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hey you can follow me here and here if u want <:

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hey gamers i finally caved and made a discord…… add me hooguro#1427

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hey gamers i finally caved and made a discord...... add me hooguro#1427

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im binding with k tape for the first time and genuinely it’s so good? like i cant say for the long term yet and god knows how my skin will react but so far it’s very good? like it doesnt constrict my breathing at all compared to my binder and it doesnt hurt either and also imo the result is WAY more natural so im loving this

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lil wee eren with his lil wee tooth gap c’:

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(my inner monologue) modern verses mean nothing without momo’s naki, they will never be the same, who am i trying to fool.. eren alone is like yin without yang, dumb without dumber, where is he - our hero of the day ? 

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remember that hc about how when there’s no milk, eren eats his cereal with mountain dew? i stand by that...

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' Why didn't the skeleton get invited to the party? Because he had no body to go with... '

‘       and THAT is what you woke me up for ?!

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it’s not that easy you know.

this look in her eyes says it all.   the fear,  the toll,  the heavy burden of it all ...  who are you to tell her otherwise ?   though so uncalled for,  this feeling,  in the position humanity finds itself in !!   what else can be done ..?   apart from words of encouragement,  your hand on her shoulder is the only way to tell her of those unspoken words,  the ‘sorry’s and ‘i know’s and cries of hopelessness the both of you can feel,  clogging lungs of those who crave the taste of freedom beyond this war ...

‘       it will get better.   if we just keep fighting — !   this,  this wont be for naught.

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Deep Ass Starters.

Sometimes it's hard to get in depth with your muse and their backstory, because you can't figure out how to bring those things up with others. Here are a couple of starters intended to make things a little more personal!

"What's holding you back?"

"I'm not comfortable with this conversation."

"Will you /ever/ be comfortable with this conversation?"

"Let me in sometime!"

"It's not that easy, you know."

"Help me understand."

"It's hard to connect with someone when all they do is push you away."

"Why are you always so cold?"

"Why are you always so happy?"

"Are you really happy now?"

"Who hurt you this badly to make you this way?!"

"What, did your ex mess you up that badly?!"

"Why do you keep fighting it any time you feel?"

"It's a problem, I get it."

"This is all kinds of messed up."

"That's not exactly a good coping method."

"So what happened, with your parents, really?"

"What was your childhood like?"

"Everyone has at lest a little bit of mommy/daddy issues. It's nothing to be ashamed of."

"My parents aren't exactly perfect models, either."

"You were bullied? What for?"

"Was it hard? Coming out, I mean."

"You can't just run away all the time."

"You can't just hide all the time."

"Are you still thinking about them?"

"I'm not the enemy here. But this makes me wonder who the real one is for you."

"Is the reason you're so cold and defensive because you feel threatened?"

"How long has it been since you last spoke to them?"

"You never talk about it, why?"

"How come you're so different around them?"

"It's like you don't have a care or worry in the world."

"You seem so perfect. I don't get it."

"What was your ex like?"

"I don't think I was ever good enough for them."

"Are you not comfortable being intimate?"

"Why don't you feel comfortable being intimate?"

"Letting someone see you that vulnerable, it's a scary thing."

"Are you scared of being hurt?"

"Have you ever been taken advantage of?"

"Why are you afraid of saying I love you?"

"I never understood how someone could say those words so easily."

"You're hurting others the way you've been hurt in the past, don't you think that's ironic?"

"You use people to make yourself feel better."

"I'm scared of being used again..."

"Losing someone isn't easy, but you're making it harder than it needs to be."

"How long has it been since you lost them?"

"You're too attached."

"I'm not attached, I'm just comfortable with what I'm familiar to."

"Maybe the real reason you're so controlling is because, deep down you'd rather have them in your grasp than lose them."

"Why did you ever break up?" / "Why did we ever break up?"

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birds shoot from the trees,  piercing clouds  -  the crows like black daggers.   their feathers cut,  their feathers fall.   they graze your cheeks and become stuck in your jet black hair,  like coal upon coal,  as dark devours you.   ravens flock around their prey  -  you,  their king.  the blackbird.   with spread wings you scream,  i rule,  you declare,  i conquer.   and no beast can stop me,  you,  myself,  for this is your ravenous dream,  feral and vile,  like the claws you grasp the world with.   the claws that squeeze your throat and leave you gasping for more,  more !   for this vehemence,  it buds in you,  buds in me,  embedded in humanity.   and it will swerve,  this feeling.   spill from behind pungent teeth,  drip from bloodied,  bitten lips.   but it will be theirs  -  their blood and weeping screams that drown dark tree trunks with a deluge like no other this century.   and the water is black,  glistening red below leafless trees.   and in this land where you were born,  even you will learn to fear your own mirage,  carnage,  writhing predicament  -  monstrosity.   yet you were born to ravish.   cherish.   take everything back like wine  -  tinged dreams,  deprive everything of grey  -  scale mayhem,  snatch all away in this cruel reciprocity.   now look at yourself again,  in scorn,  in contempt  -  are you content ?   (your voice has vanished,)   no,  you mouth,  i will not be stagnant.   i will not bow  -  now clench your fists. 

                                          for i am wretched,  i am just.

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my fingers when practicing slap bass: y tho

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heh

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hey i’m bad at these so: this is toma. he’s 20 years old and still obsessed with vampires, to the point of pretending to be one and making his parents regret never putting their foot down with him. he’s !!! a fast boy and really upbeat most of the time and has endured a internet gf who texted in cryptic messages such as “rawr XD :3c” please talk to him so his mom doesnt make him hang out with his grandma

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eren: i put the rage in courage

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me: never online me: icb i’m the best eren around.........:-)