats the last question already" Y/N said

"fine." he mumbled. If it were others tutoring me I would have given up from the start. but I'm going to try my hardest for you Y/N. you're worth it.

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Hyejin was sitting on her bed smiling. today has been the best day ever. He liked her back.

Hyejin's flashback

"Jungkook!" She said running after him "I have something to tell you"

"oh what is it?" Please like me back. I can't handle you rejecting me. Jungkook thought. "I like you too..." she said

"really!? omo! this is the best!" he said holding her hand still a bit shy

"I love you Hyejin" he said

"I love you too Jungkook"

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

Love is blind

Ch 6

Its lunchtime and students are walking out from their classrooms to the cafeteria to eat.

"hyung I'm doing it today I'm confessing" Jungkook said holding a letter "you're going to give that to her now?" Taehyung said and he maknae nodded.

"I support you Kookie!" Taehyung said "she'll accept it I mean who doesn't like you Kookie" "wish me luck hyung" he said walking towards the table where Y/N and Hyejin were sitting. Taehyung was watching with a smile on his face.

"Hyejin c-can I give you something?" Jungkook asked "yes sure Kookie" she said as Jungkook pulled out the letter from his bag and gave it to her "tell me what you think later" he said then went back to Taehyung

"what's that unnie?" Y/N asked "I think its a confession." Hyejin said she was happy she had a crush on Jungkook since she saw him. "omo! open it unnie!" Y/N said. she opened the letter then she and Y/N started reading it.

To : HJ

I'm sorry I didn't tell you this in person. Jimin told me to write a letter instead since I was too nervous to tell you so here it goes :

Park Hyejin, I like you since the day you transferred from your old school. You're not just pretty but you have a beautiful personality. The way you laugh makes my heartbeat go faster. You're always there for me HJ. crying with me. laughing with me and I tell you everything some of it my hyungs don't even know. You are a special girl HJ I know I don't deserve you but please accept or reject me lets be friends until the end. I love you Park Hyejin.

-Jeon Jungkook

Hyejin and Y/N finished reading. Hyejin was so happy her eyes were a bit teary but she kept her emotions in. "I'll say yes to you Jungkook. I love you too" she whispered

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It was class again and the lesson was boring. Taehyung could'nt wait for the day to end since he was having a tutor session with Y/N. i think I like you Park Y/N. he said staring at her.

I wish you look at me more Y/N. I love seeing your beautiful eyes. He thought

"hay" he said trying to get her attention "hi" she answered back not looking at Taehyung. "so about later...I'll meet you outside the school?" he said

Y/N I want you to look at me I want to see your eyes.

"Y-yeah." She said "you're still not looking at me" he said thinking maybe she's just sad about something. "oh sorry I was thinking about stuff" she said looking at Taehyung

He stared deeply into her eyes. I want you to talk to me more Y/N. what are you doing to my heart?

His thoughts were interrupted by the teacher "class we will have a project you all will have to write an essay on our topic this week" she said and the class groaned "I've already decided the pairs, if I catch you switching you will get a punishment" the class was excited to know their pairs exept Y/N

"I want my partner to be Taehyung oppa!" A girl said "no!!!! I want to be with oppa!" another girl said soon the teacher told everyone to be quiet. The teaher started calling out names the girls were mad when they didn't get to be with Taehyung.

"Hyejin will be with Jungkook" the teacher said Jungkook who was 5 seats away from Taehyung was smiling at Hyejin who was sitting next to him they were holding hands underneath their desks.

Things went well with you and HJ Kookie. I wished Y/N and I were the same way.

"and the last pair is Y/N and Taehyung" the girls looked angry. glaring at Y/N and gossiping. "V oppa deserves better than that b*tch" Soohyun said gossiping to her friends.

all the other girls agreed. I always end up hated. Y/N thought she knew her friendship with Taehyung would eventually end soon.

Taehyung was smiling. The girls in the class soon were fangirling over him because they thought his box smile was cute "oppa is so cuteee!" a girl said "I love his smile!" another said "omoooo I love him!" another girl said.

I wish you'd notice me too Y/N. he thought as the teacher told the girls to be quiet.

