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reminder that charlie’s on @sunscared now!!

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anger (management) starters

“You can’t just lose your temper like this every time you get a bit upset!” “Stop shouting or I won’t listen to a word you’re saying anymore!” “Calm down, right now! You’rs scaring me!” “Wow, no need to get your knickers in a twist, I was just asking!” “Shut up! Shut up! SHUT UP, you fucking BITCH!” “Okay, I know you’re angry, but try to breathe, alright? Sit down, let me help you…” “Whenever you behave like this, all I see is your father.” “Wow, down boy/girl!” “Let go of me! What on earth do you think you’re doing?! LET GO!” “What happened in here? What is this mess? Did you do this?” “Now don’t get angry, but there are a few things we need to talk about.” “You’re making excuses for hitting me in the face? You’re making excuses?! Do you know what I need to hear right now? An APOLOGY.” “Get away from me!” “You’re going to wake the whole neighbourhood if you keep this up!” “I don’t know why I ever gave you a chance! The only thing you know how to do is fuck up!” “Keep your voice down! People are starting to stare.” “I’ll let go when you look me in the eyes and dare to say that again!” “You broke my [OBJECT]! You knew that was precious to me!” “Go to bed, sober up and we’ll talk tomorrow.” “You’re telling ME to calm down?! YOU started this!” “You say the nastiest things when you’re angry, so yes, I’m walking away from you now.” “I can’t reason with you when you shout like that.” “STOP. FUCKING. SHOUTING!” “Ow! Get your hands off me! You’re hurting me!” “If you open that mouth to say something I don’t want to hear ONE more time, you’re out, do you fucking understand?” “Just LET me get angry! I always need to keep everything inside, but I can’t do that anymore!” “I’m going to call the police. You’re scaring me.” “What the fuck do you think you’re doing? You’re NOT going to call the police on me!” “What are you going to do? Hit me again?” “You can’t demand everything from everyone around you. Everyone else has a life that doesn’t revolve around you. When will you get that into your skull?!” “You’re not a kid anymore, so stop acting like one.”

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CONTRADICTIVS.

Ryder had to be grateful that Charlie trusted him enough to admit to anything like that. Whether he knew how to deal with the situation was a whole other story, though. One hand slipped from Charlie’s jaw to the back of his head, fingers curling into blonde strands. The question made him practically deflate, expression softening. “Of course not.” The idea that he would ever leave his boyfriend seemed rather ridiculous.

There’s an obvious relief at that answer, though some part of Charlie thinks Ryder should leave. Maybe its because of how sure he is that he deserves punishment for this, doesn't think he deserves something as good as this. There's a moment of hesitation before he's moving forward to wrap his arms around him, burying his head in Ryder's shoulder. When he speaks his voice is quiet, shaky. “I love you.”

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STORIESWRITTCN.

“Yeah, really.” The surprise is clear to Justin and it makes him wonder - why is it so surprising to Charlie that he’d do something like that for him? They’re friends, very good friends, so why wouldn’t he? “Of course I would.”

Charlie agrees and that’s a relief because he NEEDS help. Justin’s glad that he’s made Charlie understand that and that Charlie is willing to get it - he wasn’t as willing the first time meetings were suggested to him so he’d been fully prepared to be patient and keep gently insisting,

“There’s a meeting after school, we can go then if you want.”

Justin makes it sound so obvious, that of course he'd help, of course he'd do something NICE for his friend. And maybe it is obvious. There's no doubt Charlie would do the same for Justin, would do almost anything for his friends. Why is he so surprised by the thought that they'd do the same? Did Monty mess him up that much?

Gentle nod is given. After school feels so soon, so confronting, makes it REAL. But its what he needs. And its not as if he'd be on his own. Justin would be there. It'd be okay. “Yeah. Yeah, okay. I-I can do after school.”

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I can't believe this is a real video

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i don’t remember what meme it was from but i’m always thinking about how “say what you will about america, but thirteen dollars can get you a lot of mice” is a big charlie vibe

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CONTRADICTIVS.

