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Rubiane Maia Where everyone sees (2016)

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Yeah, at 10 yo i was experiencing one of my thougest ages and then of-fucking-course it got worse in my teens. Now at adulthood things got better but i'm a-fucking-again at the edge of homelessness

people trip me out when they say shit like “oh i miss being 10 years old and not having problems” like the fuck you mean you didn’t have problems

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#when you’re the only gay at work, 2024

pictured: @yaadizzle

photography by lightpainterr

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Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

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happy pride :) ‼️

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when i was in school i would develop crushes on the girls that picked on me and that should've been my 1st clue something was wrong with my psyche and also at least my 3rd clue i was a lesbian

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male entitlement in academic spaces is so boring. can’t tell you how many times i’ve been in a class and a girl gives a short, insightful analysis, and then a dude raises his hand and says “jumping off of that…” then says literally the same thing she said but longer and worse.

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can´t fucking scape from here

another day at the time passing factory

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I'm normal in a lot of ways (enjoy bread, etc)

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Only Lovers Left Alive (2013)

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NEED NEED NEED this kind of second puberty to happen to me

will you guys still love me even if i am a taller keith enjoyer

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How i carry around my heavy lore wherever i go

espirit escalier