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

Love is blind

Ch 5

it was the end of the day and Y/N walked home she and Taehyung had agreed to meet up at his house tomorrow since Y/N's stepmom never allows boys unless its Jimin  in she lost her real dad in a car accsident.

"Eomma" she mumbled as she was thinking about her mom and everything that had happened at least she has her father who loves her but he's always busy.

Flashback (one year ago)

"Hello is Park Jimin?" an unknown caller called Y/N's brother

"yes its Park Jimin who is this?" He asked "oh I'm very sorry b-but is your mother Park Jihwa? (random name so its not his mom's real name)

"Y-yes what about her?" He said voice shaking worried about his mom "I'm so sorry but your mom she...died. She got hit by a car on the street her injuries are really bad please inform Mr. Park about it I'm sorry for your loss" the caller said and hung up.

"this can't happen!" Jimin said throwing his phone on the ground he was in tears already but calmed himself down when he saw Y/N

"Jimin?" she said "are you okay?" "N-no Eomma just-" he sighed controlling his emotions "she died" he let himself cry Y/N had ran to her room already

the door opened quickly and Jin walked in the room seeing Jimin "Jiminie!" He ran hugging him tightly "please...don't cry its going to be okay"

Flashback ends

Y/N walked in the house her stepmom was in the kitchen applying makeup "oh you're here I will be going to the party I asked Jimin to pick up some food for you two" she said

she's always leaving home. why cant she just cook like a real mom. I'm so sick of her.

"I'll go now Y/N" she said she left her in the kitchen. She sighed

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Hyejin sat on her bed listening to music. How relaxing. Texting Jungkook

InnocentlittleKookie : Can I see you soon?

HJ ❤️ : my parents aren't here sooooo lets have some fun 😏

InnocentlittleKookie : ok will be there in 10 mins

HJ ❤️ : ok want to play some fighting games? I'll beat you for sure

InnocentlittleKookie : ofc. Cant wait I'm already walking out of the house btw I'm going 2 win

HJ ❤️ : omo! never 😂

InnocentlittleKookie : already outside. open the door 😂

HJ ❤️ : k wait for a sec

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She opened the door and Jungkook went inside "there's something I've been wanting to ask you" he said "what is it?" Hyejin asked

"I-I can we go on a d-da-nevermind lets play games" he said. Jungkook why are you so shy to ask her out on a date. He thought as they played games.

"I am so winning!" Hyejin said smiling Jungkook felt his heart go faster when she did. I will confess soon. Don't worry Hyejin I love you and I'll try my hardest if you dont feel the same way I'll be fine with that maybe a bit hurt but still. If you accept me or reject me I'll always be by your side.

Soon after Jungkook ended up winning by a point. Hyejin pouted because she lost. She's so cute. He thought "awww HJ its okay" Jungkook said "Ok fine but I swear Jeon Jungkook I'm sooooo beating you next time" she said

Jungkook left her house at midnight with a smile on his face as he walked through the park he saw Taehyung leaning against a tree listening to music and singing. I did'nt know he had such a nice voice. He thought

When Taehyung saw him he quickly stopped singing and blushed he was embarassed. He didn't like people watching him sing. "hyung don't stop it was beautiful you should sing it to Y/N" the maknae said with an evil grin.

"w-wae? I don't even like her" he said Taehyung's face took on a shade of red "oh but hyung I know you do" Jungkook said

"I thought you should be at home hyung, your mom would kill you if she sees you" Jungkook said "oh I kinda went out when she was asleep" he explained he stopped blushing, returning to normal.

"hyung. Sing." Jungkook said with a smirk on his face "I-I don't like singing in front of people" he said "you can sing in front of me hyung. I wont tell pleaseeeee?" the younger begged "ok fine" Taehyung said after awhile

It feels weird singing with someone watching but...I really like it too. he thought as he sang with Jungkook listening his smile never fading. He never heard singing like this singing so passionate. so meaningful . and beautiful .

hyung should sing to Y/N she would love that. Jungkook thought.

