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So my therapist said I should write again and basically.... Defunct Tumblr account.

I jumped too early in this dating thing.

What kind of idiot goes hikes a tricky trail when they just learned how to walk without dying? Oh wait. Been there, done that too.

I'm not even sure I can still be coherent. I've only been writing emails and reminders and policies and did I mention emails? I can't even think of writing creatively to save my life now.

So start with an honest post, she says. Here is my honest post.

I wish I could just be the person who doesn't wish for more. Someone who stops when satisfied and doesn't yearn for something beyond. I'm not talking about stopping once a fitness goal is hit or once a career goal is hit. I'm talking about other things that don't really contribute to growth and learning. I'm talking about extras in my life.

I wish I could be the sort of person who tastes authentic truffle and doesn't actively seek it after. Or someone who goes on a really thrilling ride and doesn't turn into an adrenaline junkie.

Someone who wishes for something once and doesn't get greedy for it again.

I need to delete connections again lest I try to use it to catch a fleeting passerby. I don't trust that I can control myself. I've quit smoking and sugar before, maybe I need some more time to quit whatever the hell this is, too.

So yeah. Write again, huh. Maybe I can write the story I want to happen someday.

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This is fucking insane. I had no idea that men just shoot their pregnant partner instead of facing the consequences of their own actions!!

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H e a r t 💓

Johnny mentors the basketball team’s newest recruit, Shotaro 🏀

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happy birthday, lucas! ♡

Today is the day we celebrate the number of years you’ve brought happiness to our lives. May this day be as beautiful as you are. May your cake be as sweet as you are. May life’s brightest joys illuminate your path, and may each day’s journey bring you closer to your dreams!

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Places

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holding for jongdae: day [81/546]

EXO’s CHEN and KAI

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holding for junmyeon: day [246/640]

EXO’s SUHO and KAI

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mark + daegal 🦴

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My precious little giant baby <3 

Lucas in 2020: Live Stages

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mark and lucas being cute (secret santa pt.1💫for @xiaojun )

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confident kings 😎😎

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TWO WEEKS NOTICE 2002, dir. Marc Lawrence

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Soo Ho, did you know that Seo Jun’s nickname used to be Mr. Trickle? Mr. Trickle? Yes, we called him that because he couldn’t stop wetting his bed at night.

bonus

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XIAOJUN — MTV WORLD STAGE INDONESIA 2020 ♡

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I found this a while ago and it still makes me laugh.

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#TheWorldOfMarried

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just two puppies 🐶