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what do you mean my lemon ruins the aesthetic :c - Submitted by alliveirrr

#F0DA13 #F60F83 #373CB0 #6844B1

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koi wa a la mode ♡

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How come on the 10 Minute Power Hour every time Arin eats something it looks like the first time he's ever tried to consume solid food.

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What is bro cooking

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Vale of Tears Alice: Madness Returns (2011) dev. Spicy Horse

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Tbh you could never make me shut up about the alice madness returns menu

This is everything to me you wouldnt understand!!!!

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backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

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...I found the “girl falls into middle earth” fic I wrote when I was 11

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One of the things I want to be explored more is Max's general inability to connect with people outside of her immediate circle. Not in the "I'm so socially awkward" way or even "I grew up feral" way, but in the way of Max having spent the first 14 years of her life having everyone she interacted with divided into family or enemies.

Like, this isn't even fully psychology at this point, it's neurology. When her neural pathways were at their infancy all the way up to when her prefrontal cortex was mostly developed, she had the flock that she would die for, and everyone else who wanted to hurt her. That's it. It's no fucking wonder that she felt like Dr. Martinez and Ella were practically family after three days, and that's because her brain has no reference for making friends or casual acquaintances. They were nice to her, and that means they're not enemies, and there's only one other slot in her brain for them to into. It's no wonder that she felt disjointed in Virginia's private school, even when she was trying to make friends, because she's attempting to do something that she has no frame of reference for. Of course Jeb kept wildly oscillating between "my dad who was misguided but tried his best" and "the worst person alive", because he was one of her enemies until age 10 and then immediately made a switch to her caretaker, and that only enforced the dichotomy in her head.

She cannot relate to other people outside of these two scopes. The closest she gets is the romance, and even that has the undercurrent of family because even with all her options (and she had several), she always circled back to Fang. The romance is just an extension of a dynamic that's written into her brain.

And I think there's something genuinely sad about that. How it stunts her ability to interact with other people, how it creates an inability for nuance in her mind. And, ultimately, how it's something she never learns to outgrow.

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What do you mean that's not how Ruthlessness went??

I have some delusional "what if"s about these guys. Sorry Poseidon you're not getting an apology for your son's suffering

On a serious note I live for y'all AUs where Polites survives 🫶

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contrary to popular belief not everyone has an innate sense of internal gender or care to have one or seek a name for it, some people go their whole lives without questioning their occupation in one of two gender roles, but for some people, if pressed, they don’t feel that internal sense of ‘i am a woman’ or ‘i am a man’, and in that case i feel the switch over to transgender vs cisgender relies on active identification of a gender other than the one they were assigned. if someone’s like ‘idk dude I just work here’ then that’s valid

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leave the man alone