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

Love is blind

Ch 4

all day several thoughts about Y/N was in Taehyung's mind. Why would she run away? why am I worried about her? I don't even know her too well. "hyung" Jungkook said hitting Taehyung lightly "you're not listening to what I'm saying its like your mind is somewhere else"

"sorry Kookie I was thinking about something" he said "Y/N?" Jungkook asked "n-no why would I think about her?" Taehyung quickly answered shuttering

why did I shutter?he's going to find out. "It looks like you are, I saw the look you gave her last night and you were together last night" Jungkook said with a grin "you shutter when you lie hyung"

"Kookie I'm not having a crush. I don't even know how dating works" he said "you have'nt had a girlfriend?" Jungkook said obviously shocked "y-yeah is that a bad thing?" he said not sure what Jungkook would think

"no its not I have'nt dated anyone yet either but I like...Park Hyejin." the younger said a bit nervousness in his voice "there you two are!" Jimin said running towards them

"hyung what's wrong?" Jungkook asked Jimin never looked this scared "I pranked Jin hyung and he's going to kill me!" Jimin shouted "goodluck with that hyung" the younger answered smirking

Taehyung did'nt expect anything else Jimin pranked his hyungs a lot he was still thinking about Y/N as Jimin was shouting at Jungkook.

She seems so sad always depressed. I wished I knew what is wrong with you Y/N

"V you're not listening" Jimin said tapping his shoulder "ah. sorry I was thinking of something" he said "probably about Y/N" the maknae smirked

"V is that true!? you like my sister?" Jimin asked "n-no Kookie just teased me about her" he said shuttering "hyung you lie when you shutter" Jungkook said still smirking

"JIMIN YOU ARE SO DEAD" Jin appeared in the hall dripping wet "sh*t gotta run. Tell me about it later V" Jimin cursed as he ran away from Jin

"I SWEAR PARK JIMIN I'LL CATCH YOU" Jin said while Jungkook and Taehyung just laughed at the older's reaction. Jin ran chasing Jimin but Jimin was too fast for him

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It was class again and Taehyung was sitting beside Y/N. he kind of liked sitting beside her why do I feel like this? I don't even like girls. I think? ugh. This is confusing.

He tapped her shoulder lightly. "again with the cold side of you?" He said he really thinks we're friends? this is too good to be true. no one likes me.

"not talking? oh I'm sorry did I do something wrong?" he said Y/N felt her heartbeat go faster whenever she hears his voice.

why are you doing this to me Kim Taehyung? I promised myself I'd never fall in love again. It will only end in pain and hurt.

"No its okay. I was just thinking about a test coming up." she quickly answered she did'nt want him to hate her too. even though she knows this won't last forever he will eventually be like everybody else. he's new he probably never knew what made them hate me.

the teacher placed a red marked test paper on his desk. "you need to study more" she said passing by then went to give the other students their papers. he saw Y/N got a 100%.

"yah. can you tutor me? as you can see I need help" he said "m-me?" she stuttered why the hell would you want me to tutor you? She thought about it and figured it won't be too bad.

"how low did you get" she asked Taehyung hesitated for a moment then said "53%" he said "I'm not smart ok?" he muttered but loud enough for her to hear.

"ok. as long as no one sees us together" she said she was already bullied and she didn't want Taehyung to experience the same thing he's too kind to her.

"wae? what's the problem when someone sees us pabo?" he called me pabo. I'm starting regret helping him. "I don't want you to get hurt too." she said not knowing that she'd said it out loud

"Hurt? what do you mean?" he said why would I get hurt? I'm used to being alone thats all. I'm not helpless. He thought "n-nothing promise" soon the class ended and Taehyung went to his hyungs it was lunchtime.

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Y/N sat alone at lunch again with Taehyung staring at her but he didn't want to leave his table since his hyungs and Jungkook would ask questions.

Just then a girl walked towards Y/N she was friends with BTS she had pretty brown hair (Jungkook had dyed his hair the same color)

and she just started school the same day as Taehyung but she when met BTS they immediately became friends her name was Park Hyejin.

"Hi can I sit here? my name is Park Hyejin you can call me HJ. I'm a friend of Jimin he's your brother right?" She asked with a smile on. she's the first girl to ever talk to me nicely. this had to be some kind of prank or trick right? "Y-yeah he is you can sit here" Y/N said trying not to shake her voice

what's going on here? first Taehyung talks to me asking me to tutor him and now Hyejin talks to me too? This is weird no one likes me they will hate me soon enough.

