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"you can use ai to improve spelling and grammar"

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Insomnia, Casey Childs

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unreasonably charmed by Pendant in the shape of a ram's head, Eastern Mediterranean, 5th–4th century BC, made of glass

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Somebody up above just must HATE Lu Guang 😭 This kid probably had an abusive past, and is also probably slowly being forgotten by everyone around him. His best friends keep dying on him, he's on his last chance to save them and it is failing miserably, he has at least four super smart and dangerous people on his ass thinking he's some sort of mastermind (he's not, he's literally just a guy fumbling through everything), and not only is his last dive to save everyone going way off track, he got stabbed, captured, tortured, and then held as a hostage. Also the guy he "killed" using the butterfly effect to his advantage? Yeah, he's still alive and his death was just to confirm that Lu Guang was "the mastermind" ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ Lu Guang, baby girl, I give you my full permission to go apeshit. Please buy a gun 🙏

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poems to read while having breakfast at the heartbreak hotel

I know I am but summer to your heart (Sonnet XXVII) by Edna St. Vincent Millay

What lips my lips have kissed, and where, and why (Sonnet XLIII) by Edna St. Vincent Millay

Time does not bring relief (Sonnet II) by Edna St. Vincent Millay 

I Am Not Yours by Sara Teasdale

[you fit into me] by Margaret Atwood

You by Carol Ann Duffy

Be Near Me by Faiz Ahmed Faiz

Blessed be the spectacle by Lev St. Valentine

You Are Tired (I Think) by E.E. Cummings

Hope you're well. Please don't read this by Lev St. Valentine

To Say Dark Things by Ingeborg Bachmann

Lilichka by Vladimir Mayakovski

Love and Hate by Elizabeth Eleanor Siddal

Sanctuary by Jean Valentine

the winter sun says fight by Peter Gizzi

The More Loving One by W. H. Auden

A Primer For The Small Weird Loves by Richard Siken

Dirty Valentine by Richard Siken

Morning by Frank O Hara

We Don't Know How To Say Goodbye by Anna Akhmatova

You'll Live, But I'll Not… by Anna Akhmatova

from “An Attempt at Jealousy” by Marina Tsvetaeva

The Last Toast by Anna Akhmatova

In Dream by Anna Akhmatova

Mad Girl's Love Song by Sylvia Plath

Talking In Bed by Philip Larkin

He wishes for the Cloths of Heaven by W.B. Yeats

La Belle Dame Sans Merci by John Keats

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on watching a parent age

i saw somebody say “what if you’re gone and i haven’t become anything yet” and basically that broke me on a random thursday evening

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One thing I noticed is everyone in the cultivation world is all "oh this person is this named" or the child of a servant or a whore" and use that to dislike them. Wei Wuxian was killed by the families of the juniors. And yet he's like "awww that one is a good sprout" "that one is a romantic" he teases and teaches them. He rescues them. He doesn't care what their names are or which of their family members might have helped kill him. He judges them for them.

Even Jin Ling gets the "I love and adore you for being my sisters son but we do need to work on your attitude."

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Today a very friendly Golden Retriever came up to me and I said "hey buddy :D" and the owner asked "do you know each other?" like his dog had a social life he didn't know about

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me when i see an animal that is known for being in my area

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as a severely mentally ill 14 year old, I remember thinking “the medical system would treat me better if I was physically ill and not mentally ill” and then I coincidentally developed multiple chronic illnesses and found out that actually they dgaf even when you’re essentially bedridden

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its crazy that a lot of what we call 'video essays' these days are basically low budget documentaries on increasingly weird and niche topics. no network approval no tv budget just one guy with maybe a hired editor/writer and a couple of friends willing to read voice lines. and then they put it on youtube like its no big deal. insane.

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me when i go walking on sunny days and end up on a tree lined street and look up at the gaps of sunlight and miss you more than anything

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Stop just asking "is it normal?" and start asking "is it harming anyone?" Lots of harmful things are normalized in this society and lots of things considered weird or rare are completely harmless. Whether something is considered normal or common shouldn't be the deciding factor in whether it's okay

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The fact that animals that care for their young will sometimes adopt others' lost or orphaned young to raise along their own is just funny to me. I know that it's all hormonal and there's no conscious thought involved in it, but the internal logic of it is so funny.

"Baby = success. More baby = more success. I have one baby and I found four other baby. I have five baby. I am being so fucking successful right now."