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[bai-not-bae]

01. At what age did you have your first kiss? A willing one? I was 25.

02. Have you ever tried fruitcake? No, it doesn’t really appeal to me.

03. What color are your undies ;) Today, they are pink.

04. How is your mental health going currently? It’s not. It hasn’t been for a long time.

05. Have you ever been in a cart accident? I have not.

06. Do you believe in true love? I thought so.

07. What is the weirdest food combo you enjoy? I don’t enjoy any food combinations that I think others would find weird.

08. In 3 words describe your last relationship. It’s over now.

09. Favorite movie; as a kid, as a teen, as adult: There were a ton over the years - you can’t expect me to just choose 3. That’s insane.

10. What body part do you wash first? I just stand there at first and let the water coat my whole entire body.

11. When was the last time you took a vacation? I used to go on family vacations when I was younger.

12. If  you could move anywhere, & why? I’m moving back home tonight.

13. Describe your best friend. She’s not my best friend anymore.

14. Are you close to your mother? I am not as close as some others are to theirs.

15. What happens when you get sad, how do you cope? I drink, I smoke, I do other drugs. I sleep.

16. Describe yourself at the age of 16, or how you imagine you will be. I haven’t been 16 in like...9 years.

17. What is the meaning of life? I don’t think anyone truly knows the answer to that.

18. Favorite Disney movie. There are plenty of them that I enjoy.

19. Greatest fear..? It’s already happened.

20. The oldest item you own? Probably something from my childhood/infant years - but my parents own it, I don’t.

21. Favorite alcoholic beverage. Hard liquors.

22. Taylor Swift… thoughts. I like most of her music.

23. Do you think COVID19 will ever end? Eventually. You just have to be patient. The Spanish Flu took like 4 years to get under control.

24. Favorite holiday & why. Christmas, because cookies.

25. How many color have you dyed your hair? I haven’t.

26. Your town/city has how many people in it? Many, many.

27. Are you a grammar freak? Not extremely.

28. Fondest childhood memory: There are plenty of them to choose from.

29. How much money did the tooth fairy leave you as a child? Like a dollar or two in quarters.

30. Age you lost or expect to lose virginity? I forcefully lost it at 14, if you want to count that.

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survey by lets-make-surveys

1 - Who was the last person to knock on your door? Were they there to see you? Amazon dropped off a package on the doorstep. They didn’t knock, but I did hear the little beep go off that verifies that they’ve delivered the package.

2 - Have you left the house yet today? If not, do you have plans to leave the house later on? No, and I don’t have any plans to do so. Just still busy packing up to head out.

3 - What’s your favorite brand of chocolate? What type of chocolate bar from that brand is your favorite? I like those Ghirardelli squares, especially the autumn-themed ones.

4 - Have you ever met someone in person who you first met on the internet? Do you have plans to do that anytime soon? No, I don’t meet people in real life from online. I feel like that has the potential to be dangerous.

5 - What was the last thing you used a blender for? The only thing I ever use it for is to make smoothies sometimes.

6 - Have you ever got into an argument with a stranger on social media? Do you remember what it was about? I don’t argue with people online. What a waste of time and energy. I don’t argue with them in person, either.

7 - When was the last time you cracked your joints? Is that something you do often? I feel like I crack my knuckles way more often than I should.

8 - What time is it right now? If you weren’t doing a survey, what else would you be doing right now? It’s 11:15 AM and I’ll probably be making lunch soon. My goal is to be out of here by tonight. Elisabeth will have to start making her own meals.

9 - If you had ten minutes to run around an empty supermarket and fill your trolley for free, what’s the first aisle you’d go for? I would probably be searching for items that are the most expensive to buy, so I could get them for free. Seafood, cleaning products, self-care products?

10 - Aside from Tumblr, what websites do you visit the most and why? YouTube is really about it - because, music.

11 - Has COVID had any impact on your Christmas plans this year? What’s going to change or be different to normal? No, I’ll still be having Christmas with my family. I just didn’t think I’d be spending it without Elisabeth. But apparently it’s 2020, so anything can happen.