~**~

To be continued…

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

Love is blind

Ch 3

She was running fast she did'nt know where she was heading she did'nt even care no one cares about her then she slowed down to a park sitting down on a bench as she cried. "I wish someone cared" she whispered voice choked with tears.

Jimin knocked on Jin's door a lot of times then he finally opened it "Jimin-ah! I was getting ready you did'nt have to knock so many times" Jin said

"its not my fault that you're slow hyung" he said "anyway I brought Taehyung here" he said placing his arm on Taehyung's shoulder as they went in Taehyung noticed that it was a bit messy and he saw Jungkook playing games

"Sorry for the mess it takes forever to clean up" Jin said scratching his head "Yeah. Jin hyung is so messy" Jungkook said with a smirk "You're more messy pabo. at least I dont leave my clothes everywhere" Jin said "I'm your hyung respect me. I raised you since you were 15" he said "to think of it I moved to Seoul to raise Jin hyung" the maknae laughed in which Taehyung thought his laugh was cute

"aish. I could hit you right now I raised you not the other way around!" Jin said and muttered "evil maknae" Jungkook continued to play his games after awhile of bickering with Jin but Jungkook ended up hitting Jin playfully and laughing

"can I call you V?" Jin suddenly asked

"Yeah. Thats what some people call me" Taehyung answered they spent the rest of the time hanging out ,watching a movie in the midway of the movie Jimin looked at his phone "oh sh*t gotta get home can you get back by yourself V?" Jimin asked and he nodded how hard can it be?

after awhile Taehyung decided to go back home after seeing a text message from his Eomma as he went out of the apartment Jungkook gave him directions "just turn left at the end of the block and then turn right and just keep walking until you see your house" Jungkook said to him "got all that hyung?" He nodded and left after awhile he realized he got lost and his phone was dead.

"where am I?" He said to no one in particular then he heard crying he was in a park he went towards the crying noise and saw Y/N he immediately ran to her "are you okay?" He said wiping some of her tears and their eyes met "I-I'm fine just lost" she said still crying it was painful to watch especially for Taehyung.

"I'm lost too" Taehyung said "haven't been outside for a long time" what did he mean by that? Y/N was confused by him

"what do you mean you haven't been outside in a long time?" She asked him voice choking with tears "I'll tell you if you tell me whats wrong" he said sitting beside her

"S-soohyun s-she said she'd make my life-" she could'nt continue she was crying to hard "its okay if you don't want to talk about it" he said sighing "do you have your phone with you?" He said "y-yes" she said handing him her phone Taehyung quickly called Jungkook with it and Jungkook said that he'll come to where they were Taehyung also put his number on her phone "call or text me if you need anything or when she bullies you again" he said smiling a bit

"W-why?" She asked "why whould you do this?"

"because we're friends remember" he said

"No I mean at school no one likes me no one cares for me exept Jimin you were the first guy to smile at me and talk to me kindly" she said wiping tears "I like your smile"

"I want to see you smile too" he said "please?"

"No. I hate my smile" she said Taehyung was about to ask again when Jungkook showed up followed by Jimin  "I was worried sick Y/N" He said hugging her tight "and V I thought Jungkook gave you directions!"

"I forgot besides he was talking to fast" he said "you talk fast too hyung" Jungkook said "We'll take you home V" Jimin said

soon enough after they led Taehyung to his house and he opened the door with his house key "Taehyung! Its late I was getting worried I called your phone-who is this?" Mrs Kim said

"This is Park Jimin, his sister Y/N and Jeon Jungkook" He said his mom was smiling when she saw them

"sorry for distubing you we were just helping Taehyung" Jungkook said

"no need to apologize I'm happy that he made friends" Mrs Kim said "Do you want to stay fro awhile?" She asked them

"thats okay we'll be going home already I still have to drop Jungkook by his house" Jimin said smiling "thank you for offering" Jungkook said after awhile they left then Taehyung was switching channels but once he saw the news his heart broke

"Sweetie are you alright?" Mrs Kim asked then she saw what he was looking at it said that her ex-husband was getting married to the rich heirless soon. Tears formed on her eyes "E-eomma?" Taehyung said he too was almost going to cry "I'll be upstairs go get some sleep you have school tomorrow" she said fighting back tears Taehyung nodded and ran up the stairs to his room he closed his door and just sat on the floor crying. " he did'nt feel well he wished he did'nt watch it it hurt too much. Is there something wrong with me? That question was in his thoughts all night as he eventually fell into a deep, painful sleep….

