baiika

[baiika]

//Alright sluts, studs, & enby thugs, drama seems to have died down I'm ducking for the day

[baiika]

//I'm obsessively refreshing dash for new drama updates... & instead receive a delicious nougat from @beings-of-creation

[baiika]

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜ [for your Momo! :3]

Momo touches her head to her twin. "I won't ask that of anyone," she promises. "I am not worth that sacrifice."

[baiika]

//We still bullying ESL roleplayers for using translators? That's low shit.

[baiika]

Are you okay? Your ooc postings are concerning

//To make a long story short; lack of motivation, depressive episode, work business, hotel I work was acquired by incompetent franchisees so I quit, & now I'm looking for work. This too shall pass. But thank you for your concern means muchly.

[baiika]

//My life is a shitshow

[baiika]

&. 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜

❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ❜

❛ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜

❛ how is it you always know what i need, huh? ❜

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ so, what do i owe this pleasure? ❜

❛ ah, so you aren’t heartless after all. ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜ 

❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ we can't keep doing this. ❜ 

❛ you look like you've got something to say. ❜

❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜

❛ well? how do i look? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ do you mind if i smoke? ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ how long has it been since you've slept? ❜

❛ you are losing my interest, and that’s very dangerous. ❜

❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ i’ve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ i want you to forget this ever happened. ❜

❛ i'm here for business — not pleasure. ❜

❛ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ❜

❛ you'd look better down on your knees. ❜

❛ fine, keep acting like you hate me. ❜

❛ kiss me again. ❜

❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜

❛ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜

❛ i'm not drunk enough for this. ❜ 

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ i was wrong about you. ❜ 

❛ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ❜

❛ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ books mean more to me than people anyway. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ how about a kiss goodnight? ❜

❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

[baiika]

After-Action Patch-Up starters

"Hold still, [name], this might sting a bit." "You're lucky it's just a few scratches. You need to be more careful!" "Don't be such a baby. It's just a flesh wound." "I can't believe you jumped into that fray without thinking! What were you trying to prove?" "Here, let me help. I've had my fair share of battle wounds." "Ouch! Warn me before you start cleaning those cuts." "You're a mess. How did you even get into this situation?" "I never thought I'd see you so vulnerable. It's strange." "Let's patch you up before anyone else sees you like this." "You really need to work on your combat skills. I can't keep playing nursemaid." "I've got the first aid kit. Sit down, and let me take care of those injuries." "You did well out there, but you're not invincible. Let me help." "I told you not to charge in without a plan. Now look at you." "It's nothing serious, just a few cuts and bruises. You'll be fine." "I can't believe you're complaining about a little pain. You should see what I've been through." "Hold on, I'll get the antiseptic. This might sting a bit." "You're surprisingly fragile for someone who fights so fiercely." "You really know how to ruin a perfectly good day, don't you?" "I never expected to see you in need of my care. Life is full of surprises." "I suppose I should thank you for saving me, even if it means playing nurse now."

[CLEANS] The sender takes a cotton swab and gently cleans the dirt and blood from the receiver's wounds. [BANDAGES] The sender carefully wraps a bandage around the receiver's forearm, securing it to protect the cuts. [SCOLDS] The sender scolds the receiver, shaking their head as they tend to the injuries. [REACTS] The receiver winces as the sender applies antiseptic to a particularly nasty cut on their cheek. [COMFORTS] The sender reassures the receiver, offering comfort while tending to the injuries. [DISINFECTS] The sender pours antiseptic on a wound, causing the receiver to inhale sharply at the stinging sensation. [INSPECTS] The sender inspects the wounds, noting any deeper cuts that might need more attention. [LECTURES] The sender lectures the receiver, advising them to think before acting to avoid future injuries. [SMILES] Despite scolding, the sender smiles reassuringly, trying to ease the tension in the room. [COMPLAINS] The receiver complains about the pain, prompting the sender to roll their eyes and continue their work. [WORRIES] The sender expresses worry, sharing their concern for the receiver's well-being. [TREATS] The sender skillfully treats each injury, showcasing their competence in basic first aid. [ADMONISHES] The sender admonishes the receiver, emphasizing the potential severity of the situation. [ASSESSES] The sender assesses the overall damage, silently noting the toll the fight took on the receiver. [DISAPPROVES] The sender expresses disapproval, stating that putting oneself in danger is not acceptable. [ASSURES] The sender assures the receiver, claiming that despite appearances, the injuries will heal quickly. [HESITATES] The receiver hesitates as the sender reaches for a needle and thread to stitch up a deeper cut. [SYMPATHIZES] The sender sympathizes with the receiver, acknowledging the pain while praising their efforts. [SCANS] The sender scans the receiver's body for any hidden injuries, ensuring nothing was overlooked. [GRATEFUL] The receiver expresses gratitude to the sender for taking care of them amid the discomfort.