Ryder knew that they both had their fair share of anger issues. Something that surprised most people when they looked at how sweet they both seemed most of the time. Despite that, he was still shocked to find his boyfriend in anything close to an angry mood. Eyebrows drew together as he tilted his head to stare at Charlie. “What’s wrong?” Concern laced through his tone, more than genuine with his worry.

He’s not about to say it all now, not about to divulge secrets now. Head shakes, small scoff coming out. He knows he’s not being helpful, that the way he’s acting would only cause more problems, but he’s in that kind of mood. “Nothing. Everything’s great.” Words drip with thinly veiled sarcasm, really trying to play his mood down but just moody enough that it comes through in his tone anyway.

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Herman doesn’t ever really talk about it. It’s…complicated.

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ur best chance at catching me these days is on @jasonbrenner or on discord @distortedrebel#6781

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WORLDFATHERED.

        he  doesn’t  move  or  show  any  fear,  gun  pointed  at  the  other  male.        the  boy  really  isn’t  in  the  mood  for  random  people  showing  up  at  alexandria’s  gate,  even  if  they’re  looking  for  shelter.      ❝ i  have  a  few  questions  before  i  consider  letting  you  in:  are  you  bit  and  how  many  people  have  you  killed? ❞         he’s  the  leader  now,  he  has  to  make  sure  anyone  he  lets  in  isn’t  a  risk  or  a  liability  to  the  community.

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        as  soon  as  the  gun  is  pointed  at  him  charlie's  making  a  point  of  showing  that  his  hands  are  empty,  though  he  tries  not  to  move  too  much  —  he  doesn't  exactly  want  to  get  shot  today.        plus,  the  boy  isn’t  looking  like  he  particularly  wants  to  deal  with  him.         ❝ no.  not  bit.        and  uh—  one,  one  person.        my  dad,  but  he  was  bit,  i-i  had  to— ❞

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i fear that

i am

both

too much

yet

not enough

even at my best i’m a mess.

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my queues now empty lmao ill be here soon maybe

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CONTRADICTIVS.

Despite the fact that he could barely tell what had started the fight? He knew that they both would have fought someone for less. A soft sigh escaped him before he reached up to gently grip Charlie’s jaw, turning his head from side to side. He wanted to make sure that his boyfriend was actually alright and did not have too many bruises forming. (It would be hard to explain to Charlie’s dad that his son had got beaten up simply because he was feeling extra protective). “I don’t think it was an actual threat-” The grip weakened, eyes glancing up to catch Charlie’s gaze. “Are you okay?”

He’ll let Ryder turn his head, lets him do whatever makes him feel better. After all, in Charlie’s eyes Ryder is the priority here. “A threats a threat.” It felt real, but even if it wasn’t Charlie was in that state of mind, always waiting for the next bad thing. “Heard enough threats that it doesn’t matter how big it is.” Which, really, isn’t a comforting thing to say. Shows that he’s been threatened plenty of times, something he’s generally not too open about. “I’m fine.”

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STORIESWRITTCN.

“Yeah, that’s exactly what I did.” Dancing around his feelings, not taking a chance, it’s something Tony had considered but in the end - making the move, it had been worth it. He’s not shy but he’s not invincible, even he fears rejection, but you never know unless you try. “Look, no one can force you to take the risk but if you like him as much as you say you do - go for it.”

Tony’s right and he knows it. There’s no way out of this that’ll make Charlie happy other than knowing for sure, and there’s no way to know for sure unless he speaks up. Sure, it could be catastrophic, could ruin things, but it could make things so much easier. “You make it sound easy.”

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CONTRADICTIVS.

He could not help but laugh at the sight of his boyfriend rushing to take the jacket off. “Eager, huh?” He teased with a lazy grin as he grabbed the jacket.

“Aren’t I always?” No point in denying it, Ryder knew exactly what he did to Charlie. The boy had never known how to show patience when it came to this.