~**~

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鳥族の花屋

[badassbelowmaskofkind]

Love is blind

Ch 2

"Have you noticed girls staring at you and fangirling?" Jungkook asked while class was going on he was assigned to sit beside Jungkook it was a good thing becasue was getting bored.

"Y-yea? Is there a problem with that?" he shuttered. He did'nt know what to think about girls.

"No hyung ist a good thing I think they think you're handsome as hell and they way you smile is cute" he said "lucky you girls are begging to sit beside you or be partners with you in class or anything really"

He did'nt know what to think about love...after all this was his first time in school he was homeschooled by his Eomma or by a tutor. He never actually experienced love or girls really. "Appa says that he wants me to get married quick. He's setting up blind dates and stuff" Jungkook said "is your appa like that too?" Taehyung sighed "My Appa left when I was 10" he said after awhile

"Oh. Im sorry hyung. Must have brought bad memories" Jungkook said

"do you know Y/N?" Taehyung asked changing the subject he did'nt want to talk about his appa it'd hurt too much.

"Yeah. She's Jimin's sister why?" Jungkook asked

"Nothing...she just sits beside me that all" He said. Her eyes were teary earlier... the more he thought about her the more he felt that she was depressed. Soon class was over and it was time for the next class. Soon enough it was time for lunch Jimin had led Taehyung to their table so that he could sit with them. Meanwhile Y/N was sitting alone then a girl came...

" B*tch!" She said "I saw you steal my purse!"

"I-I did'nt!" She said everyone's eyes were on them Taehyung was about to defend Y/N when Jimin stood up and went to where his sister was sitting

"Liar!" The girl said slapping her her friends simply laughed as Y/N was crying

"Dont touch my sister b*tch" Jimin said

"but Jimin she stole my purse!" the girl shouted

"She obviously doe'snt have it so get the hell out of here Soohyun or so help me I'll beat you and your little b*itchy friends" Jimin said Taehyung had never seem him so angry before

"Fine lets go girls" she said grabbing her tray from the table as she passed by Y/N she 'accsidentally' spilled her juice on Y/N she did'nt apologize because Jimin had went back to his friends

Soon the bell rang and Y/N ran off crying covered in juice Taehyung excused himself and followed Y/N and found her in the supply closet

"Y/N! You run fast" Taehyung said taking deep breaths

"I-im sorry" she said still crying

"Dont cry it was a nasty trick she pulled on you I'll help you clean it up" he said since it was class time and no one was around Taehyung helped her get to her locker while she changed to her extra uniform he washed her shoes in the boys washroom

"you should be fine" Taehyung said

"Thank you Taehyung" she said "you must be late because of me"

"Its okay you needed help." He said "I'll see you later" he said smiling before he left

"Kim Taehyung! You're 30 mins late!" Taehyung had ran as fast as he could to his class

"I'm sorry I got lost" he lied if the teacher knew he was with Y/N she might get in trouble it was fine if he was punished but no Y/N went through a lot already.

"you should have asked someone to help you!" the teacher continued to yell Taehyung felt bad. He never was yelled at at home "stand outside the class dont come in until I say so" the teacher said harshly

"next time I'll give you a beating if you're this late" she said with a tone that scared Taehyung then he remembered when Jungkook said about this teacher he said Mrs Jung was the most strict teacher in this school that explains it. He nodded "Im sorry it wont happen again." He said and went out of the classroom he never had punishments before Eomma was too sensitive about that.

meanwhile Y/N went to class and the teacher gave her a scolding but she let Y/N sit down

"B*tch you still have to give my purse back" Soohyun whisper-shouted "are you scared because your annoying brother is'nt here?

"I did'nt take your purse" Y/N said

"Oh so thats how you wanna play b****?" She spat then the bell rang signaling the end of class

"I'll make your life a living hell" she said while walking past her she started gossiping to her friends outside the classroom most probably about Y/N and she ran.

