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Happy wife.

I have to let go of the things that make me happy. The things that make me happy don’t make her happy. She is not happy because of me. I want her to be happy. If giving up the things that I like to do is what it takes to make her happy I guess I just have to let the stuff that I like go. Work, sleep, make sure she’s happy. Happy life.

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I just need to take a few steps back and stop thinking about my future and what I need to do next. I need to turn around and walk back to pick up a few things.

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Being positive.

Being positive my whole life and gotten me through a lot. It's the way I am and it's the way my life's is. Even though bass things happen in my life I don't really remember most of the details cause I don't see a point. I guess being positive for too long is a bad thing? People who thing like this won't see the little problems other people are having cause we don't see them as real problems to us. Little problems are easy to fix but if you don't see them popping up I guess you're just fucked. That's a big issue with me cause not many people think the same way I do. I guess that makes me selfish in a well. I need to learn not everything will be good. Bad days happen. Don't think you're life is perfect cause it's not. Don't think you're doing good cause anything can happen. Don't think e everyone is happy all the time cause no one is. Don't be care free and positive cause it's not healthy and productive. Happiness isn't always the best way to choose. Fuck it.

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Can't have both.

Live my dream or live with the girl of my dreams?

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I'm where I want to be in life. I have the career I've worked for and I live in the city I've dreamed I would be in. I have my own place and my own car. I told myself the beginning would be hard but I have no idea it would be like this. It's sad I rather be at work then being at home. When I'm at work there are no outside problems. Everyone helps and protects everyone else. We are partners brothers even. When I'm home I'm alone I have so much weight on me and no one can help. I love being here but it's killing me at the same time.

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This headache won't go away. So many problems to deal with and half of them aren't even mine. I just want to leave and hide in a room watching Netflix

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It’s really doesn’t feel like Christmas. It’s just trying to please everyone and try not to get yelled at. I just want to stay home and sleep just so it’ll be over. I used to love Christmas season. Idk. Hopefully if I get another Christmas it’ll be different. Everyone has been giving me a hard time. My parents won't even talk to me. They're just disappointed cause they know this is the last time I'm going to have holidays with them and I yet blowing them off. So far this Christmas I been yelled at, stressed, and disappointing everyone I care about. The more I talk and think about it I want to yell back but I just pull back and cry. Merry Christmas 2015.

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No lie. I'm pretty scared right now

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shit posting at a thousand miles a second

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Lets say my first trip to vegas was a success.

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the signs, yo

Aries: Funniest rants, trust me; Seems like a badass, but they’re harmless until you seriously piss them off; Do not piss them off, their limits are usually reasonable and they will fight you; Unafraid to act, especially to defend you; Always thinking about what’s coming up next; Great at starting projects they never completely finish; Sincere friends.

Taurus: Big, sweet cow eyes; Honestly just hug them and never let go, it’ll be the best decision you ever make; Warm aura; They’ll embarrass themselves, but it’s endearing instead of cringe-worthy; Calm presence; Naturally reserved, but they will let you in if you genuinely care; Unintentionally funny; Some quality of theirs makes people look up to them.

Gemini: They try so hard, bless their hearts; Cutest clothes; One of you is going to have a crush on the other; Awkward in a way that makes tension disappear; Unintentionally attracts trouble; It doesn’t occur to them to not put up with your shit; Not very considerate to your emotions unless they’re helping you with a specific issue; Super passionate about their fandoms and interests; Someone you can always talk to.

Cancer: Fucking dweebs that will laugh over the most bizarre things; Will always love you; Messy; They genuinely want you to do your best; They deeply care about all of their friends, too; Give great hugs; Take everything personally and fully invest themselves; They might get too wrapped up in something that doesn’t seem important to you, but just be patient with them, they’re worth it.

Leo: Simultaneously the most self-absorbed and caring people; Lucious locks; So intimidating, but it’s all a big, fat lie if you’re friends; Would kill for you; Childish and immature; Can actually be very practical minded; Really wants you to like them, but they’re not going to try hard for your approval; Let them have the last word because they’re going to have it eventually.

Virgo: Sad eyes that know the dark secrets of the world; They don’t feel in control, yet they try to be; Organized and methodical; Outwardly cynical (but they secretly hope for the best); If you meet their standards, consider yourself lucky; Big sister who will always help you with your problems; Feels most comfortable in a dark movie theater; Listen to them because they know what they’re talking about; Surprisingly patient.

Libra: They have a story for everything; Loves to go out with their loved ones; They spend a lot of time thinking over ideas and concepts; DILF; Lifelong friend that you can always turn to; Confidence booster; Can be surprisingly selfish sometimes; Indecisive as fuck; They’re going to win you over before you even realise it; Silently judgemental, but this doesn’t mean they take sides.

Scorpio: 10/10 would bang; Could destroy you effortlessly; Lifelong struggle bus ticket holder; Romantic love is not their strong suit; Darkly magnetic; Shared looks and inside jokes will be abundant when you hang out; Do not fuck with their friends; I repeat: do not fuck with their friends; seriously; avoid this at all costs; These are the type of people who will burn your house down and steal your boyfriend; If you fuck them over, they will cut ties forever, even if they still love you.

Sagittarius: They’re best friend material; Lots and lots of friends but few close friends; Attractive/ Magnetic; You’re going to find yourself thinking about them later; Can go literally anywhere and fit in; Histrionic; Will not put up with your bullshit at all; They seem like an open book, but this is not the case at all; Take themselves a little too seriously; More loyal than you could ask for.

Capricorn: Sassy as hell; Sarcasm actually flows through their veins; You will admire them; Always seemingly stable; They have the soundest advice; Tend to think they’re always right, and they aren’t exactly wrong about that; If they love you, it’s true; Good listeners and friends; Grouchy is their default emotion; Lowkey SUPER competitive, just let them win because they will literally never let it go ever.

Aquarius: You will fall in love with them, even if it doesn’t last; They’re going to make you laugh; They try to be forgiving creatures; Lowkey super stubborn about things they believe to be right; Really, really good at one area of expertise; Detail oriented; Highly sexual beings; They downplay their emotions; It’s hard to completely understand what they’re thinking about unless they explicitly tell you; Trust their gut because they’re going to be right.

Pisces: Hug them, please, they’ll really appreciate it; They’re probably going to fall in love with you, too; Trusting and trustworthy; Watch what you say around them because they’re very sensitive; Encourage them to trust their intuition more; They’ll be able to understand your feelings more deeply than any of the other signs; Insecure but so, so, so worthy; Would die for you; Sneaky; Need a favor? Call this babe.

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I really miss my grandpa. There is so much I want to tell you and so just I want you to see. I wish you can see your new grandchildren, I wish you can see me drive. I really wish you can meet my beautiful girlfriend and best friend Alexx. You'd would have loved her.She's perfect in everyway. I wish can see what Christal, Christina, and I have done so far. We are doing ok. I just want to thank you for everything you've taught me. I try to be good example to them and even though it may not see it that way. I just want to make my parents proud and protect the ones I love.I hope to be just as caring as my Dad and you one day. I don't think I've cried this hard since Anthony passed away. I watched a video and it was this guy playing an Eliis Presley song on ukulele and I just lost it. I just really miss you and I wish you could be here. I know you been watching over me and I thank you for that and ask please countinue to watch over me.

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I'm still afaid of the ocean. All these years and it's still hard for me.

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