12 - What’s your favorite flavor of cake? Are you any good at making that kind of cake? I like vanilla cake with the jam filling in the middle. I’m good at making regular plain cakes and frosting them, nothing fancy.

13 - Do you prefer sweet or sour candy? It depends on what I’m in the mood for. I can gravitate towards either.

14 - What color is your favorite fruit? Is this a fruit you eat often? My favorite fruit is probably peaches, and I don’t eat them nearly as often as I’d like to.

15 - Is your favorite restaurant an independent place or a chain? What is it that you love about it so much? There’s more than one location, but I’m not sure if you can find it outside of New York State. It specializes in Italian food.

16 - Are you genuinely a fan of Starbucks or do you think it’s all hype? I like Starbucks just fine, it’s just so expensive that it doesn’t make it worth it.

17 - Do you own a Christmas jumper? What design/pattern does it have on it? I haven’t worn a jumper since I was like, 6 years old.

18 - What’s your favorite fit/style of jeans? I wear mostly skinny jeans or flare jeans. Bootcut and straight are not for me.

19 - What was the last non-essential item you spent money on? I suppose a Christmas present for someone in my family.

20 - Are you currently under any COVID-related restrictions where you live? Are people generally following the rules? The rules change on a daily basis because our governor doesn’t know what the hell he’s doing. Most people try their best to follow the rules though, from what I’ve seen.

21 - What did you last leave the room you’re in to do? I am running around and putting things in boxes. I have been for days now.

22 - Have you ever read any self-help books? Did you find them useful? I don’t think I’ve ever read a self-help book before.

23 - What’s your favorite program on the Food Network (if you watch it)? If you don’t get that channel, what’s your favorite food/cookery show in general? I don’t watch any kitchen or cooking-related shows.

24 - Do you still watch cartoons? Oh sure, some of them.

25 - Who do you know with the most number of siblings? Would you ever want to live in a huge family? I have a bunch of brothers and sisters. And I don’t know them personally, but I do read a lot about the Duggar family and the Radford family online.

26 - Are you a fan of garlic bread? It’s delicious, especially with pasta.

27 - Do you own any personalized clothing? What’s the reason for getting it? No, I don’t have any clothing that’s been personalized. Not even keychains. My name is “spelled wrong”.

28 - Is anyone else in the same room as you right now? What is that person up to? No, I’m the only one in here at the moment.

29 - What colors are you wearing right now? Does your wardrobe contain a lot of those colors? I’m wearing a purple hoodie, white shirt, and blue jeans. Sure, it does.

30 - Do you like adding condiments to your food? If so, what are some of your favorites? I do - mayo, ketchup, or barbecue sauce, most of the time - salad dressings for salad...mild sauce on tacos/mexican foods...

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Do you think love is worth fighting for? Depends on the situation, I guess. What's your full name? Bailee Maddison G_____ Has someone ever broken up with you with the line "it's not you, it's me?" No, they have not. Do you think you have to put yourself before others? I feel like you should put others before yourself. Do you flirt a lot? I don’t know how to flirt. Would it be accurate if I said that you are a smoker? I smoke, but not cigarettes. Are you lost, emotionally? I would say so. How loud are your speakers? I keep them at a reasonable level. Do you like Mexican food? The majority of it, yes. Do you wish you could fly? When you’re high, sometimes you feel like you’re flying. Ever let someone down? Definitely - story of my life. Ever been let down? If so...it sucks, doesn’t it? Once in awhile - and sure, it blows. How come we are bombing for peace? Because people don’t know how to achieve world peace...peacefully. Do you believe the myth that the world will end in 2012? It did not. It’s 2020 now. Do you party hard? All on my own. Do you party at all? Not very much with others. Have you ever had chocolate muffins? I have - they’re delicious. Do you have a MySpace? No, I do not. Do you know anyone with the name Bob? How about Joe? Fred? Bill? Ryan? No... Are you currently in love? I am. Do you have your own banking account? Yes, I do. How many fingers am I holding up? How am I supposed to answer this one?