Taehyung was grabbed harshly by the wrist into the classroom "you should have learned your lesson by now dont be that late again" Mrs Jung said and Taehyung avoided eye contact with the teacher later after awhile Taehyung left the classroom rubbing his hand it hurt. He did'nt realize by just not replying to the teacher he would get another punishment his hand was red Jimin walked up to him "what happened to that?" He said looking at his hand

"I-its nothing" He said he did'nt want Jimin asking questions "was it Mrs. Jung aka b*tchy teacher who is Hoseok's mom" Jimin asked

"Yes..." he said he did'nt want to tell Jimin but the truth spilled out of his lips

"I was helping your sister clean herself up after that b**** poured juice on her" He said " I was at least 30 mins late and yeah..." he said

"thank you" Jimin said "thanks for helping my sister and that looked like it hurt"

"She was crying I had to" Taehyung replied remembering when his Eomma was crying. It was past midnight and she was crying beacause appa was getting married to another woman soon and that hurt was there something wrong with Eomma or was there something wrong with him?

"Taehyung? You're tearing up" Jimin said his voice in a worried tone "whats wrong?"

"oh. Its nothing just about family stuff" he said wiping his tears

"wanna hang with us?" Jimin said trying to cheer him up

"oppa! We have'nt seen you since that b*tchy teacher sent you out that was so unfair!" A girl said

"Oppa!" Another girl said soon they were crowding around Taehyung

Jimim grabbed Taehyung away from the girls they kept running until they passed the school gate

"thanks h-hyung" Taehyung said stopping to breathe

"no prob lets go to Jin's apartment we're hanging out there and I wont take no for an answer" He said and Taehyung nodded after texting his Eomma about it "lets go" Jimin said…

~**~

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Love is blind

Ch1

Y/N's life has always been bad unlike her brother, Jimin she was all alone,sad and bullied. This was her day...everyday no one wanted to talk to her and she would'nt want to talk either. But all this changed.

"class. We have a new student joining us today" the teacher said as she stood with a guy. A guy with dyed hair everyone was talking about him. Girls were fangirling over how handsome he was. Guys talked about how they wanted to have him in their gangs. But Y/N never looked at him not even once. "please introduce yourself" the teacher said

"I'm Kim Taehyung or you can call me V. Please treat me well" he knew they would. Girls were already hoping that the teacher would let him sit beside them and so did the boys. But Taehyung only had his eyes on one girl, the one who did'nt look his way.

"You can sit beside Park Y/N" she said pointing to a seat at the back the class groaned it seems like everyone wanted to sit beside him exept Y/N. "why cant oppa sit beside us" girls said "he should be with us intead of her" guys said he smiled his cute box smile while walking to his seat which made the girls more in love with him. The class continued.

"hay." He tapped Y/N's shoulder lightly smiling as he did she

"Hi." She said but did'nt look

"you have'nt looked at me even once is there something wrong?" He asked

"I-i'm sorry" she shuttered then looked at him and their eyes met

"you dont need to apologize I'm sorry for bothering you" he said as his smile faded

"N-no its ok" she said trying to avoid a smile she did'nt like her smile and she knew he would'nt either. It was just he was the first person to ever talk to her with respect.

"heh. I don't know why everyone wants me to sit beside them" he simply replied he did'nt know what to say to her

"they must like you. I'm invisble at least they want to be friends with you" she said her eyes looked teary

"you don't have friends?" He said " I dont have any either. I was pretty much homeschooled all my life" he said

"Yeah. But once class is over you probably would have friends" she said

"do you want to be my friend?" He said looking deep into her eyes smiling again.

"s-sure" she shuttered and thought why whould he even ask that? No one wanted to be her friend no one talked to her she only got insults or angry words from the students. He was the first to smile at her and to actually treat her nicely. Was this a trick? It had to be no one likes her. The bell rang shortly after and then Taehyung stood up starting to leave then girls started to crowd around him

"you're so cute" one said

"oppa!" Others said he simply took all of this in with a smile saying

"I wish I could talk. But I have to get to class" he said

"Ok oppa" they answered Taehyung said goodbye then walked out the classroom leaving the girls fangirling over him still.