[baiika]

Monstrous

"Run."

"Get away from me."

"Get away from here."

"I'm a monster."

"A monster is all I'll ever be."

"You should be afraid of me."

"I wish you weren't afraid of me."

"Isn't it so good to be bad?"

"I want to taste your blood on my tongue."

"I want to feel my claws in your flesh."

"I want to rip you apart."

"I want to devour you."

"I want to hear you scream."

"I want you to be afraid of me."

"Can't you feel my fangs in your throat?"

"You'll look beautiful, choking on blood."

"When you scream, it's like music."

"I can feel your pulse under my hand."

"It was always going to end like this, my love."

"You can beg and plead if you want. It won't save you."

"Did you really expect me to change?"

"Did you really believe I could be kind?"

"Did you not realise what I am?"

"Only the deluded would not see what I am."

"Won't it be sweet, when it's all over?"

"I will devour you, and we will be together... we will be one..."

"You could be part of me, you know."

"Every part of me aches for destruction."

"Crushing bones just feels good."

"I will take you apart, piece by piece, and it will be bliss."

[baiika]

o u c h

anyway tag you're it!

starting a new chain because i can <3

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[baiika]

//2025 hits in abt an hour from now. It's good knowing everyone & I hope I can be more active this year

[baiika]

@historias-multorum from here

Momo idly spins a pestle in its bowl. She doesn't apply enough pressure to grind the cardamom. "I'm just getting some air," she responds. The Seireitei is suffocating. Gobantai is worse. Sousuke still lives but he haunts the place and forever will. What an asshole.

Still, she smiles. "It's good seeing you, Kira-kun. You look..." she pauses. She doesn't want to say that he looks well. They all look like shit. "You're looking better than you have been." Better than when they were all cut down by Sousuke, at least. Though she imagines roadkill looked better than they did while they oozed gore and fought to breathe. She almost gave up.

There are times she wishes she went to yonbantai and sanbantai with Izuru, instead of staying in gobantai. She knows her ex husband's mechanizations are to blame, but it nags at her that none of this would've happened if she pulled her head out of her ass and saw Sousuke for what he really was. 

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"Crushing bones just feels good!"

She recently bought a couple dozen owl pellets for totally normal reasons, and decided to share with friends. "Yeah, it's pretty therapeutic, isn't it?" Originally, she was hoping to at least save the skulls as little decorations, but it's nice curling her fists and caving in the little domes. It's nice knowing she has power over, at least, one thing.

She'd feel sick if they weren't dead.

[baiika]

So you said Nemu does drugs... how many has she tried?

... just today orrr?

[baiika]

"I wish I can have you here alone in my clutches. To remove the excuses from your mind, to part that haze and slice your soul in pieces, to sing you a lullaby as I tie you to the slab. To shave your head with a dulling razor s you watch the splattered mirror above you, to break your ribs individually with a rock hammer, to shatter your shin bones with a shovel. To burn your fingers and toes to a necrotic black with liquid nitrogen. To crack your teeth with a splintered club, to pierce with your limbs with a nail gun. To silence your cry, to let them in your eyes. To sharpen my favorite slicing device and take your arms at the elbow. To keep you alive for a few moments longer. To smell your fear. To cover your body with kisses and kerosene, to watch you burn as my human sacrifice. To hear you scream in agony. The popping of your flesh cracking as it cooks. To feel your child smile, the one you betrayed, he one you took for nothing, for selfishness. In a perfect world I would get my wish."

[baiika]

Embracing the Monster

You can persuade them to break free...

"It's in your bones."

"You can't change what you are."

"I can see the monster in you."

"I can see your fangs."

"You want to rip them apart?"

"You should give into that anger."

"You should hurt them."

"You should make them suffer."

"Doesn't it feel better to give in?"

"There's nothing wrong with what you are."

"Teach them a lesson!"

"Let them feel your rage."

"Strike out, now! Strike them down!"

"Wouldn't you love to see them all bleed?"

"Give in."

"Tear them apart!"

"They've held you back for too long."

"You deserve to get revenge."

"You deserve to rip them apart."

"Don't you want to make them suffer?"

"You look so beautiful when you're angry."

"I want to see what you're capable of."

"You're meant to be soaked in blood."

"Bathe in their entrails! Show them they're nothing but meat!"

"Embrace what you are."

"You could be so powerful."

"You have to stop holding back."

"I want to see that viciousness."

"I want to see what you can do."

"All it takes is one moment, one breath, one relief. Let it loose; let it wild!"

[baiika]

//Is Discord down or some shit?