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How's life? It’s gone better before. Do you like bananas? They’re not my favorite, but they’re also not the worst fruit option, in my opinion. Do you like country music? Some of it, but not all. What's the last thing you had to drink? Lemon-lime flavored water. What is the last four digits of your phone number? I’m not stupid enough to put that on the internet. Has anyone ever given you butterflies? If so, aren’t they amazing? In my belly - more like moths - and they’re not amazing at the moment. Are you a girl? I am a female, yes. How's your neck? It’s attached to the rest of me. Do you like your computer mouse? I’m using the laptop right now. How's your love life? Let’s not discuss that right now. Can you play "My Life Will Go On" by Celine Dion on the piano? No, nothing complex like that. How many times do you brush your teeth a day? Twice, usually. Do you like the movie Superbad? I’ve never seen it before, but I’ve heard of it. Do you like pancakes? They’re certainly delicious. What's your number's area code? Not gonna happen, man. Do you like Paramore? A few of their songs are good. Got a MySpace? Nope. Do you judge people? Not intentionally. Do you plan on getting married? I don’t think so. Ever been given a promise ring? No, never. Relationship status? On shaky ground, but it’s my own damn fault. Sexual orientation? I’m a lesbian. Would you rather be told the truth and have it hurt or be lied to? I’d rather be told the truth and have it hurt. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? No, but I wouldn’t want to be, either. I don’t like being the center of attention. Do you have any step-parents? I do not. Who do you text the most? Elisabeth & other family members. Is music a daily part of your life? I do listen to it on a daily basis. Would you change anything about your life? I would do less drugs. Describe the socks you're wearing. I’m not wearing socks right now. Do you still talk to the person who hurt you most in life? Why or why not? No, because I’d probably have a hyperventilating panic attack and pass out if I came within 1,000 feet of him. Have you ever wished you were dead? More than I care to let on. Have you ever wanted to kill yourself but didn't have the heart to? That’s basically how I feel on a daily basis. How far have you ever been away from home? Not very far at all. Have you ever given your number to a complete stranger? I mean, they weren’t a stranger by the time I gave it to them. We’d chatted it up first. What color is your keyboard? This one is black with white lettering. Your speakers? They’re built in. Your mouse? It’s a laptop scroll-y pad thing. Desktop or laptop? We have one of each in this house - but the laptop is technically mine. Do you like sweet tea? No, I like iced tea, though. How much sugar do you put in your tea? I don’t drink tea. Do you wear a lot of makeup? Not more than the average 25 year old. Have you ever called someone useless? No, I never would do something like that. Are you a virgin? That’s a gray area. Technically, no - but it wasn’t given willingly, so... Do you have a wood or glass dining room table? It’s a wooden table. Who can you always vent to? Depends on the situation, I suppose. Are you one to beg people to comment your pictures on MySpace? No, I don’t beg for anything. Do you like music? Who DOESN’T like music? Have you ever used someone? Not intentionally. Has someone ever used you? That’s putting it lightly. Do you hate it when people don't type correctly? I survive. Do you hate anyone at all? Just one person. Do you love anyone? My family and Elisabeth. And your best friend's name is..? Elisabeth. Do you know how to play beer pong? Yes, but I don’t play it. Have you ever been in love? Or did you just think you were at the time? Just once. What's your name, anyways? Bailee. Are you doing anything besides this? Maybe,,, Do you get annoyed how many surveys ask your favorite color? I try not to take surveys that ask the same questions over and over again. So.. what's your favorite color? Rainbows. :) Do you like Mozart? Not so much. Do you live by quotes that are an explanation of what you're going through? I am capable of finding a lot of quotes that relate to my life. Do you hate when you're wrong? Only if I was pretty sure that I was right. Do you live in the country? No, we live in the suburbs/close to the city. Do you tend to get attached easily? Depends on the person or object, I guess. Do you still watch American Idol? Just the auditions, nothing else. Do you have a cell phone? Ues, I do. Ever been broken? Physically, emotionally, or mentally? Yes to all. Are you still trying to figure out who you are? I suppose, in some ways. Don't you hate posers? Is Joe Jonas really hotter than Nick? I don’t rate the Jonas brothers based on their hotness. How's your back? It needs to crack. Do you get drunk? If so, are you an alcoholic, or just do it for the rush? Yes. It makes me a more social and laid-back human being.  What's so good about living? You tell me. Do you make a lot of mistakes? More than I should. Also, they’re probably not mistakes if they’re intentional. Do you regret any of them mistakes? Oh sure. Tell me about the person you're crazy about? She’s going to break up with me soon, I can feel it coming. What is YOUR favorite smiley? Favorite flavor pudding? Banana. Don't you hate mosquitos? I don’t like getting bit by them.