Y/N simply walked out knowing that no one else would even talk to her.

outside Taehyung was trying to find his way to the classroom when six guys walked up to him

"hi there are you Kim Taehyung?" One of them asked

"Yes why?" He said

"oh nothing its just that we want you to hang with us" Another guy said

"I'm Seokjin by the way but call me Jin" the oldest one said

"Im Jung Hoseok or Jhope" the other said

"I'm Park Jimin" the other guy said smiling

"I'm Jungkook" a guy with brown hair said

"Kim Namjoon leader of our group" he said looking at Taehyung

"Min Yoongi. But call me Suga" a guy said with a blank expression on

"We're Bts!" All of them said together

"its nice to meet you" Taehyung said

"you should join us!" Jimin said

"Please?" Jungkook said begging soon enough the others were joining in begging Taehyung to join them

"Ok I will" Taehyung said finally

"great! How old are you?" Jungkook asked

He said "why?"

"Im youngest again!" He groaned while the others laughed

"You're always going to be the youngest and the innocent one Kookie" Jimin said eyes disapearing while laughing

"you're short hyung." He mumbled

"I heared that!" Jimin said suddenly annoyed

"Thats enough. sorry about them they always do this" Namjoon said Taehyung grinned "its ok" he said

"you can call us hyung I mean exept Kookie hehehe" Jin said

"alright...hyung" he said nervously he spent most of his life behind a door watching other kids since his dad left him his mom wanted to keep him safe.

"me and hyung have the same class!" Jungkook said happily he called me hyung and I called them hyung. He never had friends like that he only watched people from his bedroom window.

"hyung! Lets go we're going to be late!" Jungkook said grabbing his hand and led him through the halls to their second class Jungkook was smart so he's advanced two years.

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Jeff x reader

Ch 24

I reach my room, slamming my door shut and storming over to the bedside table. Seeing if there was anything in the drawer, anything at all I could use as a strap for my mask. But there was nothing. I searched the entire room. Didn't find a thing. Groaning, I slump down on the bed, laying on my back as I toss my half mask to the floor. To which it falls near the door.

"Why can't anything ever go right.."

I sigh, closing my eyes. Laying still as a small tear dribbled slowly down my cheek, dripping onto the bed.

Jeff .T.K POV

"You know I can't do that. Besides you don't get an opinion after ignoring me for days."

[Name] snaps before storming out of the room, leaving me alone. I was furious. How dare she speak to me in such a way. Especially after what she's put me through. How dare she.. How dare she! I'll kill that son of a bitch!

Leaving Sally's room, I follow [Name]'s distant footsteps and movements. Trying my best not to get distracted by someone else. Finally reaching her room. I could hear her rummaging about before it all stops.

I was about to barge in but I pause. Slowly removing my hand from the door handle. Sighing deeply. What had gotten into me? I feel like I've gone soft. NO! That's impossible, I can't have gone soft. NO! ITS NOT TRUE! I HAVE NOT GONE SOFT! I'll fucking prove it!

Lifting my leg, I force my foot right into the door, causing the wood around the lock to snap and break away. The door swinging open. Storming in, I head right over to [Name], who sat shocked on her bed, breathing quickly.

Without thinking twice, I grab her throat and push her back against the bed, pinning her down. My knees either side of her waist.

I glare angrily at her stunned face with wide eyes as she tries to process what was happening. I couldn't get over it. The fact that she's staring at me with both eyes. Both of them. Two. Two eyes. But... she can only see me through one.. Just, one..

I can't stand it. How dare she make me feel sorry for her!

"I should just fucking kill you and get it over with!"

I growl, tightening my grip around her throat, to which she responds by raising her eyebrows and clamping her hands around my wrists.

"What are you talking about Jeff-"

"Don't fucking say my name! Every time you talk I can't get your stupid voice out of my head!"

So much anger. So much hated. I hated her. But I hated myself for hating her. I couldn't bring myself to say I like her but then I would be lying if I said I didn't.

"I hate the fact you can't feel pain. I want you to feel your skin bruise as I squeeze your throat tighter and tighter. How am I meant to kill you if I don't have the pleasure of hearing your screams!"

I didn't understand. She has no escape and she knows I always carry a knife. Yet she's not putting up a fight like she did in the woods. Why isn't she trying to get away.

"Why aren't you fighting me? Why won't you resist!"

I snarl, lifting her by her neck before slamming her back down against the bed. To which she gasps at my action, but still makes no effort to get me off of her. Or better yet, she makes no effort to try and kill me.

