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Drew some Fran Bow during school

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The guy with the gun: Aries, Gemini, Aquarius, Scorpio, Leo, Sagittarius

The guy behind the camera: Virgo, Taurus, Libra, Capricorn, Pisces, Cancer 

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listened to Bohemian Rhapsody today… i’m so very sorry

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Yo BHNA Fandom!

Reblog this if you believe in ship and let ship.

It doesn’t matter if you’re kiribaku, bakudeku, tododeku, todobaku, todomomo, kirikami, kirimina, shindeku, or whatever is your flavor of choice.

We’re here to have fun! Don’t be a dick that smacks someone else’s ice cream cone out of their hand cause they’re enjoying something you don’t agree with.

And in the end of the day we can agree with one thing:

These characters we enjoy are fictional and never actually existed in our world to begin with.

Don’t bully someone over relationship headcanons over 2D characters.

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✊️✊️🚪

Excuse me

Do you have a moment to talk about our Lord

And

Savior

Mike

Faist

??????

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Evan: my boyfriend is too tall for me to kiss him on the lips. what should i do? Jared: punch him in the stomach. then, when he doubles over in pain, kiss him. Alana: tackle him. Zoe: dump him. Jared: kick him in the shin. Connor: NO TO ALL OF THOSE. JUST ASK ME TO LEAN DOWN.

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My readers: So what’s your writing type? Angst?

Me: Nah, I don’t like sad stuff.

My readers: Smut?

Me: Hah, as if my Asexual ass can write smut without it being super awkward.

My readers: …Fluff?

Me: I’m bad at conveying people being in love.

My readers: So what do you even write?

Me: *Softly crying* I don’t even fuckin know-

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Tears

Drip

Drop

Flowing like a waterfall down my rosy cheeks

The tears from my eyes are like a constant stream

Unable to stop them

All I can do is feel the tears flow

Feel myself fall apart

Feel myself crumble like a cookie dunked in milk

Feel myself curl up into a ball looking for comfort

Sobs break from my paralyzed body

Screams echoing in my skull

My body aching in pain

Laying down unable to move

The slaty tears still falling

My breath uneven

My eyes red and puffy

Drip

Drop

Wanting

These

Tears

To

Stop

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Trapped

Trapped. A simple world that means so much. Trapped. It’s how I feel on a daily basis. Like I’m trapped underneath a big glass box. Unable to be heard only able to see and hear others. Looking around trying to find a way out.

Banging on the glass. Trying to shatter the glass just wanting it to crack. Wanting to break free. But alas I cannot break from this trap

I see my “friends”, they look so happy without me. My mind wonders to a world without me. If it would be better or worse.

I’m on the outside, looking in. Seeing how I change nothing. How I am nothing. How I am meaningless.

Walking out of my head to my bed. My room covered in trash. I look at my desk, seeing my string noose and old fashioned pencil sharpener.

Death? I wish for it everyday. Not wanting to be alive. Not wanting to be stuck in this trap. Yet, here I am. STUCK. Wanting to die or at least wanting to feel something. Wanting to cry for help alas I am trapped underneath this glass box from the outside looking in, just screaming to be broken out of this trap.

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Outside

Outside, the easy and happy life is free. A painted smile. A tech nerd. A happy boy who everyone loves. Talking every once and a while.

On the inside, I’m tearing myself apart. Wondering if I deserve to eat. Wondering if I deserve to wake up in the morning. Just wanting to escape. Just imagining climbing the old big magnolia tree from my childhood house. Going to the very top and seeing the bright blue sky with the white whispy clouds. Then everything collapses. I fall down, multiple broken bones and a broken mind. I look up and see the happiness fading from the world.

Outside, my smile is faked, my eyes are dull, and my happiness has faded to nothing.

The inside is broken to crumbs. So broken that you can’t even try to fix it.

But of course the outside is what people prefer

Happy

Fake

And wanting to live

NOT: sad, depressed, and lonely

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Big Stripped Red Air Balloon

High in the sky

Away from pain

Where I wish I could be

With you big stripped red air balloon

Stripped red like my thighs

With a burning fire inside

Big stripped red air balloon

How I wish I could fly with you

We are so similar

You have a fire within you

I have burning pain within me

You have red lines painted on your white skin

I have red lines on my thighs

Your as pale as the moon

I’m as pale as a hospital bed

But there one thing you have that I don’t

You are happy and free

But

I’m trapped and lonely

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if ur ace/aro/aroace and have no idea what the heck ur doing slap that mf reblog button

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