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Name three feelings you’re feeling right now: High, nervous, and scared.   And the reasons for these feelings? I needed an escape from my feelings, Elisabeth would kill me if she knew I was using.  Have you heard of the band The Maine? Yeah. Couldn’t tell you any of their songs, though. <-- Me either.  Have you ever been a featured member on any website? No. How’s your hair styled right now? It’s just down.

Have you ever had any weird pets? Our pets are definitely weird, but having cats and dogs as pets isn’t unusual.  Are you currently talking to/texting/instant messaging anyone? No, just chilling on my own. Have you ever experienced insomnia? I definitely have, because it terrifies me to go to sleep at night - that’s when my demons usually emerge.  What’s your favorite song to listen to on repeat? I don’t listen to songs on repeat. What’s your favorite song to listen to when you’re just angry at the world? Probably a lot of Three Days Grace or Linkin’ Park. Do you like eggnog? No, I don’t like it.  Are there any words that you just absolutely hate? "Fluids”.  Do you feel that your previous relationships were a waste of time? No, not necessarily.  Is there a movie you’re waiting for to come out on DVD? None that I can think of right now.  What’s one thing you’ll never be seen without? My body?  Do you drop your cell phone a lot? Once in awhile, a cat will knock it over. I’m not a huge butterfingers.  Do you have an accent? Everyone has an accent of some sort.  Do you say “soda” or “pop”, or something else?  I say “soda.”  Would you ever wear Converse with a prom/formal dress? No, I definitely would not.  Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing? I haven’t. I’ve worn something gender-neutral before, though. Name something you think is overrated:  Ariana Grande.  Your best friend tells you they’re gay; how do you react? I hope she’s queer at least, because she’s dating me.  Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand? I’ve done that with my phone many times before.  Are you a simple or complicated person? I definitely come with multiple different layers. Is there anything about you that not many people know? I don’t go into details about the rape, pregnancy and abortion that happened to me when I was 14. And I don’t go into details about the nightmares. Not a lot of people know how much of my time I spend under the influence of something or other in order to function in day-to-day life.  Does it bother you when people spell/type incorrectly on purpose? Only if they keep alternating between lowercase and uppercase letters. I don’t think they actually misspell on purpose, they just don’t bother to check spell check and are lazy.  Do you believe global warming is actually happening? It’s definitely actually happening. It’s a real thing. Do you listen to techno? It wouldn’t be my first choice of a music genre to listen to. What’s one thing you’d like to accomplish in your lifetime? I've pretty much achieved all of my hopes and dreams thus far that are able to feasibly be accomplished.  What was the last thing you printed out on your computer? I don’t usually use the printer, that’s always Elisabeth printing everything out for work. Do you believe in reincarnation? It’s a nice idea, but I’m not sure if I actually believe in it, exactly.  Do you prefer hot chocolate with or without marshmallows? I like either marshmallows or whipped cream in my hot cocoa. Do you like screamo music? I don’t listen to screamo music. How did you meet the last person who commented you on MySpace? I don’t even have a MySpace.  Last awkward moment? I mean, those usually happen to me on a daily basis, because that’s how I roll.  Were you mad about the way you woke up this morning? No, more like anxious and terrified instead.  What was the last thing you laughed at? Probably something that I watched on the television.  When was the last time you had a REAL smile on your face? Usually when I’m around my girlfriend.  Do you like getting big hugs? Only from certain individuals. I’m very choosy about who touches me in any way, for obvious reasons.  Did anything upset you today? That’s probably an understatement, but yes.  What’s your biggest concern right now? That I’ll never be able to get over my PTSD. How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over? Definitely one pops into my mind instantly.  Do you like silver or gold jewelry better? Sterling silver or white gold are the best. Regular cakes or cookie cakes? Both, and also...ice cream cake. As well as pie and cheesecake. What do you hate? Self-medicating and failing at therapy. Ever been to a friends house and starved the whole time? No, usually I always got fed at my friends’ houses when I was little and on play days.  Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Elisabeth. Have you ever been around someone who was high? No, actually - I prefer to get high alone and just try to chill the fuck out.  Do you prefer to call or text? Usually a phone call is just so much quicker/  Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex? That’s a loosely used term, but “yes” is the answer.  Do you use band-aids with cartoon characters on them? No, because the “regular ones” stick better.  Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them? No, but sometimes it’s awkward to run into people that you don’t want to see outside of a particular environment.  Who’s the last person you had a sleepover with? Elisabeth and I have a sleepover every night.  Do you prefer Linkin Park’s newer music, or their older music? I’m more familiar with their older music. If your significant other cheated on you, would you take them back? I don’t think so. That’d probably be a dealbreaker for me.  Right now, do you prefer just dating around, or long-term relationships? Hopefully this relationship is long-lasting.  How many different websites are you a member on? Just this one.  What was the last song you listened to? It was “Intentions” by Justin Biebers.  What are your plans for the holidays? We’ll be at my parents’ house. Is there someone that you can’t get out of your head right now? No one other than the usual. He’s permanently engraved in there, no matter how hard I try.