These last few days. All I had been doing was being lost in thought. Thinking of [Name]'s power. Our class as kids. The teacher. Her eye, her blindness. Her. Just.. just thinking about her.

"I despise you. You have no idea what you've done, what you've caused."

"Jeff, I can help-"

"I DONT WANT YOUR FUCKING HELP!"

I yell, shaking her vigorously before letting go and standing off of her. Making my way to the door but she follows to, grabbing my shoulder. To which I instantly react, spinning around, grabbing her and pinning her against the wall. Holding her there tightly.

Her eyes shooting from left to right as she looks at both of my eyes. Her blind eye following the same direction as her seeing eye. Useless and pathetic.

Readers POV

I couldn't understand why he had gotten so angry and full of hate all of a sudden. For the past few days he has been ignoring me, so why is he now so full of rage. I tried looking deep into his eyes, trying to understand what he's feeling, or trying not to feel.

"Stop doing that."

"Doing wh-."

"STOP DOING THAT!"

He yells, removing one hand from my throat, forcing it against my face, covering my eyes. Leaving me in total blackness.

"Jeff-"

I was interrupted. But not by his other hand, or by him speaking or yelling or anything like that. I couldn't quite tell what it was at first. It felt warm and comforting, I didn't want it to stop, whatever it was.

Although, it doesn't take long for me to click what was happening. Jeff pushes me harder against the wall as he forces himself closer, and as he does so, the presence that interrupted me became closer and harder. I finally realised what he was doing. He was kissing me…

~**~

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Jeff x reader

Ch 23

Readers POV

I watch as Sally runs away with her face in her hands, tears streaming down her cheeks. The poor girl. All she wanted was some attention.

"Was that really necessary?"

I snap at Jeff, storming out of the room, following Sally's distant cries as I try to find her to make her feel better.

Luckily, her room wasn't far away. So it didn't take long to catch up to her. Slowly peering into her room from the doorway that she left open. I spot her as she's sat on her bed with her back leaning on the wall, her knees bent and pulled towards her chest as her head lays on her folded arms that rest on her knees.

Slowly stepping into her room, lowering my head and arching down my back to try and see her face under her arms, crouching down in the middle of the floor.

"Sally? Sweetheart? Are you alright?"

She doesn't answer me however. She just continues to cry, constantly sniffing her nose as she sobs loudly.

Shuffling forward a little I try to speak to her again.

"Sally.. I'm sure Jeff didn't mean -"

"This is your fault.."

she mumbles quietly. I think I might have heard what she said but I wasn't entirely sure.

"Sorry? What did you-"

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!"

She screams, jumping up suddenly on her bed to tower over me. Causing me to quickly stand to my feet and back away. I watch as she stands there, her breathing becoming very angry and seeming full of rage. Her tears begin to turn a blood red as it streams down her eyes. All around her seems to go dark like shadows were surrounding her body.

Before I could react she suddenly chargers and pounces on me. Causing me to fall to the ground. She sat on my chest, violently thrashing and punching her fists against my chest until she suddenly grabs my mask, throwing it at the wall. Instantly pushing her off before she can see my face, I run to my mask, only to see it's broken.

"ITS ALL YOUR FAULT JEFF IS LIKE THIS! I HATE YOU! YOU RUINED EVERY-"

"Sally. That's enough."

A voice calls. I don't turn around, I couldn't let whoever it was and Sally see my face. So I just stand facing the wall.

"Sally.. go see BEN in the tv room."

I listen as Sally storms out of the room. Sighing deeply, I crouch down and pick up my broken mask.

"Is it still useable?"

I knew who that voice was now. It was Jeff.

Taking a deep breath, I turn around, watching as he walks over to me. The mask had snapped into three pieces. Perfectly in half, but one of the half's split into two. But luckily, it was the right side that split into two. The left was all intact.

"'Maybe I could just wear the left side of it..Although I may need to make a new strap.."

Jeff sighs, shaking his head as he takes the two small pieces from the right side of the mask.

"Or you could just not wear it at all."

"You know I can't do that. Besides you don't get an opinion after ignoring me for days."

I snap angrily. Holding the half mask to my face as I leave Jeff alone and head to my room to fix what's left of my mask.

~**~

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