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survey by a7xbabii

Do you use e-mail often?   I check it once a week, maybe a few times.

Do you hear any animals right now? Yes, they roam around the house everywhere.

Are you in a well-lit room? The light from the computer screen is my only means of light right now in here.

Is your trash can full? No, all of the trash goes outside at the end of each night.

What was the last crunchy thing you consumed? Probably something snack-y, like a potato chip.

Did you view anything disturbing today? Not that I can think of.

Are there any holiday decorations in your house? Yes, we’ve been decorating for awhile now. We’re still decorating. Christmas is everywhere.

When was the last time you had a terrible headache? I haven’t had an exceptionally terrible one in awhile now.

Have you recently put lotion on your hands? I’ve been doing it multiple times a day recently, due to the colder temperatures and my skin starting to get rough and crack.

Are you hungry? I wouldn’t mind eating some breakfast right about now.

Is it rainy where you're at right now? No, the cement is dry. I just double-checked by looking out the window, because it did rain last night for a bit.

Do you carry a purse? If so, describe what it looks like. I have more than just one purse. I switch them up to kind of try and match my outfits, in a way.

Is your cell phone on vibrate? Yes, unless I’m expecting an important call, my phone is usually on “vibrate” mode.

Is your dishwasher full?   Yes, but it’s clean and needs to be put away.

When is the last time you saw someone you like/love. I see her on a daily basis, seeing as how we live together.

Do you like to wear gloves? I like wearing gloves better than I like wearing mittens.

Is there a body of water near where you live? I would say so.

What are your thoughts on Avenged Sevenfold? I’ve definitely heard of the name of this band before, but I was never a big listener of this particular music genre.

Are you wearing anything pink right now? My underwear is various shades of pink. Or, at least this pair is.

Do you like to swim in the ocean? I like going to the beach, which I suppose is essentially the ocean.

What is the creepiest bug you've ever saw? Centipedes are not my friends.

Do you currently have split ends? I’m sure that I probably do, considering the fact that salons were shut down for a second time, and are now being allowed to reopen again with some restrictions.

When is the last time you used the bathroom? When I first woke up this morning.

Do you chew on your lip? Maybe when I’m nervous or trying not to cry.

Are you afraid of needles? They’re not my most favorite thing in the world, but I am able to tolerate them if need be.

What is the last thing you lost? My mind?

When is the last time you saw a bald person? There are plenty of bald people or mostly-bald people that come into my workplace on a daily basis.

What car were you last in? My own vehicle.

Do you like Batman? Not as much as I like some of the other superhero options that are out there.

Have you ever played tennis? Yes, but never competitively or anything like that. In gym class, mostly.

Can you see a star shape in the room you are in? I do not.

What are you sitting on? A chair.

What is the last warm thing you touched? Probably a mug of hot chocolate.

Do you use hand sanitizer?   I use it even more frequently than I did before.

Where do you want to go in life? That’s too deep of a question for me to answer at this point in time.

Are you sweating? No, it’s not warm enough for that.

When is the last time you had to scratch an itch? As soon as I read the word “itch”, of course.

Are you in any kind of club or group that is trying to save animals? No, but that sounds like a noble thing that I should be trying.

Who is the last blonde you saw? I am a blonde-haired person, so...

Where were you two hours after you got up, and what were you doing there? I was sleeping in bed.

Do you wish for world peace? I don’t know anyone in their right mind who wouldn’t wish for something like that.

Have you ever played fetch with a dog? Yes, there are two right here that I can play fetch with on a daily basis.

What is the nearest object that is wood? The desk is made of wood.

Do you use Netflix? Yes, it’s pretty much a staple in this household.

Does your house have a fireplace?   No, it doesn’t.

Do you wake yourself up in the morning, or does someone else? It’s usually either the alarm or one of the pets that does it.

What kind of hoodie did you last wear? I’m wearing one right now. It’s from Cabela’s.

Do you play games on your computer? We play games on the desktop computer, because my laptop can’t handle that kind of stress.

What is the last video game that you played? Animal Crossing, obviously.

Have you ever pet a stingray? No, I’d definitely remember something like that.

If you were on vacation, would you ever go to Ireland? That does seem like a cool place to visit.

Are you logged into Myspace right now? I don’t have a MySpace account.

Did you have anything bad happen to you today? No.

Have you ever been to New York? I live there.

Do you use the term "lol" if you don't have anything to say? It’s a good placeholder word to use sometimes.

Should you be sleeping right now instead of taking this survey? No, I slept all night, I’m good.

Can you truly say you hate anyone? Just one person.

Have you ever dissected a baby pig in a class at school?   No, that wasn’t one of the choices.

What brand of dish liquid do you use? Dawn or Ajax, usually.

When is the last time you ate a Hershey Kiss? There are some peppermint ones in this house right now.

Do you ever feel unappreciated? Sometimes it happens.

Do you currently have any blemishes on your face? Yes, I definitely have plenty of imperfections.

Who is the last baby you held? Probably one of my cousins, or nieces/nephews.

Are you a lover? You’d have to ask Elisabeth.

Do you use smileys often in text convos? Yes, I use an abundance of them.

Do you have the Google toolbar on your computer? No, I don’t.

Do you like Sunkist? There isn’t anything wrong with it, but it wouldn’t be my first choice of soda, either.

Would you ever consider being a cannibal? No, I’m pretty sure I couldn’t ever do that.

Did you forget something important in the past week? Not to the best of my knowledge.

Do you like learning new things? I don’t dislike learning new things...

What color is your toothpaste? It’s white.

Are the floors in your house creaky?  No, not more than usual, I’d say.

Do you fear death? I’m more afraid of others I love passing away.

Is your mouth dry? Not right now.

Do you have any scars from an animal? No, just self-inflicted ones.

Did you have fun with this survey? I didn’t “not” have fun, so...

Was it random enough? It held my attention.